Shopaholic And Sister Part 1

Shopaholic and Sister.

By Sophie Kinsella.

FAX FOR: Mrs. Rebecca Brandon Mrs. Rebecca Brandon c/o White Bear Lodge ChugiakFROM: Dave Crockerdale Dave Crockerdale Alaskan Trails and AdventuresFebruary 16, 2003Dear Rebecca:Thank you for your inquiry.I would strongly advise you against attempting to s.h.i.+p to Britain six husky dogs and a sleigh.I agree that husky dogs are wonderful animals and am interested in your idea that they could be the answer to pollution in cities. However, I think it unlikely the authorities would allow them on the streets of London, even if you did "customize the sleigh with wheels and add a numberplate."I hope you are still enjoying your honeymoon.Kind regards,Dave Crockerdale Trail Manager

One.

OK. I CAN do this. No problem.

It's simply a matter of letting my higher self take over, achieving enlightenment, and becoming a radiant being of white light.

Easy-peasy.

Surrept.i.tiously I adjust myself on my yoga mat so I'm facing the sun directly, and push down the spaghetti straps of my top. I don't see why you can't reach ultimate-bliss consciousness and get an even tan at the same time.

I'm sitting on a hillside in the middle of Sri Lanka at the Blue Hills Resort and Spiritual Retreat, and the view is spectacular. Hills and tea plantations stretch ahead, then merge into a deep blue sky. I can see the bright colors of tea pickers in the fields, and if I swivel my head a little, I can glimpse a distant elephant padding slowly along between the bushes.

And when I turn my head still further, I can see Luke. My husband. He's the one on the blue yoga mat, in the cutoff linen trousers and tatty old top, sitting cross-legged with his eyes closed.

I know. It's just unbelievable. After ten months of honeymoon, Luke has turned into a totally different person from the man I married. The old corporate Luke has vanished. The suits have disappeared. He's tanned and lean, his hair is long and sun-bleached, and he's still got a few of the little plaits he had put in on Bondi Beach. Round his wrist is a beaded bracelet he got in Tanzania, and in his ear is a tiny silver hoop.

Luke Brandon with an earring! Luke Brandon sitting cross-legged!

As though he can feel my gaze, he opens his eyes and smiles, and I beam back happily. Ten months married. And not a single row.

Well. You know. Only the odd little one.

"Siddhasana," says our yoga teacher, Chandra. He's a tall, thin man in baggy white yoga trousers, and he always speaks in a soft, patient voice. "Clear your minds of all extraneous thought."

Around me I'm aware of the eight or nine others in the group moving into position on their mats. Obediently I place my right foot on my left thigh.

OK. Clear my mind. Concentrate.

I don't want to boast, but I find clearing my mind pretty easy. I don't quite get why anyone would find it difficult! I mean, not thinking has to be a lot easier than thinking, doesn't it?

In fact, the truth is, I'm a bit of a natural at yoga. We've only been on this retreat for five days but already I can do the Lotus and everything! I was even thinking I might set up as a yoga teacher when we go back home.

Maybe I could set up a partners.h.i.+p with Trudie Styler, I think in sudden excitement. G.o.d, yes! And we could launch a range of yoga wear, too, all soft grays and whites, with a little logo- "Focus on your breathing," Chandra is saying.

Oh, right. Yes. Breathing.

Breathe in . . . breathe out. Breathe in . . . breathe out. Breathe- G.o.d, my nails look fab. I had them done at the spa-little pink b.u.t.terflies on a white background. And the antennae are little diamonds. They are so sweet. Except one seems to have fallen off. I must get that fixed- "Becky." Chandra's voice makes me jump. He's standing right there, gazing at me with this look he has. Kind of gentle and all-knowing, like he can see right inside your mind.

"You do very well, Becky," he says. "You have a beautiful spirit."

I feel a sparkle of delight all over. I, Rebecca Brandon, nee Bloomwood, have a beautiful spirit! I knew it!

"You have an unworldly soul," he adds in his soft voice, and I stare back, totally mesmerized.

"Material possessions aren't important to me," I say breathlessly. "All that matters to me is yoga."

"You have found your path." Chandra smiles.

There's an odd kind of snorting sound coming from Luke's direction, and I look round to see him looking over at us in amus.e.m.e.nt.

I knew Luke wasn't taking this seriously.

"This is a private conversation between me and my guru, thank you very much," I say crossly.

Although, actually, I shouldn't be surprised. We were warned about this on the first day of the yoga course. Apparently, when one partner finds higher spiritual enlightenment, the other partner can react with skepticism and even jealousy.

"Soon you will be walking on the hot coals." Chandra gestures with a smile to the nearby pit of smoldering ashy coals, and a nervous laugh goes round the group. This evening Chandra and some of his top yoga students are going to demonstrate walking on the coals for the rest of us. This is what we're all supposed to be aiming for. Apparently, you attain a state of bliss so great, you can't actually feel the coals burning your feet. You're totally pain free!

What I'm secretly hoping is that it'll work when I wear six-inch stilettos, too.

Chandra adjusts my arms and moves on, and I close my eyes, letting the sun warm my face. Sitting here on this hillside in the middle of nowhere, I feel so pure and calm. It's not just Luke who's changed over the last ten months. I have too. I've grown up. My priorities have altered. In fact, I'm a different person. I mean, look at me now, doing yoga at a spiritual retreat. My old friends probably wouldn't even recognize me!

At Chandra's instruction, we all move into the Vajrasana pose. From where I am, I can just see an elderly Sri Lankan man carrying two old carpetbags, approaching Chandra. They have a brief conversation, during which Chandra keeps shaking his head, then the old man trudges away over the scrubby hillside. When he's out of earshot, Chandra turns to face the group, rolling his eyes.

"This man is a merchant. He asks if any of you are interested in gems. Necklaces, cheap bracelets. I tell him your minds are on higher things."

A few people near me shake their heads as though in disbelief. One woman, with long red hair, looks affronted.

"Couldn't he see we were in the middle of meditation?" she says.

"He has no understanding of your spiritual devotion." Chandra looks around the group seriously. "It will be the same with many others in the world. They will not understand that meditation is food for your soul. You have no need for . . . sapphire bracelet!"

A few people nod in appreciation.

"Aquamarine pendant with platinum chain," Chandra continues dismissively. "How does this compare to the radiance of inner enlightenment?"

Aquamarine?

Wow. I wonder how much- I mean, not that I'm interested. Obviously not. It's just that I happened to be looking at aquamarines in a shop window the other day. Just out of an academic interest.

My eye drifts toward the retreating figure of the old man.

"Three-carat setting, five-carat setting, he keeps saying. All half price." Chandra shakes his head. "I tell him, these people are not interested."

Half price? Five-carat aquamarines at half price?

Stop it. Stop it. Chandra's right. Of course I'm not interested in stupid aquamarines. I'm absorbed in spiritual enlightenment.

Anyway, the old man's nearly gone now. He's just a tiny figure on top of the hill. In a minute he'll have disappeared.

"And now." Chandra smiles. "The Halasana pose. Becky, will you demonstrate?"

"Absolutely." I smile at Chandra and prepare to get into position on my mat.

But something's wrong. I don't feel contentment. I don't feel tranquillity. The oddest feeling is welling up inside me, driving everything else out. It's getting stronger and stronger . . .

And suddenly I can't contain it anymore. Before I know what's happening, I'm running in my bare feet as fast as I can up the hill toward the tiny figure. My lungs are burning, my feet are smarting, and the sun's beating down on my bare head, but I don't stop until I've reached the crest of the hill. I come to a halt and look around, panting.

I don't believe it. He's gone. Where did he vanish to?

I stand for a few moments, regaining my breath, peering in all directions. But I can't see him anywhere.

At last, feeling a little dejected, I turn and make my way back down the hillside to the group. As I get near I realize they're all shouting and waving at me. Oh G.o.d. Am I in trouble?

"You did it!" the red-haired woman's yelling. "You did it!"

"Did what?"

"You ran over the hot coals! You did it, Becky!"

What?

I look down at my feet . . . and I don't believe it. They're covered in gray as.h.!.+ In a daze, I look at the pit of coals-and there's a set of clear footprints running through it.

Oh my G.o.d. Oh my G.o.d! I ran over the coals! I ran over the burning hot smoldering coals! I did it!

"But . . . but I didn't even notice!" I say, bewildered. "My feet aren't even burned!"

"How did you do it?" demands the red-haired woman. "What was in your mind?"

"I can answer." Chandra comes forward, smiling. "Becky has achieved the highest form of karmic bliss. She was concentrating on one goal, one pure image, and this has driven her body to achieve a supernatural state."

Everyone is goggling at me like I'm suddenly the Dalai Lama.

"It was nothing, really," I say, with a modest smile. "Just . . . you know. Spiritual enlightenment."

"Can you describe the image?" asks the red-haired woman in excitement.

"Was it white?" someone else chimes in.

"Not really white . . ." I say.

"Was it a kind of s.h.i.+ny blue green?" comes Luke's voice from the back. I look up sharply. He's gazing at me, totally straight-faced.

"I don't remember," I say with dignity. "The color wasn't important."

"Did it feel like . . ." Luke appears to think hard. "Like the links of a chain were pulling you along?"

"That's a very good image, Luke," chimes in Chandra, pleased.

"No," I say shortly. "It didn't. Actually, I think you probably have to have a higher appreciation of spiritual matters to understand."

"I see." Luke nods gravely.

"Luke, you must be very proud." Chandra beams at Luke. "Is this not the most extraordinary thing you have ever seen your wife do?"

There's a beat of silence. Luke looks from me to the smoldering coals to the silent group and back to Chandra's beaming face.

"Chandra," he says. "Take it from me. This is nothing."

After the cla.s.s is finished everyone heads to the terrace, where cool drinks are waiting on a tray. But I stay on my mat, meditating, to show how dedicated I am to higher things. I'm half concentrating on the white light of my being and half imagining running over hot coals in front of Trudie and Sting while they applaud admiringly, when a shadow falls across my face.

"Greetings, O Spiritual One," says Luke, and I open my eyes to see him standing in front of me, holding out a gla.s.s of juice.

"You're just jealous because you don't have a beautiful inner being," I retort, and casually smooth back my hair so the red dot painted on my forehead shows.

"Insanely," agrees Luke. "Have a drink."

He sits down beside me on the ground and hands me the gla.s.s. I take a sip of delicious, ice-cold pa.s.sion-fruit juice and we both look out over the hills toward the distant horizon.

"You know, I could really live in Sri Lanka," I say with a sigh. "It's perfect. The weather . . . the scenery . . . all the people are so friendly . . ."

"You said the same in India," Luke points out. "And Australia," he adds as I open my mouth. "And Amsterdam."

Oh.

G.o.d, Amsterdam. I'd completely forgotten we went there. That was after Paris. Or was it before?

Oh, yes. It was where I ate all those weird cakes and nearly fell in the ca.n.a.l.

I take another sip of juice and let my mind range back over the last ten months. We've visited so many countries, it's kind of difficult to remember everything at once. It's almost like a blur of film, with sharp, bright images here and there. Snorkeling with all those blue fish in the Great Barrier Reef . . . the pyramids in Egypt . . . the elephant safari in Tanzania . . . buying all that silk in Hong Kong . . . the gold souk in Morocco . . . finding that amazing Ralph Lauren outlet in Utah . . .

G.o.d, we've had some experiences. I sigh happily and take another sip of juice.

"I forgot to tell you." Luke produces a pile of envelopes. "Some post came from England."

I sit up in excitement and start leafing through the envelopes.

"Vogue!" I exclaim as I get to my special subscriber edition in its s.h.i.+ny plastic cover. "Ooh, look! They've got an Angel bag on the front cover!"