Behind Your Mask Is A Beautiful Smile 114 Karma's Bite Back 1

As he left without turning back, shutting the doors behind him, her cries grew louder and more heart wrenching than anyone had ever wailed before. Those who heard her cries would feel like her cries carried a huge burden and immense pressure over these years. The incomplete hole in her heart and the countless number of lies that she used to keep herself in denial came back to haunt her all at once. The man she loved dearly, and wished to hold close, was so far out of reach. She lost everything. Her screams only grew stronger as she freely expressed her sorrow without having to care about how others thought of her. She was exhausted from loving this hopeless man who wouldn't spend even a second of his day looking at her.

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Her courage to wipe the tears off her face was also gone. All she knew at the moment was to scream out all the pain she's been suffering from and wanting to reveal finally exploded at once. She controlled her diet and limited herself from eating until she became full ever since she became his wife. On holidays, he always claimed that he had to attend business events, but didn't need her as his companion. On her birthdays, she would receive a new credit card that is given to her by their butler. Every birthday was her and her wax covered cake from waiting for him to come back. He never celebrated anything with her nor cared enough to ask about her day. All he knew was money this and that.

Gu Wing choked on her saliva as she mumbled to herself and hugged her knee close to her face, "I only wanted to become like her. I only wanted to have a man who would look at me the same way you looked at her. I only wanted to feel happy and smile as bright as her. I knew my methods in loving you were so wrong and out of my rules, but I couldn't help it. Every time I heard and saw you talk about your wife so sweetly and deeply, I knew you were the one I wanted. Even though you never belonged to me, I wanted to try. I wanted to see what it'll be like if I could enter your world and have you see me, a different choice. Even though you were married to her, I admit it. I fell in love with you deeply. So deep that when I realized my feelings, it was too late for me to turn back in time. Even if it is just a physical relations.h.i.+p, I'll do it just to spend time with you. I wanted to feel that I am special to you and maybe one day I'll get to take up even 1% of your heart."

Snot filled her nostrils and slid out of her nose, leaking into her mouth. She tasted the salty tears mixed with snot as she continued, "I knew my obsession with you would become a problem, but what else could I have done? I wanted to try at least once with you and I told myself that if this doesn't work out, then I'll end it with you. I tried convincing myself repeatedly, but it never worked. The moment I see one text, call, email, any sort of contact from you, my heart would race thinking that you have me on your mind and that I'll one day get into your heart. I'd jump around my room getting all excited over one upcoming meeting with you. I thought that since you had a wife at that time, but you were willing to meet up with me despite how deeply in love you claimed you were with Ying Ying, I would stand a chance. Perhaps, at one point, I even thought that I was already in your heart. That cold steel heart would have not only Ying Ying in there, but me, Gu Wing! I believed in miracles even if it is the wrong direction. Even though I knew this would be a dead end or a cliff ahead, I would still continue on this death road. The most wrong thing that I've ever gotten myself into is falling in love with the wrong man. Because now, I have no more strength to fight or leave your side. I can only use plastic surgeries and fake lies to start and end my day. I can't bring myself out of this labyrinth, and my heart can't stand it."

Ya Nuo heard her misfortunate love experience, and couldn't help but shake her head. She planned to follow them to see if she could get more information from them, but ended up pitying her own enemy. Ya Nuo sighed inwardly, 'Maybe you would be happier if you never met this man and never knew that someone as lucky as them found each other. What you wanted was not him, but someone who will love you the way he loves Ying Ying. Even though he is an imperfect disgusting piece of s.h.i.+t, his love for Ying Ying had been genuine before he cheated on her with you. Not sure if he was cheating with other women during her pregnancy, but as of what I've heard, he was an alright husband. For a person who doesn't have his heart with you, why bother spending anymore of your time and youth on him? Better chance of leaving him and finding a man who truly appreciates you for yourself than follow a man whose heart does not belong to you. Because a persons' heart may be the most complicated thing to predict and stubborn to change if that person is unwilling to move on.'

She quietly walked back to the party, leaving Gu Wing by herself. Gu Wing's makeup smudged all over her face and hiccups made it difficult for her to breathe. She suddenly remembered seeing Ying Ying's face on the bathroom mirror, so she started chanting out loud, "Ying Ying, if you are really back to haunt me, then too bad. I took your place already and even if I am unhappy in this marriage, I won't let him go until the day I die. You can kill me or whatever, but it wouldn't change the fact that I've been the one sleeping with him for all these years. Try to scare me again, and I'll look for masters to seal you so that you won't be able to reincarnate. I'll make sure that you'll be suffering even as a ghost! I won't let you live a day in peace down there if you dare to disrupt me again! You hear me?! You should and I know you do. So you better not show yourself ever again in front of me!"

Her legs wobbled as she struggled to stand on her own to exit the building. She didn't dare walk out through the main entrance so she got out through the back exit. She walked home like Qiu Rei demanded.

Meanwhile, back at Ya Nuo and Huan Hei's engagement party, people were quietly seated concentrating their full attention on Huan Hei, who was standing on the stage. Huan Hei happily announced the upcoming partners.h.i.+p between Xu and Yang Corps and applauded with the crowd as he welcomed the President of Yang Corps to walk up to the stage.

Qiu Rei proudly waved to the guests as he walked up to the stage, only to meet a familiar figure that he hasn't seen for the past years since his wife's death, Yang Ku Ze.