General Bounce Part 3

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The wealthy manufacturer's lady thought Captain D'Orville very absent and _distrait_ next day in the gardens; but from that time till he went on leave he devoted himself exclusively to her service, and she never dreamed that there was such a being in the world as the handsome governess at Miss Primrose's, or the loss that establishment had sustained in its junior a.s.sistant's departure.

And now Mary had been long dragging on her weary existence as a music-mistress in London. Miss Primrose's severe comments on the impropriety of evening walks with cavalry officers led to a dignified rejoinder from her teacher, and the conversation terminated in a small arrear of salary being paid up, and Mary's wardrobe (with the exception of a certain very handsome dress, afterwards sold cheap as "returned") being packed for travelling. In London she obtained sufficient employment to keep her from starving, and that was about all. A situation as "Governess in a private family" was advertised for, and again and again she was disappointed in obtaining one, till at length hearing accidentally that Mrs. Kettering was in want of a "finis.h.i.+ng governess" for Blanche, Mary Delaval proceeded to the town-house to make inquiries, and failing to obtain even the wished-for address, was returning in hopeless despondency, when she encountered the impertinences we have already detailed, and which were alone wanting to fill the bitter cup of dependency to overflowing.

Poor Mary! hers was "a black cloud" through which it was indeed difficult to see "the silver lining."

CHAPTER IV

"LIBITINA"

THE DROWNING MAN CATCHES AT A BOAT-HOOK--A BRITISH FISHERMAN--THE MOTHER STRUCK DOWN--THE SICK-ROOM--WATCH AND WARD--THE VISITOR THAT WILL NOT BE DENIED--A PRESSING SUITOR--THE CHIEF MOURNER

To keep a gentleman waiting any length of time, either in hot water or cold, is decidedly a breach of the laws of politeness, to repair which we must return as speedily as possible to "Cousin Charlie" and his friend, lying somewhat limp and blue at the bottom of "Hairblower's"

dinghy; this worthy, under Providence, having been the means of saving the rash swimmer and the gallant boy who strove to rescue him from an untimely death, which a very few seconds more of submersion would have made a certainty. That Hairblower's boat-hook should have been ready at the nick of time was one of those "circ.u.mstances," as he called them, which he designated "special," and turned upon the fact of his having started a party of amateurs in the morning on a sort of marine picnic, from which they had returned prematurely, the gala proving a failure, with no greater loss than that of a spare oar and one or two small casks belonging to the seaman. It was on the hopeless chance of picking up these "waifs and strays" as they drifted down with the tide, that "Hairblower" was paddling about in a shallow skiff, denominated "a dinghy," when his attention was arrested by an adventurous swimmer striking boldly out at a long distance from the beach. As he said himself, "There's no depending on these gentlemen, so I thought it very likely I might be wanted, and stood 'off and on'

till I saw Mr. Hardingstone making signals of distress. It's no joke that cramp isn't, half-a-mile out at sea; and I might have been too late with the boat-hook if it hadn't been for Master Charles--dear, dear, there's stuff in that lad you might cut an admiral out of, and they're going to make 'a soger' of him!"

He had contrived to pull the two exhausted swimmers into his little craft; and although Charlie very soon recovered himself, his friend, who was farther gone in his salt-water potations, gave them both some uneasiness before he came thoroughly to his senses.

Whilst our hardy seaman is putting them upon their legs, and administering hot brandy-and-water in a fisherman's house near the beach, we may spare a few lines to give some account of "Hairblower,"

and the qualities by which he earned that peculiar designation. Born and bred a fisherman, one of that daring race with which our sea-board swarms, and from which Her Majesty's navy and the British merchant service recruit their best men, he was brought up from his very childhood to make the boat his cradle, and the wave his home. Wet or dry, calm or stormy, blow high, blow low, with a plank beneath his foot, and a few threads of canvas over his head, he was in his element; and long ere he reached the full strength of manhood he was known for the most reckless of all, even amongst those daring spirits who seem to think life by far the least valuable of their earthly possessions. Twice, as a boy, had he _volunteered_ to make up the crew of a lifeboat when the oldest hands were eyeing with doubtful glances that white, seething surf through which they would have to make their way to the angry, leaden sea beyond; and the men of Deal themselves, those heroes of the deep, acknowledged, with the abrupt freemasonry of the brave, that "the lad was as tough as pin-wire, _heart_ to the backbone." His carelessness of weather soon became proverbial, and his friends often expostulated with him on his rashness in remaining out at sea with a craft by no means qualified to encounter the sudden squalls of the Channel, or the heavy seas which come surging up from the Atlantic in a real Sou'-Wester. His uncle at length promised to a.s.sist him in building a lugger of somewhat heavier tonnage than the yawl he was accustomed to risk, and the _Spanking Sally_, of ill-fated memory, was the result. On the first occasion that the young skipper exultingly stamped his foot on a deck he could really call his own, he earned the nickname by which he was afterwards distinguished. His uncle expressed a hope that the owner would now be a trifle more careful in his ventures, and suggested that when it blew hard, and there was a heavy cargo on board, it was good seamans.h.i.+p to run for the nearest port. "Blow," repeated the gallant lad, while he pa.s.sed his fingers through thick glossy curls that the breeze was even then lifting from his forehead--"Blow, uncle! you'll never catch me putting _my_ helm down for weather, till it comes on stiff enough to blow every one of these hairs clean out of my figure-head!" From that hour, and ever afterwards, he was known by the _sobriquet_ of Hairblower, and as such we verily believe he had almost forgotten his own original name.

Hardingstone was soon sufficiently recovered to walk back to his hotel, and with his strong frame and const.i.tution scouted the idea of any ill effects arising from what he called "a mere ducking." Once, however, on their way home, he pressed Charlie's hand, and with a tear in his eye--strange emotion for him to betray--whispered, "Charlie, you've the pluck of the devil; you've saved my life, and I shall never forget it." We are an undemonstrative people: on the stage, or in a book, here would have been an opportunity for a perfect oration about grat.i.tude, generosity, and eternal friends.h.i.+p; but not so in real life; we cannot spare more than a sentence to acknowledge our rescue from ruin or destruction, and we are so afraid of being thought "humbugs," that we make even that sentence as cold as possible.

Mrs. Kettering, though, was a lady of a different disposition. She was in a terrible taking when her nephew returned, and she observed the feverish remains of past excitement, which the boy was unable to conceal. Bit by bit she drew from him the whole history of his gallant efforts to save Hardingstone, and the narrow escape they both had of drowning; and as Charlie finished his recital, and Blanche's eyes sparkled through her tears in admiration of his heroism, Mrs.

Kettering rang the bell twice for Gingham, and went off into strong hysterics.

"Dear me, miss, how providential!" said the Abigail, an hour or so afterwards, popping her head into the drawing-room, where Blanche and Charlie were awaiting news of his aunt, having left her to "keep quiet"--"Dr. Globus is down here for a holiday, and Missus bid me send for him if she wasn't any better, and now she _isn't_ any better. What shall I do?"

"Send for him, I should think," said Charlie, and forthwith despatched a messenger in quest of the doctor, whilst Blanche ran up-stairs to mamma's room with a beating heart and an aching presentiment, such as often foretells too truly the worst we have to apprehend.

The curtains were drawn round Mrs. Kettering's bed, and Blanche, hoping it might only be one of the nervous attacks to which her mother was subject, put them gently aside to see if she was sleeping. Even that young, inexperienced girl was alarmed at the dark flush on the patient's face, and the heavy snorting respirations she seemed to draw with such difficulty.

"O mamma, mamma!" said she, laying her head on the pillow by her mother's side, "what is it? I beseech you to tell me! Dear mamma, what can we do to help you?"

Mrs. Kettering turned her eyes upon her daughter, but the pupils were distorted as though from some pressure on the brain, and she strove to articulate in vain. Blanche, in an agony of fear, rushed to the bell-rope, and brought Gingham and Charlie running up hardly less alarmed than herself. What could the lad do in a case like this? With the impetuosity of his character, he took his hat and hastened to Dr.

Globus's house with such speed as to overtake the messenger he had previously despatched; Gingham was sent down to hunt up a prescription of that skilful physician, which had once before been beneficial; and Blanche sat her down in her mother's room, to watch, and tremble, and pray for the beloved form, stretched senseless within those white curtains.

She could scarce believe it. In that very room, not six hours ago, she had pinned her mother's shawl, and smoothed her own ringlets. Yet it seemed as if this had occurred to some one else--not to herself. With the unaccountable propensity great excitement ever has for trifling, she arranged the disordered toilet-table; she even counted the curl-papers that lay in their little triangular box; then she went down on her knees, and prayed, as those pray who feel it is the last resource. When she rose, a pa.s.sion of weeping somewhat relieved her feelings, but with composure came the consciousness of the awful possibility--the separation that might be--to-night, even; and the dim, blank future, desolate, without a mother. But the familiar noises in the street brought her back to the present, and it seemed impossible that this should be the same world in which till now she had scarcely known any anxiety or affliction. Then a soothing hope stole over her that these dreadful misgivings might be groundless; that the doctor would come, and mamma would soon be better; and she would nurse her, and love her more and more, and never be wilful again; but in the midst, with a pang that almost stopped her heart, flashed across her the recollection of her father's death--the suspense, the confusion, the sickening certainty, the dreary funeral, and how, in her little black frock, she had clasped mamma's neck, and thought she had saved all, since she had not lost her. And now, must this come again? And would there be no mother to clasp when it was over? Blanche groaned aloud. But hark! the door-bell rings, there is a steady footstep on the stair, and she feels a deep sensation of relief, as though the doctor held the scales of life and death in his hands.

Gingham, in the meantime, whose composure was not proof against anything in the shape of serious illness or danger, had been wandering over the house with her mistress's keys in her hand, seeking for that prescription which she had herself put by, not three days before, but of which she had totally forgotten the hiding-place. Music, work-boxes, blotting-books were turned over and tumbled about in vain, till at length she bethought her of her mistress's writing-desk, and on opening that "sanctum," out fell a paper in her lady's hand, which ignorant Gingham herself at once perceived was meant for no such eyes as hers. She caught a glimpse, too, of her own name between its folds, and even in the hurry and emergency of the moment we are not prepared to say that female curiosity could have resisted the temptation of "just one peep," but at that instant "Cousin Charlie" and the doctor were heard at the door, and as Gingham thrust the mysterious doc.u.ment into her bosom, the former entered the room, and rated her soundly for prying about amongst Aunt Kettering's papers when she ought to have been up-stairs attending to herself.

Dr. Globus felt Mrs. Kettering's pulse, and turned to Blanche (who was watching his countenance as the culprit does that of the juryman who declares his fate) with a face from which it was impossible to gather hope or fear.

"Your mamma must be kept _very_ quiet, Miss Blanche," said the doctor, with whom his young friend was a prime favourite. "I must turn you all out but Mrs. Gingham. I should like to remain here for a while to watch the effect of some medicine I shall give her; but we cannot have too few people in the room." And to enhance this significant hint he pointed to the door, at which Charlie was lingering with a white, anxious face.

"But tell me, _dear_ doctor," implored Blanche, in an agony of suspense, "_pray_ tell me, is there any danger? Will _nothing_ do her any good?"

Poor girl, did you ever know a doctor that would reply to such a question?

"We must keep her quiet, my dear," was all the answer she got; and Blanche was forced to go down-stairs, much against her will, and wait in blank dismay, with her hand clasping Cousin Charlie's, and her eyes turned to the clock, on which the minutes seemed to lengthen into hours, whilst ever and anon a footstep overhead seemed to indicate there would be some news of the patient; yet no door opened, no step was heard upon the stairs. Not a word did the cousins exchange, though the boy moved at intervals restlessly in his chair. The calm, beautiful evening deepened into the purple haze of night over the Channel, the lamps began to twinkle in the street, and still the cousins sat and waited, and still n.o.body came.

When the door was shut, and Globus was left alone with his patient, a solemn, sagacious expression stole over the worthy doctor's face. He had long been the personal friend of Mrs. Kettering, as well as "her own medical man"; and although he would probably have felt it more had he not been called in professionally, yet it was with a heavy heart and a desponding brow that he confessed to himself there was little or no hope. He had put in practice all that skill and experience suggested--he had sent for a brother physician of high local repute, and now there was nothing more to be done save to wait for the result; so the kind-hearted man sat himself down in the chair Blanche had so lately occupied, and pondered over the many changing years, now like a dream, during which he had known that life which in yonder bed was dribbling out its few remaining sands. He remembered her the merry, black-eyed girl (once he thought her eyes brighter than those of Mrs.

Globus); he saw her again the sparkling bride, the good-humoured matron, the doting mother, the not inconsolable widow. It was only yesterday he bowed to her on the parade, and thought how young she looked with her grown-up daughter; he was to have dined with them to-morrow; and the uncertainty of life looked him startlingly in the face. But the pride of science soon came to the rescue, and the practised healer forgot his private feelings in his professional reflections. And thus Dr. Globus pa.s.sed his holiday--one afternoon of the precious fourteen, in which he had promised himself the fresh breezes and the out-of-doors liberty of St. Swithin's. Mrs. Globus and the children were picking up sh.e.l.ls on the beach; his brother, whom he had not seen for ten years, was coming to dinner; but the doctor's time is the property of the suffering and the doomed, and still Globus sat and watched and calculated, and saw clearly that Mrs. Kettering must die.

The hours stole on, candles were brought into the drawing-room, and the cousins tried in vain with parched lips and choking throats to have some tea. A ring at the door-bell heralded the arrival of the other doctor, a stout man in a brown greatcoat, smelling of the night-dew. Blanche ran out to meet him--it was a relief to do something--and beckoned him silently up-stairs. She even stole into the sick-room, and caught a glimpse of her mother's figure, rec.u.mbent and covered up; but the curtains were half closed, and she could not see the dear face. Globus kindly drew her away, and shut her out, but not before the frightened girl had glanced at a dark-stained handkerchief on the floor, and sickened with the conviction that it was clotted with blood. Outside, the little housemaid was sitting on the stairs, crying as if her heart would break. Poor Blanche sat down by her in the darkness, and mingled her tears with those of the affectionate servant. She began to get hopeless now. After a while she went down again to Cousin Charlie, and was surprised to find it so late; the clock pointed to five minutes past ten; and with trembling hands she closed the windows, listening for an instant to the dash of the waves outside, with a strange, wild feeling that they never sounded so before. Then she covered up "Bully," who had been whistling ever since the lights were brought; but she had not the heart to exchange a syllable with Cousin Charlie; and that poor lad, affecting a composure that his face belied, was pretending to spell over the evening paper, of which he was vacantly staring at the advertis.e.m.e.nt sheet. Again there is a movement above, and the two doctors adjourn to another room to discuss the patient's case. Great is the deference paid by the local Esculapius to the famous London physician. What Dr.

Globus recommended--what Dr. Globus said--what Dr. Globus thought--were quoted by the former ever afterwards; yet could one have witnessed the consultation of these two scientific men, it might have been instructive to observe how professional etiquette never once gave way to the urgency of the moment--how the science of curing, like that of killing, has its forms, its subordination, its ranks, its dignities, and its "customs of war in like cases." Gingham was left with the patient, and the weeping housemaid stood ready to a.s.sist, the latter showing an abundance of nerve and decision, when called upon to act, which her behaviour on the staircase would scarcely have promised. Even Gingham was less fl.u.s.tered than usual, now there was really something to be frightened at. Woman is never seen to such advantage as when tending the sick; the eye that quails to see a finger p.r.i.c.ked, the hand that trembles if there is but a mouse in the room, will gaze unflinchingly on the lancet or the cupping-gla.s.s, will apply the leeches without a shudder, or pour the soothing medicament, drop by drop, into the measured wine-gla.s.s, with the steadiness and accuracy of a chemical professor. Where man with all his boasted nerve turns sick and pale, and shows himself worse than useless, woman vindicates the courage of her s.e.x, that unselfish heroism, that pa.s.sive devotion, which is ever ready to bear and be still. They seem to have a positive pleasure in alleviating the pangs of the sufferer, and taking care of the helpless. Look at a bustling matron, blessed with a large family of children, and whatever may be the opinion of the "paterfamilias," however much he may grunt and grumble (so like a _man_!) at having the quiver as full as it will hold, she, in her heart of hearts, welcomes every fresh arrival with the hospitable sentiment of "the more the merrier"; and much as she loves them all, lavishes her warmest affections on the last little uninteresting morsel of underdone humanity, which, on its first appearance, is the most helpless, as it is the least attractive, of Nature's germinating efforts; unless, indeed, she should own a dwarf, a cripple, or an idiot amongst her thriving progeny--then will that poor creature be the mother's chiefest treasure, then will woman's love and woman's tenderness hover with beautiful instinct round the head which Nature itself seems to have scouted, and the mother will press to her heart of hearts the wretched being that all else are p.r.o.ne to ridicule and despise. So in the sick-room, when "pain and anguish wring the brow,"

woman wipes the foaming lip and props the sinking head. Woman's care speeds the long doubtful recovery, and woman's prayers soothe the dying hour, when hope has spread her wings and fled away. In works like these she vindicates her angel-nature, in scenes like these she perfects that humble piety of which it appears to us she has a greater share than the stronger s.e.x. The proud Moslem boasts there will be no women in his material paradise; let us look to ourselves, that the exclusion for us be not all the other way.

Blanche sits vacantly in the drawing-room, and thinks the doctors'

consultation is to be endless, and that it is cruel to keep her so long from her mamma. Charlie puts down the paper, and drawing kindly towards his cousin, finds courage to whisper some few words of consolation, which neither of them feel to be of the slightest avail.

He has been thinking that Uncle Baldwin ought to be sent for, but he dares not excite more alarm in his companion's mind by such a suggestion, and he meditates a note to his friend Hardingstone to manage it for him. Uncle Baldwin, better known in the world as Major-General Bounce, is Mrs. Kettering's brother, and lives in the midland counties--"he should be sent for immediately," thinks Charlie, "if he is to see my aunt alive." Blanche is getting very restless, and thinks she might soon go up-stairs and see----Hus.h.!.+ the bedroom door opens--a rapid footstep is heard on the stairs--it is Gingham running down for the doctors--Blanche rushes to the door and intercepts her on the landing-place--the woman's face is ashy pale, and her eyes stand strangely out in the dubious light--her voice comes thick and husky.

The young girl is quite composed for the instant, and every syllable thrusts straight to her heart as the maid stammers out, "O Miss Blanche! Miss Blanche! your mamma----"

The sun rose, and the waters of the Channel glittered in the morning light, but the shutters were closed at No. 9--and honest Hairblower drew his rough hand across his eyes, as he sought to get some news of "poor Miss Blanche." He met Hardingstone coming from the house, whither the "man of action" had repaired on the first intelligence of their calamity, and had made himself as useful as he could to the afflicted family. "Do she take on, poor dear?" said Hairblower, scarcely restraining the drops that coursed down his weather-beaten cheeks. "Such a young thing as that, Mr. Hardingstone, to go loose without a mother--and the poor lady, too, gone down like in a calm.

They will not be leaving, sir, just yet, will 'em? I couldn't bear to think of Miss Blanche cruising about among strangers, till she begins to hold up a bit--she should come out and get the sea-air, as soon as she is able for it, and I'll have the boat covered in and ready day and night----O Mr. Hardingstone, what _can_ I do, sir, for the poor young lady in her distress?" Frank shook the honest fellow's hand, and could scarcely command his own feelings enough to reply. He had done everything that was necessary in the house of death, had sent off an express for the General, sealed up Mrs. Kettering's jewel-boxes, writing-cases, etc., and performed all those offices of which the two children, for so we might almost call them, were incapable, and which, even in the presence of the Destroyer, are still hard, cold matters of business, and _must_ be attended to, like the ordering dinner, and the arrangement for the funeral, though the survivors' hearts may ache, and their wounds burst out afresh, till they too wish their bodies were laid at rest beneath the sod, and their spirits were away, free and unmourning, with the loved one in those realms with which, sooner or later, we are all to be acquainted.

On the child's misery it would not become us to dwell. There are feelings over which a veil is drawn too sacred to be disturbed by mortal hand. Well might Margaret Douglas exclaim, in the old ballad--

"True lovers I may have many a one, But a father once slain, I shall never see mair."

And when a young, affectionate girl is wailing for a parent, the voice of sorrow cannot be hushed, nor the tears dried, till grief has had its course, and time has cured the wounds now so excruciating, which ere long shall be healed over and forgotten. "Cousin Charlie,"

boy-like, was more easily consoled; and although at intervals his kind aunt's voice would seem to sound in his ears, and the sight of her work, her writing, or any other familiar object a.s.sociated with herself would bring on a fresh accession of grief, yet in the society of Frank Hardingstone, and the antic.i.p.ation of Uncle Baldwin's arrival, he found objects to divert his thoughts, and direct them to that brilliant inheritance of the young, the golden future, which never _shall_ arrive. He was, besides, a lad of a sanguine, imaginative disposition, and these are the spirits over which sorrow has least power. The more elastic the spring, the more easily it regains its position; and a sensitive organisation, after the first recoil, will rise uninjured from a shock that prostrates more material souls to the very dust.

Over the rest of the household came the reaction that invariably follows the first sensations of awe inspired by sudden death. There was an excitement not altogether unpleasing in the total derangement of plans, the uncertainty as to the future created amongst the domestics by the departure of their mistress. The butler knew he should have to account for his plate, and was busied with his spoons and his inventory; the footman speculated on the next place he should get, with "a family that spent nine months of the year in London"; the very "boy in b.u.t.tons" thought more of his promotion than of the kind mistress who had housed, clothed, and fed him when a parish orphan.

Gingham herself, that tender damsel, was occupied and excited about Miss Blanche's mourning, and her own "breadths" of black and "depths"

of c.r.a.pe usurped the place of unavailing regrets in a mind not calculated to contain many ideas at a time. Besides, the pleasure of "shopping," inexplicable as it may appear to man's perverted taste, is one which ravishes the female mind with an intense delight; and what with tradesmen's condolences, the interminable fund of gossip created thereby, the comparing of patterns, the injunctions on all sides "not to give way," and the visits to linen-drapers' shops, we cannot but confess that Gingham's spirits were surprisingly buoyant, considering the circ.u.mstance under which she swept those costly wares from their tempting counters. Tom Blacke, too, lost no time in a.s.suring her of his sympathy.

"O, Miss Gingham," said wily Tom, as he insisted on carrying a huge brown-paper parcel home for her, and led the way by a circuitous route along the beach, "O, Miss Gingham, what a shock for your affectionate natur' and kindly 'eart! Yet sorrow becomes some people," added Tom, reflectively, and glancing his dark eyes into Gingham's muddy-looking face, as he offered her an arm.

"Go along with you, Mr. Blacke," replied the sorrowing damsel, forgetful of her despondency for the moment, which emboldened him to proceed.

"You ought to have a home, Miss Gingham--you ought to have some one to attach yourself to--you that attaches everybody" (he ventured a squeeze, and the maiden did not withdraw the brown thread glove which rested on his arm; so Tom mixed it a little stronger)--"a 'onest man to depend on, and a family and such like."

Tom flourished his arm along a line of imaginary olive branches, and Gingham represented that "she couldn't think of such a thing."

"Service isn't for the likes of you, miss," proceeded the tempter; "hindependence is fittest for beauty" (Tom peeped under the bonnet, and "found it," as he expressed himself, "all serene"); "a cottage and content, and a 'eart that is 'umble may 'ope for it 'ere;" with which concluding words Mr. Blacke, who was an admirer of poetry, and believed with Moore _that_ would be given to song "which gold could never buy," imprinted a vigorous kiss on those not very tempting lips, and felt that the day was his own.

Ladies of mature charms are less easily taken aback by such advances than their inexperienced juniors. The position, even if new in practice, is by no means so in theory, and having often antic.i.p.ated the attack, they are the more prepared to receive it when it arrives.

Ere our lovers reached No. 9 he had called her by her Christian name, and "Rachel" had promised to think of it. As she closed the "area-gate" Gingham had given her heart away to a scamp. True, she was oldish, uglyish, wore brown thread gloves, and had a yellow skin; yet for all this she had a woman's heart, and, like a very woman, gave it away to Tom Blacke without a return.

In good time General Bounce arrived, and took the command from Frank Hardingstone, with many gracious acknowledgments of his kindness. The General was a man of far too great importance to be introduced at the conclusion of a chapter. It is sufficient to say, that with military prompt.i.tude and decision (which generally means a disagreeable and abrupt method of doing a simple thing) he set the household in order, arranged the sad ceremony, over which he presided with proper gravity, packed Cousin Charlie off to his private tutor's, paid the servants their wages, and settled the departure of himself and niece for his own residence.

Do we think ourselves of account in this our world?--do we think we shall be so missed and so regretted? Drop a stone into a pool, there is a momentary splash, a bubble on the surface, and circle after circle spreads, and widens and weakens, till all is still and smooth as though the water had never been disturbed; so it is with death.