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"The possible call of the blood that he doesn't understand."
"The call of the blood." There was now something almost terrible to Hermione in that phrase, something menacing and irresistible. Were men, then, governed irrevocably, dominated by the blood that was in them?
Artois had certainly seemed to imply that they were, and he knew men as few knew them. His powerful intellect, like a search-light, illumined the hidden places, discovering the concealed things of the souls of men. But Artois was not a religious man, and Hermione had a strong sense of religion, though she did not cling, as many do, to any one creed. If the call of the blood were irresistible in a man, then man was only a slave.
The criminal must not be condemned, nor the saint exalted. Conduct was but obedience in one who had no choice but to obey. Could she believe that?
The dance grew wilder, swifter. Sebastiano quickened the time till he was playing it prestissimo. One of the boys, Giulio, dropped out exhausted.
Then another, Alfio, fell against the terrace wall, laughing and wiping his streaming face. Finally Giuseppe gave in, too, obviously against his will. But Gaspare and Maurice still kept on. The game was certainly a duel now--a duel which would not cease till Sebastiano put an end to it by laying down his flute. But he, too, was on his mettle and would not own fatigue. Suddenly Hermione felt that she could not bear the dance any more. It was, perhaps, absurd of her. Her brain, fatigued by travel, was perhaps playing her tricks. But she felt as if Maurice were escaping from her in this wild tarantella, like a man escaping through a fantastic grotto from some one who called to him near its entrance. A faint sensation of something that was surely jealousy, the first she had ever known, stirred in her heart--jealousy of a tarantella.
"Maurice!" she said.
He did not hear her.
"Maurice!" she called. "Sebastiano--Gaspare--stop! You'll kill yourselves!"
Sebastiano caught her eye, finished the tune, and took the flute from his lips. In truth he was not sorry to be commanded to do the thing his pride of music forbade him to do of his own will. Gaspare gave a wild, boyish shout, and flung himself down on Giuseppe's knees, clasping him round the neck jokingly. And Maurice--he stood still on the terrace for a moment looking dazed. Then the hot blood surged up to his head, making it tingle under his hair, and he came over slowly, almost shamefacedly, and sat down by Hermione.
"This sun's made me mad, I think," he said, looking at her. "Why, how pale you are, Hermione!"
"Am I? No, it must be the shadow of the awning makes me look so. Oh, Maurice, you are indeed a southerner! Do you know, I feel--I feel as if I had never really seen you till now, here on this terrace, as if I had never known you as you are till now, now that I've watched you dance the tarantella."
"I can't dance it, of course. It was absurd of me to try."
"Ask Gaspare! No, I'll ask him. Gaspare, can the padrone dance the tarantella?"
"Eh--altro!" said Gaspare, with admiring conviction.
He got off Giuseppe's knee, where he had been curled up almost like a big kitten, came and stood by Hermione, and added:
"Per Dio, signora, but the padrone is like one of us!"
Hermione laughed. Now that the dance was over and the twittering flute was silent, her sense of loneliness and melancholy was departing. Soon, no doubt, she would be able to look back upon it and laugh at it as one laughs at moods that have pa.s.sed away.
"This is his first day in Sicily, Gaspare."
"There are forestieri who come here every year, and who stay for months, and who can talk our language--yes, and can even swear in dialetto as we can--but they are not like the padrone. Not one of them could dance the tarantella like that. Per Dio!"
A radiant look of pleasure came into Maurice's face.
"I'm glad you've brought me here," he said. "Ah, when you chose this place for our honeymoon you understood me better than I understand myself, Hermione."
"Did I?" she said, slowly. "But no, Maurice, I think I chose a little selfishly. I was thinking of what I wanted. Oh, the boys are going, and Sebastiano."
That evening, when they had finished supper--they did not wish to test Lucrezia's powers too severely by dining the first day--they came out onto the terrace. Lucrezia and Gaspare were busily talking in the kitchen. t.i.to, the donkey, was munching his hay under the low-pitched roof of the out-house. Now and then they could faintly hear the sound of his moving jaws, Lucrezia's laughter, or Gaspare's eager voice. These fragmentary noises scarcely disturbed the great silence that lay about them, the night hush of the mountains and the sea. Hermione sat down on the seat in the terrace wall looking over the ravine. It was a moonless night, but the sky was clear and spangled with stars. There was a cool breeze blowing from Etna. Here and there upon the mountains shone solitary lights, and one was moving slowly through the darkness along the crest of a hill opposite to them, a torch carried by some peasant going to his hidden cottage among the olive-trees.
Maurice lit his cigar and stood by Hermione, who was sitting sideways and leaning her arms on the wall, and looking out into the wide dimness in which, somewhere, lay the ravine. He did not want to talk just then, and she kept silence. This was really their wedding night, and both of them were unusually conscious, but in different ways, of the mystery that lay about them, and that lay, too, within them. It was strange to be together up here, far up in the mountains, isolated in their love. Below the wall, on the side of the ravine, the leaves of the olives rustled faintly as the wind pa.s.sed by. And this whisper of the leaves seemed to be meant for them, to be addressed to them. They were surely being told something by the little voices of the night.
"Maurice," Hermione said, at last, "does this silence of the mountains make you wish for anything?"
"Wish?" he said. "I don't know--no, I think not. I have got what I wanted. I have got you. Why should I wish for anything more? And I feel at home here. It's extraordinary how I feel at home."
"You! No, it isn't extraordinary at all."
She looked up at him, still keeping her arms on the terrace wall. His physical beauty, which had always fascinated her, moved her more than ever in the south, seemed to her to become greater, to have more meaning in this setting of beauty and romance. She thought of the old pagan G.o.ds.
He was, indeed, suited to be their happy messenger. At that moment something within her more than loved him, wors.h.i.+pped him, felt for him an idolatry that had something in it of pain. A number of thoughts ran through her mind swiftly. One was this: "Can it be possible that he will die some day, that he will be dead?" And the awfulness, the unspeakable horror of the death of the body gripped her and shook her in the dark.
"Oh, Maurice!" she said. "Maurice!"
"What is it?"
She held out her hands to him. He took them and sat down by her.
"What is it, Hermione?" he said again.
"If beauty were only deathless!"
"But--but all this is, for us. It was here for the old Greeks to see, and I suppose it will be here--"
"I didn't mean that."
"I've been stupid," he said, humbly.
"No, my dearest--my dearest one. Oh, how did you ever love me?"
She had forgotten the warning of Artois. The dirty little beggar was staring at the angel and wanted the angel to know it.
"Hermione! What do you mean?"
He looked at her, and there was genuine surprise in his face and in his voice.
"How can you love me? I'm so ugly. Oh, I feel it here, I feel it horribly in the midst of--of all this loveliness, with you."
She hid her face against his shoulder almost like one afraid.
"But you are not ugly! What nonsense! Hermione!"
He put his hand under her face and raised it, and the touch of his hand against her cheek made her tremble. To-night she more than loved, she wors.h.i.+pped him. Her intellect did not speak any more. Its voice was silenced by the voice of the heart, by the voices of the senses. She felt as if she would like to go down on her knees to him and thank him for having loved her, for loving her. Abas.e.m.e.nt would have been a joy to her just then, was almost a necessity, and yet there was pride in her, the decent pride of a pure-natured woman who has never let herself be soiled.
"Hermione," he said, looking into her face. "Don't speak to me like that.
It's all wrong. It puts me in the wrong place, I a fool and you--what you are. If that friend of yours could hear you--by Jove!"
There was something so boyish, so simple in his voice that Hermione suddenly threw her arms round his neck and kissed him, as she might have kissed a delightful child. She began to laugh through tears.
"Thank G.o.d you're not conceited!" she exclaimed.
"What about?" he asked.
But she did not answer. Presently they heard Gaspare's step on the terrace. He came to them bareheaded, with s.h.i.+ning eyes, to ask if they were satisfied with Lucrezia. About himself he did not ask. He felt that he had done all things for his padrona as he alone could have done them, knowing her so well.