Just Mine 129 I Love You Mena

Sky are you ok? Anton asked as he placed his hand on her shoulder.

Huh.....oh I'm good, just thinking about something, Sky said realising she must have blocked the guys off. Anton can you please handle this? I really want to be alone right now.

Yeah, we've got this Sky, you go rest...do have a goodnight rest. He was worried about her but times like this, he's learnt that it's best to leave her alone until she is ready to talk. Maybe Bimbo reminded her of Mr J. He sighed as he watched her leave.

After talking with Bimbo, and seeing how he ended up, Sky was scared for three things:

1. That Mr Jide will do anything and use any means possible to get power and money?

2. She was scared for herself. Is she going to end up regretting her life like Bimbo? Was she too hasty in making the decision of being a single mom or was she too selfish.

3. Will she be alone for the rest of her life, even after her child leaves her to settle down?

These questions bothered Sky until she fell asleep. As much as she wanted to keep her promise to Mr J, she doesn't want to loose her baby.

Sky woke up immediately and touched her forehead, she was covered in sweat. It was a dream...she said laughing hysterically. Her nightdress was soaked. She stood up and went to her closet, pulled out a big polo and short and changed into it.

She had a dream that it was time for her delivery and she couldn't push, there was no one to encourage her in the room, the doctors kept saying harsh words, then she saw Mr Jide smiling in the corner with a knife in her hands.

As much as she wants a child, Sky dreads the child birth process, labour....what if she can't push...what if her blood pressure is high because of everything that is happening now, what if her cervix is tight and then she'll need to go for Cesarean section. What if her baby comes early cause if stress and then it has to be in an incubator. She was having all sort of bad thoughts. She went to the kitchen and drank warm water from the water dispenser.

She sat in the kitchen and began surfing the net on easy labour for women.

That was when she saw why you should have s.e.x during pregnancy. It says easier labour and recovery...something about o.r.g.a.s.m and pelvic floor and strengthening muscles. Then it says...less bathroom break, complication prevention, lower blood pressure and preparation for labour. Something about the s.e.m.e.n ripening the cervix.

Wow Sky said out loud after reading the article. She hasn't had s.e.x in a while and she remembered how she felt when she kissed Dwayne. If s.e.x is gonna help lower her blood pressure, easy labour and recovery, and also prevent complication, then she was gonna go for it. Whether it's on probability or not. She was gonna have s.e.x...even if it's once but she'll make sure that one time...she'll go more than three rounds to have enough s.e.m.e.n in her system.

Her phone rang, and Sky checked the time, it was 2:00am, she wondered who would be calling her at this hour. It was Neto..

oh she had to return the doc.u.ments to him so he could give it back to Mr Jide...they made a duplicate, a fake so the signature wouldn't matter. That must be why he is calling.

h.e.l.lo Neto...hey are you back? No response, she tried again....Neto? She heard loud breathing from the other end. Are you ok Neto?

Why did you do that?..he said in a strange voice. Sky sighed. he's obviously drunk...she knows how he sounds when he's drunk. Why Mena....i can't get over you, I know I'm a coward when it comes to relations.h.i.+p but I thought of one with you.

Neto where are you...you are drunk, why did you drink? You know you can't hold your liquor. Please tell me you are at home.

I just applied for a transfer Mena, I'm moving to Los Angeles. I think that's the only way I can get over you. I'm going to work at our branch there.

What? what are you talking about Neto.... where are you? Sky heard him drop the phone without disconnecting it and heard him taking with someone, h.e.l.lo Neto...are you there?

h.e.l.lo ma'am, someone else said into the phone. Please you have to come pick him up, is past our closing hour, I need to lock up. I know he's an important person, if I push him out, someone might take pictures.

No, no ,no..don't lock him out...please tell me the address I'm on my way. Sky said as she hurried to her room to wear her jogger and she hurried out of the house with her bike key.

She got to the bar just in time and thanked the bar man and tipped him so he would not let the press know about it.

Get a hold of yourself Neto...Sky said to Neto as she struggled with him.

Is it Sky or Mena?...Neto asked as he held her face and looked at her.

Get a hold of yourself Neto or I swear I'll punch you...Sky said as she tried to put his helmet on. Now all you need do is get on the bike she said to Neto...ok? please cooperate with me.

As Sky got on the bike, Neto removed his helmet and threw with on the floor, she got down and slapped him, help him put his helmet on and this time he cooperated. She put his hand just below her baby b.u.mp so he could hold her and not fall off. Good boy, she said as she drove to his house, looking around to see if she was being followed.

Sky collapsed on the bed along with Neto, exhausted she said thank G.o.d, she pushed him off her and helped him remove his shoes, as she tried to remove his jacket, he dragged her down and she fell on his chest. Lets go back to the way we use to be please he said as he held her face. I'll take care of the baby...I'll be good, please Mena.

Why? Mena asked as a tear rolled down her face, falling on Neto's hand.

Don't cry Mena, I love you. Neto said as he used his thump to wipe the tear off her face.

What? Mena asked.

I love you Mena please be with me.

You are drunk Neto. she said as she free herself from his embrace and removed his jacket.

She had him mumble something and then she asked...will you marry me?

Do we have to get married?can't we just cohabit?

No. Sky said as she stood up from the bed. She walked to the other side of the room...and looked at the night view of the city. b.a.s.t.a.r.d, even in your drunken state, you don't want to get married, do you think i'm not afraid of marriage? she said to herself as she ran her hand through her hair. She stood there thinking, blocking everything out...just her and her thoughts. She didn't know how long she stood there, it wasn't until she felt someone hug her from behind, did she come back to the present.

I thought you were sleeping, she said as she held the hand that was rubbing her baby b.u.mp.

Hmmmm Neto said as he kissed the nape of her neck and inhaled her smell, you still smell the same love, he said as he put his hand under her big polo and caressed her baby b.u.mp...your baby is growing Sky ....he said as he could feel how big she's gotten. Woh was the next thing he said as he felt movement in her stomach. Was that the baby? did I do something wrong.

No it's normal Sky said as she put her hand on his, I think she likes you...Sky said as she could feel her baby just where Neto placed his hand.

Is it a girl? Neto asked.

I dunno but I want a girl. Neto took his hand upwards and he took her breast in his hands. No bra...I like that.

Sky gasped as he squeezed her nipple and continued playing with her breast. I rushed out to get you, I didn't think of wearing one.

As if burnt, Neto removed his hands immediately and moved back. I'm sorry...I don't want to hurt you or the baby, the alcohol is still playing a number on me.

It's fine, Sky said as she turned to face him, she stood on her toes and kissed his cheek. She liked him like this so this way he won't remember any of this.