Love Lists To The Universe 2 Chapter 2 : Must Be Discover

I sadly walked inside our two adjoined green house. My father and step mother was at Singapore. My father's young model friend named Louie was staying here in our house while waiting for the construction of his dream house at Cebu.

I can see him right now cooking happily in our kitchen. He was 5'9 feet tall with a fit body and porcelain skin. He was very handsome actually. His eyegla.s.ses makes him more cute. Honestly, I little bit feel that I like him but hides it.

As i go nearer, I heard the song "Kiss Me" by Ed Sheeran. It is his favorite song and he often play it whenever he wants to listen. He starts singing not noticing that I'm at his back.

"This feels like falling in love...falling in love..." he sweetly sings.

"Louie, I want to tell you something." I silently said while tapping his back.

"What it is A?" He asked with a smile.

Whenever he smiles it scares me. It feels like i want to hide and I don't know why. Maybe because he was too attractive in appearance.

I swallowed my saliva and starts thinking of my current problem.

"Louie, I will go to Caba Hospital to visit my friend who was comatose. I will leave for 1 day in my work. Kindly, take care of Sneaky (my s.h.i.+tzu dog) and feed her at right time." I requested to him with a nervous voice.

"Oh, okay. I can drive for you . So that we can go together and bring Sneaky with us." He happily said.

I don't know what he is thinking . Maybe he is just kind to everyone.

At first it was very fun to be with him. We always laugh everyday and tell jokes to each other. We also traveled together to near countries and tells stories to each other.

However,I feel a little bit shy to him every time I remember about last week when we went to the love lock garden at Korea. I sat to the bench and closed my eyes while he was just looking to the colorful padlocks and to beautiful scenario of the foggy surroundings. I was tired and not thinking about anything, so I closed my eyes and sleep a little.

I was starting to dream about cotton candies with ice cream when I suddenly felt a lips gently touched my orange lips in a slow manner. I opened my eyes and saw Louie in front my face.

I was shocked and don't know how to react. Am I going to be angry or just ask him why or forget it because maybe he was just practicing how to act because he was going to be an actor soon.

He moves away his lovely face and smiled back to the sky as he turn around.

I cried a little because he was my first kiss and I want my first love to be my first kiss. I might go crazy. He just sends me a "feels good" vibrations.

I wiped my little tears and just listen to the atmosphere of my area. I guess, I also feel the same. My first kiss feels so good. So good that I want him to kiss me again.

I harmoniously just listen to wave of the wind and just forget about what I don't like. Maybe it is more important to be happy for this moment.

So let's go back to my current situation here in our house. I became a little bit a looped to him but he was still the same to me.

He was still talkative and funny whenever he talks to me. He even often cooked foods for me. I think he was only doing that because that is the nature of future actor. He is practicing how to act.I don't want to expect that I he might liked me because many pretty girls were surrounding him. This is same with my situation to Red when we are college. Girls adored him so much. It makes me so insecure for no great reason.I was always comparing myself to them though I already know to myself that I had my own uniqueness that can s.h.i.+ne brightly. What i need to do is to love myself so much because it doesn't matter if he doesn't really feel the same with me.

I am the problem. I am controlling my feelings and just ignoring the love that goes my way due to the reason that I've experienced so much heartbreaking love stories with Red. I never want to happen that again.

I overthink while sitting on the dining area while Louie already prepared the foods on the table.

"Let's pray." He said to me.

We closed our eyes together and pray without words.

I secretly opened my eyes and stare to him. I know there is something different that I can feel about him and i can't figure it out right now but maybe soon.

He opened his eyes and we started eating our breakfast.