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And Uldoon perceived that the mind of a man is as a garden, and that his thoughts are as the flowers, and the prophets of a man's city are as many gardeners who weed and trim, and who have made in the garden paths both smooth and straight, and only along these paths is a man's soul permitted to go lest the gardeners say, "This soul transgresseth."
And from the paths the gardeners weed out every flower that grows, and in the garden they cut off all flowers that grow tall, saying:
"It is customary," and "it is written," and "this hath ever been," or "that hath not been before."
Therefore Uldoon saw that not in that city might he discover the Secret of the G.o.ds. And Uldoon said to the people:
"When the worlds began, the Secret of the G.o.ds lay written clear over the whole earth, but the feet of many prophets have trampled it out.
Your prophets are all true men, but I go into the desert to find a truth which is truer than your prophets." Therefore Uldoon went into the desert and in storm and still he sought for many years. When the thunder roared over the mountains that limited the desert he sought the Secret in the thunder, but the G.o.ds spake not by the thunder. When the voices of the beasts disturbed the stillness under the stars he sought the secret there, but the G.o.ds spake not by the beasts.
Uldoon grew old and all the voices of the desert had spoken to Uldoon, but not the G.o.ds, when one night he heard Them whispering beyond the hills. And the G.o.ds whispered one to another, and turning Their faces earthward They all wept. And Uldoon though he saw not the G.o.ds yet saw Their shadows turn as They went back to a great hollow in the hills; and there, all standing in the valley's mouth, They said:
"Oh, Morning Zai, oh, oldest of the G.o.ds, the faith of thee is gone, and yesterday for the last time thy name was spoken upon earth." And turning earthward they all wept again. And the G.o.ds tore white clouds out of the sky and draped them about the body of Morning Zai and bore him forth from his valley behind the hills, and m.u.f.fled the mountain peaks with snow, and beat upon their summits with drum sticks carved of ebony, playing the dirge of the G.o.ds. And the echoes rolled about the pa.s.ses and the winds howled, because the faith of the olden days was gone, and with it had sped the soul of Morning Zai. So through the mountain pa.s.ses the G.o.ds came at night bearing Their dead father. And Uldoon followed. And the G.o.ds came to a great sepulchre of onyx that stood upon four fluted pillars of white marble, each carved out of four mountains, and therein the G.o.ds laid Morning Zai because the old faith was fallen. And there at the tomb of Their father the G.o.ds spake and Uldoon heard the Secret of the G.o.ds, and it became to him a simple thing such as a man might well guess--yet hath not. Then the soul of the desert arose and cast over the tomb its wreath of forgetfulness devised of drifting sand, and the G.o.ds strode home across the mountains to Their hollow land. But Uldoon left the desert and travelled many days, and so came to the river where it pa.s.ses beyond the city to seek the sea, and following its bank came near to his old home. And the people of the City by the River, seeing him far off, cried out:
"Hast thou found the Secret of the G.o.ds?"
And he answered:
"I have found it, and the Secret of the G.o.ds is this"--:
Zyni Moe, the small snake, seeing the figure and the shadow of a man between him and the cool river, raised his head and struck once. And the G.o.ds are pleased with Zyni Moe, and have called him the protector of the Secret of the G.o.ds.
THE SOUTH WIND
Two players sat down to play a game together to while eternity away, and they chose the G.o.ds as pieces wherewith to play their game, and for their board of playing they chose the sky from rim to rim, whereon lay a little dust; and every speck of dust was a world upon the board of playing. And the players were robed and their faces veiled, and the robes and veils were alike, and their names were Fate and Chance. And as they played their game and moved the G.o.ds. .h.i.ther and thither about the board, the dust arose, and shone in the light from the players'
eyes that gleamed behind the veils. Then said the G.o.ds: "See how We stir the dust."
It chanced, or was ordained (who knoweth which?) that Ord, a prophet, one night saw the G.o.ds as They strode knee deep among the stars. But as he gave Them wors.h.i.+p, he saw the hand of a player, enormous over Their heads, stretched out to make his move. Then Ord, the prophet, knew. Had he been silent it might have still been well with Ord, but Ord went about the world crying out to all men, "There is a power over the G.o.ds."
This the G.o.ds heard. Then said They, "Ord hath seen."
Terrible is the vengeance of the G.o.ds, and fierce were Their eyes when They looked on the head of Ord and s.n.a.t.c.hed out of his mind all knowledge of Themselves. And that man's soul went wandering afield to find for itself G.o.ds, for ever finding them not. Then out of Ord's Dream of Life the G.o.ds plucked the moon and the stars, and in the night-time he only saw black sky and saw the lights no more. Next the G.o.ds took from him, for Their vengeance resteth not, the birds and b.u.t.terflies, flowers and leaves and insects and all small things, and the prophet looked on the world that was strangely altered, yet knew not of the anger of the G.o.ds. Then the G.o.ds sent away his familiar hills, to be seen no more by him, and all the pleasant woodlands on their summits and the further fields; and in a narrower world Ord walked round and round, now seeing little, and his soul still wandered searching for some G.o.ds and finding none.
Lastly, the G.o.ds took away the fields and stream and left to the prophet only his house and the larger things that were in it. Day by day They crept about him drawing films of mist between him and familiar things, till at last he beheld nought at all and was quite blind and unaware of the anger of the G.o.ds. Then Ord's world became only a world of sound, and only by hearing he kept his hold upon Things. All the profit that he had out of his days was here some song from the hills or there the voice of the birds, and sound of the stream, or the drip of the falling rain. But the anger of the G.o.ds ceases not with the closing of flowers, nor is it a.s.suaged by all the winter's snows, nor doth it rest in the full glare of summer, and They s.n.a.t.c.hed away from Ord one night his world of sound and he awoke deaf. But as a man may smite away the hive of the bee, and the bee with all his fellows builds again, knowing not what hath smitten his hive or that it shall smite again, so Ord built for himself a world out of old memories and set it in the past. There he builded himself cities out of former joys, and therein built palaces of mighty things achieved, and with his memory as a key he opened golden locks and had still a world to live in, though the G.o.ds had taken from him the world of sound and all the world of sight.
But the G.o.ds tire not from pursuing, and They seized his world of former things and took his memory away and covered up the paths that led into the past, and left him blind and deaf and forgetful among men, and caused all men to know that this was he who once had said that the G.o.ds were little things.
And lastly the G.o.ds took his soul, and out of it They fas.h.i.+oned the South Wind to roam the seas for ever and not have rest; and well the South Wind knows that he hath once understood somewhere and long ago, and so he moans to the islands and cries along southern sh.o.r.es, "I have known," and "I have known."
But all things sleep when the South Wind speaks to them and none heed his cry that he hath known, but are rather content to sleep. But still the South Wind, knowing that there is something that he hath forgot, goes on crying, "I have known," seeking to urge men to arise and to discover it. But none heed the sorrows of the South Wind even when he driveth his tears out of the South, so that though the South Wind cries on and on and never findeth rest none heed that there is aught that may be known, and the Secret of the G.o.ds is safe. But the business of the South Wind is with the North, and it is said that the time will one day come when he shall overcome the bergs and sink the seas of ice and come where the Secret of the G.o.ds is graven upon the pole. And the game of Fate and Chance shall suddenly cease and He that loses shall cease to be or ever to have been, and from the board of playing Fate or Chance (who knoweth which shall win?) shall sweep the G.o.ds away.
IN THE LAND OF TIME
Thus Karnith, King of Alatta, spake to his eldest son: "I bequeath to thee my city of Zoon, with its golden eaves, whereunder hum the bees.
And I bequeath to thee also the land of Alatta, and all such other lands as thou art worthy to possess, for my three strong armies which I leave thee may well take Zindara and over-run Istahn, and drive back Onin from his frontier, and leaguer the walls of Yan, and beyond that spread conquest over the lesser lands of Hebith, Ebnon, and Karida.
Only lead not thine armies against Zeenar, nor ever cross the Eidis."
Thereat in the city of Zoon in the land of Alatta, under his golden eaves, died King Karnith, and his soul went whither had gone the souls of his sires the elder Kings, and the souls of their slaves.
Then Karnith Zo, the new King, took the iron crown of Alatta and afterwards went down to the plains that encircle Zoon and found his three strong armies clamouring to be led against Zeenar, over the river Eidis.
But the new King came back from his armies, and all one night in the great palace alone with his iron crown, pondered long upon war; and a little before dawn he saw dimly through his palace window, facing east over the city of Zoon and across the fields of Alatta, to far off where a valley opened on Istahn. There, as he pondered, he saw the smoke arising tall and straight over small houses in the plain and the fields where the sheep fed. Later the sun rose s.h.i.+ning over Alatta as it shone over Istahn, and there arose a stir about the houses both in Alatta and Istahn, and c.o.c.ks crowded in the city and men went out into the fields among the bleating sheep; and the King wondered if men did otherwise in Istahn. And men and women met as they went out to work and the sound of laughter arose from streets and fields; the King's eyes gazed into the distance toward Istahn and still the smoke went upward tall and straight from the small houses. And the sun rose higher that shone upon Alatta and Istahn, causing the flowers to open wide in each, and the birds to sing and the voices of men and women to arise. And in the market place of Zoon caravans were astir that set out to carry merchandise to Istahn, and afterwards pa.s.sed camels coming to Alatta with many tinkling bells. All this the King saw as he pondered much, who had not pondered before. Westward the Agnid mountains frowned in the distance guarding the river Eidis; behind them the fierce people of Zeenar lived in a bleak land.
Later the King, going abroad through his new kingdom, came on the Temple of the G.o.ds of Old. There he found the roof shattered and the marble columns broken and tall weeds met together in the inner shrine, and the G.o.ds of Old, bereft of wors.h.i.+p or sacrifice, neglected and forgotten. And the King asked of his councillors who it was that had overturned this temple of the G.o.ds or caused the G.o.ds Themselves to be thus forsaken. And they answered him:
"Time has done this."
Next the King came upon a man bent and crippled, whose face was furrowed and worn, and the King having seen no such sight within the court of his father said to the man:
"Who hath done this thing to you?"
And the old man answered:
"Time hath ruthlessly done it."
But the King and his councillors went on, and next they came upon a body of men carrying among them a hea.r.s.e. And the King asked his councillors closely concerning death, for these things had not before been expounded to the King. And the oldest of the councillors answered:
"Death, O King, is a gift sent by the G.o.ds by the hand of their servant Time, and some receive it gladly, and some are forced reluctantly to take it, and before others it is suddenly flung in the middle of the day. And with this gift that Time hath brought him from the G.o.ds a man must go forth into the dark to possess no other thing for so long as the G.o.ds are willing."
But the King went back to his palace and gathered the greatest of his prophets and his councillors and asked them more particularly concerning Time. And they told the King how that Time was a great figure standing like a tall shadow in the dusk or striding, unseen, across the world, and how that he was the slave of the G.o.ds and did Their bidding, but ever chose new masters, and how all the former masters of Time were dead and Their shrines forgotten. And one said:
"I have seen him once when I went down to play again in the garden of my childhood because of certain memories. And it was towards evening and the light was pale, and I saw Time standing over the little gate, pale like the light, and he stood between me and that garden and had stolen my memories because he was mightier than I."
And another said:
"I, too, have seen the Enemy of my House. For I saw him when he strode over the fields that I knew well and led a stranger by the hand to place him in my home to sit where my forefathers sat. And I saw him afterwards walk thrice round the house and stoop and gather up the glamour from the lawns and brush aside the tall poppies in the garden and spread weeds in his pathway where he strode through the remembered nooks."
And another said:
"He went one day into the desert and brought up life out of the waste places, and made it cry bitterly and covered it with the desert again."
And another said:
"I too saw him once seated in the garden of a child tearing the flowers, and afterwards he went away through many woodlands and stooped down as he went, and picked the leaves one by one from the trees."
And another said:
"I saw him once by moonlight standing tall and black amidst the ruins of a shrine in the old kingdom of Amarna, doing a deed by night. And he wore a look on his face such as murderers wear as he busied himself to cover over something with weeds and dust. Thereafter in Amarna the people of that old Kingdom missed their G.o.d, in whose shrine I saw Time crouching in the night, and they have not since beheld him."
And all the while from the distance at the city's edge rose a hum from the three armies of the King clamouring to be led against Zeenar.
Thereat the King went down to his three armies and speaking to their chiefs said:
"I will not go down clad with murder to be King over other lands. I have seen the same morning arising on Istahn that also gladdened Alatta, and have heard Peace lowing among the flowers. I will not desolate homes to rule over an orphaned land and a land widowed. But I will lead you against the pledged enemy of Alatta who shall crumble the towers of Zoon and hath gone far to overthrow our G.o.ds. He is the foe of Zindara and Istahn and many-citadeled Yan, Hebith and Ebnon may not overcome him nor Karida be safe against him among her bleakest mountains. He is a foe mightier than Zeenar with frontiers stronger than Eidis; he leers at all the peoples of the earth and mocks their G.o.ds and covets their builded cities. Therefore we will go forth and conquer Time and save the G.o.ds of Alatta from his clutch, and coming back victorious shall find that Death is gone and age and illness departed, and here we shall live for ever by the golden eaves of Zoon, while the bees hum among unrusted gables and never crumbling towers.