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"You seem to have very little to say about it; but I suppose you're tired."
"I am tired, but it isn't that. It seems that there is so much to think about. I'll tell you everything to-morrow, when I get quiet again. Not that there is much to tell."
"Then I'll wish you good-night, dear."
"Good-night, mamma. Mrs. Cornbury was so kind,--you can have no idea how good-natured she is."
"She always was a good creature."
"If I'd been her sister she couldn't have done more for me. I feel as though I were really quite fond of her. But she isn't a bit like what I expected. She chooses to have her own way; but then she is so good-humoured! And when I got into any little trouble she--"
"Well, what else did she do; and what trouble had you?"
"I can't quite describe what I mean. She seemed to make so much of me;--just as she might have done if I'd been some grand young lady down from London, or any, any;--you know what I mean."
Mrs. Ray sat with her candle in her hand, receiving great comfort from the knowledge that her daughter had been "respect.i.t." She knew well what Rachel meant, and reflected, with perhaps a pardonable pride, that she herself had "come of decent people." The Tappitts were higher than her in the world, and so were the Griggses. But she knew that her forbears had been gentlefolk, when there were, so to speak, no Griggses and no Tappitts in existence. It was pleasant to her to think that her daughter had been treated as a lady.
"And she did do me such a kindness. That horrid Mr. Griggs was going to dance with me, and she wouldn't let him."
"I don't like that young man at all."
"Poor Cherry! you should hear her talk of him! And she would have stayed ever so much longer if I had not pressed her to go; and then she has such a nice way of saying things."
"She always had that, when she was quite a young girl."
"I declare I feel that I quite love her. And there was such a grand supper. Champagne!"
"No!"
"I got some cold turkey. Mr. Rowan took me down to supper." These last words were spoken very mildly, and Rachel, as she uttered them, did not dare to look into her mother's face.
"Did you dance with him?"
"Yes, mamma, three times. I should have stayed later only I was engaged to dance with him twice more; and I didn't choose to do so."
"Was he--? Did he--?"
"Oh, mamma; I can't tell you. I don't know how to tell you. I wish you knew it all without my saying anything. He says he shall come here to-morrow if I don't go up to the brewery; and I can't possibly go there now, after that."
"Did he say anything more than that, Rachel?"
"He calls me Rachel, and speaks--I can't tell you how he speaks. If you think it wrong, mamma, I won't ever see him again."
Mrs. Ray didn't know whether she ought to think it wrong or not. She was inclined to wish that it was right and to believe that it was wrong. A few minutes ago Rachel was unable to open her mouth, and was anxious to escape to bed; but, now that the ice was broken between her and her mother, they sat up for more than an hour talking about Luke Rowan.
"I wonder whether he will really come?" Rachel said to herself, as she laid her head upon her pillow--"and why does he want to come?"
CHAPTER IX.
MR. p.r.o.nG AT HOME.
Mrs. Tappitt's ball was celebrated on a Tuesday, and on the preceding Monday Mrs. Prime moved herself off, bag and baggage, to Miss Pucker's lodgings. Miss Pucker had been elated with a dismal joy when the proposition was first made to her. "Oh, yes; it was very dreadful. She would do anything;--of course she would give up the front bedroom up-stairs to Mrs. Prime, and get a stretcher for herself in the little room behind, which looked out on the tiles of Griggs' sugar warehouse. She hadn't thought such a thing would have been possible; she really had not. A ball! Mrs. Prime couldn't help coming away;--of course not. And there would be plenty of room for all her boxes in the small room behind the shop. Mrs. Ray's daughter go to a ball!" And then some threatening words were said as to the destiny of wicked people, which shall not be repeated here.
That flitting had been a very dismal affair. An old man out of Baslehurst had come for Mrs. Prime's things with a donkey-cart, and the old man, a.s.sisted by the girl, had carried them out together.
Rachel had remained secluded in her mother's room. The two sisters had met at the same table at breakfast, but had not spoken over their tea and bread and b.u.t.ter. As Rachel was taking the cloth away Mrs.
Prime had asked her solemnly whether she still persisted in bringing perdition upon herself and her mother. "You have no right to ask me such a question," Rachel had answered, and taking herself up-stairs had secluded herself till the old man with the donkey, followed by Mrs. Prime, had taken himself away from Bragg's End. Mrs. Ray, as her eldest daughter was leaving her, stood at the door of her house with her handkerchief to her eyes. "It makes me very unhappy, Dorothea; so it does." "And it makes me very unhappy, too, mother. Perhaps my sorrow in the matter is deeper than yours. But I must do my duty."
Then the two widows kissed each other with a cold unloving kiss, and Mrs. Prime had taken her departure from Bragg's End Cottage. "It will make a great difference in the housekeeping," Mrs. Ray said to Rachel, and then she went to work at her little accounts.
It was Dorcas-day at Miss Pucker's, and as the work of the meeting began soon after Mrs. Prime had unpacked her boxes in the front bedroom and had made her little domestic arrangements with her friend, that first day pa.s.sed by without much tedium. Mrs. Prime was used to Miss Pucker, and was not therefore grievously troubled by the ways and habits of that lady, much as they were unlike those to which she had been accustomed at Bragg's End; but on the next morning, as she was sitting with her companion after breakfast, an idea did come into her head that Miss Pucker would not be a pleasant companion for life. She would talk incessantly of the wickednesses of the cottage, and ask repeated questions about Rachel and the young man. Mrs. Prime was undoubtedly very angry with her mother, and much shocked at her sister, but she did not relish the outspoken sympathy of her confidential friend. "He'll never marry her, you know. He don't think of such a thing," said Miss Pucker over and over again. Mrs. Prime did not find this pleasant when spoken of her sister. "And the young men I'm told goes on anyhow, as they pleases at them dances," said Miss Pucker, who in the warmth of her intimacy forgot some of those little restrictions in speech with which she had burdened herself when first striving to acquire the friends.h.i.+p of Mrs. Prime. Before dinner was over Mrs. Prime had made up her mind that she must soon move her staff again, and establish herself somewhere in solitude.
After tea she took herself out for a walk, having managed to decline Miss Pucker's attendance, and as she walked she thought of Mr. p.r.o.ng.
Would it not be well for her to go to him and ask his further advice?
He would tell her in what way she had better live. He would tell her also whether it was impossible that she should ever return to the cottage, for already her heart was becoming somewhat more soft than was its wont. And as she walked she met Mr. p.r.o.ng himself, intent on his pastoral business. "I was thinking of coming to you to-morrow,"
she said, after their first salutation was over.
"Do," said he; "do; come early,--before the toil of the day's work commences. I also am specially anxious to see you. Will nine be too early,--or, if you have not concluded your morning meal by that time, half-past nine?"
Mrs. Prime a.s.sured him that her morning meal was always concluded before nine o'clock, and promised to be with him by that hour. Then as she slowly paced up the High Street to the Cawston Bridge and back again, she wondered within herself as to the matter on which Mr.
p.r.o.ng could specially want to see her. He might probably desire to claim her services for some woman's work in his sheepfold. He should have them willingly, for she had begun to feel that she would sooner co-operate with Mr. p.r.o.ng than with Miss Pucker. As she returned down the High Street, and came near to her own door, she saw the cause of all her family troubles standing at the entrance to Griggs's wine-store. He was talking to the shopman within, and as she pa.s.sed she frowned grimly beneath her widow's bonnet. "Send them to the brewery at once," said Luke Rowan to the man. "They are wanted this evening."
"I understand," said the man.
"And tell your fellow to take them round to the back door."
"All right," said the man, winking with one eye. He understood very well that young Rowan was ordering the champagne for Mrs. Tappitt's supper, and that it was thought desirable that Mr. Tappitt shouldn't see the bottles going into the house.
Miss Pucker possessed at any rate the virtue of being early, so that Mrs. Prime had no difficulty in concluding her "morning meal," and being at Mr. p.r.o.ng's house punctually at nine o'clock. Mr. p.r.o.ng, it seemed, had not been quite so steadfast to his purpose, for his teapot was still upon the table, together with the debris of a large dish of shrimps, the eating of small sh.e.l.l-fish being an innocent enjoyment to which he was much addicted.
"Dear me; so it is; just nine. We'll have these things away in a minute. Mrs. Mudge; Mrs. Mudge!" Whereupon Mrs. Mudge came forth, and between the three the table was soon cleared. "I wish you hadn't caught me so late," said Mr. p.r.o.ng; "it looks as though I hadn't been thinking of you." Then he picked up the stray sh.e.l.l of a shrimp, and in order that he might get rid of it, put it into his mouth. Mrs.
Prime said she hoped she didn't trouble him, and that of course she didn't expect him to be thinking about her particularly. Then Mr.
p.r.o.ng looked at her in a way that was very particular out of the corner of his eyes, and a.s.sured her that he had been thinking of her all night. After that Mrs. Prime sat down on a horsehair-seated chair, and Mr. p.r.o.ng sat on another opposite to her, leaning back, with his eyes nearly closed, and his hands folded upon his lap.
"I don't think Miss Pucker's will quite do for me," said Mrs. Prime, beginning her story first.
"I never thought it would, my friend," said Mr. p.r.o.ng, with his eyes still nearly closed.
"She's a very good woman,--an excellent woman, and her heart is full of love and charity. But--"
"I quite understand it, my friend. She is not in all things the companion you desire."
"I am not quite sure that I shall want any companion."
"Ah!" sighed Mr. p.r.o.ng, shaking his head, but still keeping his eyes closed.