Homicide - A Year On The Killing Streets Part 12

More than any other supervisor in homicide, McLarney led the charge on that first, miserable night, raging from one possible witness to the next, ranting, raving, throwing the fear of G.o.d, the devil and T. P. McLarney into the hearts of everyone and everything in his path. When a police officer gets shot, the I-ain't-seen-nuthin' routine doesn't play anymore; even so, McLarney's intensity on that first night bordered on recklessness. It was viewed by the detectives under him almost as an act of contrition, a wild-eyed attempt to compensate for the simple fact that when the call came, he had been drinking beer.

In truth, McLarney's early departure in the late hours of his s.h.i.+ft meant nothing. Homicide work is largely flex time, with one s.h.i.+ft blending into another as paperwork is completed and fresh troops arrive. Some men leave early, some late, some work overtime on fresh cases, some are at the bar a few minutes after the relief comes walking off the elevators. No one can antic.i.p.ate the arrival of a red ball, but in McLarney's heart of hearts that kind of rationalization meant little. This was more than a red ball, and it mattered to McLarney that when Gene Ca.s.sidy got shot down in the street, he was not on post.

The sergeant's uncontrolled rage on that first night made the other detectives cautious. Several men-including Lieutenant D'Addario-tried to calm him, to tell him that he was too close to the situation, to suggest that he go home, that he leave the case to detectives who had not served with Ca.s.sidy, detectives who could work the shooting as if it were a crime-a vicious crime, but not a personal wound.

In one confrontation on the street, McLarney actually threw a punch that shattered the bones of his fist. Months later, in fact, it would become a standard joke in the unit: McLarney broke his hand in three places on the night Ca.s.sidy was shot.

In three places?

Yeah, in the 1800 block of Division Street, in the 1600 block of Laurens, in the ...

McLarney was out of control, but he couldn't leave. Nor did anyone really expect him to. Whatever else they felt about his involvement in that first night's investigation, the men who worked with McLarney understood his rage.

At 2:00 A.M A.M., about three hours after the shooting, an anonymous caller dialed 911 and told police to go to a North Stricker Street house, where they would find the gun used to shoot the officer. No weapon was discovered, but the detectives nonetheless grabbed a sixteen-year-old at that address and took him downtown, where he began by denying any involvement in the incident. The questioning was both prolonged and heated, especially after detectives did a leuco malachite test on the bottom of the kid's sneakers and came up positive for blood. At that point, it was all the detectives could do to keep McLarney away from the terrified, beleaguered kid who, after several hours of heated interrogation, finally gave up one Anthony T. Owens as the gunman. A second man, Clifton Frazier, was named as being present at the time of the shooting but otherwise uninvolved. The young witness put himself within a few feet of the shooting and declared that he had seen the officer wade into a crowded drug corner before being shot without provocation by the eighteen-year-old Owens, a small-time narcotics dealer.

Detectives working around the clock typed up arrest and search warrants for Owens, got them signed by the duty judge, then hit Owens's apartment in Northwest Baltimore at six-thirty that evening. The raid produced little, but before detectives left the address, another anonymous caller said that the man who shot the police was inside a Fulton Street rowhouse. Police raced to that address and failed to find Owens. They did, however, discover twenty-four-year-old Clifton Frazier, the man named as a witness. Frazier was taken downtown, where he refused to make a statement and demanded a lawyer. Wanted on a seemingly unrelated a.s.sault warrant, Frazier was taken to the city jail, but bailed out hours after his hearing with a court commissioner.

Late that evening, the younger sister of the reluctant sixteen-year-old witness showed up at the homicide unit and declared that she, too, had been on Appleton Street with several young girlfriends and had seen the police get shot when he walked onto the crowded corner. She claimed that just before the shooting, she had seen Clifton Frazier nudge Owens and say something. The girl also insisted that after the shooting, Owens fled in a black Ford Escort driven by Frazier. Based on that statement, detectives again began looking for Frazier; they found that after being released on bail, he had gone on the wing. They issued a second warrant for him and continued the search for Owens. Later that same night, as the thirteen-year-old girl was initialing the pages of her statement, Anthony Owens walked up to the deskman at the Central District.

"I'm the man they say shot the police."

He had gone to the Central for fear that he would be beaten, or even killed, if he was taken on the streets of the Western, a fear that was in no way unjustified. The other detectives managed to keep McLarney away from the suspect, but Owens was not about to make it through processing, the district lockup and the ride to the city jail without taking some licks. It was brutal, of course, but not indiscriminate, and perhaps Anthony Owens understood that it was in some way required when a police gets shot twice in the head. He took the blows that came his way and made no complaint.

For days after surgery, Gene Ca.s.sidy drifted between life and death, lying in a semicomatose state in the intensive care unit with his wife, mother and brother at his bedside. The bra.s.s had disappeared after the first night's vigil, but the family was joined by friends and officers from the Western. Each day, the doctors adjusted and readjusted the odds, but it was two full weeks before Ca.s.sidy gave them a clue, squirming restlessly as a trauma unit nurse worked with his bandages.

"Oh, Gene," said the nurse, "life's a bear."

"Yeah," said Ca.s.sidy, struggling with each word, "a ... real ... bear."

He was blind. The bullet in his brain had also destroyed his senses of smell and taste. Beyond that permanent damage, he would have to learn to talk again, to walk, to coordinate his every movement. Once their patient's survival was a.s.sured, the surgeons proposed a four-month hospital stay followed by months of physical therapy. But, incredibly, by the third week, Ca.s.sidy was walking with the help of an escort and relearning vocabulary in sessions with a speech therapist, and it became increasingly clear that his brain functions were intact. He was discharged from the trauma unit at the end of a month.

As Ca.s.sidy returned to the world of the living, McLarney and Gary Dunnigan, the primary on the case, were there with questions, hoping Ca.s.sidy could strengthen the case against Owens by recalling details of the shooting independently, perhaps even identifying or describing the shooter in some way. But to his great frustration, the last thing Ca.s.sidy could remember was eating a hot dog at his father-in-law's house before going to work that day. With the exception of a brief image of Jim Bowen's face leaning over him in the ambo-a scene the doctors believe he could not have witnessed-he recalled nothing.

When they told him the story about the Owens kid, about being shot without provocation as he tried to clear a drug corner, Ca.s.sidy drew a blank. Why, he asked them, would I leave my nightstick in the radio car if I'm clearing a corner? And since when was Appleton and Mosher a drug corner? Ca.s.sidy had worked that post for a year and couldn't remember anybody dealing off Appleton. To Ca.s.sidy, the story didn't mesh, but try as he might, Ca.s.sidy simply couldn't remember.

And yet there was something else Gene Ca.s.sidy couldn't recall, an incident that had occurred one night in a hospital room, when his mind was still veiled in a gray haze. Something, some hidden vein of Western District ethic, perhaps, prompted Ca.s.sidy to get up and walk on his own for the first time since Appleton Street. Slowly, he made his way to the bedside of another patient, a fifteen-year-old boy injured in an auto accident.

"Hey," said Ca.s.sidy.

The kid looked up at a terrifying apparition clothed only in a hospital smock, its eyes swollen and unseeing, its head shaved and scarred from surgery.

"What?" asked the kid.

"You're under arrest."

"What?"

"You're under arrest."

"Mister, I think you better go back to bed."

The ghost seemed to consider this for a moment before turning away. "Okay," Ca.s.sidy said.

In the weeks after the shooting, McLarney and other detectives gathered narcotics officers from CID and the Western District's drug enforcement unit and began surveillance of the drug markets near Appleton Street. The a.s.sumption was simple: If Ca.s.sidy was shot because he had tried to clear a drug corner, then every dealer in the sector would know about it. Some of those dealers would be witnesses; others would know witnesses. More than a dozen traffickers were, in fact, locked up, then interviewed from a position of strength by detectives who could demand information while offering a chance to deal with prosecutors on the drug charges. Incredibly, none had useful information.

Likewise, the night of the shooting had been brisk but not particularly cold, and there was every reason to believe that the locals would have been out on rowhouse stoops well into the evening. Yet a second canva.s.s of Mosher and Appleton streets produced little in the way of witnesses. A lengthy search for the black Ford Escort that was supposed to be the getaway vehicle yielded nothing at all.

In late January, the case was s.h.i.+fted to the career criminals unit of the state's attorney's office, where two veteran prosecutors, Howard Gersh and Gary Schenker, reviewed the indictments and the witness statements. Owens and Frazier were still being held without bail, but as a prosecution, the case was a disaster. For witnesses, they had a reluctant sixteen-year-old delinquent and his thirteen-year-old sister, whose penchant for running away from home made her unreliable and almost impossible to find. Moreover, the statements from the two children, though similar, differed on key points, and only the girl's statement implicated Frazier as an accomplice. Meanwhile, there was no weapon, no physical evidence, no motive that might placate a juror asked to consider weak evidence.

McLarney felt real fear. What if there was still a lack of evidence at the point of trial? What if they never found another witness? What if they went to court and lost this thing on the merits? What if the shooter went free? In one particularly bad moment of doubt, McLarney actually called Ca.s.sidy and, at the suggestion of prosecutors, asked about a thirty-year plea for Owens on a second-degree attempted murder. That meant parole in ten.

No, said Ca.s.sidy. Not thirty.

Good for him, thought McLarney. It was obscene even to be thinking about a plea agreement. Ca.s.sidy was blind, his career finished. And although Patti Ca.s.sidy's employers had offered to hold her position, she had given up her job as an accountant to be with Gene through the months of therapy. Two lives would never be the same-more than two, thought McLarney, correcting himself.

It was just before Christmas when Patti Ca.s.sidy's persistent ailments were properly diagnosed. Her nausea and exhaustion were not, as she had believed, the result of stress following the shooting. She was pregnant. Conceived only days before Gene was wounded, the couple's first child was a wonderful blessing, a living, breathing claim to the future. But no one needed to mention that the pregnancy, too, was bittersweet; that this was a child Gene Ca.s.sidy would never see.

Patti's pregnancy only fueled McLarney's obsession with the case. But some detectives believed that McLarney's intensity could be attributed in part to something else, something that had nothing to do with Ca.s.sidy or the baby, but something that happened in a back alley off Monroe Street, little more than two blocks from where Ca.s.sidy fell.

For McLarney, the investigation into the death of John Randolph Scott had become an obscenity. For him, the pursuit of other police officers was unthinkable. There was no way that he could reconcile a world in which Gene Ca.s.sidy is shot down in the street and less than a month later, the homicide unit-McLarney's squad, in fact-is out in the districts chasing the men who worked with Gene, putting beat cops on a polygraph, checking service revolvers and searching station house lockers.

It was absurd, and in McLarney's opinion, the John Scott case was still open because the suspects were cops. In McLarney's world, a cop would not shoot someone and leave the body in an alley, not the men he had worked with anyway. That was where Worden had gone off course. Worden was a h.e.l.luva cop, a good investigator, but if he really believed a police murdered that kid then he was just wrong. Dead wrong. McLarney didn't really blame his detective directly. Worden, in his eyes, was a product of the old school, a cop who followed a superior's orders, no matter how a.s.s-backward. The blame therefore belonged, not to Worden, but to the command staff, and especially to the admin lieutenant and the captain who had taken the Monroe Street probe out of the regular chain of command. Too early in the investigation they discarded the possibility of a civilian suspect, McLarney thought, too early they sent Worden after the cops on the street. The admin lieutenant wasn't an investigator, neither was the captain; for that reason alone McLarney believed they should never have taken the Scott case from him and D'Addario. More to the point, McLarney had been in the Western and they had not. He knew what could happen on the street and what couldn't. And he believed that Monroe Street was lost the moment everyone involved decided that a cop had done the murder.

It all made for a h.e.l.luva speech, and among the detectives on his s.h.i.+ft, no one was ready to deny that McLarney believed every word of it. Then again, he had had to believe it. Because more than anything else in his life, what Terrence McLarney felt about the Western, about himself, could not be compromised. In McLarney's mind, anyone who wanted the truth need not look farther than Gene Ca.s.sidy bleeding at the corner of Appleton and Mosher. to believe it. Because more than anything else in his life, what Terrence McLarney felt about the Western, about himself, could not be compromised. In McLarney's mind, anyone who wanted the truth need not look farther than Gene Ca.s.sidy bleeding at the corner of Appleton and Mosher.

That was police work in the Western District. And if everyone else in the police department couldn't see that, well, McLarney could give eloquent expression to his feelings: f.u.c.k it and f.u.c.k them. He decided he would have nothing to do with the Monroe Street case. Instead, he would do something much more productive and satisfying: He would fix the Ca.s.sidy file.

It was just after the news about Patti's pregnancy that McLarney sent a note to the captain, requesting a detail of two men from the Western District beginning February 1, telling himself that if necessary, they would work the case right up to the May trial date. There was nothing else to do; to lose a police shooting, this police shooting, was too much to contemplate.

The captain had given him the detail and the Western had sent him two of their best. They were a Mutt and Jeff pair: Gary Tuggle, a short, wiry black kid who worked in the district's plainclothes unit, and Corey Belt, a tall, thick-necked monolith with the appearance and temperament of a defensive end, attributes that appealed to the varsity lineman in McLarney's past. Both were smart, both were healthy and both were aggressive even by Western standards. Out on the street, McLarney took a certain amount of delight in the sheer spectacle of his new detail, the obvious contrast between a thickening thirty-five-year-old sergeant and the two well-proportioned carnivores in his charge.

"We pull up to a corner and I get out of the car," mused McLarney after a day's adventures on the west side. "The criminals just look at me and figure, 'No problem, I can outrun this derelict.' Then these two get out of the car and automatically everyone just turns and puts their hands against the wall."

McLarney, Belt, Tuggle-since the first of the month, the trio had spent every working day on the streets of the Western, canva.s.sing the streets near the shooting scene, jacking up witnesses, running down even the vaguest rumor.

But now, after nine days, McLarney and his detail have nothing to show for the effort. No fresh witnesses. Still no weapon. Nothing beyond what they learned in October. There wasn't even talk on the street about a shooting now four months old.

Preparing to go back into the district again this morning, McLarney can feel his fear grow a little bit larger. Having once served as Ca.s.sidy's sergeant, having called him a friend, he can regard the case as nothing less than a crusade. Not only because of what the case means to Ca.s.sidy, but because of what it means to McLarney, a man defined and obsessed by the badge as few men are anymore, a true believer in the brotherhood of cops, as pagan a religion as an honest Irishman may find.

Terrence Patrick McLarney recognized his obsession years ago, the day he was working a Central District radio car and drew a bank alarm at Eutaw and North. Was there any greater feeling than racing up Pennsylvania Avenue with that blue strobe light show on top of the car and "Theme from Shaft" blasting from a tape player on the front seat? Was there a bigger kick than charging past stunned patrons into the bank lobby, a twenty-six-year-old centurion living by the big stick and the .38 bouncing around on his belt? Never mind that the alarm was sounded in error; it was the sheer spectacle of the thing. In a world of gray, weightless equivocation, McLarney was a good man in a city besieged by bad men. What other job could offer anything as pure as that?

In time, McLarney grew into the part in a way that few men do, becoming a street-worn, self-mocking, hard-drinking cop of almost mythic proportions. He looked, laughed, drank and swore like some retrograde Irish patrolman whose waistline was losing a rearguard action against the weighty properties of domestic beer. Before his form congealed into that of a 230-pound detective sergeant, McLarney had played college football, and only over a period of years had the muscular contours of an offensive lineman succ.u.mbed to a daily regimen of radio car, barstool and bed.

His wardrobe accelerated the suggestion of physical decline, and among his detectives there was a consensus that McLarney wouldn't come to work until the family dog had a chance to drag his s.h.i.+rt and sport coat across the front lawn. McLarney repeatedly claimed to have no understanding of the phenomenon, insisting that his wife had ventured into a well-kept suburban mall and emerged with acceptable menswear. Within the confines of his Howard County home and for the first few miles of Interstate 95, the garments would appear attractive and well tailored. But somewhere between the Route 175 interchange and the city line, a sort of spontaneous explosion would occur. McLarney's s.h.i.+rt collar would crease at an unspeakable angle, causing the knot of his tie to execute a contorted half twist. The cuffs of the sport coat would suddenly fray and jettison b.u.t.tons. The jacket lining above the right hip would catch the b.u.t.t of his revolver and begin tearing itself free. An ulcer would form on the bottom of one shoe.

"I can't control it," McLarney would insist, acknowledging no dereliction except on those days when he was late for work and had ironed only the front of his s.h.i.+rt, confident that "it's the only part that people are gonna look at anyhow."

Stout, fair-haired and possessed of a quick, chipped-tooth smile, Terry McLarney didn't look like much of a thinker or even much of a wit. Yet to those who knew him well, McLarney's appearance and behavior often seemed calculated to obscure his true character. He was a product of the middle-cla.s.s suburbs of Was.h.i.+ngton, the son of a Defense Department a.n.a.lyst with a high GS rating. As a patrolman, McLarney had studied for a law degree out of the pa.s.senger seat of a Central District radio car, yet he had never bothered to take the Maryland bar exam. Among cops, some vague taint has always been attached to the t.i.tle of lawyer, some grounded ethic that believes even the best and most devoted attorneys to be little more than well-paid monkey wrenches hurled into the criminal justice machine. Despite his legal training, McLarney adhered to that ethic: He was a cop, not a lawyer.

Yet McLarney was also one of the most intelligent, self-aware men in homicide. He was the unit's Falstaff, its true comedic chorus. Elaborate practical jokes and bizarre profanity were Jay Landsman's steady contributions, but McLarney's humor, subtle and self-effacing, often caught the peculiar camaraderie that results from police work. Generations from now, homicide detectives in Baltimore will still be telling T. P. McLarney stories. McLarney, who as a sergeant spent a single day sharing an office with Landsman before deadpanning a confidential memo to D'Addario: "Sgt. Landsman stares at me strangely. I am concerned that he views me as a s.e.x object." McLarney, who after four beers spoke in football metaphors and would always offer his detectives the same shred of advice: "My men should go into the game with a plan. I don't want to know what it is, but they should have one." McLarney, who once drove home on a busy s.h.i.+ft to rescue his wife and son by using his .38 to shoot a rampaging mouse in the bedroom closet. ("I cleaned it up," he explained on his return to the office. "But I thought about leaving it there as a warning to others.") At the same time, McLarney was also a tireless investigator who worked cases with care and precision. His best moment came in 1982, as the lead investigator on the Bronstein murders, an unspeakable crime in which an elderly Jewish couple was repeatedly stabbed and left on the living room floor of their Pimlico home. The two killers, their girlfriends, even a thirteen-year-old cousin, returned to the house time and again to step over the bodies and carry off another armful of valuables. McLarney worked the case for weeks, tracing some of the stolen items to a fence in the Perkins Homes housing project, where he learned the names of two suspects who would later be sentenced to death and life without parole, respectively.

As in the Bronstein investigation, McLarney's best efforts came in those cases where a woman was the victim. It was a prejudice that endured long after he returned to homicide as a sergeant. In McLarney's squad, detectives who caught a case with a female victim were routinely prodded and henpecked by their sergeant, a cop governed by the traditional, sentimental judgment that while men might violate the law by killing each other, the murder of a woman const.i.tuted real tragedy.

"This one," he would say, staring at the scene photos and oblivious of the melodrama, "has got to be avenged."

He graduated from the academy in March 1976 and went to the Central, but even then he was thinking seriously about a law degree, maybe even a prosecutor's salary-an alternative that Catherine, his wife, readily encouraged. McLarney enrolled in the University of Baltimore law program about the same time that his sector sergeant paired him with Bob McAllister in a two-man car on the Pennsylvania Avenue post. It was a bizarre, schizophrenic existence: days spent in a freshman law cla.s.s discussing torts and contracts, nights spent handling calls in the Lexington Terrace and Murphy Homes, the city's worst high-rise projects. On a post where every other incident seemed to call for nightsticks, both men learned that they could fight when fighting was the order of the day. The west side high-rises were a world unto themselves, eight towers of decay and despair that served as the city's twenty-four-hour supermarket for heroin and cocaine. And, as if the terrain wasn't bad enough, the two men were together throughout the '79 riots, an event known to BPD veterans as simply the Winter Olympics, when a s...o...b..und Baltimore was robustly looted by its inhabitants. It was McAllister who kept them on an even keel; more often than not he was the calming influence, the voice of reason. In the early morning hours, the two would park the car in a Central hole, where McAllister would read McLarney questions from a legal text, bringing him back to earth after a long night in the projects. Quiet, sensible and self-mocking, Mac was the bridge between worlds, the only thing that stopped McLarney from getting up in a second-year law cla.s.s to explain that Plaintiff A was trying to f.u.c.k over Defendant B and that Judge C should have both of them locked up if they don't cut the s.h.i.+t.

Both men eventually took the entrance test for the Criminal Investigations Division. McAllister was sick of the projects and wanted, more than anything else, to get to homicide, but death investigation held little appeal for McLarney. He wanted simply to be a robbery detective, for the childlike reason that even after two years on the street, he viewed armed robbery- "You're short on cash, so you go to a bank with a gun and just take it?"-as truly amazing, a comic book concept.

Both scored high on the CID exam for two years running, but when positions finally opened up, Mac had to settle for burglary while McLarney eventually landed in the homicide unit by way of the police academy, where he did a brief stint as a legal instructor. To his surprise, he immediately fell in love with homicide-the work, the people. It was an elite unit, an investigative unit-the best in the department-and McLarney had always imagined himself as an investigator. The Maryland bar exam and a legal career were both dim memories from the moment he was handed a detective's s.h.i.+eld and a.s.signed a desk.

Then, after two of the happiest years of his life, McLarney made what he later considered his gravest mistake: He pa.s.sed the sergeant's test. The stripes on his sleeve brought a slightly better pay scale and a transfer to the Western, where they gave him Sector 2 and a squad of fresh-faced, healthy kids to fill the radio cars, twenty-three- and twenty-four-year-old specimens who made him feel like a fossil at the advanced age of thirty-one. Suddenly it was McLarney who had to be the calm, reasoned one. Every night for his two years as a sector sergeant, he would a.s.sign the cars and send his flock out into a violent, unforgiving section of the city, a district where a man trusted no one but himself and the others on his s.h.i.+ft. Too much happened too quickly in the Western, where every uniform spent the s.h.i.+ft alone in a one-man car, dependent on his side partners to hear his call, to get there in time, to keep control.

McLarney came to differentiate the weak from the strong, those who would fight and those who would not, those who knew the street and those who were casualties waiting to happen. Pope, a good man. Ca.s.sidy, very good. Hendrix, a fighter. But McLarney knew others shouldn't be out there, and yet the same post cars had to be filled. Every night he would spend an hour or two racing through the required paperwork, then take his own car out into the sector and roam for the rest of the s.h.i.+ft, trying to back every call. McLarney spent those two years wondering, not whether one of his men would fall, but how it would happen. In the Western, a cop didn't have to screw up to get hurt, and McLarney wondered if that was how it would be. Or would that G.o.dawful moment involve a man who lacked the training, who couldn't control his post, who should never have been in the G.o.dd.a.m.n car. Above all, McLarney wondered whether it would be something he could live with.

The day, when it came, was beautiful, the first day of September in fact. McLarney remembered the weather because it marked the end of another Baltimore summer, and he hated wearing the Kevlar vest in higher temperatures. He heard the radio call while checking the city pumps on Calverton, several blocks farther west, and he hit the bluetop and raced across Edmondson, arriving in the neighborhood about the same time as a second call for a sighting of the suspect on Bentalou. McLarney tried the first cross street north, rolling slowly. On a shaded porch in the middle of the block, an old couple sat quietly, and when McLarney looked at them, they both turned their eyes to the ground. Maybe they just didn't want to talk to a police; then again, maybe they had seen something. McLarney got out of the car and walked to the porch, where the old man greeted him with a strange, pensive expression.

"You didn't see a man run by here, did you? The gas station got robbed."

The old man seemed to know about the gas station and mentioned almost casually that he had seen a man run down the street, fall, get up again and dart around the corner into a thick clump of bushes.

"Those bushes there?"

From the porch, McLarney couldn't see very much at all. He called for a backup; Reggie Hendrix showed first. McLarney watched his officer walk up an incline into the corner lot and yelled for him to be careful, the suspect might still be in the bushes. Both men had their revolvers out as another resident came off his front porch to ask what was going on, and McLarney turned away to order the man back inside.

"There he is," shouted Hendrix.

McLarney couldn't see. He ran up the small incline toward the other officer, figuring that the best thing to do was to stay close to Hendrix so that the suspect couldn't get between them.

Hendrix kept shouting, but McLarney saw nothing until the man was already out in the open, moving fast across the yard but still facing them. McLarney saw the gun, saw the man shooting, and began firing back. Hendrix fired as well. This is bizarre, thought McLarney, somehow detached, marveling that they seemed to be just standing there shooting each other-which was, in fact, exactly what they were doing. He felt both bullets. .h.i.t, each one knocking him a bit, and at almost the same moment watched the other man flinch and stagger down the incline toward the street.

McLarney turned and tried to run back across the yard, but his leg was useless. He had fired four and was now stumbling toward the street, where he expected to let the last two go in whatever direction the gunman happened to be running. But when McLarney came down the incline, he saw the man stretched out on the sidewalk, silent, his gun on the pavement near him. McLarney staggered down to the sidewalk and lay down on his stomach a few feet away. He kept one arm outstretched, the gunsight aimed at the other man's head. Next to him on the pavement, the gunman looked over at McLarney and said nothing. Then he lifted his hand enough to manage a weak, waving motion. No more, it said. Enough.

Half the Western was standing over them by then and McLarney let go of his own gun when he saw Craig Pope's .38 in the other man's face. Then came the pain-sharp, shooting pain in his abdomen-and he began to wonder where he'd been hit. The leg was f.u.c.ked up; but, he thought, what's a leg? He guessed that the second bullet had caught him in the gut, underneath the edge of the vest. Good again, thought McLarney, nothing vital down there.

He felt wetness on his back. "Mike, roll me and see if it came through the other side."

Hajek pushed up on the shoulder blade. "Yeah, it did."

Through and through. A h.e.l.luva way to find out that the Kevlar vests weren't worth a s.h.i.+t, but McLarney was at least relieved to know the bullet was out.

Separate ambulances took both men to the same trauma unit, with McLarney telling the medics in his ambo that he felt as if he was falling, as if he was going to fall off the litter. When he felt that way, the pain seemed to let up.

"Don't go out," they began screaming at him. "Don't go out."

Oh yeah, thought McLarney. Shock.

In the surgery prep area, he could hear the man he shot making all kinds of noise on the litter beside him and could watch as the trauma team poked at his own body with IVs and catheters. Phillips, another man from his sector, went to tell Catherine, who took it the way any reasonable person would, expressing an unequivocal concern for her husband's wellbeing and an equally unequivocal conviction that even in a city like Baltimore, most lawyers go through life without being hit by gunfire.

This is it, she told him later. What other reason do you need? McLarney had no right to argue with her; he knew that. He was thirty-two years old, with a family, making half of what most other college graduates do and getting shot down like a dog in the street for the privilege. Boiled to its core, the truth is always a simple, solid thing, and yeah, McLarney had to admit, there was no percentage in being a cop. None at all. And yet nothing about that shooting could change his mind; things had somehow gone too far for that.

He didn't return to active duty for eight months, and for much of that time he was using a colostomy bag until his digestive system healed enough to permit the reversal surgery. After each operation, the abdominal cramps were so bad that he would get down on the floor at night, and after the reversal surgery, a bout of hepat.i.tis prolonged the recovery. Gene Ca.s.sidy came by to visit a couple of times and once took his sergeant out to lunch. And when McLarney attempted to cut corners on his rehabilitation by ordering a proscribed beer, Ca.s.sidy chewed a.s.s. Good man, Ca.s.sidy.

A standing tradition in the Baltimore department dictates that a man shot in the line of duty, upon returning to duty, can take any posting for which he is qualified. That summer, as McLarney was preparing to go back into uniform, Rod Brandner was taking his pension, leaving behind a reputation as one of the best sergeants the homicide unit had ever seen. Brandner had put together a good squad and he worked for D'Addario, which meant that McLarney would also be serving under a lieutenant known to be human.

He returned to the sixth floor expressing little pride at having been shot and little interest in telling and retelling the story. At times, he would express amus.e.m.e.nt at the status it accorded him. Whenever a s.h.i.+tstorm was breaking, McLarney would simply smile and shake his head. "They have to leave me alone," he would say. "I'm a sworn member who got shot in the line."

In time, it became a standard joke in the unit. McLarney would emerge stone-faced from a meeting in the captain's office and Landsman would play straight man.

"Captain s.h.i.+t on you, Terr?"

"Nah, not really."

"What'd you do? Show him your wounds?"

"Yeah."

"f.u.c.kin'-A right. Every time the captain gets wound up, McLarney just unb.u.t.tons his s.h.i.+rt."

But he was not proud of those scars. And over time, he began to talk about getting shot as if it were the most irresponsible thing he had ever done. His son, Brian, had been eight years old and was told only that his father had slipped and fallen on the stairs. But a day or so later the boy heard McLarney's father talking to a family friend on the phone, then went back into his room and began throwing things around. A kid that age, McLarney would later tell friends, I had no right getting shot.

In the end, he rested his pride on a smaller, lesser point. When the bullets. .h.i.t him on Arunah Avenue, Terrence McLarney did not fall. He stood there, firing his own weapon until he brought his man down. Raeford Barry Footman, twenty-nine years old, died two days after the incident of complications from a gunshot wound to the chest. When they compared the bullet recovered at autopsy, they found that it had come from McLarney's service revolver.

Some time after the shooting, a detective brought McLarney a printout of the dead man's priors, which ran for several pages. McLarney scanned the sheet until he was satisfied, noting in particular that Footman had only recently been paroled from a felony conviction. He did not want to see an ident photo of the dead man, nor did he want to read the case folder. To McLarney, that seemed to go too far.

FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 12.

McLarney sits behind Dunnigan's desk in the annex office, listening to the steady rhythm of a young girl sobbing disconsolately behind the interrogation room door. The tears are real. McLarney knows that.

He leans across the desk, listening to the girl trying to collect herself as the men inside the room go through her statement one more time. Her voice is breaking, her nose running. The girl feels pain, a sense of loss even, as genuine as any felt for Gene Ca.s.sidy. And that, to McLarney, is a little obscene.

D'Addario comes out of his office, walks to the interrogation room door and stares through the mirrored window. "How's it going?"

"It's down, lieutenant."

"Already?"

"She gave up Butchie."

Butchie. Tears for Butchie Frazier.

The crying jag began a half hour before, when they finally broke through to Yolanda Marks and the truth began slipping from her in fits and starts. In the interrogation room, McLarney listened to the sobbing until the contradictions, the fractured morality, became too much. A little speech forced its way up into his throat, and then he told a young West Baltimore girl that she was doing the right thing. He told her what Butchie Frazier was, what he had done, and why it needed to end this way. He told her about Gene and Patti Ca.s.sidy and the child not yet born, about a darkness that would not go away.

"Think about those things," he told her.

There was silence after that, a minute or two when someone else's tragedy took shape in the young girl's mind. But then McLarney left the room and she was sobbing again, and the tears had nothing to do with Gene Ca.s.sidy. The simple truth was that Yolanda Marks loved Butchie Frazier, and she had given him up.

"Is she talkin' in there?" asks Landsman, walking through the annex.