Ran Away to Sea Part 3

I remember many of their modes of torture. One was to tie him up by the thumbs, so that his toes just touched the deck, and there keep him for hours together. This position may appear easy enough to one who has never experienced it. It is far otherwise,--it is a torture worthy of the Inquisition. It soon elicits groans from its victim. Another mode of punishment--or rather of amusing themselves--practised by the worthies of the _Pandora's_ quarter-deck on this poor sailor, was to sling him in his own belt half-way up to the yard-arm, and there leave him dangling about. This they jocularly called "slinging the monkey,"

adopting the name of a favourite sport often practised by the sailors.

Once they shut him up in an empty cask, and kept him for several days without food. A little biscuit and water was at length pa.s.sed through the bung-hole, which the poor wretch greedily devoured barely in time to save himself from peris.h.i.+ng of hunger and thirst. But there are other modes of chastis.e.m.e.nt too horrible and too abominable to be told, all of which were practised upon this unfortunate man--unfortunate in having no friend, for strange to say he received but little sympathy or commiseration from the rest of that wicked crew. Though a harmless creature enough, he was one of those unfortunates whose habits prevent them from making either friends or a.s.sociates.

It seemed as if the poor fellow's misery was to me an advantage, and s.h.i.+elded me from a good deal of ill-treatment I should otherwise have experienced. He stood between me and our common tyrants as a sort of breakwater or "buffer," upon which their inhumanity expended most of its strength!

I pitied him for all that, though I dared not make exhibition either of my pity or sympathy. I had need of both for myself, for although I have said that my condition was improved, I was still miserable--wretched as I could well be.

And why? you will ask,--Why wretched now, when I had got over most of the first difficulties, and was steadily progressing in the profession I had so ardently desired to belong to? It is quite true I was progressing, and rapidly. Under the tutors.h.i.+p of Brace I was fast becoming a sailor. In less than a week after I had made my plunge from the royal rigging, I could climb to the royal-yard without the slightest fear--ay, I had even in a fit of bravado gone higher, and put my hand upon the main-truck! In a week's time I knew how to twist a gasket, or splice a rope, as neatly as some of the sailors themselves; and more than once I had gone aloft with the rest to reef topsails in a stiffish breeze. This last is accounted a feat, and I had creditably performed it to the satisfaction of my patron. Yes, it is quite true I was speedily being transformed into a sailor; and yet I was far from being satisfied with my situation--or rather I should say--I was miserably ill-satisfied--perfectly wretched.

You are surprised and demand the reason. I shall give it in a few words.

I had not been many days on board the _Pandora_ when I observed something which I fancied odd about the s.h.i.+p. I first noticed the manner and discipline, or rather want of discipline, of the crew, far different from what I had read of in books, which told of the exact obedience and punctilious respect between those who served and those who commanded. It might be, however, that those of which I had read were s.h.i.+ps of war, and that in others the discipline was very different. As I had no previous knowledge of seamen, or their mode of life, I concluded that the rude behaviour of the _Pandora's_ crew might be a fair specimen of it, and I was both pained and humiliated by the conclusion. It was a sad realisation--or contradiction rather--of all my young dreams about the free happy life of the sailor, and I was disgusted both with him and his life at the very outset.

Another circ.u.mstance attracted my attention at the same time--that was the number of hands on board the _Pandora_. She was not a very large s.h.i.+p--not over 500 tons by registry. In fact she was not a "s.h.i.+p,"

speaking technically, but a "barque;" in other words, a s.h.i.+p with her mizen-mast rigged unlike the other two, or without a "square" topsail.

In this, and a few other points, lies the difference between a barque and a s.h.i.+p--though the former is also usually smaller.

The _Pandora_ was large enough for a barque,--carried a full suit of sail, even to flying-jibs, topgallant studding-sails, and royals; and was one of the fastest sailors I have ever known. For her size, however, and the amount of merchandise she carried, I could not help fancying that she had too large a crew. Not over half of them seemed to be employed, even while wearing s.h.i.+p--and I was convinced that half of them could have done the work. I had been told often--for I used to make inquiry about such matters--that a crew of from ten or twenty hands was sufficient for a vessel of her size; what then could the _Pandora_ want with twice that number? I counted them over and over. There were forty of them all told, including the worthies of the quarter-deck and s...o...b..ll in the caboose!

The circ.u.mstance made an impression upon me--somewhat undefined it is true--but day by day, as I observed the reckless and disgusting behaviour of both officers and men, and overheard some strange conversations, suspicions of a most painful character formed themselves in my mind and I began to dread that I had got into the company of real ruffians indeed.

These suspicions were at length confirmed, and to the fullest extent.

For several days after setting sail the hatches had been down and covered with tarpaulings. The weather had continued breezy, and as there was little occasion to go below they had been kept thus, though now and again a half-hatch had been lifted as something was required from the lower deck or the hold. I myself had not been sent below on any errand, and had never seen the cargo, though I had been told that it consisted chiefly of brandy, and we were going with it to the Cape of Good Hope.

After a while, however, when the weather became fine, or rather when we had sailed into a southern lat.i.tude where it is nearly always fine, the tarpaulings were taken off, the hatches--both main and fore--were thrown open, and all who wished pa.s.sed down to the "'tween decks" at their pleasure.

Curiosity, as much as aught else, took me below; and I there saw what not only confirmed my suspicions but filled me with disgust and horror.

The cargo, which was all down in the hold, and none of it on the lower deck, certainly appeared--what it had been represented--a cargo of brandy; for there were the great puncheons, scores of them, in the hold.

Besides these there were some boxes of merchandise, a quant.i.ty of bar iron, and a large pile of bags which appeared to contain salt.

All this I saw without any uneasiness. It was not these that produced within me the feeling of disgust and horror. It was a pile of manufactured iron that lay upon the lower deck; iron wrought into villainous shapes and hideous forms, that, notwithstanding my inexperience, I at once recognised as shackles, manacles and fetters!

What wanted the _Pandora_ with these?

But the secret was now out. I needed to employ conjectures no longer.

The carpenter was at work upon some strong pieces of oak timber, which he was shaping into the fas.h.i.+on of a grating, I perceived that it was intended for the hatchway.

I needed no more light. I had read of the horror of the "middle pa.s.sage." I recognised the intention of the carpenter's job. I no longer doubted that the _Pandora_ was a slaver!

CHAPTER NINE.

Yes--beyond a doubt I was on board a slave-s.h.i.+p--one regularly fitted up for the inhuman traffic--manned for it. I might also say armed--for although there were no cannon, I observed a large number of muskets, cutla.s.ses, and pistols, that had been brought upon the deck from some secret hiding-place, and distributed to the men to be cleaned and put in order. From all this it was plain that the _Pandora_ was bent upon some desperate enterprise, and although she might not sustain a combat with the smallest vessel of war, she was determined that no mere boat's crew should capture and rob her of her human freight. But it was to her sails more than to her armour that the _Pandora_ trusted for success; and, indeed, built and rigged as she was, few s.h.i.+ps of war could have overhauled her in open water, and with a fair wind.

I say that I no longer doubted of her true character. Indeed the people on board no longer made a secret of it. On the contrary, they appeared to glory in the occupation, regarding it in the light of achievement and enterprise. Over their cups they sang songs in which the "bold slaver"

and his "jolly crew" were made to play the heroic, and many a coa.r.s.e jest was uttered relating to the "black-skinned cargo."

We had now pa.s.sed to the southward of Gibraltar Straits, and were sailing in a track where there would be less likelihood of falling in with English men-of-war. The cruisers, whose sole business it is to look after the slave-trade, would be found much farther south, and along the coasts where slaves are usually s.h.i.+pped; and as there was no fear of meeting with them for some days to come, the _Pandora's_ crew had little else to do than enjoy themselves. A constant carousal, therefore, was kept up, and drinking, singing, dancing, and "skylarking" were practised from morning to night.

You may be surprised to know that a s.h.i.+p so evidently fitted out for slave-traffic could have thus openly and directly sailed out of a British port. But it is to be remembered that the period of which I am writing was many years ago; although so far as that goes, it would be no anachronism to lay the scene of my narrative in the year 1857. Many a slave-s.h.i.+p has sailed from British ports in this very year, and with all our boasted efforts to check the slave-trade it will be found that as large a proportion of British subjects are at present engaged in this nefarious traffic as of any other nation.

The attempt to put down the African slave-trade has been neither more or less than a gigantic sham. Not one of the governments who have engaged in this scheme of philanthropy have had more than a lukewarm interest in the matter, and the puny efforts they have made have been more for the purpose of pacifying a few clamorous philanthropists, than with a real design to stop the horrid traffic. For one slave-s.h.i.+p that is captured at least twenty pa.s.s free, landing their emaciated thousands upon the sh.o.r.es of the western world. Nay--worse than ever--the tyrant who, with railroad speed, is demoralising the millions of France, lends his ill-gotten power to re-establish this barter of human souls, and the slave-trade will ere long flourish as luxuriantly as ever.

It would have been an easy matter for Great Britain long since to have crushed out every vestige of the slave-trade, even without adding one item to her expenditure. What can be more absurd than the payment of 300,000 pounds to Portuguese slave-merchants to induce them to abandon the traffic in slaves? Why it is a positive premium upon crime--an indemnity for giving up the trade of pillage and murder! I say nothing would have been easier than for England to have put an end to the very existence of this horror years ago. It would only have required her to have acted with more earnestness, and a little more energy--to have declared that a slave-dealer was a pirate, and to have dealt with him accordingly--that is, hanged him and his crew, when taken, from the yard-arm of their s.h.i.+p--and there was not a nation in the world that would have dared to raise voice against such a course. Indeed it is a perfect absurdity to hang a pirate and let a slaver escape: for if it be admitted that a black man's life is of as much value as a white man's, then is the slaver doubly a murderer, for it is a well-known fact, that out of every slave cargo that crosses the Atlantic, full one-third become victims of the middle pa.s.sage. It is, therefore, a positive absurdity to treat the captain and crew of a slave-s.h.i.+p in any milder way than the captain and crew of a pirate s.h.i.+p; and if a like measure of justice had been constantly served out to both, it is but natural to suppose that slavers would now have been as scarce as pirates are, if not a good deal scarcer. How the wiseacres who legislate for the world can make a distinction between the two sorts of ruffians is beyond my logic to understand, and why a slaver should not be hanged as soon as caught is equally a puzzle to me.

In years past this might have been done, and the slave-trade crushed completely. It will be more difficult now, since the despot of France has put the stamp of his licence on the inhuman trade, and the slave-dealer is no longer an outlaw. It would be a very different affair to hang to the yard-arm some French ruffian, bearing his commission to buy souls and bodies, and under the signature of imperial majesty.

Alas, alas! the world goes back; civilisation recedes--humanity has lost its chance, and the slave-trade goes on as briskly as ever!

I was too young at the time of my first voyage to moralise in this philosophic manner; but for all that I had imbibed a thorough disgust for the slave-trade, as, indeed, most of my countrymen had done. The period of which I am speaking was that when, by the laudable efforts of Wilberforce and other great philanthropists, our country had just set before the world that n.o.blest example on record--the payment of twenty millions of sterling pounds in the cause of humanity. All glory to those who took part in the generous subscription. Young as I was, I like others, had heard much of the horrors and cruelties of the slave-trade, for at that time these were brought prominently before the public of England.

Fancy, then, the misery I experienced, at finding myself on board a s.h.i.+p actually engaged in this nefarious traffic--a.s.sociating with the very men against whom I had conceived such antipathy and disgust--in fact myself forming one of the crew!

I cannot describe the wretchedness that came over me.

It is possible I should have been more shocked had I made the discovery all at once, but I did not. The knowledge came upon me by degrees, and I had long suspicions before I became certain. Moreover, hara.s.sed as I had been by personal ill-treatment and other cares, I did not so keenly feel the horror of my situation. Indeed, I had begun to fancy that I had got among real pirates, for these gentry were not uncommon at the time, and I am certain a gang of picaroons would not have been one whit more vulgar and brutal than were the crews of the _Pandora_. It was rather a relief, therefore, to know they were not pirates--not that their business was any better,--but I had the idea that it would be easier to get free from their companions.h.i.+p; which purpose I intended to carry out the very first opportunity that offered itself.

It was about the accomplishment of this design that I now set myself to thinking whenever I had a moment of leisure; and, verily, the prospect was an appalling one. It might be long months before I should have the slightest chance of escaping from that horrid s.h.i.+p,--months! ay, it might be years! It was no longer any articles of indenture that I dreaded, for I now perceived that this had been all a sham, since I could not be legally bound to a service not lawful in itself. No, it was not anything of this sort I had to fear. My apprehensions were simply that for months--perhaps years--I might never find an opportunity of escaping from the control of the fiends into whose hands I had so unwittingly trusted myself.

Where was I to make my escape? The _Pandora_ was going to the coast of Africa for slaves; I could not run away while there. There were no authorities to whom I could appeal, or who could hold me against the claims of the captain. Those with whom we should be in communication would be either the native kings, or the vile slave-factors,--both of whom would only deliver me up again, and glory in doing so to gratify my tyrant. Should I run off and seek shelter in the woods? There I must either perish from hunger, thirst, or be torn to pieces by beasts of prey--which are numerous on the slave-trading coasts. One or other of these would be my fate, or else I should be captured by the savage natives, perhaps murdered by them,--or worse, kept in horrid bondage for life, the slave of some brutal negro,--oh! it was a dread prospect!

Then in my thoughts I crossed the Atlantic, and considered the change of escape that might offer upon the other side. The _Pandora_ would no doubt proceed with her cargo to Brazil, or some of the West India islands. What hope then? She would necessarily act in a clandestine manner while discharging her freight. It would be done under cover of the night, on some desert coast far from a city or even a seaport, and, in fear of the cruisers, there would be great haste. A single night would suffice to land her smuggled cargo of human souls, and in the morning she would be off again--perhaps on a fresh trip of a similar kind. There might be no opportunity, whatever, for me to go ash.o.r.e--in fact, it was not likely there would be--although I would not there have scrupled to take to the woods, trusting to G.o.d to preserve me.

The more I reflected the more was I convinced that my escape from what now appeared to me no better than a floating prison, would be an extremely difficult task,--almost hopeless. Oh! it was a dread prospect that lay before me.

Would that we might encounter some British cruiser! I heartily hoped that some one might see and pursue us. It would have given me joy to have heard the shot rattling through the spars and cras.h.i.+ng into the sides of the _Pandora_!

CHAPTER TEN.

Of course I did not give utterance to these sentiments before any of the _Pandora's_ crew. That would have led me into worse trouble than ever.

Even Brace could not have protected me had I given expression to the disgust with which my new a.s.sociates had inspired me, and I acted only with the ordinary instinct of prudence when I held my tongue and pretended not to notice those matters that were queer. Withal, I could not altogether dissemble. My face might have told tales upon me; for more than once I was taken to task by my ruffian companions, who jeered me for my scruples, calling me "green-horn", "land-lubber", "son of a gun", "son of a sea-cook," and other like contemptuous appellations, of which, among sailors, there is an extensive vocabulary. Had they known the full measure of contempt in which I had held them, they would scarce have been satisfied by giving me nicknames only. I should have had blows along with them; but I took care to hide the dark thoughts that were pa.s.sing in my bosom.

I was determined, however, to have an explanation with Brace and ask his advice. I knew that I could trust him, but it was a delicate point; and I resolved to approach him with caution. He might be angry with me; for he, too, was engaged in the same nefarious companions.h.i.+p. He might be sensitive and reproach me for a meddler.

And yet I fancied he would not. One or two expressions I had heard him drop casually, had led me to the belief that Brace was tired of the life he was leading--that he, too, was discontented with such a lot; and that some harsh fate had conducted him into it. I hoped that it was so; for I had grown greatly interested in this fine man. I had daily evidence that he was far different from his a.s.sociates,--not hardened and wicked as they. Though under the influence of a.s.sociation men gradually a.s.sume the tone of the majority, yet Brace had a will and a way of his own,-- there was a sort of moral idiosyncracy about him that rendered him unlike the rest, and which he appeared to preserve, notwithstanding the constant contamination to which he was exposed by his companions.h.i.+p with such fellows. Observing this, I resolved to make known to him the cause of my wretchedness, and to obtain his advice as to how I should act.

An opportunity soon offered--a chance of conversing with him unheard by the rest of the crew.

There is a pleasant place out upon the bowsprit, particularly when the foretop-mast stay-sail is hauled down, and lying along the spar. There two or three persons may sit or recline upon the canvas, and talk over their secrets without much risk of being overheard. The wind is seldom dead ahead, but the contrary; and the voices are borne forward or far over the sea, instead of being carried back to the ears of the crew. A meditative sailor sometimes seeks this little solitude, and upon emigrant s.h.i.+ps, some of the more daring of the deck-pa.s.sengers often climb up there--for it requires a little boldness to go so high aloft over the water--and pour into one another's ears the intended programme of their trans-oceanic life.

Brace had a liking for this place; and often about twilight he used to steal up alone, and sit by himself, either to smoke his pipe or give way to meditation.

I wished to be his companion, but at first I did not venture to disturb him, lest he might deem it an intrusion. I took courage after a time, and joined him upon his perch. I saw that he was not dissatisfied--on the contrary, he seemed pleased with my companions.h.i.+p.

One evening I followed him up as usual, resolved to reveal to him the thoughts that were troubling me.