Lonesome Dove Part 59

The woman either couldn't or wouldn't. She didn't utter a word in any language. She was tall and skinny, and she just stood there by her husband, crying. It was plain all three of them expected to be killed.

Dan repeated his request for money, and only the boy looked as if he understood it. He stopped crying for a minute.

"That's it, sonny, it's only cash we want," Dan said. "Tell your pa to pay us and we'll help him guard his crops."

Jake hardly expected a scared boy to believe that, but the boy did stop crying. He spoke to his father in the old tongue, and the man, whose face ran with tears, composed himself a little and jabbered at the boy.

The boy turned and ran lickety-split for the sod house.

"Go with him and see what you can find, boys," Dan said. "Me and Jake can ride herd on the family, I guess. They don't look too violent."

Ten minutes later the boy came racing back, crying again, and Frog Lip and the two younger Suggses followed. They had an old leather wallet with them, which Roy Suggs threw to Dan. It had two small gold pieces in it.

"Why, this ain't but four dollars," Dan said. "Did you look good?"

"Yeah, we tore up the chimney and opened all the trunks," Roy said. "That purse was under the pallet they sleep on. They don't have a dern thing worth taking besides that."

"Four dollars to see 'em through," Dan said. "That won't help 'em much, we might as well take it." He took the two gold pieces and tossed the worn leather purse back at the man's feet.

"Let's go," he said.

Jake was glad to see it come to no worse than that, but as they were riding away Frog Lip turned and loped over to the milk cows.

"What's he aim to do, shoot the milk cows?" little Eddie asked; for Frog Lip had his pistol in his hand.

"I didn't ask him and he didn't say," Dan replied.

Frog Lip rode up beside the cows and fired a couple of shots into the air. When the cows started a lumbering run, he skillfully turned them up the slope and chased them right onto the roof of the sod house. The sod on the roof had gra.s.s still on it and looked not unlike the prairie. The cows took a few steps onto the roof and then their forequarters disappeared, as if they had fallen into a hole. Then their hindquarters disappeared too. Frog Lip reined in his horse and watched as both cows fell through the roof of the sod house. A minute later one came squeezing out the small door, and the other followed. Both cows trotted back to where they had been grazing.

"That Frog," Dan Suggs said. "I guess he just wanted to ventilate the house a little."

"All we got was four dollars," little Eddie said.

"Well, it was your idea," Dan said. "You wanted the practice, and you got it."

"He's mad because he didn't get to shoot n.o.body," Roy said. "He thinks he's a shooter."

"Well, this is a gun outfit, ain't it?" little Eddie said. "We ain't cowboys, so what are we then?"

"Travelers," Dan said. "Right now we're traveling to Kansas, looking for what we can find."

Frog Lip rejoined them as silently as he had left. Despite himself Jake could not conquer his fear of the man. Frog Lip had never said anything hostile to him, or even looked his way on the whole trip, and yet Jake felt a sort of apprehension whenever he even rode close to the man. In all his travels in the west he had met few men who gave off such a sense of danger. Even Indians didn't-although of course there had been few occasions when he had ridden close to an Indian.

"I wonder if them soddies will get that roof fixed before the next rain?" Dan Suggs said. "If they had had a little more cash, Frog might have left them alone."

Frog Lip didn't comment.

69.

IT TOOK JULY only a day or two to determine that Elmira was not in Dodge City. The town was a shock to him, for almost every woman in it seemed to be a wh.o.r.e and almost every business a saloon. He kept trying to tell himself he shouldn't be surprised, for he had heard for years that Kansas towns were wild. In Missouri, where he had gone to testify at the trial, there was much talk of Kansas. People in Missouri seemed to consider that they had gotten rid of all their riffraff to the cow towns. July quickly concluded that they were right. There might be rough elements in Missouri, but what struck him in Kansas was the absence of any elements that weren't rough. Of course there were a few stores and a livery stable or two in Dodge-even a hotel of sorts, though the wh.o.r.es were in and out of the hotel so much that it seemed more like a wh.o.r.ehouse. Gamblers were thick in the saloons and he had never seen a place where as many people went armed.

The first thing July did was buy a decent horse. He went to the post office, for he felt he owed Fort Smith an explanation as to why he had not come back. For some reason he felt a surge of optimism as he walked down the street to the post office. Now that he had survived the plains it seemed possible that he could find Ellie after all. He had lost all interest in catching Jake Spoon; he just wanted to find his wife and go home. If Peach didn't like it-and she wouldn't-she would just have to lump it. If Ellie wasn't in Dodge she would probably be in Abilene. He would soon catch up with her.

But to his surprise, the minute he stepped inside the door of the post office his optimism gave way in a flash to bitter depression. In trying to think of what he would say in his letter he remembered all that had happened. Roscoe was dead, Joe was dead, the girl was dead, and Ellie not found-maybe she too was dead. All he had to report was death and failure. At the thought of poor Roscoe, gutted and left under a little pile of rocks on the prairie, his eyes filled with tears and he had to turn and walk back out the door to keep from embarra.s.sing himself.

He walked along the dusty street for a few minutes, wiping the tears out of his eyes with his s.h.i.+rtsleeve. One or two men observed him curiously. It was obvious that he was upset, but no one said anything to him. He remembered walking into the post office in Fort Worth and getting the letter that told him about Ellie. Since then, it had all been puzzlement and pain. He felt that in most ways it would have been better if he had died on the plains with the rest of them. He was tired of wandering and looking.

But he hadn't died, and eventually he turned and went back to the post office, which was empty except for an elderly clerk with a white mustache.

"Well, you're back," the clerk said. "That was you a while ago, wasn't it?"

"That was me," July admitted.

He bought an envelope, a stamp and a couple of sheets of writing paper, and the clerk, who seemed kindly, loaned him a pencil to write with.

"You can write it right here at the window," the clerk said. "We're not doing much business today."

July started, and then, to his embarra.s.sment, began to cry again. His memories were too sad, his hopes too thin. To have to say things on paper seemed a terrible task, for it stirred the memories.

"I guess somebody died and you've got to write their folks, is that it?" the clerk said.

"Yes," July said. "Only two of them didn't have no folks." He vaguely remembered that Roscoe had a few brothers, but none of them lived around Fort Smith or had been heard of in years. He wiped his eyes on his s.h.i.+rtsleeve again, reflecting that he had cried more in the last few weeks than he had in his whole life up to that point.

After standing there staring at the paper for a few minutes, he finally wrote a brief letter, addressed to Peach:

Dear Peach-Roscoe Brown was killed by a bad outlaw, so was Joe. A girl named Janey was also kilt, I don't know much about her, Roscoe said he met her in the woods. I don't know when I will be back-the folks can hire another sheriff if they want to, somebody has to look after the town.Your brother-in-lawJuly Johnson

He had already pretty well convinced himself that Elmira was not in Dodge City, for he had been in every public place in town and had not seen her. But since the old clerk seemed kindly, he thought he might as well ask. Maybe she had come in to mail a letter at some point.

"I'm looking for a woman named Elmira," he said. "She's got brown hair and she ain't very big."

"Ellie?" the clerk said. "Why, I ain't seen Ellie in two or three years. Seems like I heard she moved to Abilene."

"That's her," July said, encouraged again all of a sudden. Ellie had been living in Abilene before she moved to St. Jo, where he had found her. "I thought she might have come back," he added.

"No, ain't seen her," the clerk said. "But you might ask Jennie, up at the third saloon. She and Elmira used to be thick once. I think they even married the same man, if you want to call it married."

"Oh, Mr. Boot?" July asked.

"Yes, Dee Boot, the scoundrel," the clerk said.

"How could he be married to the two of them?" July asked, not sure he wanted the information but unable to stop talking to a man who could tell him something about Ellie.

"Why, Dee Boot would bed down with a possum, if the possum was female. He was a cutter with the ladies."

"Didn't he die of smallpox?" July asked.

The clerk shook his head. "Not so far as I know," he said. "He's up in Ogallala or Deadwood or somewhere, where there's lots of wh.o.r.es and not too much law. I imagine he's got five or six wh.o.r.es in his string right now. Of course he could have died, but he's my nephew and I ain't heard no news to that effect."

"Thank you for the loan of the pencil," July said. He turned and walked out. He went straight to the livery stable and got his new horse, whose name was Pete. If Elmira wasn't in Dodge she might be in Abilene, so he might as well start. But he didn't start. He rode halfway out of town and then went back to the third saloon from the post office and inquired about the woman named Jennie. They said she had moved to another bar, up the street-a cowboy was even kind enough to point out the bar. A herd had been sold that morning and was being loaded onto boxcars. July rode over and watched the work a while-slow work and made slower by the cattle's long horns, which kept getting tangled with one another as the cattle were being forced up the narrow loading chute. The cowboys yelled and popped their quirts, and the horses behaved expertly, but despite that, it seemed to take a long time to fill a boxcar.

Still, July liked the look of the cowboys-he always had, even when they got a little rowdy, as they sometimes did in Fort Smith. They were young and friendly and seemed not to have a care in the world. They rode as if they were grown to their horses. Their teamwork when the cattle misbehaved and tried to break out was interesting to see. He saw a cowboy rope a running steer by the horns and then cleverly trip it so that the steer fell heavily. When the animal rose, it showed no more fight and was soon loaded.

After watching the loading for a while he went back to the saloon where the woman named Jennie was said to work. He inquired for her at the bar, and the bartender, a skinny runt, said she was busy and asked if he wanted a whiskey. July seldom drank whiskey but he said yes, to be courteous, mainly. If he was taking up s.p.a.ce in a bar he ought to pay for it, he figured. So he took the whiskey and sipped it until it was gone, and then took another. Soon he was feeling heavy, as if it would be difficult to walk fast if he had to, but in fact he didn't have to. Women came and went in the saloon, but the bartender who poured the whiskeys kept a.s.suring him that Jennie would be down any minute. July kept drinking. It seemed to him that he was taking on weight in a hurry. He felt that just getting out of his chair would be more than he could do, he felt so heavy.

The bartender kept bringing whiskeys and it seemed to July he must be running up quite a bill, but it didn't worry him. Occasionally a cowboy would pa.s.s by, his spurs jingling. Some of them gave July a look, but none of them spoke to him. It was comfortable to sit in the saloon-as sheriff, he had usually avoided them unless he had business in one. It had always puzzled him how some men could spend their days just sitting in a saloon, drinking, but now it was beginning to seem less puzzling. It was restful, and the heavy feeling that came with the drinking was a relief to him, in a way. For the last few weeks he had been struggling to do things which were beyond his powers-he knew he was supposed to keep trying, even if he wasn't succeeding, but it was pleasant not to try for a little while.

Then he looked up and saw a woman standing by the table-she was skinny, like Elmira, and had stringy black hair.

"Let's get going, cowboy," she said. "You can't do nothing sitting there."

"Get going where?" he asked, taken by surprise. No one had ever called him "cowboy" before, but it was a natural mistake. He had taken off his sheriff's star for a few days-a precaution he often took in a strange town.

"I'm Jennie," she said. "Sam said you were looking for me, or have I got the wrong cowboy?"

"Oh," July said, embarra.s.sed. He had even forgotten he was waiting for someone named Jennie.

"We could get going, even if you ain't the right cowboy," Jennie said. "If you can afford that much whiskey you can afford me. You could even buy me a drink if you felt polite."

July had never in his life bought a woman a drink, or even sat with a woman who liked to drink. Any other time such an invitation would have shocked him, but in this case it just made him feel that his manners weren't all they should be. Jennie had huge brown eyes, too large for her thin face. She was looking at him impatiently.

"Yes, have a drink," he said. "I'm running up a bill."

Jennie sat down and waved at the bartender, who immediately appeared with a bottle. "This one's drinking like a fish," he said cheerfully. "I guess it's been a long, dry trail."

July suddenly remembered why he was waiting to see the girl named Jennie.

"Did you know Ellie?" he asked. "I heard you knowed her."

It was Jennie's turn to be surprised. Elmira had been her best friend for three years, and she hardly expected a drunken young cowboy to mention her name.

"You mean Ellie Tims?" she asked.

"Yes," July said. "That's the Ellie. I was hoping you had news of her. I don't know where she is."

"Well, she moved to Missouri," Jennie said. "Then we heard she married a sheriff from Arkansas, but I didn't put no stock in that kind of rumor. I can't imagine Ellie staying married to no sheriff."

"She didn't," July said. "She run off while I was chasing Jake Spoon, and I got three people killed since I started looking for her."

Jennie looked at the young man more closely. She had noticed right off that he was drunk, but drunks were an everyday sight and she had not looked close. The man seemed very young, which is why she had taken him for a cowboy. They were mostly just boys. But this man didn't have the look of a cowboy once she looked close. He had a solemn face and sad eyes, the saddest she had looked into for a while. On the basis of the eyes he was an unlikely man for Ellie to have married-Ellie liked her laughs. But then people often did unlikely things.

"Are you a sheriff?" she asked, sipping the whiskey Sam had poured.

"I was," July said. "I'm most likely going to have to give it up."

"Why do that?" Jennie asked.

"I ain't a good fighter," July said. "I can crack a drunk on the head and get him to jail, but I ain't really a good fighter. When we rode into that camp, the man with me killed six or seven men and I never killed a one. I went off and left Roscoe and the others and they got killed before I could get back. It was only Jake Spoon I went to catch, but I made a mess of it. I don't want to be a sheriff now."

He had not expected such words to rush out-he had suddenly lost control of his speech somehow.

Jennie had not expected it either. She sipped her whiskey and watched him.

"They say Ellie left on a whiskey boat," July said. "I don't know why she would have done it, but that's what they say. Roscoe thought a bear might have got her, but they didn't see no tracks."

"What's your name?" Jennie asked.

"July Johnson," he said, glad that she was no longer looking at him quite so impatiently.

"It sounds like Ellie to me," Jennie said. "When Ellie gets enough of a place, she jumps in the first wagon and goes. I remember when she went to Abilene I didn't have no idea she was even thinking of leaving, and then, before it was even time to go to work, she had paid some mule skinners to take her, and she was gone."

"I got to find her," July said simply.

"You come to the wrong town, mister," Jennie said. "She ain't in Dodge."

"Well, then I'll have to keep looking," July said.

He thought of the empty plains, which it seemed to him he had been lucky to get across. There seemed only the smallest chance that Ellie would have been so lucky.

"I fear she's dead," he said.

"She's hunting Dee, I'd say," Jennie said. "Did you know Dee?"

"Why, no," July said. "I was told he died of smallpox."

Jennie chuckled. "Dee ain't dead," she said. "He's in Ogallala. There's a gambler sitting right over there who seen him not two months ago."

"Where?" July asked, and Jennie pointed to a pudgy man in a white s.h.i.+rt and black coat who sat alone at a table, shuffling cards.

"That's Webster Witter," Jennie said. "He keeps up with Dee Boot. I used to but I quit."

"Why?" July asked. He sensed that it was a rather loose-tongued question, but the fact was, his tongue was out of control and behaving ever more loosely.

"It's like trying to keep up with a tumbleweed," Jennie said. "Dee wears out one town and then he's off to another. I ain't that way. I like to settle in. I been here in Dodge five years already and I guess this is where I'll stay."

"I don't know why she married me," July said. "I ain't got any idea about it."

Jennie looked at him for a bit. "Do you always drink like this?" she asked.