If It's Your Will 32 Lef

Yesterday I'm really mad at Min er but when I get calm and go back to my senses I have really regretted it. What if Min er will not treat me the same as always because of what happened.

This morning she greeted me, but she looked anxious and I tried to confront her, but she always dodged the conversation into something else.

I have been very worried for her and I have been thinking that it might be my fault that she's like that today.

"M… Min er I… want to talk to you" She jolted when I suddenly called her out of nowhere.

"M… my Lady of course what might it be?" She really looks uncomfortable and I'm worried, so I must know.

"Min er why do look anxious is it because of what happened yesterday?" I asked her straight to the point because I want her to stop getting anxious.

"M… my lady the truth is that… " She averts her eyes, and she looks like she's having a hard time. I hold her and look at her directly and smiled.

"It's OK Min er you must tell me please I really want to trust you" she looked flabbergasted and somehow hurt but it really depends on them if they want me to trust them.

"My lady… this is also part of what happened yesterday but there's also something else, the truth is I must leave today because of an urgent matter but… but I don't want to leave my lady especially there's that b.i.t.c.h Nalan He Xin if I leave you behind I'm afraid that something bad might happen, so I'm having a hard time" she said while looking worried. Because of her honest question I smiled at her I knew there's something that she cannot tell me but I think that she really must go.

I'm not that kind of weak person I'm only depended on the people that is close to me so as long as I can make Min er feel at ease then I'll try my best to be fine as long as she's gone.

"Min er you must go, your master is the true person that you follow so you must go to his side, I knew that you're a good person but I want you to go your true master needs you right now" When I look at her she looks like she's about to cry, jeez Min er you must not cry if you do then I will too.

"M… my lady *hik* I really want to be by your side and protect you but I also want to serve master because he's the one who raise me but… but… *hik*" Jeez Min er I said don't cry yet…

"Stupid Min er I'm really going to be fine I promise you that I do my best to be fine for your sake remember that you're not my maid but *hik* my friend and you're dear to me. I'm sure that when that *hik* matter ends just make sure to come back, OK" I said to her while crying. I hugged her and in the evening she finally left with some shady guy though that doesn't matter to me.