Fear Itself Part 33

The memory of the fight flooded my mind. For my entire life I had imagined what it would be like if I would fight to the death against some tough and come out victorious. But the reality was empty. I still felt guilty, even though he was a bully and white and had intentions of killing me. I felt I owed something to the world because I was a murderer and Fearless Jones was out covering my tracks.

I GOT TO MILO'S OFFICE at about four in the morning. The streets were empty of traffic. It didn't take me long to locate Milo's operatives file. The problem was that it was in one of the cabinets that Timmerman had overturned when he went after Milo to find out Winifred Fine's ident.i.ty. at about four in the morning. The streets were empty of traffic. It didn't take me long to locate Milo's operatives file. The problem was that it was in one of the cabinets that Timmerman had overturned when he went after Milo to find out Winifred Fine's ident.i.ty.

Hindered by my sore finger, I took a while to flip the metal cabinet, but I finally got it.

Timmerman had his checks mailed to an address on Ogden Drive just north of Venice Boulevard.

IT WAS A HOUSE, not an apartment, on a street that was empty of any potential witnesses. The first key I tried in the lock fit. The numbness of my near-death experience kept me from fear or common sense. I went inside without even knocking. What if he had a girlfriend or a roommate? But those thoughts didn't cross my mind until weeks later. At that moment I was a fool on a mission. And all the bricks of the road to h.e.l.l were falling right into place at my feet. not an apartment, on a street that was empty of any potential witnesses. The first key I tried in the lock fit. The numbness of my near-death experience kept me from fear or common sense. I went inside without even knocking. What if he had a girlfriend or a roommate? But those thoughts didn't cross my mind until weeks later. At that moment I was a fool on a mission. And all the bricks of the road to h.e.l.l were falling right into place at my feet.

The house was dark and so I ran my hand along the wall until I found the switch.

Mr. Timmerman hadn't cleaned up once since the day he had moved in. The sink and tables were full of crusty dishes. The garbage stank and he had forgotten to flush the toilet before leaving his house to hunt down Bartholomew Perry, Kit Mitch.e.l.l, and me. There was a rug in the bathtub, I never did figure out why. His bed was littered with half-filled potato chip bags and magazines with pictures of nude Negro women on every page. The floor was his hamper and every shade and curtain in the house was drawn.

Sherlock Holmes would have been at sea in that grubby hole. The skip tracer's papers were in among the dishes and newspapers and scattered with coffee grounds.

Some mothers think they're showing love by cleaning up after their sons, but in the long run they make them into feral things, growing bacteria in their bedrooms and filling the air with fungus and dust.

I looked around aimlessly for a while and then concentrated my search. I figured that even a slob like Timmerman would have a special place for important papers and projects. I was looking for a trunk or a briefcase, a filing cabinet, or maybe just a corner of a closet that didn't have the clutter of the rest of his house.

Over an hour later I hadn't found a thing.

The back door of his kitchen led to a small walkway in a yard overgrown with weeds and the branches of an untrimmed oak. Through the leaves and boughs I found another door. This one opened into his garage.

I knew from the moment I flipped the light switch that Theodore Timmerman was insane. The garage was neat as a pin. The floor was tiled with black and white squares that had been perfectly laid. He had three different desks, a telephone, one white upright filing cabinet, and over four thousand watts of light to illuminate every corner.

The life of his mind was in the garage, whereas his house was a trough where he ate and m.a.s.t.u.r.b.a.t.ed. Looking over his files I could see that he was a man of many faces. He used jobs like Milo's to worm his way into more lucrative, if less legal, activities. He had files on dozens of men and women he had chased down, and scams that he ran through the mail on a regular basis. There was one whole file of photographs. Most of these were of the incriminating variety: people in places they shouldn't have been, men and women making love, grinning so wide that you just knew they weren't married-at least not to each other. But then there were other pictures that were more disturbing: men in s.e.xual situations with young boys, over two dozen photographs of corpses, with detailed notes about the circ.u.mstances of their deaths. One photograph was of a young woman who I had first read about in the L.A. Times. L.A. Times. Minna Wexler was stripped to the waist. One of her large b.r.e.a.s.t.s had been marred, maybe burned. Lance Wexler looked just as he had when I came across him in his apartment. Kit Mitch.e.l.l was also pretty much the same as I had found him. Minna Wexler was stripped to the waist. One of her large b.r.e.a.s.t.s had been marred, maybe burned. Lance Wexler looked just as he had when I came across him in his apartment. Kit Mitch.e.l.l was also pretty much the same as I had found him.

Timmerman had killed them all.

Theodore Timmerman was a p.o.r.nographer, murderer, extortionist, and blackmailer. And Milo had been working with him for years. I didn't think that Milo knew what this man was up to, but just the fact that he didn't suspect him put the bail bondsman in a whole new light for me. I would never again trust his estimation of people or situations. And there was another thing . . .

At the back of the top drawer of his center desk I found a tiny leather notebook like the one Sergeant Rawlway took notes in. The notebook had page after page of handwriting that covered every detail of the cases that Timmerman was covering. His descriptions were cruel and humiliating, but they also served the purpose of obscuring the ident.i.ties of the people he stalked. Toward the end of the little book there began the entries about Bartholomew Perry. The most important segment read: . . . Watermelon Man must have had a weak heart . . . he had a telephone number that Craighton answered . . . Craighton made Mr. Sweet's salary look like chump change . . . Craighton sent me after t.i.tty mama and Strong boy but they didn't know s.h.i.+t . . . it was the n.i.g.g.e.r who knew but he died before he could even tell me where the car salesman lived . . . but I got some leads . . . pretty soon Mr. Sweet will have to get me into that rich woman's house . . .

I read everything he had to say about Bartholomew and Kit and Milo. It seemed that somewhere along the way he became aware of the book. It was probably the man Craighton who told him. But there was no information about who this Craighton might be. It was clear that the mystery man was the mastermind behind Timmerman and that he was willing to pay big money for Winifred Fine's book.

There was no more information on Craighton. A new player with no face or even a race. He had to be rich, that's all I knew for sure.

Later entries were about Fearless and me. I ripped out those pages and returned the book to its place in the drawer.

I spent another hour searching the garage-office. Under a loose tile I found a rusty metal toolbox that had stacks of twenty- and fifty-dollar bills in it. It was a lot of money but I didn't have my usual sticky-fingered reaction. When I looked at that money all I could think of was those pictures of perverts and corpses. Blood money was one thing but Ted Timmerman's money was drenched in filth. Try as I might, I couldn't bring myself to touch it.

I left the house of evil at about eight forty-five.

41.

WHEN I GOT BACK HOME Icleaned my place from top to bottom. I washed the floors and windows and walls. I dusted and scrubbed until the whole place smelled of cleaning fluid. By four that afternoon I was exhausted. Icleaned my place from top to bottom. I washed the floors and windows and walls. I dusted and scrubbed until the whole place smelled of cleaning fluid. By four that afternoon I was exhausted.

It might seem that I had wasted the day on trivial matters, but that's not true. While I mopped and swept I was thinking and plotting. The murder of the Wexler kids was ordered by an enemy of Maestro Wexler, of that much I was sure. This faceless foe, named only Craighton, had hired Timmerman to take out the kids and steal the book. With the book this new player-also a millionaire, I surmised-would shake down Winifred and get control of the prime property in Compton.

All I had to do was figure out who it was that stood to gain from the loss of both Wexler and Fine. That might have been an impossible task, but I had one advantage: Bradford, the personal secretary and self-styled mother hen of the Wexler clan.

I had to wait until nine that evening to use the number the personal secretary had given me, but that was fine. I spent a couple of hours rereading the poem "Little Gidding" from the Four Quartets Four Quartets by T. S. Eliot. The language swept me away until six, when the phone rang. by T. S. Eliot. The language swept me away until six, when the phone rang.

"h.e.l.lo," I said, with a fair certainty that it would be Fearless on the other end of the line.

"Paris?" she asked. "Have you heard from Fearless?"

"Hey, Ambrosia. No, I ain't seen 'im since early this morning."

"What you call him for anyway? You know he ain't been back here since then."

"He said that he had some business with a man he wanted me to introduce him to. Probably they got down to some work." I was pleased being obscure with the taciturn Ambrosia.

"I'm worried about him, Paris. He said that we were gonna go to Big Mama's Bar-B-Q Pit tonight."

"It's okay, honey. You know Fearless is the last man on earth you gotta worry about. John D. Rockefeller got more to worry about than Fearless Jones."

"I know you right," she said. "But I just get worried and I can't stop myself."

"Well all right then," I said. "I'll go out and see if I can find him. The minute I see him I'll make sure he calls your number."

"Thank you, Paris," she said sweetly. "I'm sorry I cussed at you before. You know I get kinda surly when people mess up my plans."

"And I'm sorry I bothered you, baby. But you got to know that I just called 'cause Fearless wanted me to help him."

"With what?"

"I'd like to tell ya, Ambrosia. I truly would, but you know Fearless don't like his business out the box."

"Okay then," she said. "You tell him to call me, though."

"I will."

I also wondered where Fearless could be. Had he been found with the corpse? I turned on the radio and listened to three newscasts, but none of them said anything about a gold Chrysler, a black man named Tristan, or the recently deceased Theodore Timmerman.

BY NINE NO ONE ELSE had called or dropped by. I dialed Bradford's number and he answered a quarter of the way into the first ring. had called or dropped by. I dialed Bradford's number and he answered a quarter of the way into the first ring.

"Yes?"

"Bradford, it's Paris Minton calling."

"Mr. Minton. How can I be of service?"

"It's me can help you," I said. "I think I have some information that you might want to have. It has to do with your boss, his kids, and some fellah that's been pulling the strings from behind the scene."

"Who is that?"

"Why don't we get together?" I suggested. "Then maybe we can share information and come to some kind of agreement that will make everybody as happy as they can be."

"All right. There's a little park off Lucile Avenue near Hoover," Bradford said. "Do you know it?"

"No. But I can find it."

"Why don't we meet there now?"

"No thanks," I said. "You know my score on nighttime meetings ain't too good."

"I can promise you that Louis won't be there."

"Promise me that you'll meet me at nine tomorrow morning and I'll be a happy man."

"All right," Bradford said in a resigned tone. "Tomorrow at nine. There's a bench near the sidewalk, across from a French cafe."

"I'll be there."

I WENT TO BED but not to sleep. I just lay there in the dark thinking about how I'd almost died and how I took a man's life. I had never killed before. Many a time I had been in the room where people had expired violently, but I never pulled the trigger or drove the blade. Theodore Timmerman's files and his own rank breath clung to me in the darkened room. The depravity and certainty of death created a sad conviction in my heart. but not to sleep. I just lay there in the dark thinking about how I'd almost died and how I took a man's life. I had never killed before. Many a time I had been in the room where people had expired violently, but I never pulled the trigger or drove the blade. Theodore Timmerman's files and his own rank breath clung to me in the darkened room. The depravity and certainty of death created a sad conviction in my heart.

At ten minutes to four Fearless knocked at the door. I knew it was him because I was awake and when I'm conscious I know Fearless's knock.

"Hey, Paris," was all he said when I admitted him.

"How are you?" I asked. "Ambrosia was so worried that she called me."

"I was doin' things that we don't need to talk about, man. But you don't have to worry about Teddy no more."

I told Fearless about the killer's house and the obscure notes on the murders.

"d.a.m.n that's cold," Fearless said after taking it all in. "Sometime people get like that. I seen boys in the war would line up prisoners for target practice. Sometimes they raped and killed more than they fought the enemy. And it wasn't just the Germans or the Russians. Sometimes you had blue-blood American rich boys rollin' in the blood. I think there's just some kinda men made for killin' and hurtin'. Just one little scratch and they like to go off."

"Well at least we don't have to worry about Timmerman anymore," I said, and then I told Fearless that I was going to meet Bradford, to find out who our friend Mr. Craighton might be.

"Hey," Fearless said. "That's a h.e.l.luva lot easier than makin' a man disappear from the face of the earth."

I didn't ask about what he meant. I didn't want to know.

"You know I gave you up to him, Fearless."

"And then you beat him to death. That's okay."

"No, man. You shouldn't put your trust in me. I was so scared when he grabbed me that I told him where you were in a second. Even Milo lied to the man when asked to give up Winifred Fine."

"Milo lied to save his chance at kissin' millionaire b.u.t.t," Fearless said.

"That doesn't absolve me."

"Paris, when I got in trouble I came to you. And you agreed to help me. Now if while you helpin' me some man says he's gonna take your life, you should should give me up. Don't worry, baby. You'n me is tight." give me up. Don't worry, baby. You'n me is tight."

42.

I GOT TO THE PARK on Lucile Avenue at eight-fifteen. I like to be early to potentially clandestine meetings. That way I can scout out all the exits and escape routes before it's too late. on Lucile Avenue at eight-fifteen. I like to be early to potentially clandestine meetings. That way I can scout out all the exits and escape routes before it's too late.

There was a French cafe across the street. Instead of a name there was the picture of a fat chicken wearing a beret as the sign. I moved over toward an alley and took out a newspaper that I pretended to read while waiting for the private secretary to arrive.

I wasn't worried about Bradford. He seemed like a good guy, a concerned employee. We were the same kind, he and I, thinkers. I would have bet that he was a reader. He was satisfied with his position in life. So was I.

At least I had been until people started talking about hundred-thousand-dollar books. At first I wanted the Fine family diary for myself, but as time had gone by I had begun to crave the money. I had never known a Negro who had a hundred thousand dollars before the day I met Winifred Fine. That kind of money could make a whole new life for me. Even if I had to share it with Fearless I'd still be rich. I could open a bookstore down by the ocean and have the two things I loved most in life: reading and the sea.

Bradford arrived at ten to nine. He wore a simple gray suit that had seen its day of wear. He looked around and then sat on a park bench perched at the edge of the gra.s.sy lawn and facing out across the street. Bradford was erect and expectant. He was my doorway to riches. He would know the ident.i.ty of Maestro Wexler's nemesis. Wexler's enemy was mine because he was after the book that was going to make me a rich man. After dealing with him I could sell the book back to Oscar or, if he couldn't make the grade, I could sell it to Maestro and he could close the deal with Winifred Fine directly. Either way I'd get paid for my services and the world of Theodore Timmerman would slowly fade from my mind.

At three minutes after nine I crossed the street to Bradford. Looking both ways many times before reaching the opposite side, I noticed the French cafe twice. The second view of the silhouetted chicken set off a bell in my head.

"Mr. Minton," Bradford said, rising as I approached him.

"Mr. Bradford." I stuck out my hand.

We shook and sat down side by side on the park bench.

There was the cafe again.

"So, Mr. Minton," Bradford said. "You have information for me."

"It's a nice morning, isn't it?" I said.

"Why yes," he replied with a friendly smile.

I'm sure he thought that I wanted to impose some decorum on our meeting, when really I was stalling for time. The cafe disturbed me, though I had no idea why. I had never been on that street as far as I remembered. But still there was a vague apprehension.

"I like this spot," Bradford continued. "It reminds me of my younger days in Paris, before the war."

It was him saying my name, that's what did it. My name, the capital of France, the country where people spoke French, where the term chicken chicken would be translated would be translated poulet poulet-or to the unenlightened, pull lay. pull lay.

"You lived in Europe?" I asked.

"Yes. I was the a.s.sistant to Parnell Wexler, Maestro's uncle, in the thirties. I had a small apartment on the Left Bank and walked down the Seine to work every morning."

"I hear that the weather is terrible in Paris," I said. "My friend Fearless spent six months there, on and off, after they threw out the Germans. He said that he didn't see the suns.h.i.+ne again until he was back in the U.S."