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If only he said early that he loves me then I won't be afraid of fighting for our love.
After my worked, I visited him daily. I drive on my own.I touched his hand and stayed for a long time. I decided to nightly visit him and watch him sleeping.
I choose Red, though I also had feelings for Louie.
Yes, Red often makes me feel bad but I loved him so much. He is my world. He imprinted all good and bad memories in my mind. I won't forgive myself if I didn't make any action just to show how much I loved him.
I observed him and prayed for him to wake up. I even helped his parents and relative in taking care of him.
Sometimes I was left in his room and all night be there for him.
I once brought kitkats and eat inside. I cried while eating because it reminds me of him. He loves eating kitkat because it is my favorite chocolate that I often give to him whenever he is sad.
I am so helpless when his family decides to remove all of his life support and will donate his body organs to those who needed. They thanked me for everything and for all of my efforts but their decision won't change anymore.
I nightly cried inside my room and Louie was worrying to me. So he everyday gives me white roses and tries to be funny all the time.
After one week, Red's mother called me and said that Red is now at heaven.
I don't react because he is no longer alive and I think I must burn his diary or throw it to the beach.
I lost him without telling that I love him too and I want to spend my life with him.
It was my fault. I prioritized my pride first rather than surrendering my feelings.
I moved away and ignored him because I want him out of my life.
Now I am blaming myself and can't move on.
I am hurt deeply by what the fate has given to me.So I never talked for 3 days to Louie. I just often sit near our red tree after worked.One day I looked down to the soil and remember my dream. This is my dream when Red is digging the soil and gets a paper.
I dig it and shocked to found the paper in the bottle.
"It was true..." I silently said.
I opened it and saw my handwritten 10 years ago.
It was my Love List for my dream man.
I read it and here's my lists:
Love Lists:
My guy is:
u003eSweet
u003eKind
u003eRespectful
u003eLiked by my father and liked my father
u003eLoves me so much
u003eFamous.
u003ehard working
u003emakes me feel so special
u003egives me freedom
u003egood in decision making
u003enever criticize others
u003enever get angry or hold grudge on others
u003eSuper attracted to me
u003eFunny
u003eloves to cook
u003eCaring
u003eattractive
u003eWants to help the world
u003enever thinks of cheating
u003eproud of me
u003eAdventurous
u003emoney is flowing in him
u003eWants to travel with me
u003es.e.xy or good body appearance
u003eloves dogs
u003esame energies of me
u003enever doubt on me
u003ewear eyegla.s.ses
u003eIntelligent
u003eequal or more than 5'7 tall
u003epointed nose
u003echinito
u003egood a.n.a.lytical skills
u003egood in math and verbal
u003ewants to kiss me, hug me, and touch me
u003ehonest to me
u003ethinks of me every break time of work
u003ehumble
u003ewealthy
u003ewhen he first saw me, he thinks I am pretty and likes me
u003ehis family was well known and highly respected
u003ehis parents likes me
u003espontaneous when with me
u003eonly guy who kisses my hand and touches my cheek
u003ehealth conscious
u003ehelpful
u003eloves giving gifts to me
u003estrong willed
u003etake good care of himself
u003eloves combing my hair and wants me to comb his hair
u003eoptimist
u003ebrings me high
u003eoften gives me roses
u003eTrust me
u003eloves the world
u003eknows how to drive a car
u003eadmired by all
u003ehave formal manners
u003eloves reading my novel
u003egood in advising
u003ewhite skin
u003e healthy hair
u003e loves singing
u003esupports my dream
u003eknows to play any kind of instrument
u003egood in handling money
u003ebalance in work and relations.h.i.+p
u003eambitious
u003eunderstanding
u003esame beliefs as mine
u003etrust me
u003eloves to paint
u003eI am his dream girl
u003etreat me like a princess or his Queen
u003efamily oriented
u003egood in dealing with people
u003edoesn't talk so much
u003efas.h.i.+onable and neat appearance
u003etaking care of me
u003eteach me on beautiful things
u003eorganize on all things
u003ealways find ways to be with me
u003eprotects me
u003ecalls me every night just to say I LOVE YOU
u003eloves color white
u003eI am his second and last girlfriend (forever love)
u003ewants to settle down with me
u003eFaithful to G.o.d
u003eHighly blessed
u003eEducated —course related to Engineering/Psychology/Computer/Accounting
u003eAccepts me for who I am
u003eHides my weakness and gives me strength
u003eAge is within 25 to 30
u003ehe will say that I am his dream girl
u003ehe will say that he wants me to be his lady
u003etells me if he is jealous on other guys
Out of 90, he got 17 from the characteristics. Most of them describes Louie but I am not sure if this love list works. I don't care because there is no miracle that will happen even if I read this.
This is only a fairy tale that I had written when I imitate Ophra's advised to order the man of my dream from the Universe.
I wish it was Red but it is too late.
I looked down and tears fall quickly in my cheeks while I am reading my lists.
There was a last sentence written on my wishlist. I read it and became relax for no reason.
"Dear Universe, I wish that this guy exists, so that we can both love and nurture the world together." My last sentence.
"This guy is impossible. No one exist like this." I silently said and wiped my tears.