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"Misery to myself or to the sharer of my happiness?"
"To you."
"That was why you spoke of the garden of paradise and the deadly swamp?"
"I think it must have been."
"Well?"
"I love the South. You know that. But I distrust what I love, and I see the South in him."
"The grace, the charm, the enticement of the South."
"All that, certainly. You said he had reverence. Probably he has, but has he faithfulness?"
"Oh, Emile!"
"You told me to be frank."
"And I wish you to be. Go on, say everything."
"I've only seen Delarey once, and I'll confess that I came prepared to see faults as clearly as, perhaps more clearly than, virtues. I don't pretend to read character at a glance. Only fools can do that--I am relying on their frequent a.s.sertion that they can. He strikes me as a man of great charm, with an unusual faculty of admiration for the gifts of others and a modest estimate of himself. I believe he's sincere."
"He is, through and through."
"I think so--now. But does he know his own blood? Our blood governs us when the time comes. He is modest about his intellect. I think it quick, but I doubt its being strong enough to prove a good restraining influence."
"Against what?"
"The possible call of the blood that he doesn't understand."
"You speak almost as if he were a child," Hermione said. "He's much younger than I am, but he's twenty-four."
"He is very young looking, and you are at least twenty years ahead of him in all essentials. Don't you feel it?"
"I suppose--yes, I do."
"Mercury--he should be mercurial."
"He is. That's partly why I love him, perhaps. He is full of swiftness."
"So is the b.u.t.terfly when it comes out into the sun."
"Emile, forgive me, but sometimes you seem to me deliberately to lie down and roll in pessimism rather as a horse--"
"Why not say an a.s.s?"
She laughed.
"An a.s.s, then, my dear, lies down sometimes and rolls in dust. I think you are doing it to-night. I think you were preparing to do it this afternoon. Perhaps it is the effect of London upon you?"
"London--by-the-way, where are you going for your honeymoon? I am sure you know, though Monsieur Delarey may not."
"Why are you sure?"
"Your face to-night when I asked if it was to be Italian."
She laid her hand again upon his arm and spoke eagerly, forgetting in a moment his pessimism and the little cloud it had brought across her happiness.
"You're right; I've decided."
"Italy--and hotels?"
"No, a thousand times no!"
"Where then?"
"Sicily, and my peasant's cottage."
"The cottage on Monte Amato where you spent a summer four or five years ago contemplating Etna?"
"Yes. I've not said a word to Maurice, but I've taken it again. All the little furniture I had--beds, straw chairs, folding-tables--is stored in a big room in the village at the foot of the mountain. Gaspare, the Sicilian boy who was my servant, will superintend the carrying up of it on women's heads--his dear old grandmother takes the heaviest things, arm-chairs and so on--and it will all be got ready in no time. I'm having the house whitewashed again, and the shutters painted, and the stone vases on the terrace will be filled with scarlet geraniums, and--oh, Emile, I shall hear the piping of the shepherds in the ravine at twilight again with him, and see the boys dance the tarantella under the moon again with him, and--and--"
She stopped with a break in her voice.
"Put away your pessimism, dear Emile," she continued, after a moment.
"Tell me you think we shall be happy in our garden of paradise--tell me that!"
But he only said, even more gravely:
"So you're taking him to the real South?"
"Yes, to the blue and the genuine gold, and the quivering heat, and the balmy nights when Etna sends up its plume of ivory smoke to the moon.
He's got the south in his blood. Well, he shall see the south first with me, and he shall love it as I love it."
He said nothing. No spark of her enthusiasm called forth a spark from him. And now she saw that, and said again:
"London is making you horrible to-night. You are doing London and yourself an injustice, and Maurice, too."
"It's very possible," he replied. "But--I can say it to you--I have a certain gift of--shall I call it divination?--where men and women are concerned. It is not merely that I am observant of what is, but that I can often instinctively feel that which must be inevitably produced by what is. Very few people can read the future in the present. I often can, almost as clearly as I can read the present. Even pessimism, accentuated by the influence of the Infernal City, may contain some grains of truth."
"What do you see for us, Emile? Don't you think we shall be happy together, then? Don't you think that we are suited to be happy together?"
When she asked Artois this direct question he was suddenly aware of a vagueness brooding in his mind, and knew that he had no definite answer to make.
"I see nothing," he said, abruptly. "I know nothing. It may be London. It may be my own egoism."
And then he suddenly explained himself to Hermione with the extraordinary frankness of which he was only capable when he was with her, or was writing to her.