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"Verses only take you near danger, Pat, dear," she would say; "and look at the things you can make for people! Why, dear, you bring out all their good points."
"You would have me stick my precious little soul full of needles and pins? Oh! you black-hearted creature. Not on your life, Syl! Designing is my job--it gets enough for me to fly on--but I mean to fly! And as I fly, I pause to sip and feed, but fly I must."
For Joan, Patricia felt a strange attraction. The child that was so persistent in Joan appealed to Patricia while it irritated her.
"She'll get hurt if she doesn't grow up!" the girl thought, and began at once rather crude forcing measures.
"A professional woman," she imparted to Joan, "is a different breed from the household pet--you must learn to scrimmage for yourself and take what helps your profession. You cannot stop and nurse the _you_ of you.
One's Art is the thing. Now love helps--love the whole world, Joan, it keeps you young. Play with it, but don't make the mistake of letting it take you in. The thing that threatens Sylvia is her--Plain John!"
Joan and Patricia laughed now. Sylvia's love affair was tenderly old-fas.h.i.+oned. Her man was on the Pacific Coast, making ready for her; she was going to keep right on with her work--her John had planned her studio before he had the house!
"'Love and fly!' is my motto," Patricia rambled on; "fly while the flying is good. Get your wings clipped, and where are you? Sylvia will have children and they will mess up her studio and her career--and look at her promise!" It was Patricia that had forced Sylvia's engagement into the open.
In some vague way Patricia felt that she was educating Joan, not weakening her foundations; but gradually Joan succ.u.mbed to the philosophy of s.n.a.t.c.h-and-fly, and the Brier Bush gave ample opportunity for her to practise it.
From the first she was a success. In her loose, flowing robe of white--Patricia had wrought that with inspiration--she was a witching figure. The filmy veil over the lower part of her face did but emphasize the beauty and size of her golden eyes. The lovely bronze hair was coiled gracefully around the little head, and after a week or so the gravity with which she read palms gave the play a real touch of interest.
People dropped in, sipped tea, and paid well to play with the pretty disguised young creature who was "guessing so cleverly." They departed and sent, or brought, others. The Brier Bush became popular and successful; Elspeth Gordon secured for it a most respectable standing.
"Why, Miss Gordon is the granddaughter of a bishop!" it was whispered, "and take my word for it that little priestess there with her is either a professional, finding the game lucrative, or a society girl out on a lark behind a screen."
Most people believed the latter conjecture was true and then the Brier Bush became fas.h.i.+onable.
Joan reaped what seemed to her a harvest, for Elspeth was as just as she was canny.
"After a year," Joan promised Sylvia, "I will begin to study music seriously. Why, I have decided to specialize, Syl--English and Scotch ballads"; and then off she rippled on her "Dog-star"--the song was a favourite in the studio; so was the Bubble Dance.
And about this time Joan's letters to Ridge House made the hearts there lighter.
"A job!" Nancy repeated, reading the announcement of Joan's success.
"I thought only workingmen had jobs. And in a restaurant, too! Aunt Dorrie, I don't think you ought to let Joan do such things."
"Joan is earning her living," Doris said, calmly, though her heart beat quicker. "These fad things are often successes, financially, and I can trust Joan perfectly."
Christmas was a disappointment.
"I cannot leave this year, Aunt Dorrie," Joan wrote; "this is our busy time. Next year I will be free and studying music."
Doctor Martin was to have been back from the West, but was detained, so Nancy and Doris again helped Father n.o.ble with his hill people, and Mary came over to Ridge House and decorated the rooms to surprise them when they came back from the longest trip of all.
Doris had discarded, largely, her couch. With her inward anxiety about Joan to be controlled, she was more at ease in action and it was good for her.
Nancy's devotion was taken for granted, as was her happiness. What more could Nancy want?
It was Mary who resented this.
"'Tain't fair!" she muttered as she went about her self-imposed tasks, "'tain't fair." And scowlingly Mary still bided her time.
Early in the new year David Martin returned from the West bearing about him the impression of battle crowned by victory. He was jovial and boyishly delighted with Doris's improvement.
"I haven't long to stay," he confided to her, "but I had to see how things were going here before I settled down in New York. Nancy looks fine! She's happy, too." This to Nancy, who was fondling the pups by the fire.
"Well, then, how about Joan?"
Doris, her hands folded in her lap, did not reply.
At this Martin took to striding up and down the long, sunny room. The thought of Nancy rested him; Joan always irritated him.
"When is she coming back?" he asked suddenly.
"She's got----" Nancy hesitated at the word; "she's got a job. She won't come home until she's lost that."
Martin turned on Doris a perplexed and awakened face.
"What's this?" His voice had the ring of the primitive male.
"Well, you know Joan is with Sylvia Reed, David. You remember that girl who painted so beautifully at Dondale? Sylvia has a studio, now, and is regularly launched. She's doing extremely good work. Nan, show Doctor Martin that magazine cover that Sylvia did."
David took the magazine indifferently from the obedient Nancy and dropped it at once.
"Who's looking after them?" he inquired, leaping, in his deadly rigid way, over much debatable ground.
"They're looking after themselves, David." Doris metaphorically got into position for a severe bout.
"You don't mean," Martin came close and glowered over Doris, "you cannot possibly mean that Joan is going in for that loose, smudgy stunt that some girls are doing down in that part of town known as Every Man's Land?"
Nancy ran to the window and bent over her loom. She was always frightened when David Martin looked as if he were going to perform an operation.
"Certainly not," Doris replied; "the girls have a place uptown in a perfectly respectable quarter. Joan shares the expense. This is very real and fine, David. And you are not going to blame me for permitting Joan to do this--it was the only thing to be done. The girl has a right to her life and the use of her talents; this was an opening that we could not ignore. Sylvia Reed is older than Joan."
"How much?" David's voice was like steel.
"Four years." In spite of her anxiety, Doris had to laugh.
"Is this a joke, Doris?" Martin was confused.
"Why, no, David, it isn't."
"Were you mad, Doris? Why, don't you know that many girls are simply crooked while they call themselves emanc.i.p.ated? I am amazed at you. How did you dare! Have you thought what an injustice you've done the girl?
Keeping her in cotton wool, feeding her on specialized food, and then letting her loose among--among garbage pails?"
Nancy fled from the room. The operation was on!
Doris got up and linked her arm in David's--they paced the floor slowly, getting control of themselves as they went. Presently Doris spoke: