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"Do you remain long at Frankenhohe?"
"Only to-day and to-morrow. Work requires dispatch, and old custom has so bound me to my occupation that the knowledge of work to be done makes me feel uneasy."
"Do you work every day regularly in the counting-room?"
"I am punctual to the hours, for the work demands regularity and order.
There are every day some hours for recreation."
"And what is the most pleasant recreation for you?"
"Music and painting. I like them the best. But of late," he added hesitatingly, "unavoidable thoughts press on me, and many hours of recreation pa.s.s in useless dreaming."
Angela thought of his former mental troubles and looked anxiously in his eyes.
"Now, you have promised me," she said softly, "to forget all those things in those bad books that disturbed your mind."
"The fulfilment of no duty was lighter or more pleasant to me than to keep my promise to you, Angela."
His voice trembled. She leaned over her work and her cheeks glowed. The delicate fingers went astray; but Frank did not notice that the colors in the embroidery were getting into confusion. There was a long pause.
Then Frank remembered the doctor's final admonition, "Be not like a bashful boy; put aside all false shame and speak your mind;" and he took courage.
"I have no right to ask what disturbs and depresses you," said she, in a scarcely audible voice and without moving her head.
"It is you who have the best right, Angela! You have not only saved my life, but also my better convictions. You have purified my views, and influenced my course of life. I was deeply in error, and you have shown me the only way that leads to peace. This I see more clearly every day.
The church is no longer a strange, but an attractive place to me. All this you have done without design. I tell you this because I think you sympathize with me."
He paused; but the declaration of his love hovered on his lips.
"You have not deceived yourself as to my sympathy," she answered. "The discovery that one so insignificant as myself has any influence with you makes me glad."
"O Angela! you are not insignificant in my eyes. You are more than all else on earth to me!" he cried. "You are the object of my love, of my waking dreams. If you could give me your hand before the altar in fidelity and love, my dearest wishes would be realized."
She slowly raised her head, her modest countenance glowed in a virginal blush, and her eyes, which met Richard's anxious look, were filled with tears. She lowered her head, and laid her hand in that of the young man. He folded her in his arms, pressed her to his heart, and kissed her forehead. The swallows flew about the arbor, twittered noisily, and threatened the robber who was trying to take away their friend. The sparrows, through the leaves of the vines, looked with wonder at the table where Angela's head rested on the breast of her affianced.
They arose.
"We cannot keep this from our parents, Richard. My parents esteem you.
Their blessing will not be wanting to our union."
Suddenly she paused, and stood silent and pale, as though filled with a sudden fear. Richard anxiously inquired the cause.
"You know your father's opinion of us," she said, disturbed.
"Do not be troubled about that. Father will not object to my arrangements. But even if he does, I am of age, and no power shall separate me from you."
"No, Richard; no! I love you as my life; but without your father's consent, our union wants a great blessing. Speak to him in love; beg him, beseech him, but do not annoy him on account of your selfishness."
"So it shall be. Your advice is good and n.o.ble. As long as this difficulty exists, I am uneasy. I will therefore go back. Speak to your parents; give them my kind greeting, and tell them how proud I shall feel to be acknowledged as their son." He again folded her in his arms and hastened away.
The old cook still sat under the lindens, and the stocking lost many a st.i.tch as Frank, with a joyous countenance, pa.s.sed her without speaking, without having noticed her. She shook wonderingly her old gray head.
Angela sat in the arbor. Her work lay idly on the table. With a countenance full of sweetness she went to her room, and knelt and prayed.
Herr Frank looked up astonished, as Richard, late in the evening, entered his chamber.
"Excuse me, father," said he joyfully and earnestly; "something has happened of great importance to me, and of great interest to you. I could not delay an explanation, even at the risk of depriving you of an hour's sleep."
"Well, well! I am really interested," said Herr Frank, as he threw himself back on the sofa. "Your explanation must be something extraordinary, for I have never seen you thus before. What is it, then?"
"For a right understanding of my position, it is necessary to go back to that May-day on which we went to Frankenhohe. Your displeasure at my well-grounded aversion to women you will remember."
With childish simplicity he related the whole course of his inner life and trials at Frankenhohe. He described the deep impression Angela had made upon him. He took out his diary and read his observations, his stubborn adherence to his prejudices, and the victory of a virtuous maiden over them. The father listened with the greatest attention. He admired the depth of his son's mind and the n.o.ble struggle of conviction against the powerful influence of error. But when Richard made known what had pa.s.sed between himself and Angela, Herr Frank's countenance changed.
"I have told you all," said Richard, "with that openness which a son owes to his father. From the disposition and character of Angela, as you have heard them, you must have learned to respect her, and have been convinced that she and I will be happy. Therefore, father, I beg your consent and blessing on our union."
He arose and was about to kneel, when Herr Frank stopped him.
"Slowly, my son. With the exception of what happened to-day, I am pleased with your conduct. You have convinced yourself of the injustice of your opinion of women. You have found a n.o.ble woman. I am willing to believe that Angela is a magnificent and faultless creature, although she have an ultramontane father. But my consent to your union with Siegwart's daughter you will never receive. Now, Richard, you can without trouble find a woman that will suit you, and who is as beautiful and as n.o.ble-minded as the Angel of Salingen."
"May I ask the reason of your refusal, father?"
"There are many reasons. First, I do not like the ultramontane spirit of the Siegwart family. Angela it educated in this spirit. You would be bound to a wife whose narrow views would be an intolerable burden."
"Pardon, father! The extracts from my diary informed you that I have examined this ultramontane spirit very carefully, and that I was forced at last to correct my opinions of the ultramontanes--to reject an unjust prejudice."
"The stained gla.s.s of pa.s.sion has beguiled you into ultramontane sentiments; and further, remember that Siegwart is personally objectionable to me." And he spoke of the failure of the factory through Angela's father.
"Herr Siegwart has told me of that enterprise, and, at the same time, gave me the reasons that induced him to prevent its realization. He showed the demoralizing effects of factories. He showed that the inhabitants of that neighborhood support themselves by farming; that the religious sentiment of the country people is endangered by Sunday labor and other evil influences that accompany manufacturing."
"And you approved of this narrow-mindedness of the ultramontane?" cried Frank.
"Siegwart's conduct is free from narrow-mindedness. You yourself have often said that faith and religion had much to fear from modern manufactories. If Siegwart has made great sacrifices, if he has interfered against his own interest in favor of faith and morality, he deserves great respect for it."
"Has it gone so far? Do you openly take part with the ultramontane against your father?"
"I take no part; I express frankly my views," answered Richard tranquilly.
"The views of father and son are very different, and we may thank your intercourse with the ultramontanes for it."
"Your acquaintance, father, with that excellent family is very desirable. You would soon be convinced that you ought to respect them."
"I do not desire their acquaintance. It is near midnight; go to rest, and forget the hasty step of to-day."
"I will never regret what has taken place with forethought and reflection," answered Richard firmly. "I again ask your consent to the happiness of your son."
"No, no! Once for all--never!" cried Frank hastily.
The son became excited. He was about to fly into a pa.s.sion, and to show his father that he was not going to follow blind authority like an inexperienced child, when he thought of what Angela said, "Speak to your father in love;" and his rising anger subsided.