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'Eliza is engaged at present. She told Sister Agatha to tell you that she would be with you presently. I met Sister Agatha in the pa.s.sage, and said I would take the message myself. I suppose I oughtn't to have done so, but if I hadn't I shouldn't have had an opportunity of speaking with you.'
'Why is that?'
'I don't think she likes me to see you alone.'
'My dear Mary!'
'You don't know, Oliver, what it is to live in a convent, and your own sister the head of it.'
'I should have thought, Mary, that it was especially pleasant, and that you were especially fortunate. And as for thinking that Eliza is not wis.h.i.+ng you to see me alone, I am sure--'
'You are sure I'm mistaken.'
'What reason could she have?'
'Eliza doesn't wish the affairs of the convent discussed. You know, I suppose, that the building of the new wing has put a burden of debt on the convent.'
'I know that; so why should Eliza--'
'Eliza tries to prevent my seeing any of the visitors. Now, do you think that quite right and fair towards one's sister?'
Father Oliver tried to prevent himself from smiling, but he sympathized so entirely with Eliza's efforts to prevent Mary from discussing the affairs of the convent that he could hardly keep down the smile that rose to his lips. He could see Eliza's annoyance on coming into the parlour and finding Mary detailing all the gossip and confiding her own special woes, for the most part imaginary, to a visitor. Nor would Mary refrain from touching on the Reverend Mother's shortcomings. He was so much amused that he might have smiled if it had not suddenly come to his mind that Mary might leave the convent and insist on living with him; and a little scared he began to think of what he could say to pacify her, remembering in the midst of his confusion and embarra.s.sment that Mary was professed last year, and therefore could not leave the convent; and this knowledge filled him with such joy that he could not keep back the words, but must remind his sister that she had had ample opportunity of considering if she were suited to the religious life.
'You see, Mary, you should have thought of all this before you were professed.'
'I shan't take my final vows till next year.'
'But, my dear Mary, once a woman has taken the black veil ... it is the same thing, you know.'
'Not quite, otherwise there would be no meaning in the delay.'
'You don't mean to say that you're thinking of leaving the convent, Mary?'
'Not exactly, but it is very hard on me, Oliver. I was thinking of writing to you, but I hoped that you would come to see us. You have been a long time now without coming.'
'Well, Mary--'
'Eliza loves ruling everybody, and just because I am her sister she is harder on me than anyone else. Only the other day she was furious with me because I stopped at confession a few minutes longer than usual. "I think," she said, "you might spare Father Higgins your silly scruples."
Now, how is one to stop in a convent if one's own sister interferes in one's confessions?'
'Well, Mary, what are you thinking of doing?'
'There are some French nuns who have just come over and want to open a school, and are looking for Irish subjects. I was thinking they'd like to have me. You see, I wouldn't have to go through the novitiate again, for they want an experienced person to teach them English and to mind the school for them. It is really a mistake to be under one's own sister.'
At that moment the door opened and Eliza came in, apologizing for having kept her brother so long waiting.
'You see, my dear Oliver, I've had two mothers here this morning, and you know what parents are. I suppose Mary has told you about our difficulties. Now, do you mean to say that you have found a person who will suit us?... It is really very kind of you.'
'I can't say for certain, Eliza. Of course, it is difficult for me to know exactly what you want, but, so far as I know, I think the person I have in my mind will suit you.'
'But has she a diploma from the Academy? We must have a certificate.'
'I think she'll suit you, but we'll talk about her presently. Don't you think we might go into the garden?'
'Yes, it will be pleasanter in the garden. And you, Mary--you've had your little chat with Oliver.'
'I was just going, Eliza. If I'd known that Oliver wanted to speak privately to you, I'd have gone sooner.'
'No, no, I a.s.sure you, Mary.'
Mary held out her hand to her brother, saying:
'I suppose I shall not see you again, unless, perhaps, you're stopping the night with Father Higgins. It would be nice if you could do that.
You could say Ma.s.s for us in the morning.'
Father Oliver shook his head.
'I'm afraid I must get back to-night.'
'Well, then, good-bye.' And Mary went out of the room regretfully, like one who knows that the moment her back is turned all her faults will become the subject of conversation.
'I hear from Mary that some French nuns are coming over, and want to open a school. I hope that won't interfere with yours, Eliza; you spent a great deal of money upon the new wing.'
'It will interfere very much indeed; but I'm trying to get some of the nuns to come here, and I hope the Bishop will not permit a new foundation. It's very hard upon us Irish women if we are to be eaten out of house and home by pious foreigners. I'm in correspondence with the Bishop about it. As for Mary--'
'You surely don't think she's going to leave?'
'No, I don't suppose she'll leave; it would be easier for me if she did, but it would give rise to any amount of talk. And where would she go if she did leave, unless she lived with you?'
'My house is too small; besides, she didn't speak of leaving, only that she hadn't yet taken her final vows. I explained that no one will distinguish between the black veil and final vows. Am I not right?'
'I think those vows will take a great weight off your mind, Oliver. I wish I could say as much for myself.'
The Reverend Mother opened a gla.s.s door, and brother and sister stood for some time admiring the flower vases that lined the terrace.
'I can't get her to water the geraniums.'
'If you'll tell me where I can get a can--'
'You'll excuse me, Reverend Mother.'
It was the Sister in charge of the laundry, and, seeing her crippled arm, Father Oliver remembered that her dress had become entangled in the machinery. He didn't know, however, that the fault lay with Mary, who was told off to watch the machinery and to stop it instantly in case of necessity.
'She can't keep her attention fixed on anything, not even on her prayers, and what she calls piety I should call idleness. It's terrible to have to do with stupid women, and the convent is so full of them that I often wonder what is the good of having a convent at all.'
'But, Eliza, you don't regret--'
'No, of course I don't regret. I should do just the same again. But don't let us waste our time talking about vocations. I hear enough of that here. I want you to tell me about the music-mistress; that's what interests me.'