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"Go down to the chicken-house, and attend to your work," his father ordered him. Paul Judson, torn with anger and self-disgust, turned back to the boy. "I'm going to thrash you every morning for a month. Maybe that will do you some good."
After a few minutes, gulping down the stinging memories and black bitterness against what he felt was rank injustice, Pelham limped out to his duties. As he watered the hens, and scattered cracked corn before the fuzzy yellow b.a.l.l.s scratching around them, waves of self-pity flooded him. He wept into the chicken-trough and into his handkerchief, until it was a damp salt-smelly wad.
Morning after morning this kept up. Now it was in his own room, his father's, the stable, or by the spring duck-houses; now a slipper, a s.h.i.+ngle, the hated belt, or a freshly cut withe. Once it was the stable broom, which broke over his back at the second stroke,--that morning the whipping ended abruptly. He wept, pleaded, excused himself, begged to have another chance; nothing could shake the stern will of his father, and the merciless schedule of pain.
Mary tried to keep busy at some place where she could not hear his cries. But they pursued her from room to room.
Pelham wore his stockings to school,--they hid the old bruises, and the fresh welts. Night after night he cried himself to sleep. And the mother, stealing in to see the children safely in bed, would feel all the agony seared on her heart, at the sight of the tear-channeled boyish cheeks. She worried and brooded over the favorite son, until bluish depressions pouched beneath her eyes, and a hard look came into them as they followed her husband around his home tasks. He, in turn, became boisterously loud-spoken, and made a vast amount of noise stamping on the halls and porches. It was a gruesome three weeks for all.
At the end of this period, Pelham could stand it no longer. He kissed his mother good night, clinging around her neck and pressing pa.s.sionate kisses upon her lips,--it would be the last time he would ever receive this parting kiss, he told himself. Then he knotted up, in an old sweater, his clean s.h.i.+rts and a change of underclothes, three handkerchiefs, his stamp alb.u.m, and "Grimm's Fairy Stories," and hid them under the bed. To-morrow he would leave home forever.
While his mother was seeing to the breakfast table, he slipped into her room, his eyes still red from the morning's session with his father. He unlocked her drawer, and took out of her purse the three one dollar bills he found. On the red book, he knew, he was ent.i.tled to more than eight dollars, but this would do. He slipped in a note he had written the night before, and hid the bulging sweater in a rock beside the front path.
Walking to school with Nell, he pledged her to silence and then told her he was going to run away that afternoon.
"That's wicked, Pell." Her wide eyes were horror-filled.
"Would you let them whip you every day of your life?" He turned on her fiercely.
"Where are you going?"
"To Jackson, or Columbus, or somewhere,--anything to get away from here.
You'll look after my little chickies, won't you, sister?"
She promised.
The girls were dismissed for lunch at twelve, and as Pelham had only half an hour, their mother usually met them at the big gate, and walked back to the house with them. Nell waited till Sue had run ahead, then betrayed the morning's confidence with maternal conscientiousness.
Mary went at once to her drawer,--she guessed how Pelham had gotten funds. She put on her hat and hurried in to the office, carrying with her the boy's note.
Her lips were set, and her voice difficult to control, when she faced her husband across the bevelled gla.s.s that covered his desk. "Read this, Paul," handing him the crumpled message.
It was written painstakingly in the boy's unformed upright script, a youthful imitation of his father's distinctive hand:
"Dearest mother:--
I can not stand any moar whipings. Hollis can have my things wen he growes up. I will come back as soon as father is ded.
Affexionately your son, PELHAM JUDSON."
Before he had time to comment, the mother spoke. "You know I advised against this--this brutal, cold-blooded punishment of my son. This is what has come of it."
"Where is he?----"
She bit her lip to keep from crying. "He's gone; he may be dead, for all I know. He told Nell he might go to Jackson...."
"I'll go down to the station. He can't leave before the 4:17."
"Promise me you won't whip the baby any more...." Her voice shook, in spite of herself. "I'll go with you."
He shook his head. "I'll study it out.... I'd better go alone."
At the far end of the waiting-room,--it lacked half an hour to train-time,--he saw at once the slight figure. Pelham had invested in a bag of bananas, and was disconsolately eating the second. As he saw his father's figure approaching, he wilted weakly back in the seat.
"Going away, Pelham?"
"Yes, sir."
He was surprised at the lack of interest in his father's voice.
The older man sat down beside him, and spoke carefully. "As soon as you want to leave home, Pelham, you may. If you're going to Jackson, or anywhere else, father'll be glad to write on and see that you get a job of some kind. But you are pretty small to be starting out now."
The boy choked a wordless a.s.sent.
"I think you'd better come home to-night, and think over the matter. If you want to go to-morrow, I'll be glad to help."
Pelham rose obediently, clutching the draggled bundle, and slipped a confiding hand into his father's. Nothing was said about the whippings; they ceased.
V
When summer came, Pelham spent his vacation at Grandfather Barbour's home. He made the journey alone, in the conductor's care.
Joyfully he hopped out at the station, and drove up the leisurely oak avenue to the big house. He had his own cool little room again, fragrant with the honeysuckle blossoms beneath the window, and the scent of peach blossoms from the near end of the orchard.
Every summer that he could remember, he had spent with these adored grandparents. Edward Barbour and his young wife had come to Jackson two decades after the first Judson. At first their home had been only a large bedroom and dining-room. Then a porch had been added, and two more rooms to the south, where the orchard began now. The first pantry had been the piano box, connected by a shed to the kitchen and back porch.
The north wing had followed, and the upstairs,--until now the sectional house fitted so well into the trees and vines, that it seemed to have sprouted and grown as easily and naturally as they.
His cousins, Alfred, his own age, and Lil, a year younger, came up every day while he stayed here; Uncle Jimmy's house was visible beyond the last pear tree, down nearer the Greenville Road.
There were strawberries in the garden, big luscious fruit soppy with the dew and gleaming like scarlet Easter eggs in the damp leaves.
He learned to help old d.i.c.k harness up the buggy, or watched 'Liza spurt the warm creamy milk pattering into the wide-mouthed pails.
After breakfast, Grandma let him trowel in the pansy or salvia beds,--her flowers were the talk of the neighbors,--and she gave him a little bed of his own, where portulacca, larkspur, sticky petunias, star-flowered cypress vines, and rose-geranium and heliotrope slips formed a crowded kaleidoscope of shape and color.
There were other occupations for restless mind and fingers. His father might have laughed at his sewing, and openly despised him for it. But Grandmother took time from her embroidery to teach him the briar-st.i.tch and cat-st.i.tch, and the quick decoration of the chain. His mother kissed the grimed, badly embroidered pansy and wild-rose squares that were folded into his occasional happy notes.
On rainy days the children played indoors. Spools,--was there ever such a house for spools! Grandmother had been saving them since the war.
Endless cigar boxes rattled with spools of all sizes, big red linen thread ones, handy middle-sized ones, baby silk-twist bobbins. These were emptied upon the sitting-room floor: houses, trains, forts, whole cities flourished in the narrow boundaries of the rag carpet.
Grandfather kept crayons, scissors, and a store of old Scribners' and Harpers', which were his without pleading. And parchesi boards, and backgammon--the place was a paradise to the boy.
He delighted in long rambles with his grandfather. The old gentleman, after the war, had combined managing his small farm with running the main village store in Jackson. He had long given up the latter; his simple, honest Christian methods of dealing with his neighbors had been supplanted by more up-to-date ethics, although the store's old name was preserved.
The two visited the corn and cotton fields behind the house, the level swards of the pebbly river, the solemn privetted walks throughout the cemetery. Here generations of dead Jacksonians restfully scattered into the prolific, dusty mother that gave them birth.