Vacant Possession Part 21

"But what when she comes?" Sherwood said. "She'll take it away, open it up; oh my my!"

"She won't collect it, dumbo, because she's left, hasn't she, she'll never come back."

"What when we move?"

"That'll be weeks. Months."

"But then Mum might throw it away."

"Look, I can't solve everything at one go, give us a chance. We'll cross that bridge when we come to it."

"It sounds feasible," Kari said cautiously.

"Could try it, man," Sherwood said.

Alistair pointed to his chest. "n.o.bel Prize for Being a Clever b.u.g.g.e.r."

"Get the news this morning?" Miss Anaemia asked.

Hardly likely. Mr. K. looked up, fearful, his jaw sagging a little. Nothing came from his radio except strange blips and crackles, and police messages; even when he tuned into "Big Band Special" they were there again when he next switched on.

"There's this man," Miss Anaemia continued, seating herself by the kitchen range. "There's this man knocked off his wife. He's gone driving round the countryside, pretending to be somewhere else-"

"An alias, is an expression," said Mr. K.

"Then he's gone off to the Lake District and dumped her body in a deep lake, and ten years pa.s.s, and he thinks he's got away with it. Then-guess what?"

"But I can't guess," Mr. K. said. "Secret murder come to light?"

"There are the police, looking for some other body completely, and what do they find? This chap's wife, all preserved, just as good as when she went in. And if he'd rowed his boat out twenty feet further, she'd have gone into the deepest part of the lake and they'd never have found her at all."

"For the want of a nail a shoe was lost," Mr. K. observed.

"I don't know about that, but now he's in gaol. Horrible, innit? What do you think, Mrs. Wilmot?"

But Mrs. Wilmot had slipped off, melted away, as if into the wall.

Two days later, when Sylvia entered the house, she almost tripped over the large cardboard box in the hall. "d.a.m.n, what's this?" she said, scrabbling on the floor for the letters she had dropped. "Karen, are you there? What's this?"

Karen came out of the kitchen, eating a chocolate biscuit. "Dunno," she said. "A man brought it."

"What man?"

"Dunno." She shrugged. "Postman?"

"Put the light on, will you?"

"Bulb's gone again."

"d.a.m.n this house." Sylvia bent down and peered at the box. "I can't see any postage on it. It's addressed to Lizzie. Fancy that."

"Maybe it was a friend of hers," Karen said, carefully. "This man who brought it."

"Well, I don't know what she wants to have her post sent here for. I'd be very annoyed if I thought she'd been giving this address to people. Anyway, if she thinks I'm trailing round after her, she's mistaken. She can just come and collect it. I'll phone her up."

"Oh, I wouldn't bother," Karen said. "It's probably nothing."

"It's a big box. I wonder what it is?" Sylvia took it in both hands. "Not heavy." She shook it. "Rattles a bit."

"Probably something from mail order," Karen suggested.

"Probably. Must be some cowboy outfit. Don't even run to printed labels."

"Well, you know how it is," Karen said. "You send for something and it turns up weeks later when you've forgotten about it, right?"

"Or unsolicited goods," Sylvia said. "She's not obliged to return them. I'll tell her her Rights."

"I wouldn't bother."

"Of course I must. I've got her number somewhere."

Karen quailed. They had not thought of this. It had been a case of out of sight, out of mind; they never expected to see Lizzie again, and they had not thought of Sylvia being able to trace her. A diversion was needed. "What's the post?" Karen said craftily.

"It's from the solicitor. Come in the kitchen where I can see." Kari followed her. Sylvia turned. Her face shone. "We've got it," she said. "We can move. Vacant possession."

"When?"

"It can't be soon enough for me. Your father's taking out a bridging loan. It'll probably bankrupt us, but I can't wait." She sat down abruptly on a kitchen chair, suddenly deflated, the smile wiped from her face. "Only what about Suzanne? I don't want to go off and leave her like this. She's my daughter, I love her. And the baby, I haven't seen Gemma since the hospital. It's cruel of Suzanne to break off contact like this, not even to ring up and let us know she's all right."

"Never mind, Mum. You've got me."

"Yes," Sylvia said without enthusiasm. She opened her bag and took out her address book. There was a loose sheet of paper inside.

"I've got Lizzie's number here," she said. "I can ask if she's heard from Suzanne. It comes to something, when you have to go to a scrubber like that for news of your only grandchild. Number 56, Napier Street. That's funny. I should have noticed before. I thought she lived at Eugene Terrace, at an Indian shop."

"Perhaps they evicted her."

"I wouldn't be surprised. Karen, do you have to eat your way through every packet of biscuits that comes into this house? Is it any wonder you've got spots?"

It would soon be Easter. The telephone rang often in Mr. Kowalski's hall. Sometimes he ignored it, sometimes he shook his fist at it and threatened to rip it out of the wall; what was it but a tool for criminals and a source of disease? Sometimes he lifted the receiver, and bellowed down it in one or other of his many languages.

Muriel intercepted the postman. There was another letter for Miss Blank. She opened it. Mrs. Sidney cast aspersions on my writing, she thought; but I can read perfectly well.

Dear Lizzie, When I phoned up the number you gave me I got this man with an accent. I could not get any sense out of him so I am writing. I am at my friend Edwina's and this is the address, but do not give it to my mother. Can you baby-sit Gemma next Wednesday? Ring me up and tell me if you can. She is no trouble, she sleeps a lot. We are all going up to Manchester to see about the squat, because it looks as if it might be on again. Sean has reconnected the electricity, and we have met this geophysicist who does a lot of plumbing, it is known as the black economy. I don't want to take Gemma with me because of the cold, you know what April is, the cruellest month, so please I hope you can. I will be back for teatime and I can pay you.

Love, Suzanne.

Enclosed was a sc.r.a.p of paper with Edwina's address and telephone number. "It falls into your lap," Mrs. Wilmot observed to her landlord.

"What?" Mr. K. dropped back. He was edgy these days.

"No, I mean, opportunity knocks. It's an expression, Mr. K."

"You poor old Wilmot," Mr. K. said sorrowfully. "When the s.h.i.+p sinks, we will be like drowned rats. You, I, Miss Anaemia, all shall go down in the s.h.i.+pwreck of my fortunes, unless our Blessed Lady smiles on us. Those," he added with some satisfaction, "are expressions too."

"Well, I hope you've been saying your litany," Mrs. Wilmot said. "Course, I don't know any litanies, I'm a Metho."

"We need more than prayers, we need revolvers," Mr. K. said. "Mantraps, Molotov c.o.c.ktails. You see new woman in the street, watching out of a car? Always watching, watching, seeing who comes and goes. Always silent, silent, silent like the grave."

"Don't get carried away," Mrs. Wilmot said. "You make me shudder with your prognostications."

"Soon I will lay about me," Mr. K. promised. "I cannot longer endure the agony of mind. My nerve is twisted to such a pitch-" He picked up a fork from the kitchen table, one of only two he had, and taking it in both hands, bent it until the handle was twisted and the tines drooped. "Like that," he said. The sweat started out on his forehead. "Like that."

It seemed to Colin, light-headed in the severe spring weather, that for once things were going his way. His appointment was confirmed, and he was counting off the weeks till the end of the summer term. He had sent Frank a get-well card and a basket of fruit. His colleagues said he was just the man for Frank's job, and he knew it was true. He hugged himself, mentally, when he went into his office every morning. No more s.h.i.+llings, no more pence, no more sitting on the old school fence, No more geography, no more sums, no more beating on us b.u.ms. He had made a resolve that on the last day of term he would go home and turn out every one of his pockets, and blow out the chalk dust for ever, and never never let it back. He would never touch a stick of chalk again, or even engage with the school computer; he would never walk into a cla.s.sroom again, except as a strict noncombatant. He would be a serious professional man, not a registered child minder, and he would impress his colleagues old and new with his suave, considered, and practical advice. He would be the History Advisor; he would be given the best chair in staff rooms throughout the county, and he would enjoy single malts-though not too many-with an obsequious Brother Ambrose.

Of course, there were many weeks to get through first; but they would be moving in a few days, and then, in part, he would be free. Free of Florence, with her wearisome protestations of innocence, for she never let the subject drop; free of ten years at Buckingham Avenue. At a stroke, he would sever his wife from the ca.n.a.l scheme, his son from his gang, and his youngest daughter from the Brownies; and who knew whether the change of air would not improve Karen's spots? Whether Suzanne came back or not, no doubt the family survivors could begin to put together some sort of life.

Sylvia was behaving herself, he thought. She seemed content, wrapping newspaper round such crockery as remained, making inventories of their possessions. She was too busy to rake up the past. The telephone stayed silent. Or it rang; but not for him.

Wednesday came. Muriel had set the alarm early, but she woke up without it and turned it off. Just like the old days; as if Mother were standing over her and shaking her.

She pulled the covers up to her chin and lay there, thinking. Emmanuel had explained it to her, or tried to, before they took him back to Fulmers Moor. The unbaptised child is the lodge of the devil; and wasn't it the Devil in person whom Mother had feared, taking a turn on the landing, peering at them down the stairs? Baptism drives the Devil out; the child gets contented and grows fat. The bad child you put in the ca.n.a.l and the good child you get out are the same one, but the Devil is out, and G.o.d is in. That can make a lot of difference. It's only baptism; a bit more drastic and risky than what you get at the parish church, but there are some babies that are hard cases.

Of course, that was only his theory. He was on the bottle at the time. "Where's this resurrection you promised?" she asked him. He looked pious. "Easter, of course." And here it was. Give or take a few days.

Now the house was very quiet; before Jim got up, Isabel was wrapping her parcel. The expose had turned quite bulky. She couldn't get it in an envelope. Strange that failure should take up so much s.p.a.ce; that foolishness and inept.i.tude should need so many stamps. Finis.h.i.+ng the narrative had not brought her the release she had expected. The more she wrote, the less clear it had become. What were those writing tips she had been given, at the evening cla.s.s where she had met Colin? But that was as unclear as all the rest, all the events of her life up to now muddied and confused by her fear and sickness in the Axons' spare room. The strange bulk under her clothes sighed softly, shuffled, and disposed itself.

She sat at the kitchen table, fumbling with her string. She was glad in one way that she had written it. Whatever happened, it would be a sort of testimony. That day, she was going to find Suzanne, for sure; she would give up the futile observation, and go and knock on the door. She would find her, and talk. Suzanne could not harm her, she could not murder her, could she? Why was she so afraid? She would have a little drink, just a small tumbler of whisky to steady her. She addressed her parcel; she would post it on the way.

Would they be able to follow it, at the Sunday Enquirer? They wouldn't mind, they would print anything. Would they want proof, some sort of circ.u.mstantial evidence? There was the file, of course; the file on Muriel Axon. She had kept that. It had been easier to account for its disappearance, than to account for its contents. But the file did not tell the end of the story. The old woman was dead. The baby was dead too. The baby's mother was locked away somewhere, a person or persons unknown. Was that the phrase? It didn't seem quite right. Her hand shook as she poured her drink. "MANY YEARS LATER," she said to herself, "THE FACTS OF THE CASE CAME TO LIGHT."

Perhaps it would not make sense to the reader. But sense was not her requirement.

She pictured her parcel, travelling in a van along Fleet Street. She imagined the people in the offices of the Enquirer, opening her parcel. Now when people pointed at her in the town, they would have something to point about. Now when they talked, they would have something to say. When she poured her drink, she noticed, she had poured far more than she meant to. She was not going to put it back.

Seven o'clock struck. Jim was running the bath taps. The day had begun. She caught sight of her white face in the dark kitchen window; peaked, blurred, with formless swimming eyes.

And now Muriel was out of bed. She was on her feet, regarding herself in the spotted mirror of the dressing table; the carefully shuttered expression, the drooping lids. She reached out and picked up Lizzie's wig from its stand. Her high-heeled boots were under the bed, her leopard-skin coat was in the wardrobe. It was the last time she would need them.

Miss Anaemia came in from the street, her teeth chattering. "That woman," she complained, standing in the kitchen. "It's her, you know, Mr. K., the one with the hollow face. These DHSS get worse and worse. I know she watches me, but she's never done anything before. I was just going to the post box, trying to catch the first post with my appeal form, and there she was, squas.h.i.+ng a great big parcel into the slot. It gave me a shock, I can tell you. I've never seen her out of the car before."

"And so? What did she do?" Mr. K. asked fearfully. So early in the morning, alarms before his oat flakes.

"So she caught hold of me and pinched my arm. She says, where's the baby? I say, what baby? I said, I wish I had one, I could get rehoused. She says, don't try to pull the wool over my eyes, Suzanne. Suzanne? Who's she?"

"Related to this Blank, no doubt," Mr. Kowalski said with a sneer. "Related to Snoopers, related to the giant who brought the bread that day. A woman phones up constantly, asking for Blank. I try everything, sing down the receiver, rude noises."

"Have you tried leaving it off the hook?"

"But my precious, how shall I follow their tricks? No, we must face it, Anaemia, our number is up. This woman who accosts you, she is the one who looks-so-with the staring eyes, the ghoul?"

"That's her. The pale one."

Mr. K. shuddered. "Have you seen Wilmot?" he asked.

"Not come out this morning."

"She must be given her orders. It is a siege. Please to stay on the upper storey till further notice."

"You won't catch me going out there again. That woman's bonkers. They can insult you, but they're not allowed to pinch your arm. It's mistaken ident.i.ty. I'll sue them." She hurried off, rubbing her sore arm. "There's tribunals."

Left to himself, Mr. Kowalski lumbered into the hall and drew the big bolts on the front door. He went back to the kitchen and locked himself in. Five minutes later Lizzie Blank came downstairs, carrying her boots. For once, she wasn't bothered about giving him any frights. He was getting a bit unpredictable, she sensed. By leaning hard on the inside of the door, you could get sufficient play to draw back the bolts without making a noise. This she did; and, in her finery, stepped into the street.

Mr. K. tipped half a scuttle of coal into the range. He might as well be comfortable now. I could have a hearty breakfast, he reflected; except that he had neglected to procure the essentials for one. But truly, he had no stomach for it. He was sick when he thought of dying; sick and cold. But I will defend it to the last, he thought: hearth and home.

From between the worn cus.h.i.+ons of his fireside chair he extracted his book of idioms. He picked up his pen, and was overwhelmed by a rush of feeling so violent that his hand shook and he was forced to put it down again and recover himself. All the horrors of the last months flooded back; the voices of strange women, the heavy footsteps overhead. The beating in the street, the blonde impostor on his own stairs; the giant, limping off round the corner. Presently he calmed himself; but his hand still shook when he picked up his pen and wrote: Curtains, Swansong, Terminus: THE FINAL CHAPTER.

CHAPTER 9.

It was a wild bl.u.s.tery day; tossing grey clouds, rain on the wind, outbreaks of suns.h.i.+ne. Muriel would have put her umbrella up, but she couldn't juggle both together; the umbrella and the cardboard box.

The baby, Gemma, had been sleeping when she arrived at Edwina's flat. She had left the empty box at the bottom of the stairs, gone up and rang the doorbell. There was no sign of the flat's owner, but Suzanne was waiting for her, in her boots and big sweater, ready to go.

"There you are, Lizzie, h.e.l.lo. She's asleep."

"That's good. And how are you, ducks?"

"Oh, I'm all right," Suzanne said, with a little laugh. She had been heavily pregnant when they had last seen each other; now she looked paler, hollow-eyed, inwardly collapsed. The flat-two rooms really-was dirty and neglected, a near-slum. There was a sc.r.a.p of fraying carpet, then bare boards; windows were cracked and crisscrossed with tape. There were mattresses strewn over the floor. Somewhere a tap was dripping, tip-tap, tip-tap. Suzanne's possessions were in a heap inside the front door; a backpack, a sleeping bag, and a box of baby things. Her face had a bruised look, as if she hadn't slept.

"Heard from Jim?"

Suzanne shook her head. She brushed her hair out of her eyes. "Here are her things," she said, handing over a plastic carrier bag. "Her bottle and everything, disposable nappies, put cream on her when you change her, she's getting a rash. She can have a feed when she wakes up."

"How do you know?" Muriel said suddenly. "How do you know how to look after them?"

"It's only common sense. It's not the mystery that people make of it."

"It's cold here."

"The squat should be warmer. I hope it's all right. I'm taking most of my stuff over on the off chance. I'll pick her up about six o'clock, will that be okay?"