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"But, surely, after all Miss Fraser has done for you," he began in perplexity.
Faith flushed hotly.
"I know, but--all the same--I want her to go." He shrugged his shoulders.
"Very well--tell her so."
"I have told her," said Faith tersely.
"Well?"
"She said that she came here because you asked her. She said that you were master of the house and she would only go if you said you wished it."
She stopped, her breath coming fast. What was he going to say?
Her strained eyes saw the wave of colour that rushed to his face, and her heart contracted with bitter jealousy.
"I am sorry," Forrester said gently. "But it is quite impossible. After all that has happened, I could never ask Miss Fraser to leave the house ... even if I wished it."
"You mean that you don't wish it?" He was amazed at the intensity of her question. He could not understand the situation at all, but something in it vaguely irritated him.
"Certainly I do not wish her to go," he said.
Faith turned to the door. Her childish face was hard and determined.
Forrester rose to his feet vaguely uneasy.
"Faith, come here."
She stopped, but did not turn.
"Come here, I said, Faith."
"Well?" She faced him now.
"Do you want me to understand that you really wish Peg to go?" he asked deliberately.
It was the first time since Peg had lived with them that she had ever heard him speak of her friend by her Christian name, and Faith winced as if he had hurt her, but she answered clearly.
"Yes."
"Why?" His critical eyes searched her face.
She flushed and stammered.
"Why? Oh, well ... you see...."
He made an impatient gesture.
"If you have no real reason it's absurd to expect me to ask her to leave the house. If there is a reason...." He paused. "Faith, tell me the reason."
But she would not. How could she tell him that it was jealousy that was driving her? She would rather have died than admit to him that it hurt her intolerably to know that little by little Peg was taking the place she herself had once held in his heart.
She raised her dainty head with dignity.
"There is no reason," she said proudly. "Let her stay."
He went back to his papers.
"Very well. Then there is nothing more to be said."
Faith left him without another word. She was blind with pa.s.sion as she went up to her room. She would never have believed it possible for jealousy to get such a grip of her emotions. She had believed that she hated Forrester, and it crushed her to the earth with shame to realize that now he no longer wanted her she loved him with all her heart and soul.
Later, down in the drawing-room, she slipped a note into Digby's hand as they went in to dinner.
He had no chance to read it then, but later when the two girls had left him to smoke with Forrester he found a moment.
There were only two hurriedly scribbled lines.
"I said no this afternoon when you asked me to come away with you.
I have changed my mind; if you still want me I will come.--FAITH."
Peter Digby crushed the little note in his hand and looked guiltily across at his friend. But Forrester had noticed nothing; he seemed absorbed in his own thoughts, and Digby rose to his feet with a little sigh of relief.
"Well, shall we join the ladies?" he asked.
Forrester raised his eyes.
"By all means, you go. I must go out again." He looked at his watch.
"Go out?" Digby echoed. "My dear chap, at this time of night?"
But he was unutterably relieved. Forrester's absence would make things so much more simple.
"Yes, I must go down to Heeler's again. I'm afraid there's going to be serious trouble there. I don't like the look of things at all."
Digby frowned.
"Why don't you cut the whole show?" he asked. "With your money you don't want to waste time bothering about a business like that. Sell it and clear out. I should, if I were in your place."
"No, you wouldn't; and I'm not going to, anyway. If they think they can scare me into running away they're mistaken. A handful of loafers!" The Beggar Man looked almost ugly in his obstinacy and contempt, and Digby shrugged his shoulders and turned towards the door.
"Well, you know your own business best, of course," he said. "But if I were you I'd cut the worry and start enjoying myself."
Forrester did not answer; there was a strange look in his eyes as he watched his friend leave the room.
He knew well enough what was going on beneath his very eyes. He had known before that afternoon when Peg tried to warn him, and he was amazed because he cared so little.