My Secret Lovelife 3 Then And Now

Well starting from today I will be describing my experiences now and back at that time when we met initially. It's November 26 th already the cold shrugged the entire college. I caught severe cold. At college they had added one extra cla.s.s . You know what is extra cla.s.s in this cold. It's as good as h.e.l.l. But it was different for me. To me it was a bliss. Finally I got an extra computer science cla.s.s where we would sit together. As expected I went there. To my surprise he sat beside a different guy as if wanting to avoid me. It happened many times before but atleast not in the lab. I took a different place and sat. I recalled the first day of our computer lab together... I and my friend Lacy were giggling and laughing as we entered the cla.s.s. He too laughed looking at me telling me, " Here, come and sit beside me we are partners after all. " To be honest I am a shy type. I sat there.

Then he started asking me questions about programming. I had already some experience in it so I could explain it to him. After that we skipped to informal discussions about movies -films, anime, books, music. It was quite fun. Our another group partner's name is Haruto Saneka. He is a j.a.panese.He is a great typer. I remember while teaching Sky one program he would complete 3 programs. Mine hand was on his while teaching him programming. It was as a friend . It was a great experience too.But first time with a guy. But now ever since one incident he shoves me as a stranger. After the computer cla.s.s got over I got out gritting my teeth but with an artificial smile on my face.

After that while paying the fees again I b.u.mped into him. I don't know why when I don't want to see him he appears and when I want he is beyond my reach. When he stood behind me I said," Why are you standing here? This is the girls line. " He replied, " It's gender equality. I can stand wherever I want. " Actually the thing with me is that if you want to avoid me I will avoid that person like h.e.l.l. But no matter what I can neither get rid of him nor closer to him...

Then during the break he came. Asked me for the practical, I gave him. The matter should have ended then and there. But then he took it ,again came after few seconds. I can't understand what's with Sky. At first he was not very popular among girls. Only I used to love to chat with him. But slowly I could see the girls are like honey bees staying by him. I felt like hitting those girls with a bamboo stick. I don't know why? Had it been other guy I wouldn't even cared about them the slightest but I don't know what had happened to me that I cared so much regarding the girls around him. He was laughing and smiling with them. I don't know whether I should be happy or sad that he is happy but my heart ached at that moment.. I guess he is the most popular amongst the girls. In fact my bestie Lacy who had a bf out of laughter hugged him tight.. And I stopped laughing but put an exterior makeup of a smile. And stood there thinking "How dare you. He's mine" but that makes no sense since I'm not his gf...