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drawled Halvor. He sounded sleepy, and anything but interested.
"Now if you had a thres.h.i.+ng machine that wouldn't work, you'd find out what was wrong with it. You wouldn't give yourself any rest till you had discovered wherein it was faulty. But when you see that it is simply impossible to get people to lead a Christian life, shouldn't you try to find out whether there is anything the matter with Christianity itself?"
"I can't believe there are any flaws in the teachings of Jesus,"
said Halvor.
"No, they were unquestionably sound from the start; but it may be that they have become a little rusty, as it were, from neglect. In any perfect mechanism, if a cog happens to slip--only one tiny little cog--instantly the whole machinery stops!"
He paused a moment as if searching for words and proofs.
"Now let me tell you what happened to me a few years ago," he resumed. "I then tried for the first time in my life to really live by the teachings. Do you know what the result was? I was at that time working in a factory. When my fellow-workmen found out what manner of man I was, they let me do a good share of their work in addition to my own. In thanks they took the job away from me by conniving to throw the blame on me for a theft committed by one of them. I was arrested, of course, and sent to the penitentiary."
"One doesn't ordinarily run across such bad people," returned Halvor indifferently.
"Then said I to myself: It wouldn't be very hard to be a Christian if one were only alone on this earth, and there were no fellow humans to be reckoned with. I must confess that I really enjoyed being in prison, for there I was allowed to lead a righteous life, undisturbed and unmolested. But after a time I began to think that this trying to be good in solitude was about as effective as the automatic turning of a mill when there's no corn in the grinder.
Inasmuch as G.o.d had seen fit to place so many people in the world,"
I reasoned, "it must have been done with the idea that they should be a help and a comfort to one another, and not a menace. It occurred tome, finally, that Satan must have taken something away from the Bible, so that Christianity should go to smash."
"But surely he never had the power to do that," said Halvor.
"Yes; he has taken out this precept: _Ye who would lead a Christian life must seek help among your fellowmen_."
Halvor did not venture a reply, but Karin nodded approvingly. She had listened very carefully, and had not missed a word.
"As soon as I was released from prison," h.e.l.lgum continued, "I went to see an old friend, and asked him to help me lead a righteous life. And, mind, when we were two about it, at once it became easier. Soon a third party joined with us, then a fourth, and it became easier and easier. Now there are thirty of us who live together in a house in Chicago. All our interests are common interests; we share and share alike. We watch over each other's lives, and the way of righteousness lies before us, smooth and even. We are able to deal with one another in a Christly manner, for one brother does not abuse the kindness of another, nor trample him down in his humility."
As Halvor remained silent, h.e.l.lgum spoke on convincingly: "You know, of course, that he who wishes to do something big always allies himself with others who help him. Now you couldn't run this farm by yourself. If you wanted to start a factory, you'd have to organize a company to cooperate with you, and if you wanted to build a railway, just think how many helpers you'd have to take on!
"But the most difficult work in the world is to live a Christian life; yet that you would accomplish single-handed and without the support of others. Or maybe you don't even try to do so, since you know beforehand that it can't be done. But we--I and those who have joined me back there in Chicago--have found a way. Our little community is in truth the New Jerusalem come down from Heaven. You may know it by these signs: the gifts of the Spirit which descended upon the early Christians, have also fallen upon us. There are some among us who hear the Voice of G.o.d, others who prophesy, and others, again, who heal the sick--"
"Can you heal the sick?" Halvor broke in eagerly.
"Yes," answered h.e.l.lgum. "I can heal those who have faith in me."
"It's rather hard to believe something different from what one was taught as a child," said Halvor thoughtfully.
"Nevertheless, I feel certain, Halvor, that very soon you will give your full support to the upbuilding of the New Jerusalem," h.e.l.lgum declared.
Then came a moment of silence, after which Karin heard h.e.l.lgum say good-bye.
Presently Halvor went into the house. On seeing Karin seated by the open window, he remarked: "You must have heard all that h.e.l.lgum said."
"Yes," she replied.
"Did you hear him say that he could heal any one who had faith in him?"
Karin reddened a little. She had liked what h.e.l.lgum said better than anything she had heard that summer. There was something sound and practical about his teaching which appealed to her common sense. Here were works and service and no mere emotionalism, which meant nothing to her. However, she would not admit this, for she had made up her mind to have no further dealings with preachers. So she said to Halvor: "My father's faith is good enough for me."
A fortnight later Karin was again seated in the living-room. Autumn had just set in; the wind howled round the house and a fire crackled on the hearth. There was n.o.body in the room but herself and her baby daughter, who was almost a year old and had just learned to walk. The child was sitting on the floor at her mother's feet, playing.
As Karin sat watching the child, the door opened, and in came a tall, dark man, with keen eyes and large sinewy hands. Before Karin had heard him say a word, she guessed that it was h.e.l.lgum.
After pa.s.sing the time of day, the man asked after Halvor. He learned that Karin's husband had gone to a town meeting, and was expected home shortly. h.e.l.lgum sat down. Now and then he glanced over at Karin, and after a little he said:
"I've been told that you are ill."
"I have not been able to walk for the past six months," Karin replied.
"I have been thinking of coming here to pray for you," volunteered the preacher.
Karin closed her eyes and retired within herself.
"You have perhaps heard that by the Grace of G.o.d I am able to heal the sick?"
The woman opened her eyes and sent him a look of distrust. "I'm much obliged to you for thinking of me," she said, "but it isn't likely that you can help me, as I'm not the kind that changes faith easily."
"Possibly G.o.d will help you, anyhow, since you have always tried to live an upright life."
"I'm afraid I don't stand well enough in the sight of G.o.d to expect help from Him in this matter."
In a little while h.e.l.lgum asked her if she had looked within to get at the cause of this affliction. "Has Mother Karin ever asked herself why this affliction has been visited upon her?"
Karin made no reply; again she seemed to retire within herself.
"Something tells me that G.o.d has done this that His Name might be glorified," said h.e.l.lgum.
At that Karin grew angry and two bright red spots appeared in her cheeks. She thought it very presumptuous in h.e.l.lgum to think this illness had come upon her simply to give him an opportunity to perform a miracle.
Presently the preacher got up and went over to Karin. Placing his heavy hand on her head, he asked: "Do you want me to pray for you?"
Karin immediately felt a current of life and health shoot through her body, but she was so offended at the man for his obtrusiveness that she pushed away his hand and raised her own as if to strike him. Her indignation was beyond words.
h.e.l.lgum withdrew toward the door. "One should not reject the help which G.o.d sends, but accept it thankfully."
"That's true," Karin returned. "Whatever G.o.d sends one is obliged to accept."
"Mark well what I say to you! This day shall salvation come unto this house," the man proclaimed.
Karin did not answer.
"Think of me when you receive the help!" he said. The next instant he was gone.
Karin sat bolt upright in her chair, the red spots still burning in her cheeks. "Am I to have no peace even in my own house?" she muttered. "It's singular how many there are nowadays who think themselves sent of G.o.d."
Suddenly Karin's little girl got up and toddled toward the fireplace. The bright blaze had attracted the child, who, shrieking with delight, was making for it as fast as her tiny feet could carry her.
Karin called to her to come back, but the child paid no heed to her; at that moment she was trying to clamber up into the fireplace. After tumbling down a couple of times, she finally managed to get upon the hearth, where the fire blazed.