Memoranda Sacra Part 1

Memoranda Sacra.

by J. Rendel Harris.

TO MY BELOVED IN CHRIST JESUS

It pleased G.o.d, in the days when we used to meet together in Cambridge for His wors.h.i.+p and for personal help, to draw us unitedly very close to Himself, so that few of us are likely to forget the seasons of refres.h.i.+ng which we enjoyed from His presence; and if, by His good providence, any of us meet in these later days, one of the readiest sentences to rise to our lips is the word, "Do you remember?" The papers which make up this little volume were originally designed to the same end, the remembrance of one another, and of the truths which G.o.d taught us. How often were the pencilled notes of one and another put into my hand after some bright and happy meeting, that a few copies might be made and circulated! It is more than fourteen years since this was first done, and the latest fragment of this book is more than ten years old. You can see the creases of time in them, and, indeed, they were never properly rounded. Take them, however, collected and reprinted, as a token (the only token I can give) that the moth and rust of time have not eaten away the affection which I had for you all, and that those two thieves, Change and Death, which were so early busy with us, have not been able to undermine the house of our Love, nor abstract the treasure of our common Faith.

J. RENDEL HARRIS.

G.o.d THE G.o.d OF THE LIVING

I am afflicted and ready to die from my youth up.

Forasmuch then as the children are partakers of flesh and blood, He also Himself likewise took part of the same; that through death He might destroy him that had the power of death, that is, the devil; and deliver them who through fear of death were all their lifetime subject to bondage.

Who is like unto Thee, O most mighty LORD, for verily Thy truth is on every side. Whither shall I go from Thy Spirit, or whither shall I flee from Thy Presence? If I climb up into heaven, Thou art there. If I go down unto the dead, Thou art there also. If I take the wings of the morning and remain in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there also shall Thy hand lead me, and Thy right hand shall hold me.

Therefore when I sleep in the grave, I am in Thy cradle; and when I shall arise up and awake, behold around me are Thy everlasting arms.

So not alone we land upon that sh.o.r.e: 'Twill be as though we had been there before; We shall meet more we know Than we can meet below, And find our rest like some returning dove, And be at home at once with our Eternal Love.

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G.o.d THE G.o.d OF THE LIVING[1]

"Now that the dead are raised, even Moses shewed at the bush, when he calls the Lord the G.o.d of Abraham, and the G.o.d of Isaac, and the G.o.d of Jacob. He is not a G.o.d of dead men, but of living men, for all live unto Him."--LUKE xx. 37, 38.

It is very likely that some of us may have been perplexed in the study of this pa.s.sage at the answer which the Lord Jesus gave to the Sadducees, and doubtful as to whether their difficulties and questions were fairly met by the text that He quoted.

Certainly if we had been told to search the Scriptures for pa.s.sages bearing on the Future Life and the doctrine of the Resurrection, this is about the last text that we should have thought of adducing; we should never have detected in these verses a key that would unlock the closed doors between two worlds and make sunlight be where previously all was dark.

And even if we had been pointed to this pa.s.sage containing the revelation of G.o.d at the bush, we should probably only have seen in it another of the magnificent affirmations of the Divine self-existence, another of the grand "I Am's" which sound forth at times from the mount of cloud and vision. We might even have gone so far as to see how much more wonderful it is to have a faith in which, with wonderful simplicity, G.o.d says "I Am," than merely to have a religion which affirms "He is," and we should have been glad that at any time there were men to whom G.o.d spoke for Himself. But we should not have supposed that the statement had any bearing on our life and existence, or that it solved, or put us in the way of solving, some of the questions that perplex us. Perhaps the princ.i.p.al reason for this lies in the words of Jesus Himself: "Ye do not understand the scriptures nor the power of G.o.d." And yet ought we not to be aware of this, that every revelation of G.o.d involves a revelation about the creature, just as the earth is affected by every potency and virtue in the sun?

Revelation is not merely information about G.o.d, without relation to our own life and being. For instance: both the Spirit and the Scripture combine to a.s.sure us that G.o.d is Love. Is that merely a piece of theological information about G.o.d of which the universe is independent, or does He not in the revelation spread His wide pinions over all creatures that He has made and gather them together as a hen doth gather her brood under her wings? Out of such a revelation the willing soul discerns the New Jerusalem descend as a bride adorned for her husband; the eager soul receives, the wayward soul returns, the sorrowful soul is comforted. No revelation of G.o.d is possible that is simply information without a bearing on my history, my existence, my future. And so with our text we may say the "I Am" of G.o.d involves the "I shall be" of the creature. If one comes to me and says, "I was your father's friend," it may be either (i.) that my father is dead, or (ii.) that there has been a change in the affection of the person speaking; but if he comes to me and says, "I am your father's friend,"

he implies two things: the existence of my father and the permanence of his own love for him; and the one just as much as the other. So when G.o.d says, not "I was the G.o.d of Abraham," but "I am," etc., He is not merely a.s.serting His own existence and providence, but the continued life of the faithful of ancient days. And so the "I Am" of G.o.d proclaims the "I am" of the creature; the soul looks down the sloping years and says of its prospect, "G.o.d is, and I am." And Christ's answer to the Sadducee comes to this: "You are inconsistent in denying the future life; you ought first to have denied the being of G.o.d; but as long as He is, beat His saints small as the dust, scatter them to the four corners of the earth, yet He will send forth His angels and gather His elect again from the four winds, and lo! they are sitting down with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob in the kingdom of G.o.d: for He is not the G.o.d of dead men, but of living men; and all live unto Him!"

Those who believe in G.o.d can easily take heart to look through the mysteries of life and death and to discern glory through the gloom; but the Sadducee did not stand in the line of the sunbeams that come from the other world; no wonder it was dark to him.

Not but what our life is full of mysteries: birth and death alike perplex us; the "Whence" and the "Whither."

He who has studied well his coming and his going, has written out two books of his Bible: the Genesis and Exodus of his book of life.

Birth and death are alike mysterious; they are something like the vails of the ancient tabernacle, each curiously wrought of purple and scarlet and fine twined linen, but the vail of the most holy place had in addition cunning work and tracery of cherubim. So with our birth and dying--we may learn much from either; but death has the greater wonders traced upon its vail, if we could but get into the right light to read them. There is this difference, too, that, while the first vail is moved aside that we may enter, and closes behind us so that we may not tell from whence we came, the second vail is not drawn back but rent from top to bottom, so that we do not lose our sight of the world that is when we are made a part of the world that is to come.

It is through this rent vail that we are looking to-day.

It has pleased G.o.d that the first-fruits of our meeting should be laid upon the altar; He has called our dear Arthur Neale to Himself.

Already it has been said over him, "Ashes to ashes and dust to dust"; it remains for us to take up our testimony and say, "and soul to soul."

Dear Arthur Neale! it has been said that "one cross can sanctify a soul," and he had many crosses; chiefest of all the fear of death. He was something like Bunyan's Mr. Fearing, only his fear was physical, and not produced by doubts as to his final acceptance. But it was grand to see how, at the last, this fear of death, which is, in its very nature, a solicitude for self, was transformed to care for others; just before he pa.s.sed away, he turned to the dear one watching beside him and asked if she was afraid to see any one die.

Now let me read you a little about Mr. Fearing.

"When he was come to the entrance of the valley of the shadow of death, I thought I should have lost my man; not for that he had any inclination to go back: that he always abhorred; but he was ready to die for fear.... But this I took notice of, that this valley was as quiet when he went through it as ever I knew it before or since. I suppose these enemies had a special check from our Lord, and a commandment not to meddle until Mr. Fearing was pa.s.sed over it....

When he was come to the river, where was no bridge, he was again in a heavy case. And here, also, I took notice of what was very remarkable: the water of that river was lower at this time than ever I saw it in all my life. So he went over, at last, not much above wet shod.... I never had any doubt about him; he was a man of very choice spirit, only he was always kept very low, and that made his life burdensome to himself and troublesome to others."

He has sent us his last message: being asked if he had any word for friends, he said, "Tell them all, it's all right."

It comforts me sometimes to believe that, as we advance in the Life, the way becomes easier. I believe this to be the case not only with one who has death at his back, but with every one who walks faithfully with G.o.d. Jesus says, "My yoke is easy and My burden is light"; and I think to those who follow Him faithfully He says, "My yoke is easier and My burden lighter every day."

We learn to live with G.o.d until it becomes impossible to live without Him; we learn to lean on Him, until we acquire an instinctive abhorrence of all broken reeds. We begin with cherubim and a flaming sword that turns every way to keep the way of the tree of life; but we end with the same flas.h.i.+ng armoury turning us from every path except that which leads to glory and honour and immortality and the city of G.o.d. We begin with "He shall give His angels charge against thee," but we end with this, "He giveth His angels charge concerning thee, and in their hands they shall bear thee up, lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone." Such guidance and keeping is heaven; such, too, is heaven on earth.

I have kept a few of his letters from which I should like to read you a few sentences:--

23_rd December_ 1878.

... Thoughts seem to go almost instinctively from the cold weather to the apparent state of spiritual life in the congregations of which I have been a very unwilling member (_i.e. pro tem., D. V._)--the latest invention is a system of feeding souls on historical facts dressed up in flowery English--perhaps this sounds harsh and resentful; perhaps others have not found it such bad food after all.

9_th January_ 1879.

... I do not know that I can tell you anything more than is contained in two sentences from the Chronicles of the Schonberg-Cotta Family: "I feel an atom--but an atom in a solid, G.o.d-governed world, where truth is mightiest; insignificant in myself as the little mosses which flutter on these ancient stones; but yet a little moss on a great rock which cannot be shaken--the rock of G.o.d's providence and love." "G.o.d's common gifts are His most precious; and His most precious gifts--even life itself--have no root in _themselves_; not that they are _without_ root: they are _better_ rooted in the depths of His unchangeable love.

Henceforth let me be content with the only security Dr. Luther says G.o.d will ever give us--the security of His presence and care." "I will never leave thee." And yet one longs to be less than moss, to be a part of the rock itself; that it may not be I that live, but Christ that liveth in me--that death might be swallowed up of life.

7_th March_ 1879.

... It seems that I'm beginning to learn that it is little use expecting to get messages for others, or be able to help them or speak a word in season unless "we make mention of them _continually_ in our prayers," and give up trying to monopolise the Holy Ghost for particular times; _i.e._ the Holy Ghost objects to being a respecter of persons at any time. It remains therefore to pray for you strongly that you may be filled with a knowledge of His will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding quite up to the mark of "rejoicing alway," for this is the will of G.o.d concerning us.... The verse that brings me soonest to the self-despair point is this: "Herein is love with us made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment, _because as He is, so are we in this world_"; the standpoint of "workers together with G.o.d" is a strong one--"it lifts, it bears my drooping soul." To do the will of G.o.d, surely this is to abide for ever....

8_th February_ 1880.

He begins with two Scripture quotations: one from the Septuagint--"the Lord preserveth the infants," in the English "the Lord preserveth the simple"; the other--"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."

It has been an experience of the past week, which I am now beginning dimly to recognise, that the child and the child-spirit are necessary elements of the presence of the kingdom--as necessary as they are for _entrance into_ the kingdom.

And the kingdom consists in the keeping; in conscious, clearer, simpler on-leading in the life of Christ. I am kept because I am a child--when I cease to be kept it is because I become a rebellious child; and of this kingdom and peace there has been no end to-day--there is therefore no hindrance (save a divided will) to its continuance, and thus one is led into the faith of the Son of G.o.d--that _our brothers are not orphans_, and that prayer and work must in this faith overcome the world.

The grace of the Lord Jesus be present continually to energise in us this faith, and to work in us all the good pleasure of His will.