Because I Reincarnated as a Succubus, I'll Squeeze Out Milk Chapter 4

04　今までありがとう。そしてさようなら (Thanks for everything and goodbye.)

My life was good throughout middle school, because Takuto helped me from a lot of bullying and I'm truly glad for him. But, when I entered high-school however, Takuto went to a different school from me because of the difference in our abilities in academics and without his help I, became the target of bullying since the first day and then I became a shut in very soon after that. It became all so fast, even I surprised myself.

But thank to that, I've got lots of time to reflect about how I lived my life, thus far and thought to myself: Is this really okay?

Even when I became a shut in, I still get along with Takuto and don't really need to worry about my attendance since my parent say I can do a correspondence education from home.

But….

But is this really okay? Is it really fine to keep getting help from those around you forever? That's why I made up my mind.

I will try harder in my next life. (TL note: facepalmintenstify)

It's the same meaning as "I'll start my diet tomorrow", I did think about committing suicide, but I don't even have the courage to take my own life.

Or if not tomorrow then I will start next week, is what I thought but I won't be a shut in if I can actually do what I should be doing in the first place.

In other words, I wish to get reincarnated into another world. Especially a fantasy kind.

If I get to be reborn as a human, then no matter what I will not be the same subject to this kind of society again. I've had enough of that.

I want to be free from being a tiny piece of gear in the giant clock. That's why I thought about wanting to be a dragon. The type of creature that can soar freely in the sky.

To move on land without a fear of anything, to fly majestically in the sky.

I yearned for that sort of life.

A year quickly pa.s.sed since I became a shut in, leeching off my parents and friend's kindness while doing absolutely nothing to better myself, only spent my days daydreaming.

And the next day….

And the next. …

I didn't even think about reincarnation anymore by that point.

….. It's morning?

The sunlight permeating through my eyelid as if telling to wake up already but a shut in like me care nothing about when to wake up. Alright, let's get some more sleep.

Even without opening my eyes, I let myself get caught up by the drowsiness again…

Mofumofu (sfx of something soft and fluffy, in case someone didn't know.)

When I tried to change my sleeping position, my body came into contact with a slightly warm and smooth carpet-like surface. It was really comfortable so I rubbed my face into it.

It does feel good, but where is this beasty smell came from…

"Mmooooooo"

"Wahyaa!?"

A loud, deep sound ran through my body and make my whole body shake. What was that? An animal? My b.u.t.t hurts like h.e.l.l, a pain unimaginable from falling off the bed. The stars were floating in my sights, an instant wake up call.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a big animal with black and white patterns, two horns, it stood on its four legs with a brush-like tail hanging from behind it.

It's a cow.

Or should I say "THE cow"? It really is a splendid Holstein. It's currently looking down on me with its innocent eyes.

Seems like I was sleeping on its back.

When I look around me all I see is an endless sea of tree, a forest that isn't touched by the hands of human yet. Definitely not in my room.

Ahh I remembered now.

I really came, huh.

… to another world.

But before that.

More importantly…

What was that cute sound just now? Is someone aside from the cow here with me? Don't tell me…

It's impossible, right? Yeah, totally impossible.

But still, let's test it just to be sure.

Taking a big breath and wet my dried throat with saliva…

"………………… ahem, I am Riichi…"

IT'S MY VOOOOOOOOIIIICCCCCCCEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

The pain in my b.u.t.t that's still going strong is now joined by a sense of embarra.s.sment, strong enough to make me roll around on the ground in agony.

Just a thought hearing my mouth make such a cute voice is already so weird I got gooseb.u.mps.

This voice, this voice that would sound totally fitting if it's coming from an airheaded anime heroine… (Earth: hmmmmmm)

It's not like I hate this kind of voice. I actually loved it, if I have a girlfriend (I don't) just the voice would make me 5 times happier but!

If it came from my own mouth then there's no point in it.

"No wayyyy… Just no wayyyyy…"

Even this miserable groan was cute.

And when I saw my hand on the ground, I received a new shock. My hands look nothing like it was before.

A white little hands that it seems like it will break with the slightest of touch.

"This… Is my hand?"

No matter how I look at it, it doesn't look anything like my hand used to be. Absolutely not like a boy's arm. It's not like I was that muscular back then but this change is just too drastic.

I try to pinch my upper arms.

It's soft and smooth.

"Forgive me alreadyyyy."

Because I always envied about Takuto's body who was surprisingly fit so I start to do push-up and sit-up in my room and it became my daily routine. The results of those exercises aside, I do think that I'm a healthy shut in.

And as if to laugh at all my effort, all of it is gone and is replaced with this slender body.

"d.a.m.n it…  d.a.m.n it…."

Having took a heavy damage to my heart, I slowly stand up.

Even though I'm standing the ground doesn't appears to be that much farther from my face.

Like really, it doesn't feel like I'm standing at all. I probably shrunked around 5-6 CM of my height from my original 160cm.

"And I was hoping they will spare me of my height…"

It might depend on the person but if one work hard enough they can regain their muscles but height is different.

As I'm quietly weeping, the cow cry out 'moo' and I, somehow, have a feeling in my heart that it's asking me "are you alright?"

"But you really are gigantic, aren't you…"

Its back is exactly on my eye level. Its firm and tough body give me a powerful and wild feeling.

Why the heck am I jealous of a cow's body?

"Well, my body did shrank that's probably why.. Hm?"

Something is there.

As I hung myself in sorrow I see something.

"What… is… this?"

While my body got smaller, this is the only part that got bigger.

The put fit I'm wearing right now is a white one piece that expose my bare shoulders and extend down to my knees and I'm walking barefooted if I'm not careful the dress might slip down and leave me naked but that's not the problem.

The problem is these 2 white mountains that swell out of me. How can I not notice this sooner?

"my… b.r.e.a.s.t.s?!?"

There's no doubt about it. But to think that they became so big I can't see my own toes when I looked down is…

I gently scoop my breast up from under it with both hands like I would do a newborn toddler.

"Uhhaa…" (lennyintenstified)

The moment I lift it, an electric shock-like sensation run through my body. The body part I didn't have before felt ticklish.

My hands holding it up felt the soft and heavy sensation and the elasticity that make my fingers sink into the soft flesh was really my own breast.

"What cup are these?"

Although I didn't remember much from the s.h.i.+rt time I spent in high school before I became a shut in, I don't remember seeing any girls with breast this big.

Even though my height is even lower than average girl, now my breast is also unbelievably big.

I'm a boy going through p.u.b.erty, even if I don't overly get excited over this kind of thing, it's not like I have no s.e.xual drive either. If a woman with big b.r.e.a.s.t.s walked pa.s.s by me; my eyes would be drawn to them. If I can watch then I'll watch them naked. If I can touch then I will.

But…..

There's no meaning to it if I am the one who have these body. Like my voice, I can't get excited over my own body. If I do them. I will probably feel bad about myself.

Even of it the first time I have ever touched b.o.o.bs.

"Still, this is too bigggggg. It's practically giantttt…"

I'm really crying now.

So I got turn into a girl and thrown into an entirely new world where I can't even differentiate left from right, is harsh.

My hair also seem to be longer as well, I can feel it brus.h.i.+ng against my shoulder for quite a while now. The color also changed from black to blond like the westerners.

"I don't even look j.a.panese anymore, huh."

Why I'm still crying, I felt something rough brus.h.i.+ng my cheek. The cow is licking me.

"You're consoling me?"

'Nope, not really' is what I feel by looking at its face. It's pretty weird. Wonder if I can touch it…"

"It won't bite, right?"

I pet its forehead while it just stood there with its eyes close.

"Hmm… Nice to meet you, I'm Hourai Riichi."

Having introduced myself, even if it's a not much I feel like my worries goes down a little.

"Oh right, you don't have a name yet, right?"

If I remember correctly, it was based on minotauros, isn't it?

And since it gave milk it should be a female…

I bent down to look under it and sure enough, the udder is there.

As expected of a milk cow. It got even bigger rack than me.

"And why the h.e.l.l am I comparing myself with a cow?"

My mood plummeted. Again.

"I was thinking of 'Minota' in case it's a male but since it's female then 'Minoko' sound alright, huh."

I know it's cheap but I don't really felt the need to name it something fancy. It's easy to say and it's easy to remember, that's all that mattered. And it's actually cuter this way.

I'll be leaving with Minoko from now on, huh.

What kind of world is this, the things I have to learn is as high as a mountain but first I have to confirm the most important matter, the milk.

It's a matter of life and death for me after all.

Can I really live only on milk? Or do I have to consume carbohydrates, protein and fat like a normal people would?

"Since this is a really important matter, can't she explain it to me a little easier?"

I got a little bit irritated again when I thought of that office lady.

"Maybe this is a little bit too sudden but can I try milking you?"

"Nmooo"

'Just for a bit' is what I get from it.

I kneel down next to Minoko and grab one of the four teat hanging out of her udder.

Was it back in elementary school? I once have a field trip to a cattle farm and, although only once, have milked a cow. Even if it's only once, I can more or less remember what I should do.

To think that that knowledge will be useful like this…

"Umm, first, the first two squeeze is usually contaminated by bacteria so it's fine to throw that away, is it?

I start to recall the milking process I learned long ago. First I have to hold the base of the teat between my thumb and index finger to prevent the milk from flowing back in…

Next, close my hand start from the middle finger, ring finger and then my little finger. Then as if to pull it out, squeeze it.

I don't think I made a mistake but…

"Why? Nothing is coming out?"

Not even a single drop appeared. Did I do something wrong?

Even though I can get the milk going from the first try in that field trip, even the farm owner said that I'm good. Where did I go wrong… More. I have to recall more of the owner's words.

[Wow, I'm quite good at this! Cow-san is going 'pew pew' with her milk! If I ask uncle owner and keep it a secret from the teacher, maybe he'll let me drink the raw milk?]

Isn't that bad? The me from that time was super enthusiastic about this, but looking back at it is super embarra.s.sing.

"Let's not think too hard about it."

It won't change anything now anyway.

*growwwwwllll*

While I'm thinking of the reasons why milk won't come out, a growl as loud as thunder came from Minoko's stomach.

"Ah, right! You haven't eat anything yet so you can't make milk, isn't it?"

And talking about eating, my stomach also growl a little too. It sounds like a little bird chirping. To think that even my stomach growl is also cute make me want to cry again.

"If Takuto see me this miserable he would probably laugh his a.s.s off…"

Talking about him made my chest tighten. It would be great if he came with me but to say that to him is like to tell a person on the verge of death 'please die' and that's just disgustingly selfish.

I won't repeat my last life. I will work hard this time, for sure.

"I will get stronger this time!"

So the even if I met Takuto again he won't have to be worried about me all the time. My life in this foreign world started now.

"Alright then, first I have to look for something to eat. Will I find fruit or berries if I start searching in the forest?"

The perverted office lady did say that Minoko can eat anything but even a cow would like to eat something delicious, right?

While I'm petting her head, she bent her hind legs and lower her body.

"You're letting me ride your back?"

Her tail swinging back and fourth like a pendulum. 'It's a special offer' is what I think she say.

"Then I'll go ahead…"

Thank you. Walking barefooted in a middle of a forest would probably be painful. I hopped onto her back with antic.i.p.ation, causing my b.r.e.a.s.t.s to shake, and it was a little painful.

After I adjusted my position, Minoko slowly stood up.

"So high…"

My field of vision have evaluated through the 2 meters mark although I'm still a bit afraid that I will fall off, I can't help it but to feel excited about my first time riding an animal.

But I also discovered a new sensation.

It's not a big deal, no really, it's not. But.

Just to confirm my suspicions, I touched my b.u.t.t through my white one piece and sure enough, my suspicions are confirmed.

"There are no panties…"

I really get thrown here with only a piece of clothe on my back, huh.

No, I think it is better this way. If I find myself wearing a woman's underwear I'll lose all of my dignity.

And although I forgot about it for a moment because the shock of seeing my own breast, something in my body way, wayyyy more serious changed. I did become a woman after all.

There's no need to see it, there's no mistake. The strange breezy feeling I get down there make me feel really hopeless. I do want to cry but I have decided to become stronger.

That's why I will send it off without crying.

Thanks for the past 17 years.

And good bye.

Looking towards the sky while suppressing my tears, I bid farewell to my son.

GOOD-BY MY SON!!

*author's note*

*End of Chapter 4*

GOODBYE MY SON!!

(S)he still doesn't know what his face looks like