Strange Love 105 Audiance Or No

The not so distant roar of traffic sounds are only barely over powered by the horrid sound of the squeaky voiced woman of the late night infomercial blaring on the overhead television. Light flickers from its screen casting shadows around the dark room. Russ rubs a hand over the back of his sore neck as he forces one tired eye open. He tries s.h.i.+fting his stiff body but the slas.h.i.+ng of cold water brings the memories of the past several hours back to him. His attention quickly sharpens and his keen eyes settle on Joslyn. He stroked a large hand over her face brus.h.i.+ng the stray strands of hair plaster to her damp brow and cheeks away. She released a soft moan and her lips curve into a weak but satisfied smile at his touch. Russ could felt some of the tension release from his body and he smiled back down at her in the dim light. "Hey baby, you feeling any better?" he whispered against her temple.

"Umm..." Jos moaned contently as she snuggled against his chest.

He cupped her face between both is large hands and kissed her gently on the forehead. "You had me so worried, baby. You can't ever do this to be again, understand?" He whispered against her forehead where his lips were still pressed. He could feel her small hands coming to life and moving against his chest.

She slid her fingers upwards across his upper abs and chest, pulsing to enjoy the hard, smooth surface of his skin. "Um... Russ..." She nuzzled against him.

He pulled her tightly against him. "Yes, it's me. I have you. You're safe now."

Her eye flickered open. Confusion clouded them for the longest while as she searched his face and to a second to glance around the dark room. "Russ?" She asked unable to believe her eyes. She brought her hands up to his face and trailed his features carefully as if memorizing each curve with her fingertips. "Russ!" She repeated this time in hushed joy as she wrapped her arms around him. "Russ, it's you. I thought I was dreaming at first." When she tried to turn into his arms more the slos.h.i.+ng of the water caught her off guard. "Russ? What's going on? Why are we sleeping in a hot tub?" She asked looking around in even more confusion. Her eyes moved to the beds and the sleeping bodies pa.s.sed out there before shooting back to Russ. "Why is everyone in here?"

Russ laughed. He couldn't help the overjoyed smile that crept over his face as he slid his hand across her cheek and tangled his fingers into her hair. "You're alright? You feel ok?" When she nodded, he pulled her closer and kissed her lips deeply. Hot tears streamed down his face as he pressed his forehead to hers. "I thought I'd lost you for ever." He kissed her lips once more before pulling away and examining her better. He stroked a hand over her cheeks and hair, slid it slowly down her neck and over her shoulder, before finally settling it over her heart for several beats. "You can't leave me, you can't ever scare me like that again, understand?" He smiled as her large aqua eyes searched his. "I love you too much to lose you, like that ever again." He pulled her tightly against his chest wrapping his arms around her. "No matter what you've done or what you are, I will always love you. You understand that don't you?" He placed several kisses to her damp hair. "Was this your fear all along? That I would discover your secret and not want you?" He could feel her breath catch and took that as a yes. "You could never do anything shy of eating me that could end my love for you." He chuckled, "Side note: please never eat me..." He felt her light awkward laugh against his chest.

The concern slipped away from Jos's face as she brought her hands up to his face. She searched his features in the dim flickering light of the TV trying to memorize every detail. She stoked her fingers across the stubble of his face. "I don't think I've ever seen you with even a shadow of facial hair." She ran her hands over the blonde hairs tilting her head and smiling. "I think I like it." She rubbed her cheek against it.

Russ laughed and tightened his arms around her. "After our last conversation I wasn't sure I'd ever hold you like this again." He kissed the top of her head as he traced patterns across the soaked material of the baggy t-s.h.i.+rt she wore. "And to answer your question, we are in a hotel room somewhere in Tennessee. After the attack, you pa.s.sed out and Orion's brother brought you here," he hooked a finger under her chin to bring her eyes up to meet his. He could tell she was still very uncomfortable about the big reveal of yesterday. "I admit, I was shocked and a little scared at first.

Seeing what you are capable of..." he shrugged, "I feel like it would have been unnerving even if I'd known the full truth, but Jos it doesn't change my love for you." Genuine love colored his hushed words. "I had already accepted that fact before we got the call about your condition." He stroked the side of her face and she rested her head into the warmth of his large palm as tears burned both their eyes. "When I saw you in that tub last night, I felt more fear in that moment than ever in my life. Seeing the macaque on the patio, my sister tied out like a f.u.c.king dog to a cabana... walking in on you straight devouring that f.u.c.king vampire... none of it compared to my fear of losing you, to my fear of you leaving this world before me." He gently pulled her face up to meet his as he bent down toward her and kissed her lips tenderly letting them linger against her icy lips. "I love you, Jos, all of you."

A new tightness squeezed Jos's chest. She could feel a heavy weight lift, could feel the decades of self-loathing ease ever so slightly. She smiled happily up at him as she moved in closer to kiss his full waiting lips. "I love you, too." She whispered softly against his lips. She gazed up into his tired yet vivid blue eyes. "I swear to you, I never stopped and never will. I realize I handled things wrong-"

"Sh..." Russ whispered as he replaced the single finger he'd used to silence her with his lips. "It doesn't matter now. It's all in the past." He kissed her lips again. "I can hardly hold it against you. I did a lot of things to push up away in my attempt to force our relations.h.i.+p." He whispered as he searched her eyes. "Can you forgive an idiot child?" He stroked the backs of his fingers against her cheek.

Jos held his hand in hers and kissed his pruned palm. "I don't see you as a child, I hadn't for a long time." She could feel heat returning to her icy skin. "I was just too ashamed by my own feelings to accept yours... and..." Looking away she let a tentacle emerge from the water and caress his arm, when he didn't flinch she turned her surprised eyes back to his. She let out a long sigh of relief. "I was terrified you'd find me disgusting, and I couldn't take you looking at me that way." Her cheeks heated more with her confession.

He took her face in both of his large hands. "Look at me, I love you for you. There's nothing that could ever change that."

She frowned, "I wouldn't say that..." Her eyes burned, "I wasn't lying when I told you I was cursed. My mother she-"

Russ took both her hands in one of his and first kissed them then pressed them to his chest. "I don't care, I love you. I'll go through what ever h.e.l.ls there may be to be with you." He pulled her against his body and kissed her deeply. When she responded with the pent up longing their separation had build up inside her, He gripped her b.u.t.t cheeks and carefully s.h.i.+fted their position urging her to straddle his lap. Her bare core connected with the ridged hardness of his c.o.c.k straining against the wet fabric of his thin silky boxers. She let out a m.u.f.fled gasp and tired to squirm against his now tight grip of her hips. "Russ everyone's asleep!" She hissed.

He smiled mischievously up at her. "Exactly, they are asleep." He whispered and leaned up for another kiss.

She pushed against him. "You know I can't be THAT quiet!" She hissed even quieter. She gritted her teeth as he pressed his hard c.o.c.k against her throbbing center. She bit down hard on her lower lip to stifle a moan and she squeezed her eyes tightly shut as Russ ma.s.saged her nipples through the wet fabric of the thin s.h.i.+rt.

"Do you think you'll be alright in the next room for a few hours?" He gazed up into her eyes taking joy in her undoing as he continued to press and rub against her causing the water to slosh with his rhythm.

Jos couldn't form words, instead, she simply nodded as she bit her lip harder. "Hold on tight." He said smiling up at her as he released his grip on her long enough to push them both up out of the jacuzzi. She wrapped her arms and legs around him as he cradled bottom on his forearm and stepped over the side. He chuckled as she sucked in a sharp breath when the cool breeze hit her wet body as he opened the door. He nodded to Raven who was by the pool, probably doing another spell. He turned the handle to the other door and pushed it open with his foot. As soon as the door was closed he pressed her against it and began kissing her deeply as he turned the deadbolt. As soon as it was locked he carried her to the closest of the double beds and tossed her onto its center.

Jos propped herself up on her elbows unable to hold his steamy gaze as he pushed his wet boxers to the floor. Her mouth watered as his c.o.c.k sprang free of the tight clinging material. She couldn't held the way her legs automatically fell apart for him as he placed a knee onto the edge of the bed.

"My G.o.ds, I've missed you." He said diving between her legs and hooking his arms under each knee. He pulled her legs over his shoulders and gripped the front of her thighs tightly as he took her entire mound into his wide mouth, lapping and plunging his tongue greedily into her.

Jos let out a loud moan as she arched her back and raised her hips up to meet the long pressured laps of his tongue. She couldn't help the tightening of her thighs against his head as he began plunging a finger into her core rapidly. "Russ!" She yelled out her release as she twined her fingers into his long blonde hair.

Russ raised wiping his mouth, his eyes burning into her. "My turn." He said and leaned down to pull her wet s.h.i.+rt over her head. He let his hungry eyes take in the beauty of her naked body for a few seconds before letting out an inpatient growl and lowered himself over her body. he settled himself between her legs taking pleasure in the way she openly ran her hand across his body. When she lifted her lips to his he took them driving his throbbing c.o.c.k home as he devoured her lips. "I love you, baby, only you... for as long as I live." He groaned against her mouth as he pumped against her in a rapid tempo.

Her mouth fell into an open O as her body began to tighten around him and the electric currents of another o.r.g.a.s.m charged her body. She hooked her feet behind his legs and pulled him tighter against her causing his strokes to speed up plunging deeper and pulling out farther with each flex of his hips. "Russ, Please!" She cried out as she dug her nails into the satin flesh of his tight, hard a.s.s. "Russ!" She panted his name as every muscle in her body cried out for the release only he could give.

Russ watched her unravel beneath him taking great joy in hearing her plead and beg for his seed as she cried out his name and his name alone. His d.i.c.k pulsed and jerked inside of her begging for its own release, but Russ refused to give in to the delicious temptations of emptying himself deep inside her as he continued to watch her undoing with lash vailed hungry eyes. "f.u.c.k you're beautiful." He growled as he fought his body for control determined to hold off until she'd completely slipped over the edges of ecstasy. ***"Well that was permanently scarring..." Orion said as he pushed himself up from the bed. He shook his head a slight grin turning up the corners of his lips as Sh.e.l.ly shook out her entire body and stuck out her long canine tongue in disgust. "Poor girl, probably isn't even the first time you've had to deal with that, huh?" He chuckled as the wolf shook her head. "You all right over there, buddy?"

Arei slowly rolled over forcing a relaxed smile, "Of course why wouldn't I be? She's happy isn't she. You heard their words. They seem legitimately in love." He sat up and shrugged his smile fading. "h.e.l.l, she told me as much on the ride to North Carolina." He forced the smile back in place but this time it wasn't enough to hide the pain and hurt it was meant to mask. Sh.e.l.ly jumped from one bed to the other and pressed her head against him whining softly. He petted her head, "Hey don't look at me like that. I said I was fine, didn't I?" When she only stared up at him with bright blue sad puppy eyes and whimpered, he wrapped his arms around her furry shoulders and buried his face into the soft fur of her neck. "I guess we could both use a hug right now, huh?" He pulled back and gazed down at her sincerely. "I'm sorry for your loss and all the other heartaches you've been through at such a young age... I had began to believe this day and age had became better some how, but there's always bad people waiting in the shadows to prove me wrong." He wrapped his arms back around her neck stroking his hands through her fur as tears stained the light cream of her face. Her soft whimpers tore what was left of his heart the rest of the way apart. To his surprise, Orion sat down beside them and wrapped his arms around the wolf as well.

"He was a good man." Was all Orion said as he continued to stroke her back soothingly.