Life Of The Vampire Girl 20 Chapter 19: Troubled Hear

After about ten minutes of crying, Erin finally stopped. He was a lot calmer now. But as he calmed his emotions from the killing, he was lost at what to do now. He was in the embrace of a man, that seemed a bit wrong, no?

Richard saw that the girl in his arms had finally stopped crying. She was hiding her face in his chest. Somehow, he wanted this moment to continue a bit more. He finally found another pureblood vampire, that had made him really happy. On top of that, the vampire was actually a girl! His hopes for the vampire race had soared to the sky when he first saw her. Now he felt even happier as he was with her.

Erin, on the other hand, was thinking if he should stay like that or move out of Richard's embrace. Finally making up his mind, he slowly came out of Richard's embrace. His face was flushed and he was really embarra.s.sed. How in the world did he end up in that kind of situation? If this was still his previous life, he would start questioning if he was normal or not. It was not like he liked males now, but still, that was really an awkward situation!

Seeing the girl's flushed face and her thoughtful expression, Richard sighed. The warmth of her soft body still lingered in his arms and chest. He really wanted to continue hugging her, but he knew that was impossible now. Calming his emotions, he started to think about the performance of Erin.

"Erin, you are letting yourself in the Bloodl.u.s.t. It's a good skill, indeed, but you need to suppress your instincts and use your brain when you fight. The next few days, we'll work on that. I'll gonna teach you a combat technique. It's a technique created by me, to optimize killing."

"I-I see." Erin was a bit relieved that Richard didn't say anything else about the hug. But at the same time, he was a bit startled from his words. Now he had to learn how to fight? If this was back on Earth, he would be playing some games now, not wandering in a forest, learning how to fight and kill.

'Would I be able to return to Earth? I hope there is a way. This world is just too cruel. If things continue like that, I am sure I will lose my sanity at some point. Would I become a killer? Or would I go crazy along the way? My future doesn't seem bright at all.'

Seeing that the girl was still uneasy, Richard sighed once again. It seemed they couldn't continue with the training that night anymore. Thinking for a moment, he said. "Alright, let's make use of this goblins' camp and take some rest.

Erin's face became blue as he remembered what was there around him. He took a few deep breaths and calmed down, then he nodded to Richard.

Richard was watching Erin's reaction. Seeing her trying to bear with that, he finally nodded in acknowledgment. She had to adapt, or else her ending wouldn't be good in this kind of world.

"Use some of the materials here and make a shelter, I'll go hunt something. Oh, there is a small pond at the back of the camp. You can use it to wash." Saying that Richard disappeared.

Erin was a bit startled. He had to make the shelter? Well, whatever. At least, he knew how to make one. Thinking about it, he started working and in about twenty minutes, the shelter was ready. After he finished his work, Erin remembered about the pond, so he decided to go and use it.

Coming to the pond, Erin took a good look at himself. His whole body was covered in blood. His clothes were like rags. Sighing, he undressed. He got into the pond and started was.h.i.+ng himself and his clothes. That night was really traumatizing, what was going to happen to him in the coming days?

Was.h.i.+ng himself up, he came out of the pond and put on the lingerie that Anna had given him. It felt really comfortable. As he looked down at his own body, he couldn't help but smile. He was really a beauty. 'Wait, what am I thinking about? I am a proper man! At least in spirit...' Shaking his head, Erin came back to the shelter. He found that Richard was already there.

"Nice job with the shelter. I found a shadow panther. That will be our meal tonight." Saying so, Richard lit up a fire and started to prepare the food.