My Secret Lovelife 129 Tortured Within

For the next few days I was extremely focussed on improving my singing under mam's supervision. Mam came for only one hour and rest I was left to sing on my own. Listening to the tape and trying to match. It was not so difficult. But due to lack of two years of practice I was soon getting out of breath. I tried several times to reinforce the breathing pattern but terribly failed after singing for more than 3 times. I had to sing four songs one after another that too along with music. Here, I was struggling with adjusting me voice and synchronising it with my breathing pattern on the other hand Sky's taunt never end.

Every day during mam took my a.s.sessment he took the brave initiative to irritate me.

Day one:He winked;

Day two:He smiled wierdly;

Day three:He made faces;

Day four: I became immuned. None of his tricks worked and I received the smile which I wanted to see for a long time from mam's expression. That day was a lucky day.

Yet I wasn't satisfied. I wanted perfection and also a practice in front of the real audience to be sure that I don't get triggered.

Lacy took the notes while I became more preoccupied with my performance. Sky was also busy to the extent that he had to stay for extra 2 hours. But apart from being busy we all were excited.

Mam came to take my a.s.sessment she suddenly said, "Sonnet although you are busy with singing possibly you cannot miss the exams. So I'll will be taking your as well as other students who are busy with their performances a mock test tomorrow to ensure that all of you are studying properly. After the fest we will have to prepare for the second sem exam. All the best and convey this to others. "

"Yes mam. "

"And regarding your progress it's fine. Yet you need to overcome your breathing problem. Although it's already unnoticed yet I want a perfect, flawless performance. I want all of my students to s.h.i.+ne and you shouldn't be an exception. "

"Yes Mam.I will definitely better myself."

"That's the confidence. I will give you more tips. By the way have you prepared a dress? "

" No mam. I'm not sure as to what to wear. It's the first time I will be partic.i.p.ating in such a grand fest. So.. "

"It's ok. I will recommend you to wear a short gown.A little below the knees.And it should be a bit flashy in colour.No white,no black. You have my no. and can send me via wechat."

"Okay mam. I will search at home if I have one. If not I will buy. "

"You can borrow it from someone as well. No need to buy. Since it's rarely used. Check for it home, if not just tell me. "

"Yes mam and Thank you mam. "

"Just do your best. And don't forget the maths exam. "

"Sure mam. "

Mam left. I whispered, "Oh Gosh, a mock exam to mock at me. "

"What exam? "

"When did you come? "

"Just now. What exam? "

"Mam will take our online mock exam tomorrow online. "

"What the. . "

"Heck! Am I right? "

"Sunny you're even destroying the pleasure of telling the last word. "

"I know what you wanted to say. But I won't allow you to say that word. "

Breeze blew and Sky was looking at me. He was bending over me. My heart beat ran wild. I thought "Is this the legendary moment? ".I closed my eyes and was about to purse my lips. Luckily, " Jeez there was a leaf on your head. I threw it. "

I was like, that's it!What did I imagine.Now my imagination is running wild. It was an actual embarra.s.sing moment. I was literally blus.h.i.+ng. Before I would be contended only by taking a glance at him. But now it's infecting me even more. What should I do? Am I actually going mad day by day. No I should avoid him. Otherwise I am getting highly drugged by his presence.

"h.e.l.lo, Sunny can you see me? ", He snickered

"Oh, Yeah thanks. I have to go. It's urgent bye. "

"By the way, What is the maths syllabus ? "

"Oh shoot! I will ask mam and let you know.Bye."

"Yeah, bye. "

I went to the cla.s.s. I really felt like cursing myself. Which idiotic gland of my brain instigated it. I was really ashamed that I even thought about that. Dreaming is one thing but acting as if in a dream in reality is really another. I need to ask Lacy about the notes. I need to be busier.I need to ask mam regarding the syllabus.I need to select a gown as well. Oh my G.o.d! Too much work at hand. I need .. I need to avoid him as well. Sigh!