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She is small, piquant, timid, with large almond-shaped eyes and light-brown hair, a rounded supple figure, and hands delicately white.
Perhaps there is a lack of force in her face, an indefinable want, that hardly detracts from her beauty, yet sets one wondering, vaguely, where it lies, and what it can be. The mouth, mobile and slightly parted, betrays it most.
Her lashes, covering her brown eyes, are very long, and lie a good deal on her cheeks. Her manner, without a suspicion of _gaucherie_, is nervous, almost appealing; and her smile, because so rare, is very charming, and apt to linger in the memory.
She is an only child, and all through her young life has been petted and caressed rather more than is good for any one. Her father had married, somewhat late in life, a woman in every way his superior, and, she dying two years after her marriage, he had fallen back for consolation upon the little one left to his sole care. To him, she was a pride, a delight, a creature precious beyond words, on whom the sun must s.h.i.+ne gently and the rain fall not at all.
A shy child from the first, Ruth had declined acquaintance with the villagers, who would, one and all, have been glad to succor the motherless girl. Perhaps the little drop of gentle blood inherited from her mother had thriven in her veins, and thus rendered her distant and somewhat repellent in her manners to those in her own rank of life.
She had been sent early to a private school, had been carefully educated far above her position, and had come home again to her father, with all the pretty airs and unconscious softness of manner that, as a rule, belong to good birth.
She is warm-hearted, pa.s.sionate, impulsive, and singularly reserved,--so much so that few guess at the terrible power to love, or hate, or suffer, in silence, that lies within her. She is a special favorite with Miss Peyton and the vicarage people (Mr. and Mrs Redmond and their five children), with those at Hythe, and indeed with most of the country people, Miss Scrope excepted, who gives it freely as her opinion that she will come to no good "with her books and her high society and general fiddle-faddling." n.o.body knows what this last means, and every one is afraid to ask.
Just now, with her pretty head bare, and her hand shading her eyes, she is gazing down the dusty road. Her whole att.i.tude denotes expectancy. Every feature (she is off her guard) expresses intense and hopeful longing,--
"Fiery t.i.tan, who ----with his peccant heat Has dried up the l.u.s.ty liquor new Upon the herbis in the greene mead,"
has plainly fallen in love with her to-day, as he has clothed her in all his glory, and seems reluctant to pa.s.s her by on his homeward journey.
The heat has made her pale and languid; but just at this moment a faint delicate color springs into her face; and as the figure of a young man, tall and broad-shouldered, turns the corner of the road, she raises her hand to her cheek with a swift involuntary gesture. A moment later, as the figure comes closer, so near that the face is discernible, she pales again, and grows white as an early snow drop.
"Good-morning, Ruth," says Dorian Brans...o...b.., with a smile, apparently oblivious of the fact that morning has given place to noon many hours agone.
Ruth returns his salutation gently, and lets her hand lie for an instant in his.
"This is a summer's day, with a vengeance," says Dorian, genially, proceeding to make himself comfortable on the top of the low wall near which she is standing. He is plainly making up his mind to a long and exhaustive conversation. "Talk of India!" he says disparagingly; "this beats it to fits!"
Ruth acquiesces amiably.
"It is warm,--very," she says, calmly, but indifferently.
"'Ot I call it,--werry 'ot," returns he, making his quotation as genially as though she understands it, and, plucking a little rose-bud from a tree near him, proceeds to adorn his coat with it.
"It seems a long time since I have seen you," he goes on, presently; and, as he speaks, his eyes again seek hers. Something in her face touches some chord in his careless kindly nature.
"How pale you are!" he says, abruptly.
"Am I? The heat, no doubt,"--with a faint smile.
"But thin, too, are you not? And--and--" he pauses. "Anything wrong with you, Ruth?"
"Wrong? No! How should there be?" retorts she, in a curious tone, in which fear and annoyance fight for mastery. Then the storm dies away, and the startled look fades from her pretty face.
"Why should you think me unhappy because I am a little pale?" she asks, sullenly.
Brans...o...b.. looks surprised.
"You altogether mistake me," he says, gently. "I never a.s.sociated you in my mind with unhappiness. I merely meant, had you a headache, or any other of those small ills that female flesh is heir to? I beg your pardon, I'm sure, if I have offended you."
He has jumped off the wall, and is now standing before her, with only the little gate between them. Her face is still colorless, and she is gazing up at him with parted lips, as though she would fain say something difficult to form into satisfactory speech. At this moment, Lord Sartoris, coming suddenly round the angle of the road, sees them.
Ruth lowers her eyes, and some slight transient color creeps into her cheeks. Sartoris, coming quickly up to them, makes some conventional speech to her, and then turns to his nephew.
"Where are you going?" he asks, coldly.
"I was going to Hythe," returned the young man, easily. "Just as well I didn't, eh? Should have found you out."
"Found me out,--yes," repeats his uncle, looking at him strangely. How long--how long it takes to find out some people, on whom our very hearts are set. "I am going to the village."
"Then so am I," says Brans...o...b... "Though I should think it would run the original 'deserted' one close on such a day as this. Good-by, Ruth."
He holds out his hand; and the girl, silently returning his warm pressure, makes a faint courtesy to Lord Sartoris. There is no servility, but some nervousness, in the slight salutation.
"How is your father, Ruth?" asks he, detaining her by a quick movement of the hand.
"Quite well, thank you, my lord." Some timidity is discernible in her tone, caused by the unmistakable reproof and sternness in his.
"I am glad to hear it. There is no worthier man in all the parish than John Annersley. I hope nothing will ever occur to grieve or sadden that good old man."
"I hope not, my lord," returns she, steadily, although his voice has meaning in it. In another moment she is gone.
"How does your farming go on, Dorian?" asks Lord Sartoris, presently, rousing himself from a puzzling revery.
"Quite in the model line," says Dorian, cheerful. "That Sawyer is an invaluable fellow. Does all the work, you know,--which is most satisfactory. Looks after the men, pays their wages, and takes all trouble off my shoulders. Never could understand what a perfect treasure is till I got him. Every one says I am most fortunate in my choice of a steward."
"I dare say. It is amazing the amount of information people possess about other people's servants. But you look after things yourself, of course? However faithful and trustworthy one's hirelings may be, one's own eyes should also be in the matter."
"Oh, of course," acquiesces Dorian, still cheerfully. "Nothing like personal supervision, and so on. Every now and then, you know, I do look over the accounts, and ask a few questions, and show myself very learned in drainages, and so forth. But I don't see that I gain much by it. Horrid stupid work, too,"--with a yawn. "Luckily, Sawyer is one of the most knowing fellows in the world, or I suppose I should go to smash. He is up to everything, and talks like a book. Quite a pleasure, I give you my word,--almost a privilege,--to hear him converse on short-horns and some eccentric root they call mangels."
"It is possible to be too knowing," says his uncle, depreciatingly.
"Eh? oh, no; Sawyer is not that sort of person. He is quite straight all through. And he never worries me more than he can help. He looks after everything, and whatever he touches (metaphorically speaking) turns to gold. I'm sure anything like those pheasants----"
"Yes, yes, I dare say. But pheasants are not everything."
"Well, no; there are a few other things," says Dorian, amicably,--"notably, grouse. Why this undying hatred to Sawyer, my dear Arthur? In what has he been found wanting?"
"I think him a low, under-hand, sneaking sort of fellow," says Sartoris, unhesitatingly. "I should not keep him in my employ half an hour. However," relentingly, and somewhat sadly, "one cannot always judge by appearances."
They have reached the village by this time, and are walking leisurely through it. Almost as they reach the hotel that adorns the centre of the main street, they meet Mr. Redmond, the rector, looking as hearty and kindly as usual. Lord Sartoris, who has come down on purpose to meet him, having asked his question and received his answer, turns again and walks slowly homeward, Dorian still beside him.
As they again catch sight of the old mill, Sartoris says, quietly, with a laudable attempt at unconcern that would not have deceived the veriest infant, but is quite successful with Dorian, whose thoughts are far away,--
"What a nice girl that little Ruth has grown!"
"Awfully pretty girl," returns Dorian, carelessly.
"Yes,"--gravely,--"very pretty; and I think--I hope--upright, as she is beautiful. Poor child, hers seems to me a very desolate lot. Far too well educated to a.s.sociate with those of her own cla.s.s, she is still cut off by the laws of caste from mixing with those above her.
She has no friends, no mother, no sister, to love and sympathize with her."