Thorne Brothers: With All My Heart Part 14

His mouth settled first on the curve of her shoulder. He held her still and touched the hollow of her throat. She felt the damp edge of his tongue. The breath that she seemed to have been holding for an eternity was finally released in a ragged little sigh. She gripped the sides of the tub. His mouth lifted, then it came down on hers. Her heart hammereda Berkeley shot up suddenly. Water splashed the floor as a small tidal wave was raised around her. Her heart was thudding loudly, but then so was the door to her suite. Heat rushed her as she stared at the cheval gla.s.s and saw only her own reflection. Grey wasn't there. She had always been alone.

"Just a moment," she called. Her voice was hardly more than a whisper, and the insistent knocking at the door continued unabated. Berkeley stepped out of the tub and slipped into her wrapper. She hurried to the door, water dripping in her wake. Her fingers were on the handle, prepared to twist it when something made her pause. "Who is it?"

Just as if she didn't know, Grey thought. Her voice came to him cool and sweet and clear. "Berkeley," he said, a thread of impatience running through the single word, "open this door."

Berkeley turned the key and pulled on the handle. She cracked the door and peered out through the opening. It was impossible not to stare at him. Less than a minute had pa.s.sed since she had held the vision of him in her mind's eye. She could still feel the heat where he had touched her, or where she thought he had.

Grey was regarding her with more distant interest, his flint-colored eyes slightly remote as he took in her flushed complexion and the beads of water that glistened on her naked throat. Her mouth was damp, and the centers of her darkening eyes were wide enough to hold his reflection. She was holding her wrapper closed at the waist as if she didn't trust her efforts to belt it. The lapels gaped above her fist, and Grey watched a diamond water drop run its course from the tendril of hair curling around her neck to the shadowed curve of her b.r.e.a.s.t.s.

Berkeley did not think her dream had played her false in any detail about Grey Janeway. Only what he had done to her had been imagined. Looking at him now, she was struck by how clearly she had brought him to mind. She had captured the perpetually wind-ruffled look of his dark sable hair and the way it just touched his collar at the back. She had recalled the clarity of his blue-gray eyes and the way his smile, reserved and faintly cynical, did not touch their steely depths. His lean frame filled the s.p.a.ce she allowed him, and the casual grace with which he rested against the wall spoke to the aristocratic manner he could not entirely shed.

Berkeley blinked as he leaned forward and rested one hand on the doorjamb. He did not try to force his way in. He simply stood there, somehow negligently braced against her door, looking vaguely amused and annoyed at the same time. And while Berkeley took in the contradictions of his expression, she could only think of his hand and the lean fingers that had trailed with such perfect gentleness across her skin.

Her mouth parted. She felt her breath catching again.

"Are you quite all right?" Grey asked.

Berkeley nodded.

Grey was unconvinced. He inclined his head forward and tried to see into her suite. "Do you have someone in there?"

"No." She expelled the word more than spoke it. "No," she said again, this time with more certainty. With some effort Berkeley gathered the errant threads of her thoughts. "Has something happened to Mike?" she asked.

"He's resting comfortably. I just came from there. Shawn's sitting with him now." Grey reached inside his vest and pulled out a neatly folded paper. "I have the information I promised. May I come in?"

"I'm not dressed," she said. "I haven't finished bathing." Berkeley noticed that neither of these excuses were particularly discouraging to Grey. He didn't move away from the door. She opened it wide enough to extend her hand. "Let me have the paper, and I'll study it."

"I'd like to go over it with you."

Berkeley considered closing the door and locking it. "You have a key to all the rooms, don't you?"

One corner of Grey's mouth kicked up. "Hm-mmm." He was genuinely amused now and didn't mind that Berkeley knew it. He waited her out, watching her animated features change as she considered her options. "Thank you," he said dryly as the door opened wide to admit him. His eyes followed the trail of wet footprints from the doorway to where they disappeared into her bedroom. "If you'd like to finish your bath, I'll wait here." Grey watched, fascinated, as a wave of heat flushed Berkeley's porcelain-smooth skin. "You don't want the water to get cold."

The way he was looking at her made it difficult for Berkeley not to stammer. She stared at the paper in his hand rather than subject herself to his scrutiny. Knowing that she was being teased did not make her feel better; it only made her feel hopelessly young. "May I?" she said, holding out her hand.

Grey gave her the paper. He chose the ice-blue-brocade wing chair to lounge in while she unfolded the paper and studied its contents. Stretching out, his long legs extending toward the barren fireplace, Grey let his eyes wander around the room. The suite was not so different from the ones that would soon be occupied by the Phoenix's regular guests. The drapes were cut from the same brocade that upholstered the wing chair. The settee was a contrast in navy blue velvet. There was a small oval dining table near the window with a chair at each end. One of the chairs was pushed slightly to the side, and the table's walnut surface was littered with stationery, an inkwell, and several pens. Grey imagined the arrival of her bathwater had been the interruption that stopped her work. He wondered at the contents of the crumpled, discarded vellum sheets. It hadn't occurred to him that Berkeley would have need of a writing desk.

Grey's eyes didn't linger long on the table, but they strayed back there from time to time, his curiosity engaged. He continued to look about the room, noting the workmans.h.i.+p of the end tables, the vase of fresh flowers, and the handsomely carved box on the mantel. He was satisfied that Berkeley could be comfortable in this sitting room and in the whole of her suite, but he also was aware she hadn't done anything to make it her own. Not that he had any idea of how she could have accomplished that when she had been confined to the Phoenix.

Berkeley looked up from the paper and found herself being regarded rather distantly by Grey Janeway. His aquiline nose gave him a certain arrogant appeal. She tried to imagine what he was thinking and found that she couldn't. No one had ever looked at her in quite that way, as if she were more than a curiosity, but interesting in her own right. She folded the paper and returned it to him.

Grey didn't put it away. "You'll need to memorize it," he said.

"I already have. Excuse me." She disappeared into the bedroom, shut the door, and returned a few minutes later wearing a plain gray gown. The sleeves were rolled up to her elbows, and the neck was open. A towel was draped around her shoulders, and she was combing through her damp hair. Her feet were bare. "Mr. Sam Brannan used to operate a general store. He's a Mormon elder but no longer one of Brigham Young's trusted confidants. There's a matter of money owed to the Lord in the form of t.i.thes and Mr. Young would like to collect it. It would be a considerable sum now that Mr. Brannan is rich from the gold strike and the businesses he owns. Mr. Brannan is also head of the Vigilance Committee here in San Francisco, which he organized to ran out the Sydney Ducks."

Grey smiled. Berkeley Shaw was a quick study. "Lorne Fitch?" he asked.

"Mr. Fitch is the president of the First Bank of California. He's building a granite-stone mansion northeast of the city. He owns shares in the railroad and in some piece of most everything else. He's married to Marilyn Adams, and they have four children."

Grey held up his hand. He had given her more information but he was satisfied she knew it all. "Enough. I'm convinced."

"There's still Anthony Bottoms," Berkeley said. "He's a favorite of Miss Ivory DuPree."

"Enough," he repeated.

Berkeley made one final pa.s.s through her hair with the comb, then placed it on the mantel. She picked up the treasure box that Shawn had fas.h.i.+oned for her and carried it over to Grey. "I wonder if you would look at this," she said, opening the lid. "Do you mink I could have it fas.h.i.+oned into a pendant?"

Grey said nothing for a moment. His attention was not on the box at all but on her. "You're still limping," he said.

"I'm sorry.'' She looked at her feet. Her weight rested mainly on her right foot. Uncomfortable with his scrutiny, Berkeley's toes curled. "I shall be careful this evening not to embarra.s.sa""

Those wriggling bare toes undid him. "Do I need to have the doctor see you as well?" he asked irritably.

"No, I'ma""

"What did you do to yourself anyway?"

"I twisted it when I was running aftera""

Grey interrupted her again, this time speaking with a clenched jaw. "Miss Shaw, will you please stop wiggling your toes?"

Berkeley came sharply to attention.

"That's better," he said. It was difficult not to smile. Grey pointed to the box. "Show me what you have there."

Berkeley tilted the open box toward him. The earring lay alone inside. The engraved letters were not immediately visible.

Berkeley nudged the golden raindrop so the delicately inscribed ER could be seen. She fixed her eyes on Grey while he studied the earring.

Grey drew it out of the box and laid it across his palm. "Is this yours?" he asked.

"In a manner of speaking."

"You stole it."

Berkeley didn't flinch at his conclusion. There was no accusation in Grey's tone and no judgment. There was also no recognition in his features as he studied the piece. Berkeley knew he could keep his thoughts guarded and his expression distanced, but she knew he was not without emotion. She didn't believe he could look at the earring and not reveal his connection to ita"if there was one.

Her glance slipped to the table, where the evidence of her frustrating attempt to write to Decker and Colin Thorne was strewn across the polished surface. She had found no easy way to tell them that she knew Graham Denison was dead and Greydon Thorne had never really existed. She didn't have the proof they expected, but Berkeley had known both these truths when she had taken Grey Janeway's hand in hers. He was not the man she had first thought he was.

Still, there were doubts. She found them unsettling because they were so unfamiliar to her. They made it impossible for ~ her to reveal anything to the Thornes. There was a link between Grey Janeway and Graham Denison, but it was not one she was certain she wanted to share. It was that link that she wanted to be wrong about.

Her hope that it would come to pa.s.s ended when he merely returned the earring to the box.

"You should have taken the pair," Grey said. "Then you wouldn't have to worry what to do with the only one you have."

Berkeley closed the lid and replaced it on the mantel. "I didn't steal it. It was given to me, and whether you believe that is of no concern. I only wanted your advice."

"I know someone who can put it on a necklace. If you want, I'll take it with me." His dark brows drew together slightly. "Who's ER?"

"Elizabeth Regina," she said. "I was told the earring is one of a pair made for the queen's coronation."

Grey laughed. "I hope you didn't believe that."

"No, but I like the story."

"It would make the earring worth a great deal if it were true."

She nodded. "Priceless if I had the pair."

"Who gave it to you?" He was surprised by how much he wanted to know the answer.

Decker Thome's wry smile came to Berkeley's mind. I trust you to make the right decision, Mrs. Shaw. This is the final test. "Someone who trusted me."

The enigmatic reply did not satisfy Grey, but he refused to let her know he was bothered by it. He stood. "Show me your gowns," he said.

Berkeley was taken back by his abrupt change in subject, but she led the way into her bedroom and opened the armoire. She watched Grey examine the evening dresses critically, holding several of them up to her. He finally chose a rich green gown with short puffed sleeves and a deep neckline.

"I can't wear that," she told him. "Not this evening. Not for several evenings, I imagine."

"Why the devil can't you? It fits, doesn't it?"

"It fits. Of course, it fits. It was made for me."

"My point exactly."

"But not mine. I can't wear it because of the sleeves."

Grey pulled the gown out and hung it from a hook on the back of the armoire's open door. "What's wrong with them?"

"They're short."

"Sam says it's the fas.h.i.+on." A small crooked smile touched Grey's mouth. It sounded ridiculous to his own ears. Sam Hartford. Arbiter of fas.h.i.+on. "All right, Berkeley, what's wrong with short sleeves?"

Berkeley found herself staring at him, staring at the smile that flickered behind his eyes. Suddenly she didn't want to tell him. "Nothing," she said. "I didn't think they would be right. The evenings are cool here, aren't they? And I don't have a proper shawl."

"You'll be inside," Grey said.

"I know. There'll be a crush of people. I probably won't feel chilled at all. I shouldn't have said anything about it. The gown's quite perfect, Mr. Janea""

"Grey."

"Grey," Berkeley repeated quietly. "Really, it's quite perfect."

The doors to the Phoenix opened at six o'clock. The first guests were there by invitation. The Alcalde arrived with his wife. Sam Brannan came with his entourage of bodyguards. Bankers and businessmen and speculators and claim holders filed in. Outside, in Portsmouth Square, the uninvited carried themselves off gloomily to the El Dorado or the Palace or stood three deep at the windows to get a glimpse of the longest bar in San Francisco. By six-thirty two hundred of the city's most prominent citizens were enjoying roulette and faro and poker at the tables, toasting their reflections in the mirror-lined wall, and whispering about Grey's hostess, who had yet to make her appearance.

Chandeliers brightened the grand hall. There were fewer than twenty women in attendance, each of them with an escort. Among the black top hats and stiff collars, they flashed like stars.h.i.+ne on a dark sea. Combs sparkled in their hair, and chokers glittered around their necks. The mistresses avoided the wives, and they all avoided congregating, thereby not inviting comparisons. Not one of them was looking forward to meeting Grey Janeway's new hostess.

Abovestairs Berkeley Shaw slipped out of Mike's room and hurried back to her own. He had been sleeping quietly when she entered his room but in time he woke and she modeled the gown Grey had chosen for her. Her awkward pirouette had coaxed a smile from Mike. She felt his forehead with the back of her hand and found it cool, not fevered. It was another encouraging sign.

Berkeley did not want to think about what waited below. The sounds had been filtering up the stairs and down the hallway for almost an hour. She had gone to Mike's room as much to deny the music and constant hum of voices as to a.s.sure herself that Mike was improving. Now it was more difficult to pretend that she couldn't hear, harder still to pretend she wasn't afraid.

Grey's steps announced his presence in the corridor. Berkeley was opening her door as he was reaching out to knock on it. "Please," she said, her fixed smile wavering ever so slightly. "Come in."

Berkeley thought that he shouldn't be so handsome or quite so much at ease. He was elegantly turned out in a formal black tailcoat and trousers. His waistcoat was black satin. In contrast his s.h.i.+rt and flat tie gleamed whitely. Gold studs flashed on his cuffs. He looked for all the world as if he wore these clothes daily, as if they more perfectly suited to his leanly muscled frame than his own skin.

Grey's smile slowly appeared. "I believe I'm flattered," he drawled softly.

Berkeley flushed. "I'll only be a moment,'' she said quickly. "I need my gloves." She would have backed away and fled the room for no other reason man to compose herself, but Grey was standing there, shaking his head slowly and holding her in place with the strength of a look.

"If I may return the compliment," he said. The words were almost spoken in the manner of one asking permission. Almost. Grey did not want to take the chance that he would be refused, and he did most definitely want to return the compliment.

It was not the gown he noticed, but how she looked in it. Her skin was radiant against the rich iridescent shades of green in the satin. Her heavy cascade of pale hair had been lifted off her neck. It was smoothly curved at the back of her head and secured with ebony combs. Her beautifully sculpted throat was bare. The deeply cut bodice laid open most of her white shoulders and revealed the delicate line of her collarbones.

Grey watched her take a steadying breath, her reed-slender body swaying slightly. The cut of the gown accented her small waist and long leg line. It dipped fas.h.i.+onably low to expose the high curves of her b.r.e.a.s.t.s. Berkeley Shaw was not swallowed by flounces and tr.i.m.m.i.n.g. The gown served her, not the other way around.

"Lovely," Grey said. "Sam's hard work has done you justice."

Berkeley said nothing. She had not been warmed by his appreciative study. She had only suffered it.

Grey frowned. Berkeley's radiance did not extend to her eyes. She looked pained, not pleased. "What is it?" he asked.

"I don't think I can do this," she whispered raggedly. "I thought I could, but I can't. I'm sorry." At her sides her fingers clenched. She wanted to look anywhere but at him. She forced herself not to look away. "I'm sorry I gave you the impression that I could. I'm not so worldly that I can find it a compliment when a man looks at me the way you just did. The thought of the othersa downstairsa I simply can'ta" Berkeley's voice trailed off as she ran out of steam.

"If another man looks at you the way I just did," Grey said slowly, "I'll kill him."

Nervous laughter bubbled in Berkeley's throat. She hiccuped. Her hand flew to her mouth, her eyes wide above it.

''Get your gloves, Berkeley.'' Grey's tone did not encourage refusal.

She found herself turning and picking up the long white gloves from where they lay on the dining table. The papers and inkwell and pens had long since been removed; the letters remained unwritten. She slipped the first glove on her right arm, adjusted it above her elbow, then raised her left arm to do the same.

"What the devil?" Grey started forward even as Berkeley was retracting her arm and attempting to hide it behind her back. He held out his hand. "Give me your wrist." Berkeley offered her arm reluctantly. Grey took her wrist and raised it, lifting it out to the side so he could see the soft inside of her elbow and upper arm. There had been an attempt to hide the bruises with powder, but it was not as effective as Berkeley might have wished. "This is what's wrong with short sleeves," Grey said.

Berkeley nodded. There was no recrimination in her eyes. "The gloves will cover some of it."

"Not enough." He dropped her wrist. "I did that to you this morning, didn't I?" He recalled grabbing her tightly and keeping her close the entire way from Sydney Town to Portsmouth Square. He had forced her to keep up with him. Had he even realized she had been limping then? Would it have mattered if he had? Now his fingerprints marred her delicate skin like a brutish brand. "Why didn't you tell me?" he asked. "You started to."

She looked away, unaccountably shy. Berkeley ducked her head and shrugged her beautiful shoulders. "You didn't do it intentionally."

That wasn't entirely true, Grey remembered. He had been furious with her. He'd meant to hurt her, or at least show her the hard edge of his anger. What he hadn't meant to do was leave marks. "Did you think I would feel bad about this?" he asked. "Were you trying to protect me? Look at me, Berkeley. Were you trying to protect me?"

She stared at him. "Something like that."

For a moment a muscle worked in Grey's cheek. "Don't a.s.sume you know what I feel and don't try to s.h.i.+eld me from my own blunders."

"All right," she said softly. "Shall I find something else to wear?"

"G.o.d, yes."