Gwenhwyfar_ The White Spirit Part 2

The morning of Samhain dawned as perfect as anyone could have asked for. The sun was warm enough for pleasure but not so warm as to make the old people grumble about summer-out of-season and bad omens. A cloudless sky and not even a hint of wind meant that the fires would send their smoke straight up, not into anyone's face. A hard frost three days ago had killed the flies, and the hunts had been outstanding; in short, everything was as perfect as one could want to celebrate the High King's wedding, the harvest, and the rites of the Lady of the Fields and the Lord of the Wood. Samhain dawned as perfect as anyone could have asked for. The sun was warm enough for pleasure but not so warm as to make the old people grumble about summer-out of-season and bad omens. A cloudless sky and not even a hint of wind meant that the fires would send their smoke straight up, not into anyone's face. A hard frost three days ago had killed the flies, and the hunts had been outstanding; in short, everything was as perfect as one could want to celebrate the High King's wedding, the harvest, and the rites of the Lady of the Fields and the Lord of the Wood.

Gwen and her sisters were rewarded for much hard work in the days before by being given a holiday today. They couldn't stay abed though; the moment the sun was up, so were they, getting their hair braided, putting on their best gowns and s.h.i.+fts. The castle hall was full of people already; folk had been coming for days, and every little s.p.a.ce where someone could lay his head had been taken up by someone. There were even tents pitched all about the castle and people sleeping in them.

When the girls left their room, the sleepers had already been cleared from the Great Hall, and trestle tables were set up along the wall, laden with bread and autumn fruit and honey for folk to break their fast on, and ale for drinking. For the girls, however, there was a tastier treat of sops-in-wine and watered wine with honey to sweeten it. All of them helped themselves to apples once they had cleaned their bowls, both figuratively and literally. It was only dawn and a long time to dinner.

Already there was activity everywhere, in the Hall and especially out on the green and about the village. Great cauldrons of soup were cooking, and ovens were fired up with the first baking of the day; the boar's head, the baked meats, fish and fowl, the fruit pies, the cakes and baked vegetables that would be served at dinner. The second baking would be for meat pies for supper and more fish and fowl. There was a whole ox roasting at one fire and a whole wild boar at another. Samhain was not a religious festival, although tonight there would be the Great Working for the High King-it was the Equinox that was the significant date, when the Winter King slew his rival, the Summer King, as the Spring Equinox was when the Young Stag slew the Old. Samhain was the celebration of the end of harvest and the time when those animals who were to be killed for winter meat were culled out. Anything that could not be preserved must be eaten, so why not make a festival out of it? The butchered beasts were already rendered into quarters and in the pickling vats, the smokehouse, or the salt packs. Sausages were already made up and curing. The brewing was done, the ale and mead in their casks.

Still the women were hard at work, tending to the cooking. Innards and bones, hooves and vegetable sc.r.a.ps had gone into pies and soup, for nothing was wasted. The common folk would get their portion of the ox and the boar-everyone got at least a small share of meat-but mostly they would be eating their fill of the soup. It was the guests of the king who would feast on the choicer stuffs.

So this was mostly celebration for the menfolk. The hard work of farming was over, and the year was about to descend into the dark. Not a bad time of year to handfast, for the sharing of a bed now could mean a fine babe in the summer, and a bed was warmer with two in it. This would be the last time of abundance before the h.o.a.rding of winter.

Gwen's father made a point to bring in all his warriors for the days of feasting, organizing contests and games. There were even musicians, and not just the ones from the village.

He was a surprisingly tenderhearted man as well where children were concerned; as this was the time of year when many a lamb grown into a sheep, gosling now big and gray and honking, or pink piglet grown fat went under the knife, he saw to it that there were plenty of things to occupy the children who had made these creatures into pets. So when the former pet became quarters, ham, and sausages hanging in the smokehouse, it was all done when the child was occupied with dancing or gaming or stuffing himself with unaccustomed treats.

As Gwen headed purposefully out with her pockets bulging with apples, she did not follow after her older sisters, who were making straight toward the field where some of the older boys were engaged in wrestling, archery and sling contests, and the hurling of woolsacks.

She also made sure to lose Little Gwen at the moment when her younger sister was distracted by a game of tag. Little Gwen could not bear to be left out of anything that promised attention, and once the child's attention was fully occupied, Gwen took advantage of a couple of geese being chased to get away.

Gwen didn't want to play tag or hoops, to run races for prizes or watch the older boys and men compete at feats of strength. She wasn't interested in the quieter pursuits of playing with poppets or merrils, and she certainly wasn't interested in the mock handfasting that was going on, nor the flirtations of her oldest sister.

She made her way with quiet determination to where the horses had been tethered.

She knew better than to approach them; handling the warhorses was strictly the work of those who were given that privilege-sometimes boys and rarely girls, but mostly fully grown men and the occasional woman. But feast days like these were the only time she ever got to see them do the sorts of things they had been trained to do.

At the moment, they were being readied for the chariot races. The Romans had introduced the chariot to the tribes, and once they had seen chariots in action, there was no stopping the tribes from adopting the vehicle. But unlike the Roman races, which were held in the coliseums on round or oval tracks, and were consequently hideously dangerous for driver and horses alike, these races, like the ridden ones that would come later, were held on the straight. From the line out to some distant spot, then a turn, and back to the start. Horses were too valuable to lose to accidents that could easily be prevented.

The chariots were light wicker affairs, never pulled by more than two horses. The wheels had iron rims and iron fittings, and the wicker cars themselves were open in front, with a curved wall behind. The chariot that their father used for important occasions had seats; these racing chariots did not. Nor did they have the scythes on the wheels that the war chariots had.

The war chariots were fearsome things, and Gwen had never (of course) seen them in use in battle. But these races would demonstrate some of the skill of the charioteers and the warriors who fought with them.

There were four in the first race, which was a very special challenge match; two of them were her father's horses and were driven by his men. The other two belonged to two of his war chiefs. The king was well known to be a generous winner and a gracious loser; no one would hold back for fear of displeasing him. These would be excellent races.

Much as Gwen yearned after the horses like one gone lovesick, there was one pair and their driver that Gwen particularly wanted to watch, and they were not her father's horses. They belonged to Hydd ap Kei, one of the king's oldest friends, and the chariot driver was a woman.

Her name was Braith, and Gwen had watched her race a score of times. She was amazing in the races, and Gwen wondered what she would be like in battle. She seemed to be absolutely fearless, she was known for running out onto the pole, standing on the yoke to help balance for a fast turn, running back to the chariot again. Precious time could be lost in the turns, precious in a race, and, Gwen supposed, precious in a fight, too. Running the pole like that helped in a turn. Gwen had even, once, when the chariot had hit an unseen rock and shattered, seen Braith leap onto the horses' backs and drive them with one foot on each horse, her hair coming loose from its braids and streaming behind her like the horses' tails.

She'd been disqualified, for after all, in a chariot race it is expected that there be a chariot chariot behind the horses, but people were still talking about the feat. behind the horses, but people were still talking about the feat.

Braith was indeed in the first race, and Gwen edged as near as she dared, watching her idol crooning to and soothing her team. They weren't a matched team, like the king's two; the left-hand one was a dark chestnut, the right-hand a dun. Braith combed her fingers through their coa.r.s.e manes, ran her hands along their stocky necks, and whispered into their short, broad ears, standing between them as if she were a third horse in the traces. Gwen watched her with raw envy, her fingers itching and twitching with longing to touch those soft noses, scratch those warm necks. She wasn't allowed near the warhorses, ever. "Too dangerous," her father said. He didn't mean dangerous for her, her, he meant dangerous for the horses. She might move suddenly, the wrong way, or do something else that would startle them, he said. They could sprain a muscle or make a misstep and hurt themselves some other way. he meant dangerous for the horses. She might move suddenly, the wrong way, or do something else that would startle them, he said. They could sprain a muscle or make a misstep and hurt themselves some other way.

So Gwen could only watch from afar as the bettors circled the chariots, eyed the great beasts knowingly, and conversed in mutters.

Gwen thought that Braith looked exactly like her team; she was stocky, weather-beaten, rough. Her bright brown eyes peered out from under a kind of forelock of coa.r.s.e, dark hair that looked as if she had hacked it off with her own knife in a fit of impatience. Her voice had the same intonation as a horse's whinny, and when she laughed, it was loud and sudden and exactly like a neigh. Gwen adored her.

If there was anyone in the world she would have liked to grow up to be, it was Braith. Power? Braith had had Power! If anyone doubted, all they had to do was see her with her horses! That was Epona's Power, and if Epona was a lesser G.o.ddess, well, perhaps she was closer to those who served her. Power! If anyone doubted, all they had to do was see her with her horses! That was Epona's Power, and if Epona was a lesser G.o.ddess, well, perhaps she was closer to those who served her.

The race was to begin at the sacred oak grove, and Gwen pressed herself against the bark of one of the great trees, hoping her brown gown would blend in with the bark, and yearned after Braith and her team with a pa.s.sion she never felt for the G.o.ds.

Suddenly those bright brown eyes caught sight of Gwen and locked on her. As if pulled by their reins, her horses turned to look at what Braith was looking at, so now there were three pairs of eyes gazing thoughtfully at her. Slowly, Braith smiled. And Gwen felt a jolt of something that took her breath away.

Then she went back to whispering to her team. But now and again, she looked over at Gwen and smiled.

No one else seemed to notice-or if they noticed, care that Gwen was there. Her ability to be quiet and un.o.btrusive was working even in this crowd. So she was allowed to watch with the rest as the drivers got into their chariots, as the chariots maneuvered into a roughly straight line, and then, at the shout from the king, reins slapped on backs, whips snapped, and the teams plunged out onto the rough sward for the outward leg of the race.

Gwen would have swarmed up the tree, but she was wearing her one good gown, and she knew knew what her nurse what her nurse and and the queen would have to say about it if the garment was ruined before it was even dinner. the queen would have to say about it if the garment was ruined before it was even dinner.

So she just ran to stand in front of the shouting, cheering men, who were now so focused on the race that they didn't even notice her.

The hoofbeats didn't sound anything like thunder-more like rocks tumbling down a cliff. Thunder wouldn't make the ground shake; thunder didn't make her heart pound or her throat dry with excitement. Four lines of rising dust followed the teams, but the colors painted on the chariots made it easy to tell which was which. What you could not not tell, until they turned at the opposite end, was who was in the lead. tell, until they turned at the opposite end, was who was in the lead.

That was signaled by the servants at the end, who raised a pole with the owner's pennant on it as soon as the chariot made the turn.

And the first pennant up was for Braith's team. Gwen gave a squeal of glee, and jumped up and down, her hands clasped under her chin. She knew better than to pray to Epona, the G.o.ddess of horses, for Braith to win-that was frivolous frivolous use of prayer, which was important; the queen had made that very clear to all her daughters. If you pestered the G.o.ds with pet.i.tions all the time, they'd grow tired of hearing from you, and when you needed them to answer, the prayers would be ignored. But she could hope, and she could wish, and she wished with all her might. use of prayer, which was important; the queen had made that very clear to all her daughters. If you pestered the G.o.ds with pet.i.tions all the time, they'd grow tired of hearing from you, and when you needed them to answer, the prayers would be ignored. But she could hope, and she could wish, and she wished with all her might.

But right behind Braith's team was her father's, a pair of handsome grays out of his warhorse herd. If the Romans had still been here, he'd have lost them for certain. The Romans would have whisked them away for tribute before you could say "knife."

The other two teams were lost in the dust, but the king's, and Braith's, were so close that Gwen held her breath; it looked from here as if they were literally one team of four horses. The tension was incredible; she clasped her hands so tightly together that the knuckles hurt.

And then Braith did the unthinkable. She leaped out onto the pole and ran up between her pair, reins wrapped loosely around her wrist, to stand between them, an arm over each neck, shouting encouragement in their ears. Behind her, the empty chariot bounced and bucked; other horses might have s.h.i.+ed, but her team paid it no heed. From some depth within them, they found new strength and surged ahead, crossing the finish line a full chariot-and-team length ahead of the King's. The men roared approval at this daring move, even the king whooping and clapping. Gwen's heart was beating so fast she felt faint.

They shot past as Braith ran back to the chariot and began, slowly, to rein her team in and turn them about.

When they pulled up again before the crowd, Gwen hung back to keep from being noticed, but Braith was having none of that. "Young Gwenhwyfar!" she called, beckoning to her. "Come ye here."

Gwen started at the sound of her name, but at her age, she was supposed to obey any adult, and although her father looked surprised to see her there, he didn't forbid it. She eased through the forest of towering men and came to the side of Braith's chariot. The horses steamed, their sides moving strongly, although they were not heaving for breath. "Nah, my beauties have just run themselves to sweat, so what is it we do with them?" Braith asked, looking straight down at her.

"Walk them so they do not founder nor stiffen," Gwen said promptly.

"And water?" Braith prompted.

"Only a mouthful at a time." Gwen knew all this very well; on the rare occasions that the sisters could get their fat pony to work up a sweat, she was the one left to walk him cool. Not that she minded. She just wished he was a horse, but she was fond of him, and a pony, even a shared pony, was better than no horse at all.

"Here ye be then." And to Gwen's astonishment, as well as that of the rest of the crowd (including several adolescent boys who gaped at her with raw envy) Braith put the looped-up reins in her hands. "Be walking them cool, please ye."

Gwen didn't hesitate. She took the reins as the two horses bent to sniff the top of her head. Then, with her heart feeling so full of happiness she thought she would burst, she began walking toward the stream, the team ambling obediently behind her, with the chariot wheels rumbling and swis.h.i.+ng through the gra.s.s. She let them have the allotted mouthful of water when they reached the stream, then turned and began walking them back. In the distance she could see Braith talking with the king and the rest of the men. The prize was already in her hands, a pair of beautiful bridles with bronze ornaments for the team, a silver torque for her. The team's owner got a drinking horn bound in silver, with silver feet; he seemed well pleased.

Without being prompted, Gwen stopped short of the crowd, reached up under the nearest horse's mane as high as she could, and felt the shoulder. He was still sweaty, so she turned back around and made another trip to the stream. Again, she let the horses have a mouthful of water, and she tried not to feel self-conscious as everyone but Braith seemed to be casting glances at her.

This time when she returned, the horses were cool. It had only been one race, after all; this was nothing to the exertion they would get in a battle. She waited politely until Braith "noticed" her, then held up the reins.

Braith checked the horses herself. "Well done, young Gwenhwyfar," she said, gravely. "Now, will ye be doing me the kindness of stepping into my chariot?"

Now totally astonished, Gwen did as she had been asked.

"And now be running out on the pole and back." Braith did not ask if she could could do so, she simply acted as if it were just a matter of course that Gwen would be able. do so, she simply acted as if it were just a matter of course that Gwen would be able.

Of course she could; it wasn't as if she hadn't been practicing just such a thing all summer. Not on a chariot with horses horses. .h.i.tched to it, of course, but on an old one with a broken axle. She flexed her toes and then, fixing her eyes not on the pole but straight ahead, ran out along the limber pole, between the warm sides of the horses and back to the chariot. hitched to it, of course, but on an old one with a broken axle. She flexed her toes and then, fixing her eyes not on the pole but straight ahead, ran out along the limber pole, between the warm sides of the horses and back to the chariot.

"Ah, king," sighed Braith. "It is a pity this is your daughter, for I'd be taking her back with me this day and leaving you the torque in her place."

"And for what purpose, lady?" the King asked, with a chuckle.

"To make a charioteer of her, as I was." Braith turned her head to the side and looked at the king from under her s.h.a.g of hair. "And I tell you this: Be giving her a horse now, and not a pony, and of her own. A wise old warhorse, too old for battle; let the old horse teach the young rider. And be giving her training; now is the time to do it, while she's fearless. Do that, and you'll have a warrior out of her."

The king pulled at his lip. "And the queen will have a Wise Lady out of her-"

Braith shook her head. "The mark of Epona is on this one; there's two G.o.ddesses in this one, but Epona is the stronger. 'Tis a waste to make her go to the Ladies." Braith shrugged. "But if it is your will to send her, still, give her the horse and as much of the training as she can get before she goes; I never heard it said that warrior training did a Lady any harm. She's only nine summers. Maybe, when she is a woman, Epona will let her go. If not, be sure you will know. The Power won't leave her in that time, and I never heard the Ladies say otherwise."

"Nor I," the king agreed, to Gwen's joy and delight. "It will be done as you advise."

She was going to get everything she had wanted! A horse, a real horse and not a pony! Training with bow and knife and sword! Oh, and lance as well, because a charioteer used the lance too! She felt dizzy with happiness, more dizzy than she had the time she'd filched someone's forgotten cup of mead.

In her rush of happiness she did not forget her manners. "Thank you, Father," she said, with a little bow. "And thank you, Warrior." The king beamed down on her, his ruddy hair and beard glowing in the sunlight, his strong shoulders stretching the leather of his tunic, and the gleam of silver at his throat, wrists, and around his head.

She watched the rest of the morning races in a glow of happiness; none of them were as exciting as the first one. Braith won all the ones she cared to enter, but she held back a good deal of the time. The chariot races alternated with ridden races, to give all the horses a chance to rest. The king didn't enter his horses that often either; Gwen had been given tacit approval to stay, so stay she did, at the king's side, but not getting into the way, listening as hard as she ever could as the king and Braith and the king's war leaders discussed the horses and their drivers. They talked not about the race itself but about how the teams might perform on a hill, maneuvering around other chariots, when encountering slippery gra.s.s or mud. They talked of the riders, of whether man and horse seemed of one mind, whether a horse was uncertain of his rider, or the rider of his horse; such uncertainty could mean balks and spills on the battlefield. They discussed whether the horses had been seasoned to the sounds of combat. It was then that she realized that these weren't just races for the sake of the holiday; this was the opportunity for the king to see his war chiefs' best drivers and pairs, the best riders and mounts, so that he would know where to put them in a battle.

Perhaps the only race that actually had been nothing but a race had been the one between his team and Braith's. And even then- "Your pair is steadier than last year," the king said.

Braith nodded. "Last year I'd not have run out on the pole. They'll go through fire and ice for me now. I reckon two more years, maybe three, before they start t' slow, and five or six before I need be training a new pair, then another brace of years before the new pair will be ready." She laughed. "And mebbe then 'twill be me that's out t'pasture."

The King laughed. "You are as ageless as the hills. No pasture for you!"

The rest of the war chiefs laughed and asked Braith's opinion on this or that team. Gwen became aware that not only was Braith her her hero, her opinion was held in high esteem by all of these men. hero, her opinion was held in high esteem by all of these men.

I want to be like that, she thought, looking wors.h.i.+pfully up at the woman. she thought, looking wors.h.i.+pfully up at the woman. I want people to talk to me like that. I want people to talk to me like that.

The sound of a horn warned them all that dinner was ready; this would not be a formal feast of the sort that was held in the Great Hall, but as Gwen knew from earlier years, she and her sisters, her mother and her chief ladies, the king's particular guests and war chiefs, and the king himself would be seated at the trestle tables hauled outside and given the best. Everyone else would help themselves. There would be more than enough; anyone not competing in the afternoon games would probably be stuffed and dozy.

The press of people around the king was too great for her to walk beside him to the tables, and she had an idea that her mother would think it forward of her to do so. She eased herself away, and trotted back toward the open-air "kitchen" where the queen was supervising the last preparations. Before she got even that far, her eldest sister, Cataruna, spotted her, and rounded her up like a straying goose.

"Now you sit here-I put Little Gwen on the other side there, so unless she starts flinging things at you across mother and father, things should be quiet enough-" Her sister paused, and turned her around to look her up and down critically. "-I don't believe it! No dirt, no leaves and gra.s.s in your hair, nothing torn-are you a changeling? Did someone make away with the real Gwen?"

Gwen laughed. "I was watching the races."

"And you didn't climb a tree to see them better?" her sister shook her head. "I shall expect a hen to crow, next, and a gander to lay an egg. All right, sit down, and mind your manners."

Gwen had every intention of minding her manners. She was not going to give her father the least little excuse for taking back what he had promised.

Dinner was uneventful, except for Little Gwen trying to command attention at her side of the table, boasting and being self-important. And it was irritating, but most of those around her seemed to find it amusing. Men and boys, particularly, fell under her naughty charm. By contrast, Gwen kept very quiet, didn't grab for the best portions, and didn't even complain when the boys on either side of her and across from her did. She watched wistfully as most of the goose went into those boys, and the juiciest bits of the roast pork, the best baked apples, the center part of the bread. Her reward was the approving nod from her mother. The king didn't notice; what children did or did not do was not something that concerned him when he was busy speaking with his guests.

The boys on either side of Gwen quickly stuffed themselves and as quickly sped off to whatever game or compet.i.tion had claimed their interest. That was when the queen pa.s.sed down the remains of the very special dishes that the adults had shared. Little Gwen had also already dashed off on a quest of her own at that point, so Gwen was able to enjoy her feast in peace. And she did, indeed, for the first time in her life, get enough goose that she didn't want any more and enough tasty goose-liver paste to spread on a bread-end.

The king also lingered, when he saw that Gwen was still there, and awkwardly cleared his throat, getting the queen's attention.

"It's Braith's mind that Gwen's ready for a horse and for warrior training," he said, abruptly.

The queen stared at him as if she hadn't quite heard him correctly. She licked her lips and twined the end of one of her braids about her fingers for a moment; she looked, at that moment, very conflicted. "Braith is a very competent trainer and warrior," she said carefully.

"And you trust her judgment."

The king nodded. "Braith says it's Epona's hand that's on her. She entrusted her own team to Gwen for cooling down, and I saw it myself. The girl has horse sense. And good sense about horses . . ."

"Pardon, Father, Mother?" Cataruna, Gwen's eldest sister, paused in fetching away the precious silver-rimmed drinking horns for safe-keeping. "Gwen is the one that always takes first care of the pony. And he never kicks or bites her, which is more than I can claim. Ask your horse keeper, he knows."

The Queen sucked her lower lip in a little. "I suppose there's no harm in it. But Little Gwen will want a horse and training too . . ."

The king began to roll his eyes, but then, narrowed them. "Then she shall have them. And when the horse is left neglected and her nurse has to march her down to the stable to tend him, or she cries because he's too tall, and pouts because she got a bruising, or because it stepped on her foot, you shall make her beg you to let her off."

Eleri the queen nodded, then looked past the king at Gwen. "And you will do none of these things," she said to Gwen, who nodded solemnly at what was clearly an order. "Very well then. Let it be as you wish. She has some years before she will go to the Ladies, at any rate, and I suppose no harm ever came of a girl getting warrior training before she went to the Cauldron Keepers."

"Exactly what Braith said," the king replied, with open relief. He sprang to his feet. "Then, by your leave, I'll have her with me for the rest of the races. She can't see too much of them, and perhaps she can make herself useful with the boys."

"Wait-" The queen beckoned to Mag. "Put Gwen into a good tunic and short kirtle, or trews if you can find them to fit her. She's to help with the racers by the king's command."

"I'll help you look!" Gwen exclaimed, her cauldron of happiness overflowing. She pulled up her skirts and ran back to the castle.

Gwen spent the remainder of the day at her father's side, being quiet, obedient, doing exactly what she was told, even though what she wanted wanted to do was to poke her nose into everything. She was occasionally allowed to lead horses to cool them as she had for Braith, but most of the time she kept strictly in her father's shadow and said nothing at all unless it was "Aye, sir" or "No, sir." And even though she got hungry and thirsty, she didn't run back to the tables, not even when the wind brought aromas that made her stomach growl. She kept her ears open too, to the opinions of the owners and drivers about various pairs or horse and rider. The races made her forget her growling stomach, even if they weren't as exciting as Braith's were, and she tried to see what it was that others had talked about as the horses thundered down to the turn and back again. As the afternoon went on, the horses pounded the gra.s.s on the improvised track to fragments, and raised more and more dust every time they ran. The horses were covered in a fine coat of the stuff, which streaked as they worked up a sweat. The King's grays would have looked a sad sight if they'd still been racing. to do was to poke her nose into everything. She was occasionally allowed to lead horses to cool them as she had for Braith, but most of the time she kept strictly in her father's shadow and said nothing at all unless it was "Aye, sir" or "No, sir." And even though she got hungry and thirsty, she didn't run back to the tables, not even when the wind brought aromas that made her stomach growl. She kept her ears open too, to the opinions of the owners and drivers about various pairs or horse and rider. The races made her forget her growling stomach, even if they weren't as exciting as Braith's were, and she tried to see what it was that others had talked about as the horses thundered down to the turn and back again. As the afternoon went on, the horses pounded the gra.s.s on the improvised track to fragments, and raised more and more dust every time they ran. The horses were covered in a fine coat of the stuff, which streaked as they worked up a sweat. The King's grays would have looked a sad sight if they'd still been racing.

There were prizes for every race, but Gwen came to understand that the one that Braith had won was very special and had been arranged far, far ahead of time: the king's two pairs against the two finest pairs of those of his war chiefs who cared to match him. The rest were races among whoever brought a team and cared to challenge.

Finally the ridden races were over, and the best four pairs of all battled for the prize of the day: for the horses, silver bridle and harness ornaments; for the driver, a silver torque like the one Braith had won and a plain silver cloak-brooch; for the owner, if he was not the driver, a cloak-brooch worked in the image of Epona in her White Horse aspect, with a gemstone for an eye. Truly fine prizes, and there were many comments of admiration as they were pa.s.sed around.

Gwen expected Braith to race for these as well, but to her surprise, the warrior was nowhere to be seen, and her horses must have been taken away for they were no longer at the picket line.

"I am surprised Braith is not here," said one of the war chiefs, echoing Gwen's surprise.

"I asked her not to run," replied Hydd ap Kai, the chief to whom the pair belonged. "It's said there might be trouble on our border before the snows fall, and I'd not have my best pair or driver not at my disposal if there is. This last race is dangerous. Drivers are like to push their pairs because it is is the last race, and horses are tired." the last race, and horses are tired."

The king nodded sagely. "That is why my grays are not running," he said. And then laughed. "Besides, I would not have it whispered behind hands for the rest of the year that my pair won only because the other horses were tired!"

All the men laughed at that. "And another good reason for Braith not to run," agreed Hydd. "Whoever takes the prize will know he took it fairly, and those who lose will know they lost it fairly."

The last four teams lined up, and the crowd fell silent. The four drivers leaned forward a little, knees loose, eyes on the turn at the far end of the course. Their teams had all been given a rest and been wiped down. And now it was not just the men who were gathered to watch the race; word had spread that this was the prize race, and the boys and young men had come from the contests, the older women from their cooking and talk, the maidens and the few maiden warriors from their dances and flirtations and contests of their own. They lined the side of the course nearest the camp, leaving the other free so that a team in trouble had a side to pull off to without endangering the spectators. The tension in the air made Gwen's heart race, and her mouth felt as if it were full of dust.

The king solemnly stepped forward; with deliberation, he eyed each of the drivers in turn, then, looking at the sky so that he could not have been said to have cued a driver before time, waited until all was so still that only the distant metallic clatter of the rooks on the castle roof broke the silence, and then he shouted.

The teams shot off, showing no sign of being weary. Without Braith driving, without her father's precious grays at risk, Gwen was able to simply watch them with the same excitement as everyone else.

The cheering started immediately, and did not abate; even if someone had not had a favorite before this race began, he'd picked a favorite by the time the horses were halfway to the grove.

The flags went up and the teams turned; it was a close race, so close that at this point anyone could win.

And then one of the two centermost teams stumbled.

The crowd gasped as one; for a moment the heads of the horses vanished under the dust, and Gwen's heart stopped. Had they fallen? Had one of the horses, Epona forbid, broken a leg? That would be a terrible omen as well as a disaster-and worse still would be if the chariot had gone over, the driver thrown, to break a leg, an arm-a back-his head- That had happened once a few years ago; she had been too little to be allowed near the course, but she remembered it, the wails of the women, the lamenting around the body, brought back to lie in solemn state on a swiftly cleared table. And that had been a horrible winter too- But her heart leaped as the horses' heads appeared again, far behind the others but not down-they moved slowly off the course, the off-side one limping, but that was the worst of it, pulled up lame.

She turned her attention back to the remaining teams, who thundered on, until with one tremendous effort, the team that had been farthest behind leaped forward, while the crowd screamed. Gwen shouted; the horses strained, and at the very last moment, they pulled a head-length in front of the team that had been winning.