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"Give her another one mil of epi."

"Give him another point three of epi."

Thump.

"Asystole."

And a moment later, "Asystole."



Then the two doctors, speaking simultaneously. "Call it."

Annalise should have been moved up to OB but had been forgotten because of the crisis next door. Now, the voices that had swelled the curtain a half hour before were silent.

The clock on the wall ticked, an animal grinding its teeth. Very slowly, Annalise slipped off the delivery table, walked to the ba.s.sinet, and gathered her son into the crook of her arm. She was sore and sagging, but she had never felt so strong. She pulled back the corner of the drape that separated her from the body of Maria Velasquez.

The woman lay on her back, a tube rising out of her throat like a periscope. Her face and neck were jeweled with cuts and bruises. Annalise slipped down the blue sheet covering her chest, saw the belt of purple welts along the still-swollen abdomen.

Two hours ago, the worst thing in the world she could imagine was coming to a place like St. Vincent's to deliver a baby. She had cried because the labor room didn't have wallpaper, because the doctor who'd been the first person to touch her son had not been raised in a family that had come over on the Mayflower. Mayflower. She had believed that her child needed to start his life in a certain manner, so that he could grow up to be just like Annalise. She had believed that her child needed to start his life in a certain manner, so that he could grow up to be just like Annalise.

G.o.d help him.

Maria Velasquez lived in a city Annalise did not know, one where women were raped and beaten, then left to sink in their own sorrow. Annalise's friends worried about how to seat guests at dinner, how to turn down invitations politely; how to make sure the maid wasn't drinking on the job. If they ever noticed the others struggling to survive, they quickly turned away ... because what you did not see, you did not have to account for.

Annalise, on the other hand, had heard this woman die.

The baby's body lay in a ba.s.sinet. He was the size of a half loaf of bread, his bones light as a bird's and stretched with thin skin. Juggling the weight of her own son, Annalise lifted Maria Velasquez's stillborn boy into her other arm.

What difference did it make if you were born in Lenox Hill, in St. Vincent's, in a tree? She glanced at Maria Velasquez's battered body and swallowed hard. What it came down to was simply that you had a chance to love and be loved.

She jumped when a nurse walked in. "What do you think you're doing?"

"I ... I just ..." Annalise took a deep breath, and raised her chin. "I just thought someone should hold him, once."

The nurse, who had been ready to castigate her, stilled. Without saying a word, she nodded at Annalise and then stepped away, closing the curtain behind her.

The nurse who had been Annalise's labor coach came into her cubicle, accompanied by Joseph, who looked frantic and overwhelmed by his surroundings. She left them to their privacy, as Joseph approached Annalise and stared at the wonder of his son. The baby yawned and pushed a fist out of his blanket. "Oh, Annie," he whispered. "I was too late."

"No, you were just in time."

"But you had to come here." When Annalise didn't answer, Joseph shook his head, mesmerized. "Isn't he something."

"I think he just might be," Annalise answered.

Her husband sat down beside her. "We'll get you out of here right away," he a.s.sured her. "I already called Dr. Post at Lenox Hill, and he-"

"Actually, I'd like to stay at St. Vincent's," she said, interrupting. "Dr. Ho was quite good."

Joseph opened his mouth to argue but took one look at the expression on his wife's face and nodded. He stroked the infant's head. "Does he ... have a name?"

el se llamo Joaquim.

"I think," Annalise said, "I'd like to call him Jack."

July 3, 2000 Carroll County Jail Have you ever really held the hand of someone you love? Not just in pa.s.sing, a loose link between you-but truly clasped, with the pulses of your wrists beating together and your fingers mapping the knuckles and nails like a cartographer learning a country by heart?

Addie reached for Jack as if she were drowning, their hands joined across the old table in the bas.e.m.e.nt of the Carroll County Jail. She touched him with all the emotion she'd kept curtained inside her since her testimony. She touched him a thousand times, for every moment that she'd wanted to walk up to Jack at the defense table and lay a hand on his shoulder, press a kiss to his neck. She touched him and found that even something as innocent as the lacing of their fingers could raise all the hairs on the back of her neck and make her blood beat faster.

And she was so fascinated by the way they fit together-Jack's palm big enough to swallow hers whole-that Addie did not realize the man she was clutching was someone who desperately wanted to get away.

It was when he gently pried her fingers from his that Addie looked up. "We have to talk," Jack said softly.

Addie stared at his face. The stubborn jaw, the soft mouth, the fine golden stubble that covered his cheeks like glitter flung by a fairy-they were all still there. But his eyes-flat and blue-black-there was simply nothing behind them.

"I think it's going pretty well, don't you?" she said, smiling so hard her cheekbones hurt. She was lying, and they both knew it. Hanging over them like an impending storm was the unspoken memory of Matt Houlihan reading that former conviction. If that thundercloud had followed Jack and Addie home, every single one of the jurors was being dogged by it, too.

"Jack," Addie said, rolling his name around her mouth like a b.u.t.terscotch candy. "If this is about my testimony-I'm so sorry. I never wanted to be subpoenaed." She closed her eyes. "I should have just lied for you when Charlie came that morning. That's it, isn't it? If I'd lied, you'd have an alibi. You'd be free now."

"Addie," Jack said, his voice painfully even. "I'm not in love with you."

You can be strapped to the most stable chair and still feel the world give way beneath you. Addie's hands clutched the edge of the table. Where was the man who had told her she was the bright light getting him through this misery? At what ordinary moment between yesterday and now had everything changed?

Sometimes, when I think I'm going to lose it in here, I just imagine that I'm already out.

Tears arrowed at the backs of her eyes, small, hot darts. "But you said-"

"I say a lot of things," Jack said, bitterly. "But you heard the prosecutor. They're not always true."

She turned her head toward the one window in the bas.e.m.e.nt, a tiny square of dirty gla.s.s set nearly flush to the ceiling. She kept her eyes wide, so that she wouldn't cry in front of Jack. And maybe because of that, she had a clear vision of her father, years ago, after her mother had died. She'd found him one day in his living room, sober for once, surrounded by papers and mementos. He'd handed her a box of knickknacks. "This is my will. And some ... some stuff you ought to have. The first letter I ever wrote your mom, my medal from the Korean War."

Addie had leafed through the box, her fingers going cold and stiff. These were the items you collected when someone died-as her father had done after they buried her mother, as Addie had only recently done with Chloe's things. You pulled the loose threads of their lives free, so that you could move on. Addie watched her father place his fancy gold watch into the box and understood: He was putting his affairs in order, so that she wouldn't have to.

"You're not dying," Addie had told him, thrusting the box back into his hands.

Roy had sighed. "But I might as well be."

Now, Addie turned slowly toward Jack. He had no will to offer her, no medals, no memories. But he was giving her back her heart, so that when he left her life, there would be no strings attached.

"No," she said firmly.

Jack blinked at her. "I'm sorry?"

"You should be. Lying to me, like that. For G.o.d's sake, Jack, if you really wanted to end things between us, you should have used an excuse I might actually have believed. Like ... you aren't good enough for me. Or that you didn't want me to suffer along with you. But to tell me you aren't in love with me ... well, that's just something I don't buy."

She leaned forward, her words aimed right at his heart. "You love me. You do. And G.o.ddammit, I'm tired of having the people who love me leave before I'm ready for them to go. It is not not going to happen again." She stood up, anger and determination hanging from her shoulders like the mantle of a queen. Then she walked toward the door where a guard stood posted, leaving Jack to suffer the sucker punch of being abandoned. going to happen again." She stood up, anger and determination hanging from her shoulders like the mantle of a queen. Then she walked toward the door where a guard stood posted, leaving Jack to suffer the sucker punch of being abandoned.

"If you don't get to sleep," Selena said, "you're not going to be of any use tomorrow."

Two in the morning, and they lay side by side in bed, staring at the ceiling. "I know," Jordan admitted.

"You're all knots." She came up on an elbow. "Although that seems impossible, after what we just did."

"I can't help it. I keep hearing Houlihan reading the G.o.dd.a.m.n conviction."

Selena thought for a moment. "Then I'll make you think of something else."

"Selena, I'm forty-two. You're gonna kill me."

"Get your mind out of the gutter, McAfee." She sat up cross-legged, drawing the sheet around her like a medicine man's shawl. "So this guy gets sued because his mailman slips and breaks his pinky on a icy patch of his driveway. Two days later, the guy's wife sends a threatening letter, via her divorce attorney. He gets so fed up with lawyers that he goes to a bar to drink away his sorrows."

"Now that," Jordan interrupted, "sounds promising."

"Ten shots of tequila, and he's drunk as a skunk. He gets up on top of the bar and shouts at the top of his lungs, 'All lawyers are a.s.sholes!' "

"Excellent. And this is supposed to relax me why?" why?"

Selena ignored him. "A man on the other end of the bar yells, 'Hey! Watch your mouth.' And the drunk guy sneers and says, "Oh? Are you a lawyer?' "

Jordan finished the joke. "'No. I'm an a.s.shole.' "

Selena looked crushed. "You've heard it before."

"Honey, I could have written written it." He sighed. "I need to get a nice, relaxing job. Maybe there's an opening for an IRA operative." it." He sighed. "I need to get a nice, relaxing job. Maybe there's an opening for an IRA operative."

"You ought to try working for this lawyer I know," Selena said.

Jordan smiled. "You gonna sue me for s.e.xual harra.s.sment?"

"I don't know. Are you gonna sue me?"

"I can think of better things to do with you," Jordan murmured, but when she expected him to reach for her, he simply turned away.

Selena leaned over him, her braids brus.h.i.+ng his shoulder. "Jordan?"

He caught her hand, wis.h.i.+ng it could be just that easy to hold to the rest of her. "Are you going to leave me again, Selena?"

"Are you going to smother me again, Jordan?"

"I asked you to marry me. I didn't realize that was a criminal act."

"Jordan, you didn't want to marry me. You were still reeling after the Harte case. And I was the closest thing to grab onto."

"Don't tell me what I wanted. I know what I wanted. You. I still do."

"Why?"

"Because you're smart and you're gorgeous and you're the only woman I know of who would tell a defense attorney a really s.h.i.+tty lawyer joke at two A.M. A.M." His grip on her wrist tightened. "Because you make me believe that there are things worth fighting for."

"Sleeping with me might make you a happier attorney, Jordan, but it doesn't make you work any harder for your clients." She shook her head. "You've always tangled up your work and your life. And you've made me do it, too."

"Stay with me, Selena. I'm asking you now, so that you know it has nothing to do with the outcome of this case."

"Maybe it should," she said lightly, trying to joke her way out of this. "Maybe we should ask the jury to decide, since you and I don't seem to be very good at it."

"Juries hand down wrong decisions every day."

She stared at him. "Are they going to be wrong this time?"

Jordan didn't know if she was talking about the verdict for Jack St. Bride or for their own relations.h.i.+p. He lifted her hand and brushed his lips over her knuckles, a promise. "Not if I have anything to say about it."

By three o'clock in the morning, Gillian not only had counted 75,000 sheep but she'd moved onto other barnyard animals for diversity. Time pa.s.sed exceedingly slow, each second melting. But then, she had reason to be anxious. In six hours, court would reconvene, and Jack St. Bride's attorney would have a chance to unravel all the work that the prosecutor had done.

She had tossed and turned so much that the covers were knotted. Sighing, she threw back the blanket and let the air cool her skin. At the sound of a footstep in the hall, she froze.

The light went on, and Gillian curled her hands into fists. The sound of running water, another creak. Very gently, very quietly, she reached down and drew up the quilt, a tight coc.o.o.n.

By the time her father opened her door, Gillian had turned to her side, pretending to be asleep. She felt the floor tremble as he crossed the room, sat on the edge of her bed. His hand fell like a prayer on her temple. "My baby," he whispered, the pain in his voice rocking her.

Gillian didn't move. She kept her breathing steady, even when a tear slid between her father's hand and her own cheek, as binding as glue.

Sad to say, the high point of Thomas's day was getting the mail. It wasn't even that he ever expected to get anything-well, the occasional solicitation for a credit card and some G.o.dd.a.m.ned Boy Scouting magazine that he'd canceled when he was twelve but that had managed to follow him from address to address like a beleaguered ghost. But when you were fifteen and had to pick a daily peak experience from, oh, eating stale cereal for breakfast, reading a.s.signed novels for next year's English cla.s.s, and strolling out to get the mail, this won hands down.

Jordan McAfee, c/o Thomas McAfee.

The package was light and bulky and reminded him too much of a dead mouse that had been sent in the mail by the brother of a Mafia client of his father's who had been convicted. With trepidation, Thomas unsealed one end and shook a small notebook into his hands.

He frowned at it. A black-and-white composition book was no big deal. But this one was wrapped like a birthday gift in a glittery silver ribbon. On its front were the words Book of Shadows. Book of Shadows. Thomas untied the bow and let the notebook fall open. Thomas untied the bow and let the notebook fall open. How to Bring Money to You. Love Spell #35. How to Bring Money to You. Love Spell #35. The entries were arranged like the insides of a cookbook-ingredients, followed by directions. They were lettered by hand, but the writing varied, as if many different contributors had worked on it. In the margins were small notes and funny faces, like the ones he made in his history binder when he was bored. The entries were arranged like the insides of a cookbook-ingredients, followed by directions. They were lettered by hand, but the writing varied, as if many different contributors had worked on it. In the margins were small notes and funny faces, like the ones he made in his history binder when he was bored.

A longer entry: Imbolc, 1999 Imbolc, 1999. This one looked like a play written for four actors, with lines for each player. But the things they were saying, doing ... it was like nothing he'd ever seen before. Brows drawing together, Thomas began to read.

"So you understand how important your answers are," Jordan murmured, nervously regarding the woman at his side. With her wild silver hair and rope sandals, her silver bangles and swinging earrings, she seemed a little offbeat-more the kind of person you'd expect to find beside you at a Grateful Dead concert than telling you truths from the witness stand.

"Completely, Mr. McAfee," Stars.h.i.+ne said. She reached into her pocket and pulled out a small blue bag tied with purple thread. "Would you give this to your client?"

"Jack? What is it?"

"A charm, of sorts. Just some bay laurel, High-John-the-Conqueror root, St.-John's-wort, and vervain. Oh, a little pine nut, tobacco, and mustard seed too, just in case. And of course, a picture of an open eye."

"Of course," Jordan repeated faintly.

"So that justice will look favorably on him."

What to say to that? Jordan slipped the little bag into his breast pocket like a handkerchief, and Stars.h.i.+ne ascended to the witness stand.

Immediately, she had the jury's attention. Stars.h.i.+ne slipped her hand free of the long cowl of her sleeve and touched it to the Bible. "I swear to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, so help me G.o.d." She smiled. "And G.o.ddess." Then she turned to the judge. "May I have just a moment?"

Judge Justice seemed beyond the power of speech. She waved the witness on.

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