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'Undoubtedly.'
'What has money to do with teaching people?' Miss Frere asked. It was the first word she had spoken; she spoke it seriously, not mockingly.
The question brought his eyes round to her.
'Do you ask that?' said he. 'Every unreasoning, ignorant creature of humanity understands it. The love that would win them for heaven would also help them on earth; and if they do not see the one thing, they do not believe in the other.'
'Then-- But-- What do you propose?'
'It is simple enough,' he said.
'It is too simple for Betty and me,' said his mother. 'I would be obliged to you, Pitt, to answer her.'
The young man's countenance changed; a shadow fell over it which raised Miss Frere's sympathy. He went into the house, however, for a Bible, and coming back with it sat down and read quietly and steadfastly the beautiful words in Isaiah:
'"To loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke. ... To deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house; when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh."'
'It would take a good deal of money, certainly,' said Miss Frere, 'to do all that; indeed, I hardly think all the fortunes in the world would be sufficient.'
Pitt made no answer. He sat looking down at the page from which he had been reading.
'n.o.body is required to do more than his part of the work,' said Mrs.
Dallas. 'If Pitt will be contented with that'--
'What is my part of it, mother?'
'Why, your share; what you can do properly and comfortably, without any fanaticism of sacrifice.'
'Must I not do all I can?'
'No, not all you _can_. You _could_ spend your whole fortune in it.'
'I was thinking, easily,' observed Miss Frere.
'What is the Bible rule? "When thou seest the naked, that thou cover him"--"that ye break every yoke." And, "he that hath two coats, let him impart to him that hath none; and he that hath meat, let him do likewise."'
'You can find Scripture to quote for everything, said Mrs. Dallas, rising in anger; 'that is the way Methodists and fanatics always do, as I have heard. But I can tell you one thing, Pitt, which you may not have taken into account; if you persist in this foolishness, your father, I know, will take care that the fortune you have to throw away shall not be large!'
With these words she swept into the house. The two left behind were for some moments very still. Pitt had drooped his head a little, and rested his brow in his hand; Miss Betty watched him. Her dismay and dislike of Pitt's disclosures were scarcely less than his mother's, but different.
Disappointed pride was not here in question. That he should give up a splendid and opulent career did not much trouble her. In the first place, he might modify his present views; in the second place, if he did not, if he lived up to his principles, there was something in her which half recognised the beauty and dignity and truth of such a life.
But in either case, alas, alas! how far was he drifted away out of her sphere, and beyond her reach? For the present, at least, his mind was utterly taken up by this one great subject; there was no room in it left for light things; love skirmishes could not be carried on over the ground he now occupied; he was wholly absorbed in his new decisions and experiences, and likely to be engaged with the consequences of them.
Betty was sorry for him just now, for she saw that he felt pain; and at the same time she admired him more than ever. His face was more sweet, she thought, and yet more strong, than she had ever seen it; his manner to his mother was perfect. So had not been her manner towards him. He had been gentle, steadfast, and true, manly and tender. 'Happy will be the woman that will share his life, whatever it be!' thought Betty, with some constriction of heart; but to bring herself into that favoured place she saw little chance now. She longed to say a word of some sort that might sound like sympathy or intelligence; but she could not find it, and wisely held her peace.
CHAPTER x.x.xVIII.
_LIFE PLANS_.
Happily or unhappily,--it was as people looked at it,--Pitt's free days in America were drawing to a close. There were few still remaining to him before he must leave Seaforth and home, and go back to his reading law in the Temple. In those days there was a little more discussion of his new views and their consequences between him and his mother, but not much; and none at all between him and his father.
'Pitt is not a fool,' he had said, when Mrs. Dallas, in her distress, confided to him Pitt's declaration; 'I can trust him not to make an a.s.s of himself; and so can you, wife.'
'But he is very strong when he takes a thing in his head; always was.'
'This thing will get out of his head again, you will see.'
'I do not believe it. It isn't his way.'
'One thing is certain,--I shall never give my money to a fool to make ducks and drakes with; and you may hint as much to him.'
'It would be very unwise policy,' said Mrs. Dallas thoughtfully.
'Then let it alone. I have no idea there is any need. You may depend upon it, London and law will scare all this nonsense away, fast enough.'
Mrs. Dallas felt no comforting a.s.surance of the kind. She watched her son during the remaining days of his presence with them--watched him incessantly; so did Betty Frere, and so, in truth, secretly, did his father. Pitt was rather more quiet than usual; there was not much other change to be observed in him, or so Mrs. Dallas flattered herself.
'I see a difference,' said Miss Frere, to whom she communicated this opinion.
'What is it?' asked the mother hastily. For she had seen it too.
'It is not just easy to put it in words; but I see it. Mrs. Dallas, there is a wonderful _rest_ come into his face.'
'Rest?' said the other. 'Pitt was never restless, in a bad sense; there was no keep still to him; but that is not what you mean.'
'That is not what I mean. I never in my life saw anybody look so happy.'
'Can't you do something with him?'
'He gives me no chance.'
It may seem strange that a good mother should wish to interfere with the happiness of a good son; but neither she nor Miss Frere adverted to that anomaly.
'I should not wonder one bit,' said Mrs. Dallas bitterly, 'if he were to disinherit himself.'
That would be bad, Betty agreed--deplorable; however, the thought of her own loss busied her most just now; not of what Pitt might lose. Two days before his departure all these various feelings of the various persons in the little family received a somewhat violent jar.
It was evening. Miss Frere and Pitt had had a ride that afternoon--a long and very spirited one. It might be the last they would take together, and she had enjoyed it with the keenness of that consciousness; as a grain of salt intensifies sweetness, or as discords throw out the value of harmony. Pitt had been bright and lively as much as ever, the ride had been gay, and the one regret on Betty's mind as they dismounted was that she had not more time before her to try what she could do. Pitt, as yet at least, had not grown a bit precise or sanctimonious; he had not talked nonsense, indeed, but then he never had paid her the very poor compliment of doing that. All the more, she as well as the others was startled by what came out in the evening.
All supper-time Pitt was particularly talkative and bright. Mrs.
Dallas's face took a gleam from the brightness, and even Mr. Dallas roused up to bear his part in the conversation. When supper was done they still sat round the table, lingering in talk. Then, after a slight pause which had set in, Pitt leaned forward a little and spoke, looking alternately at one and the other of his parents.
'Mother,--father,--I wish you would do one thing before I go away.'
At the change in his tone all three present had p.r.i.c.ked up their ears, and every eye was now upon him.
'What is that, Pitt?' his mother said anxiously.