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"That I saved you showed it was not impossible. I had a struggle: oh, yes, I had a great struggle. Not knowing that my character would be cleared, I nearly decided to let you perish lest you should condemn me.
But I could not: I could not."
"Why?" demanded Enistor insistently. "Why? Why?"
Montrose pressed his hands tightly together to control his emotions.
"How can I explain? Something higher than my ordinary self acted for me."
"The Christ, Who is building Himself up within you, spoke," said Eberstein gravely.
"Weakness spoke," struck in the magician. "The weakness of a coward who was afraid to remove an obstacle from his path."
"Montrose did remove an obstacle," said the doctor, addressing Narvaez-Hardwick for the first time. "One which was blocking his upward path."
"His murder of me in Chaldea?" questioned Enistor, after a pause.
"Yes! He owed you a life. Only by giving back in another way what he had robbed you of could he learn his lesson and cleanse his soul."
"Where is the life that has been given?" sneered Narvaez-Hardwick.
"There is Enistor dying. A valuable gift indeed."
"Montrose did not know that Enistor was fatally injured by his fall. So far as he was aware he gave back what he had taken and at the risk of losing his present life unjustly. The sheet is clean."
"Sophistry! Sophistry! You are trying to make black white."
"Not so. Man is judged by his intention in whatever he does. Thought precedes both words and acts, so if the first be right the two last cannot be wrong."
"We are here to listen to a sermon, it appears," said the other man mockingly. "You are woefully dull."
Eberstein ignored the spiteful speech to advance towards the bed.
"Enistor, you are about to pa.s.s away from the physical plane to reap as you have sown, and painful will be the harvesting of your sheaves."
"Tares he should call them," mocked Narvaez-Hardwick contemptuously.
"Not all tares. Always the germs of good have been in your victim."
"A victim! I?" cried the Squire, pride and indignation lighting up his faded eyes, to the delight of his dark master, who approved of the sinister quality.
"Yes," said Eberstein steadily. "Age after age, life after life, you have been the victim, the slave, the tool of this man, who is stronger than you are. By taking his gifts, you have submitted yourself to his will. Break your chain, Enistor: now, at this very moment, a.s.sert your freedom as a son of G.o.d, owing allegiance only to that Power of Love which is co-extensive with creation."
"And by so doing you render yourself the servant of all," said Narvaez-Hardwick vehemently. "Whatever you gain you must use for the benefit of others and not for yourself. Think of it."
"Yes," came the quiet voice of the White Master. "Think of it, and think of how the powers you gain through evil are used for the benefit of your dark tyrant. He does not even give you grat.i.tude."
"I give more than grat.i.tude: my gifts are more substantial. Virtue is not its own reward in my service. Service indeed. And who has done service? I ask you, Enistor. Did I not scheme to place this young fool in your power, and did I not do so? You failed to use the golden moment properly and crush him, or you would by now have been wealthy, by regaining your lost property, and he would have been waiting his trial in prison. Have I not rendered you a great service? Do I not deserve grat.i.tude in return?"
"Grat.i.tude for ruining me," said Enistor, wincing at the fiery glances cast upon him. "You ask too much. You have plotted and planned, it is true, but your schemes have been brought to naught."
"By you," said Narvaez-Hardwick scornfully, "since you failed to grasp the prize I placed within your reach."
"It was Douglas who conquered," said Alice suddenly. "He chose the good instead of the evil, and hate was overcome by love. Father," she moved forward swiftly to kneel beside the bed, "you have no bitterness against Douglas now: you cannot have since he has saved your life."
"For the moment," scoffed the magician, "a pretty saving truly."
"I have had a terrible time since regaining my senses," said the Squire feebly. "All my old life has been broken up, and I am beginning to see things in a new light. Love is stronger than Hate, I admit that, since Montrose acted so unselfishly as he did. Douglas," he held out a trembling hand, which the young man gladly took, "I thank you for what you have done, and I ask you to forgive me."
"Willingly! Willingly," said Montrose, with fervour. "If we had only understood one another better, you would not now be dying."
"There is no question of dying," cried Narvaez-Hardwick, furious to see how his empire was slipping from his grasp. "Don't hearken to this weak babble, Enistor. Listen, I can cure you: I can make you as well as ever you were."
The girl and her lover started up with incredulous looks and Enistor gasped in amazement. "Can he do this?" he demanded, looking at Eberstein.
"Yes," a.s.sented the other calmly. "His knowledge is great, even though it is wrongly used."
"Wrongly used to cure the sick? Ha! What of your Master who saved the lives of those past human aid?"
"He saved through the power of love, and left those He saved free. You would use that same power after your own evil fas.h.i.+on, changing its good into bad, so that you can bind Enistor the more closely to you as a slave."
"Slave! Slave! What parrot repet.i.tion. Always slave: victim: tool! Lies, I tell you, Enistor, lies. You are my friend. If I did make you suffer, it was to test your strength, so that you might become strong enough to handle those great powers which I use. I can make you omnipotent as I am myself."
"Omnipotent," echoed the Squire doubtfully. "How can that be when you were struck down in your moment of triumph?"
"I was taken by surprise," said Narvaez-Hardwick sullenly. "Had I been on my guard I could have held my own."
"I think not," observed the doctor gently; then addressing Enistor directly, with marked emphasis: "My son, creation is sustained by love, and where love is not, destruction must needs come. By pandering to self, this man has acquired a small empire, which he has cut off from the great one of G.o.d. His force is only that little which he has gained and which he is strong enough to hold. But my force," Eberstein stood up very straightly, "is the force of the whole, which is necessarily greater than the force of the part acquired by Narvaez. Through me, as through all who strive to work selflessly, the mighty power of love is poured, for the benefit of those who need aid. Only this can give you power, and will you consent to be a slave in the petty kingdom of this man, which will be destroyed when his measure is full?"
"It will never be destroyed," cried the magician, hatefully proud. "For centuries I have endured alone, defying all."
"You seek isolation, and isolation you shall have," said Eberstein sadly. "Life after life you are building thicker and thicker the prison-house which shuts you in from the source of all life. Oh, my Brother, have we not pleaded with you again and again to repent, and turn to Him who alone sustains the worlds, and you will not, in your mad pride of self. Rapidly and surely you are descending into the Abyss, and would drag this man with you. But so great is the Love of Christ, who died for you and for all, that He will forgive you even at the eleventh hour, as He forgives this poor mortal."
"I haven't asked for forgiveness!" growled Enistor savagely.
"No. Don't be so weak," said Narvaez-Hardwick eagerly. "Eberstein talks rubbish. If you turn to his foolish ways will he save your life?"
"No," said the doctor with decision. "Enistor must pa.s.s on to exhaust the evil that he has made by suffering. But in that necessary suffering he will be supported and aided by Him who suffered Himself."
"There," the magician turned triumphantly towards Enistor, "you see that he can only promise pain. A nice bribe for you to turn into a silly saint, isn't it, my friend? Now I"--the man's voice became dangerously persuasive and bland--"I can make you whole again by curing your hurt and renewing your vital powers. You have heard Eberstein admit that I can do so. Then, since you have stood the tests of inflicted pain, which were necessary, I can now instruct you in the higher magic, which will give you power over men. Also I can make you rich. Let this money of your sister's remain with Montrose and let him marry your daughter and pa.s.s out of your life. You and I, my dear friend, will go to Spain, and there you shall share in my greatness. Together we shall sway this generation, making and unmaking men and nations."
"Don't listen to him: don't listen to him," implored Alice, putting her arms round her father's neck. "Remember how cruel he has been to you: remember how he was struck down by G.o.d: remember how his schemes have failed. He is a liar, like his Father the Devil."
"There is no devil but what man makes for himself," sneered Narvaez-Hardwick. "But we will let that pa.s.s. You have heard, Enistor.
Eberstein offers you death in this world and pain in the next----"
"Through which you will pa.s.s to a wider and more glorious life, when the past has been expiated," said the doctor swiftly.
"While I," went on the magician, paying no heed to the interruption, "can give you a long physical life with power and wealth, and ease and knowledge. Also in the next world I have my empire and you shall share it when we pa.s.s over this time, to return more powerful when we next incarnate. Choose! Choose!"
"Aye, choose," said Eberstein solemnly. "The Path of Pleasure, which leads to destruction, or the Path of Pain, which ends in the radiant light of the G.o.dhead. The narrow way: the broad way: the Way of the Cross, or the Way of the Wine-cup in which the serpent of self lurks."