Just Mine 10 You Are Everything I Want In A Woman

Sky took a deep breath after saying what she had to say....watching him take everything in. seeing that he was lost in thought. she stood up and went to her desk. She stood behind her chair, watching the outside view as the top floor was made with gla.s.s wall. She never thought she'd ever have to pay a man money in her life, to stand by her...she wrapped her hand around her stomach afraid that if she let go, she'd loose her baby....all she has ever wanted was something of hers, something or someone she could call hers...just hers. No she wouldn't regret this decision, she know what she had to go through to get pregnant and how she failed the first time. She thought back to when she was in school when she use to have images of how her life will be in the future, her husband and kids, but look at her now, almost 28, unmarried and pregnant, at least she has the company but she still had to deal with the shareholders and Mr J's family, she sighed. She pictured him and it was just as if he was in front of her...those eyes, the pointed nose and his lips that did magic to her body...after how many years she still couldn't forget him, his smile, his laff, the way he called her name and kissed her everywhere. She remembered the first time she met him and how she had refused to kiss him. Ruky was introduced to her by a friend and they kept talking for months before they finally met....she knew she would fall dangerously for him and was scared for herself, she refused to kiss him the first time they met because she was scared of herself. He wanted to spend more time with her but she didn't trust him then and since she was far from home, she was cautious, he had to go to the next town for business and wanted her to accompany him, she refused and left before he returned from the next town...she was grateful for the distance between them( They lived in different state), because she was already in love with him.

They had a big argument which made her stop all communication with him, she couldn't talk to her family about him because he wasn't the kind of man they would want for her, although she loved him. she was still scared because she was a virgin. She tried everything but couldn't get Ruky out of her mind, she wanted a relations.h.i.+p ...after graduating from the university, she wanted to know how it felt to be in a relations.h.i.+p, she wanted to be loved but she didn't want her heart to rule and she was scared of her love for him, if only she had stayed away from him... maybe she wouldn't look at men the way she did now. She got into a relations.h.i.+p the next month after she stopped talking to Ruky and the relations.h.i.+p lasted for seven months before she ended the relations.h.i.+p, her first boyfriend was good to her in some ways but she always felt something wasn't right in their relations.h.i.+p. coming back to the present she closed her eyes and remembered those words he said to her that night, using his finger(his pen man) he traced a line from her knee to her thigh and kissed her neck, smiling he said...you are everything I want in a woman. She laughed after he said those words, please don't say things you don't mean and dont try to flatter me, do you know what those words mean? He used his free hand to lift her head up, looked her in the eyes and said to her...I mean it.