Echoes From A Distant Land Part 9

Ira laughed, but tears welled in his eyes as he stared at Sam for a long moment.

'OK, let's go,' he said finally, clapping his palms on Sam's upper arms. 'I have a driver waiting for us out the back.'

The car was a black Cadillac Brougham with white-walled tyres. The driver opened the rear door for them; Sam sat and ran his hand over the fine seat covers of dark blue as the driver steered the car effortlessly through a press of vehicles. It seemed amazing that he avoided collisions at intersections where cars lined up like platoons of well-trained members of the King's African Rifles marching in procession.

Ira commented on the various points of interest they pa.s.sed on their journey through the teeming city. He interspersed this with details of the plans he'd made for Sam.

'I've set up someone to help you with your language skills. Your English is fine, but it'll do no harm to get some help with your elocution and vocabulary. With some of his tips, you'll be drawling like a Yankee in no time.'

Sam heard only part of Ira's monologue as he swung his head from side to side, craning his neck at the window to peer into the soaring heights of pa.s.sing buildings. In department store windows were lifelike male and female mannequins wearing fine clothes. A large picture of something called a hamburger dominated an awning over one store; and street vendors stood over smoking braziers selling a variety of food items to the pa.s.sers-by.

'Where are we?' Sam asked when they alighted beside a set of stairs leading to a two-storey stone building.

'This is the place I've been telling you about,' Ira replied.

Sam looked puzzled.

'You haven't heard a thing I've been saying, have you?' his benefactor said, smiling. 'I fancy it's all a bit much for you. Come, I'll show you to your room.'

At the top of the stone steps Ira took a key from his pocket and opened the door. A short corridor led to a flight of stairs.

'My bedroom is up there,' he said, nodding to the stairs. 'But this is your room until you get established at NYU.' He swung the door open. 'I hope you like it.'

The room had a desk under a curtained window that looked over a small courtyard to a similar courtyard and window of the building at the rear. A narrow bed sat against the far wall and beside it was a low table with a lampshade made of something like parchment. It had a beaded fringe and a s.h.i.+p painted faintly on it. The other wall held a painting of red and yellow flowers bending their black-centred heads over the rim of a blue vase.

Ira was smiling apprehensively when Sam completed his inspection.

'Sam, I am so happy you agreed to come.'

'I'm happy I came too, Ira.'

'You ... you are very dear to me, Sam. If there is anything you need, if you have any problems at all, you will let me know. Agreed?'

Sam nodded.

Ira waited for him to comment, but Sam didn't know what more to add.

'Oh,' Ira said, 'that's a letter for you.' He pointed at the envelope on the desk. 'It came a few days ago. I guess it's from home.' He laughed. 'Where else?' he said, and shrugged. 'I had a bathroom installed on the other side of the corridor for you. There's another upstairs ... for me.' Ira's eyes roamed the room too. He went to the wall and made a slight adjustment to the flower painting. 'I have a larger house out of town, but I thought this one would be better while you get settled.'

Sam looked around the room again.

'If you don't like it, we can go to my place on Staten Island, you know. It's just that, well ... we need to do some shopping for you, and I thought ...'

Sam smiled an acknowledgement; nodded yet again.

'So ...' Ira said. 'What do you think?'

'About the room?'

'Yes, the room, Sam.'

'Ira, I think this is the most beautiful room I have ever seen.'

The letter, from Sister Rosalba, was written in formal English. He had never received a letter from her nor, now that he came to think of it, had he read anything she had written other than the cryptic comments she scrawled illegibly on the bottom of his lessons. He read the letter again, trying to see her face in the words, trying to recall the way she sounded in real life. But the words were sterile, making Sam feel even more remote from home.

Dear Sam, I hope that this finds you well as we are here as it leaves us.

I am sorry for my delay in writing. I had to write to the Norfolk for Mr Ketterman's address.

Here we have much to do. The harvest is upon us. We go from school to the food garden and then back to school. The millet goes well, but the sorghum is not so good. There is much discussion about sorghum in the village. It has not done well for two seasons already.

So you can see that we are busy.

By now I expect that you are comfortable in your new home. I hope that your studies are going well.

I am writing this in the hope you are remaining in grace within the warm enfolding arms of your faith.

Go with G.o.d, my child.

Sincerely,

Sister Rosalba

Sam went to the window and stared across the adjoining courtyards to the other window. It was only lightly curtained, but he could see nothing beyond its reflective surface. Both courtyards were paved: nothing useful grew in either although he estimated that, properly planted, they could support a good number of maize plants - enough to feed the occupants of both houses.

He returned to the bed and sat beside his suitcase, Sister Rosalba's letter still in his hands. He ran his eyes around the interior of his room before settling on the picture of the vase of flowers. He briefly wondered if Ira had painted it, but discarded the thought. Then he wondered why anyone would bother painting a picture of a bowl of flowers when having the actual flowers would have been so much more appealing. It added to his confusion about everything American - from the towering statue of a woman holding a light in the harbour to images of giant hamburgers.

He flicked the switch of the bedside lamp. The s.h.i.+p sprang from obscurity into colourful life and the fringe of beads trembled in the light.

He studied Sister Rosalba's neat cursive script. It reflected her personality - the personality of a white woman who had foregone a life with family and friends in Italy to work with impoverished blacks in an obscure corner of a backward country. Until that moment, it had never occurred to him to ponder such a sacrifice.

Now, Sister Rosalba, Igobu, his parents and his life in Kenya had become distant and receding beacons of certainty in a world brimful of confusion.

Ira lay staring at the ceiling. He imagined he could smell the faint male odour that arose from Sam's warm body in the bedroom below; feel the smooth musculature of his firm flesh lying between the sheets; sense the vibrancy of his maleness.

He'd waited so long for him to arrive, but as always, his resolve to tell him how he felt had vanished as soon as he'd attempted to put it into words.

You are very dear to me, was the best he could do while in his heart he wanted to say so much more. Sam, I love you.

How many times had he dreamed of this night? Now it had arrived, he knew d.a.m.n well his cowardice would prevail: he wouldn't say any of the things he'd rehea.r.s.ed almost every day while awaiting Sam's arrival.

He had tormented himself with the fantasy that Sam would one day feel the same urge that drove Ira into a lather of l.u.s.t. No, not l.u.s.t. It could never be l.u.s.t when it came to Sam.

Ira had kept his desires hidden while married to his wife and only on a few brief occasions since their divorce had he allowed them to find expression. And when he had, it was with such self-disgust and mortification that he retreated again into his emotional cave. With Sam, such an embrace would be so much more, but in his heart he knew it would never happen. He was a coward and now he was running out of time. Sam would but briefly sleep under the same roof before taking up residence in the college dorm.

And time was running out for Ira in another way too. He had learned that asbestos fibres had taken root in his lungs and woven a deadly web. The mines and the money they brought could be forgotten, but the result of that poisonous place could not.

It took Sam a long time to find his feet in New York and his place in university life. There were times during the first year when he almost gave up. It was only his indebtedness to Ira's generosity that kept him going; and only Ira who tried to boost his confidence in the face of an increasingly difficult workload and poor grades.

It might be something specific in his course that confounded him to the point of rage. 'Commercial law is c.r.a.p,' he said at one stage, although he knew Ira disapproved of his use of the American vernacular. Sam said it was Ira's fault that he cursed because the elocution teacher he chose was from the Bronx and the bad language came packaged with the p.r.o.nunciations.

Ira would speak calmly and offer to help him with his a.s.signment. Together they would pore over the texts in Ira's large Staten Island house until the problem was resolved and Sam's desperate urge to abandon his studies and slink home to Africa was overcome.

As Sam's grades slowly improved, his confidence grew. In time he found the rigours of study much to his liking. He would arise each day from his bed in the male dormitory and take a dozen circuits of the athletics field or swim a mile in the pool, before joining his colleagues for breakfast. Then he would study until his first cla.s.s. At the end of the day he would usually go to the library where he would consume reference material and write notes in preparation for the following day.

On weekends he continued to visit Ira on Staten Island, but as he became more involved with the student body and its activities, these trips became less frequent.

He found it easy to apply his rugby skills to the running game of American football. He made the senior team on his first tryout and quickly became a key position player.

To the young white women on campus, he was an exotic - and forbidden - flower and therefore all the more interesting to the nonconformist element among them. Sam couldn't resist and bedded several, but these affairs were short-lived. Most of the young women were only interested in having Sam as a trophy and, after a brief dalliance, would manufacture an excuse to ease themselves out of the liaison.

It was an arrangement that perfectly suited Sam's needs: since he appeared to be the aggrieved party, none of the women felt offended. He had no desire for intimacy, and no intentions of building a long-term relations.h.i.+p. He'd never forgotten Mothoni, his first great love, who had chosen his arch rival, Johnstone Kamau, to be her first official lover.

In the eyes of a few of his female admirers he sensed more than mere l.u.s.t or the avarice of a trophy hunter. In these situations, he was careful to keep his distance.

Those close to him were aware of his popularity. His closest confidant was his coach, Jake Freemore, who became concerned that Sam was not only breaking one of the college's rather moralistic house rules about fraternisation, but was also in danger of attracting the attention of others with more malicious intentions than those of his female fans.

Freemore was a former running back for the Jacksonville Colts, and one of the first black men to coach a gridiron team in the USA. He realised his prize recruit needed a lesson in living as a black man in white America, so during the term break he invited Sam to his family home in Georgetown, South Carolina.

In Georgetown, a town with an overwhelming majority of black Americans, most of them quite poor, Sam felt immediately at ease. Freemore's parents still lived in the little house where he was born, and the Freemore family - mother, father and grandmother - made Sam feel very welcome.

Sam loved the easy pace of the south. He enjoyed the music, the spicy food, and a feeling very similar to being among his tribe.

A few days after arriving in Georgetown, Freemore told Sam he'd like to take him out for a hamburger to a small diner in the better part of the city.

A moment after they were seated, the white manager appeared at their table.

'Ain't you Jake Freemore?'

'That's me,' said Freemore.

'Then h.e.l.l, man, you should know better. You know I gotta kick your a.s.s out of here.'

Freemore nodded. 'You're right, sir. I should've remembered where I am.' He stood, indicating to Sam he should do likewise. 'We won't be bothering you no more.'

'See that you don't.'

Outside, Sam wanted to know what had happened.

'You been living a sheltered life on campus, Sam,' he said. 'You can find situations like that in New York,' he jerked his thumb over his shoulder to indicate the diner, 'but they ain't usually that polite. I brought you here because I know the owner was a fan from my days with the Colts. Anywhere else, we might have been beaten up. Bad.' Freemore explained the basic rules of segregation to Sam, who had heard of segregation, but it hadn't occurred to him that it applied to Africans. In many ways, it hadn't.

'You needed to know that outside NYU you're just another n.i.g.g.e.r,' Freemore said.

Over the following days, as he moved around town, Sam discovered just how much he was not able to do. Even in a city with a large majority of blacks, his skin colour prevented him from drinking from certain water fountains, entering some stores, boarding a bus by a particular door, or using a whites only public toilet. It came as a shock. In NYU he was known to be a foreigner but didn't realise he had been treated differently from black Americans.

The night before they were to leave for New York, the whole Freemore family joined Sam and Jake at the movies. Coming home, they pa.s.sed a group surrounding a young black man who was no more than Sam's age. Sam could almost taste the hatred in the air and in the eyes of the young man he saw utter terror.

The group began to shove the black man back and forth inside their circle. Then one of the white men removed his belt and began to whip him.

Sam took a pace towards the group, but Jake grabbed him on the arm and drew him back.

'Sam, no,' he hissed into his ear. 'I know what you're thinkin', but we ain't gonna interfere. You hear me?'

Sam tried to shrug him loose, but Freemore, forty pounds heavier and still in good shape, held fast.

'Listen to me,' he continued. 'You and I might be able to bang some heads in there, but the kid's done somethin' to upset 'em, and he's gonna get a beatin' one way or another, then they'll let him go. Any other time and I might be stupid enough to do what you're thinkin', but my folks are here. These white boys got no respect for age or s.e.x when they get in this mood.'

Sam looked at the older Freemores. They had backed away from the scene, and were as terrified as the man in the middle of the mob.

That night Sam stewed with pent-up rage and frustration. He had experienced an ugly side of America, one that he found difficult to reconcile with the America he had observed in the university - a place of unlimited opportunity and bountiful positive energy.

He became more inquisitive about this ugly, stunted side of the country when he returned to NYU, and searched for its meaning, its origins.

He knew a little of the history of slavery in East Africa. The Consolata nuns had related stories of the slavers, who had only in recent times been thwarted in their periodic plundering of the local tribes. The unfortunate ones, stolen from their families, would serve as household servants in sumptuous Arabian palaces in distant lands. He suspected that the nuns' version of history had been influenced by the tender age of their audience, but the history of America's slaves, whose unfortunate recruits were drawn from the other side of his home continent, was far more inhumane and often brutal. Sam read the history in horror.

His interests spread beyond America to the colonial powers' scramble for Africa. American historians took a high-minded stance against Britain's relatively recent incursions into East Africa, as their government was not directly involved. They portrayed Britain as the invader.

Sam had seen many of the benefits of the white administration's efforts to keep the peace among the tribes and to provide health services and a limited form of education, but the pax Britannica came at a huge price. The growing numbers of white settlers demanded more and more land. And they weren't content with just any land: they demanded the best and most fertile tracts. Even the Maasai, possibly the most militarily proficient tribe in East Africa, were incapable of resisting the whites' wholesale plunder. Sam discovered that in 1904 they had reluctantly signed an agreement to move from their traditional land in the Great Rift Valley to the Laikipia plateau. But then the white settlers realised that the plateau was far more fertile than previously thought, so seven years later the British broke their own treaty and again forced the Maasai to move, this time to the desolate southern end of their range.

Sam was offended by the wrongs perpetrated upon the Maasai. He knew that his own Kikuyu people were as culturally and emotionally connected to their land as the Maasai, and wondered how long it would be before the settlers began to covet Kikuyu land.

A sense of great injustice took root in his soul. Over the ensuing years it would slowly grow to affect his views of the British, their place in Africa, and his people's rights to their land.

When graduation day arrived, and Sam lined up with his fellow undergraduates, the auditorium was filled with family and friends from the front rows to where the overflow stood against the rear wall. All smiles.

Somewhere in the crowd was Ira. Sam could hear his occasional coughing and at one point he picked him out; he was beaming as proudly as any parent.

Sam didn't find the absence of his family upsetting. His father, with his several wives and many children, had always been a distant figure. His mother was a person he could now only recall through the eyes of a child.

It had been many months since he'd thought about Sister Rosalba, but she came to mind again while he waited in line to shake the hand of the a.s.sembled academics and receive his degree. She had written on the first Sunday of every month; the letters arriving like clockwork a month and a half later. They provided Sam with a tenuous lifeline to his family and Igobu, though he hardly ever found the time to respond. When they'd stopped arriving during his third year at college, his former existence had so receded in his mind that it took him six months to note their absence. He realised how irrelevant they had become and didn't trouble himself to write and check on Rosalba and the village. It was as if Igobu had never been part of his life. He felt like an American now. And it would be in America that he would build a new life and fulfil his ambitions.

CHAPTER 11.

Ira sank into the armchair in his Staten Island sitting room and almost disappeared. He had lost more weight, but again refused to discuss his health with Sam other than to say that he'd found a new tonic and his general fitness was improving.