Crown Of Stars - Child Of Flame Part 33

She opened her eyes, startled by those sweet-toned words, as fluid as water. Who had spoken? It almost sounded like her own voice. Without realizing she meant to, she rose. A featureless plain surrounded her. The pleasant bed on which she had been resting was simply the rosy-colored ground, boiling with a layer of mist. Alabaster towers bristled on the horizon, as numerous as the spears of a vast army. A vast domed building built entirely of marble stood between her and the forest of towers. She knew at once that in this building she would find a library complete with every scroll and book she had ever wished to read. The towers receded into the mist even as the dome rose before her, flanked by avenues of stone lined with oversized statues of every animal known on Earth and in the sky: ravens and peac.o.c.ks, panthers and bears, ibex and serpents. Where the avenues met in the forecourt, they joined into a broad stair surmounted by an archway, two ivory pillars linked by a curving arbor of dog roses and belladonna.

io As her feet led her forward under the arch, a tremor pa.s.sed through her body rather as a pan of water, shaken, will run with ripples and wavelets and then quiet. She found herself in a vast hall where churchmen ornamented by scarlet cloaks and clerics robed in wine or forest-green silk hurried about on their errands. Tables lit by a profusion of ceramic lamps stood in rows throughout the hall. Here sat scholars bent over ancient scrolls or freshly copied tomes bound into codices. A pair of young clerics, scarcely more than girls, whispered as they searched through some old chronicle. On a stand at the center of the hall rested a thick book. She crossed between the tables and halted here. No one glanced at her strangely. No one found her presence remarkable, although she wore only tunic and leggings, quiver with arrows and bow, the gold torque given to her by Sanglant, and the lapis lazuli ring. The stone floor remained pleasingly warm to her bare feet.

As at Quedlinhame, the stand held the library's catalog: different scribes at many different periods had added to the list. As she leafed through the catalog, she saw where a square Dariyan script, all capitals, changed abruptly to the rounded Scripta Actuaria favored by the early church mothers and gradually picking up the minuscule letters that marked the ascendancy of Salian clerics under the influence of Taillefer's court schola. These days, the simpler Scripta Gallica held sway, imperial yet elegant.

What riches the catalog laid bare before her eyes! Not only Ptolomaia's Tetrabiblos but also her magisterial Mathematici's Compilation, Virgilia's Heleniad and also her Dialogues, various geographies of heaven and Earth by diverse ancient scholars, the Memoria of Alisa of Jarrow with its detailed instruction in the art of memory, and more volumes on natural history and astronomy than she had ever seen before in one place. She skipped over the ma.s.sive inventories of the writings of the church mothers but closely examined those pages marked black for caution. The numerous condemnations and tracts against various heresies held no attraction but, as she had hoped, there were forbidden texts on sorcery, like Chaldeos' The Acts of the Magicians and The Secret Book of Alexandras, Son of Thunder.

How amazing and odd that a library of this scope should exist in the sphere of Somorhas. But hadn't the voice said that beyond the gateway she would find her heart's desire?

A small voice niggled at her from deep inside, annoying as a . thorn. The merest p.r.i.c.k of pain throbbed lightly behind her right eye. Hadn't she read somewhere that in Somorhas lay only dreams and delusions?

"It cannot be so," her voice whispered, almost as if she were two people, one watching, one speaking." In the city of memory a great library stands in the third sphere, where the Cup of Boundless Waters holds sway, the ocean of knowledge available to mortal kind."

That was true, wasn't it? Best to make use of the time while she had it. She found the notation listing the location of St. Peter of Avon's The Eternal Geometry in one of the library chambers and, seeing that others waited patiently behind her to use the catalog, hurried away. At every moment, with every footfall, she expected one of the robed clerics to challenge her. What are you doing here? Who are you? Where have you come from?

No one ever did. It wasn't that they didn't see her. Gazes marked her before moving away as easily as if she were someone expected. No one unusual. Not a stranger at all.

The corridor she had thought would lead her to the room of astronomies led her instead, unexpectedly, to a chapel elaborately decorated with gilded lamps hanging from a beamed ceiling and frescoes depicting the life of St. Lucia, guardian of the light of G.o.d's wisdom. Her knees bent as if of their own volition, and in this way she knelt behind a pair of clerics robed in white and cloaked with the scarlet, floor-length capes that in the world below distinguished presbyters in the service of the skopos.

Strange how her thoughts scattered every which way. Because she could not calm her mind enough to lift her thoughts to G.o.d, she listened. The two clerics kneeling right in front of her evidently did not have calm minds either, because they were gossiping in low voices while, at the front of the chapel, an elderly man led a chorus of sweet-voiced monks in the service of s.e.xt.

"Didn't you hear? He saved poor Brother Sylvestrius a las.h.i.+ng." "Nay, how can Brother Sylvestrius possibly have given offense? He scarcely speaks a word as it is, and sometimes it seems impossible to me that he even knows the rest of us exist because he's so busy with his books."

"It was nothing he said, but what he wrote in the annals."

"Nothing deliberately disparaging, surely? That's more Biscop Liutprand's style."

"Of course not. Sylvestrius wrote a dispa.s.sionate account of the crowning, rather than a flattering one."

"And Ironhead couldn't abide it. He'd rather hear one of those noxious poets singing his praises as though he were the next Taille-fer rather than what he really is."

"You know what a rage Ironhead can get into." "Truly, I do, and have the mark here on my cheek to prove it. Yet how then did Sylvestrius escape the lash? Nay, nay, you need not say. I know who must have intervened."

"Truly, Brother, he is the sole gentling influence now that the Holy Mother, may G.o.d grant her healing, lies ill. He is the one person who stands between Ironhead's coa.r.s.eness and barbarity and the lives of so many innocents."

As if this thought struck them hard with a vision of G.o.d's mercy, they bent their heads in sincere prayer as the old presbyter in front began the Gloria.

Odd to feel that her body was not her own. She rose, quite unexpectedly, and edged backward, but there must have been another door into the chapel that she hadn't seen before because, instead of backing into the corridor she'd just come down, she found herself in a gloomy, dank pa.s.sage illuminated by a single flickering torch. The light was bad, but with her salamander eyes she saw a trio of guards standing at a heavy wood door exactly like a dozen other such doors set into the corridor behind her. The stone walls seeped moisture. The floor stank of earth and cold. No fine lofty ceilings here. No skilled artisans had toiled to make this place a pleasure to look at or walk through.

"Ach, here's the key," said one of the guards." Poor lads. I hate to think of their heads being stuck up on the wall just for stealing a bit of bread because they was too poor to buy none at market." "A bit of bread is one thing," objected the second guard, "but stealing the king's bread is quite another."

"Tchah! King's bread, indeed." The third guard laughed coa.r.s.ely." That basket was headed for the king's wh.o.r.ehouse, if you please."

"Still, what belongs to the king is meant for the king, not for beggars like these two."

They got the key turned in the lock and with some effort shoved the door open." Come on out, lads," said the third guard.

Not more than fourteen, the two boys had the weary, pinched look of children raised in constant hunger, starved rats. One was weeping. His companion was trying to be brave.

"We was just hungry," whimpered the weeping one, a familiar refrain whicrfhad been sung once too often.

"Nay, give them not the satisfaction," hissed his companion." We'll go bravely to our death- "Bravely enough, lad," said the third guard." I'm under orders to pardon you and turn you loose. Here's a silver lusira for your trouble. Use it wisely, and get you out of the city. My lord king has a long memory for people who have crossed him, and if he ever recognizes you, he'll cut off your heads right in the street."

The weeper wept copiously at this news of reprieve. The brave lad dropped to his knees, trying to kiss the hands of the third guard while at the same time clutching the precious silver to his breast." I pray you, friend, how can we thank you? G.o.d will bless you for your mercy."

"It's not me you should be thanking. I would have let you hang. But there is one at court who chooses the rose of mercy over the sword of justice."

"Ai, Lord and Lady!" breathed the brave one in the tone of a child who has just recognized the visitation of an angel." Was it that one, who we saw in the square next to the lord king?"

"Truly, that one. Don't forget that some walk closer to G.o.d than do the rest of us sinners. You can thank him in your prayers." Two of the guards, working together, dragged the door shut. It sc.r.a.ped noisily over the stone floor, the sound grinding and echoing down the corridor.

With a grunt, the first guard led the two boys away. Liath did not move while the others lingered.

"You could have kept the silver and let them hang," whispered the second guard." How do you dare go against the king's wishes?"

"The king will have forgotten the incident in a week's time. Poor lads, they hadn't any harm in them. I remember being that hungry and desperate once. But don't ever think I'd have kept the silver, boy." The third guard's voice got tight as he chided the other." Not when you know who gave it to me to give to those poor lads. We get two meals a day in the king's service. They've nothing, all the poor wandering in the streets while the king raises taxes in order to buy more soldiers for his army."

"How would he have known, the one who gave it to you, if you'd have kept it? You could have let them go and kept it for yourself. That's a month's wages!" "Tchah! He'd know." "And he'd punish you?"

"Truly, so it would be punishment, to be called before him and have to look him in the eye who is a better man than any of us. I've no wish to go standing there before him while he forgives me for giving into temptation, not a word of blame from him, who knows how sinful humankind is and how we struggle with the evil inclination. I'd rather not sin than be shamed before him."

"Oho, is that why you've not been to Parisa's brothel in the last month?"

"So it is, lad, and I'll never go again. I'm courting a young woman who's a washerwoman down by the Tigira docks. I mean to marry her and live a G.o.dly life."

"Once this war is over."

"Once this d.a.m.ned war is over. Have you heard the latest rumor?"

Moving from the corridor under a stone archway that led to a staircase, they vanished from her view, carrying the only torch. Their conversation was quickly m.u.f.fled by stone and distance. Her legs carried her after them, but by the time she reached the staircase she could only follow the receding glow of torchlight. She climbed quickly, chafed by a sudden cold draft of wind. Between one breath and the next, the torch went out, leaving her in pitch-blackness. She climbed the stairway by touch, fingers brus.h.i.+ng the dressed stone, feeling the cracks and flaking mortar smoothing away beneath her skin until it seemed to her that she was in a narrow stair with wood walls, wood floors, and a ceiling so low that it brushed her hair. She stumbled up against a latch. Though her fingers touched the latch, they hesitated.

Her jaw had gone tight, clenched hard, and the pain brought a rush of questions. Where was she? Had she unwittingly descended back to Earth?

Quickly vanquished and fled." Walk through the door," her voice murmured, "and I will be one step closer to my heart's desire." Wasn't it true? Surely it was true. She set her hand on the latch just as she heard m.u.f.fled sounds of weeping to her right. Startled, she jerked back as the latch twitched, turned from the other side, sc.r.a.ped against wood, and snapped up.

The door was thrown open.

A pretty young woman blinked into the darkness. She had a fresh scar on her upper lip and wore only a s.h.i.+ft, the fabric so finely woven that Liath saw the blush of her nipples beneath the cloth." Oh, thank the Lady," she said, grabbing Liath's wrist and tugging her out into a bright chamber where a rosy light poured in through four unshuttered windows." You got her safely hidden."

The mellow light pooled over a parquet floor and set into relief a set of frescoes depicting such obscene subjects that Liath blushed. Her new friend pressed past her into the hidden cupboard-for such it was-and helped the weeping woman out from the shadows. She wore the long and rather shapeless wool tunic, dyed a nondescript clay red, worn by common folk, although unlike the Wendish style she wore also a tightly fitted bodice and a brown ap.r.o.n over it. Her hair was bound up in a crown of braids rather than covered by a light shawl, as a respectable Wendish woman's would be. Beneath the streaked tears and the frightened expression, Liath could see that she was remarkably pretty, black-haired with the kind of eyes one could stare into for hours. She shrank away from the sight of the huge bed and its silken canopy." I'll not be abused by him without a fight!" she said in a voice made hoa.r.s.e by screaming." He may be king, but I'm a G.o.dly married woman and I only come to pray at the cathedral to ask for G.o.d's mercy on my poor sick child."

"Hush," hissed the pretty woman." He's gone now. What did you say your name was?"

"I'm known as Terezia. Ai, Lady!" She began to snivel again, overcome by relief." I was just there in the Lady Chapel, praying, when in he come and grabbed me right out of there. What was I to say to the king? I never imagined-" She began to sob again while the pretty woman in the s.h.i.+ft gave Liath a look to show that she'd seen this scene played over many times before, a shared glance of commiseration and disgust." -that he would try to rape me. If it hadn't been for that holy man who come in and put a stop to it- "Yes, friend, if it hadn't been for him."

"I thought the king was like to run him through. Ai, Lady, how brave he was!" Her eyes shone with remembered admiration." And so handsome."

"And a holy presbyter, sister, not for the likes of us, so go back to your good husband and your sick child. Hurry, now, for the king might come back any time." Two doors stood open, one leading into an opulent hallway and the other to a narrow servants' corridor. She beckoned toward the servants' corridor." Go on. That'll get you down to the servants' hall. My friend Teuda will get you out of the palace. She'll be waiting at the bottom of the stairs."

"What about you? Aren't you wanting to escape as well?"

The pretty woman laughed lightly." Nay, we're the king's wh.o.r.es. We're paid well enough to want to stay."

"But you're so pretty." Terezia looked ready to faint again, and she hadn't even gotten as far as the door, stopping to lean on the back of a chair." Why would he be coming down to the cathedral to abduct G.o.d-fearing women who've just come there to pray when he has lemans as pretty as you to warm his bed?"

"Poor innocent," said the wh.o.r.e with the slightest hint of contempt." He does it because he can. Nay, listen. I hear someone coming."

Terezia bolted down the servants' corridor. Before the noise of her hasty escape had faded, the wh.o.r.e threw herself onto the bed with a chuckle. Rolling over, she reached for a silver tray, found a goblet, and raised herself up to sip at the wine contentedly." Ai, Lady. When I think of those poor women slaving all day at their was.h.i.+ng or cooking or raising a host of brats in a filthy hovel down by the marsh, I thank G.o.d that you and I lie here in silks."

"Beauty doesn't last forever," said Liath, feeling the headache coming back. What a sight she herself must look in her tunic, fallen loose because she had no belt, with her quiver strapped to her back. Yet the wh.o.r.e smiled as seductively at Liath as if she, too, wore a fine s.h.i.+ft to mark her exalted status, as if they had shared other intimacies here in this light-draped chamber while they waited for the king. Liath even took a step forward, as if to go lie down on that bed beside the pretty wh.o.r.e, as if her body meant to do what it willed without consulting her. It was like fighting a stubborn horse, to grab hold of a chair and sit down solidly, with a thump.

"Oh, don't talk to me like that," said her companion now." I've seen you eyeing him when he comes in with Ironhead." She laughed, not kindly." Iron head, indeed. He's as elegant as an ax, is the king. Pump and grunt, that's him. Nothing like his presbyter, is he, darling? My Lord, now there's a true man, all bright and handsome, clever and kind, with such a beautiful voice as you can get all lost in, and the hands of a saint. Haven't you ever snuck into St. Thecla's Chapel to watch him praying? I have, and I know you have, too. I just wonder what it would be like to have those hands soliciting me. Haven't you just? Haven't you? All witty and elegant as he is, thoughtful and wise. But I see the look in his eyes. He's all lit inside, G.o.d's chosen one." She sighed so pa.s.sionately, s.h.i.+fted so sensuously on the bed, that Liath felt all on fire, remembering the ecstasies known to the body." Don't you wish he'd choose you?"

"Yes," she whispered, not sure what question she was answering, except that arousal warred with nausea as her thoughts sharpened for an instant. She had to get out of here. She lurched out of the chair, tipping it over behind her, and fled to the door.

But instead of the safety of the servants' corridor, she stumbled into an anteroom so soft with carpets that her bare feet made no sound as she hurried across the room to the only open door. Out of breath, she leaned against a doorframe painted with a mural depicting the ancient Emperor Tianathano driving a chariot pulled by griffins.

In the dim chamber beyond, a man was reading aloud from the Holy Verses in a voice so beautifully composed and melodious that like a roped lamb she was drawn in past a carved wooden screen into a vast and subdued bedchamber shrouded by approaching death.

" 'In those days,' " the voice declaimed," 'young Savamial came into the service of G.o.d. One day she was given the task of sleeping beside the holy curtain that concealed the glory of G.o.d. The lamp burning beside the holy curtain had not yet gone out, and while Savamial lay sleeping in the temple the voice of G.o.d called out to her, and she answered, "I'm coming." She ran to the veiled _i i woman and said, "Here I am. You called me." But the veiled woman replied, "I didn't call you. Go back to sleep.' " That harmonious voice made her head throb painfully. A single lamp hung from a tripod set beside the bed. It illuminated an aged woman, so frail that the hands lying on the coverlet were seamed with blue veins, as pale and thin as finest parchment. Her eyes were closed. One could only tell she was alive because she had the merest brush of color in her cheeks and, once, an eyelid flickered at the expressive lift of the reader's voice. Another man stood back in the shadows, looking on with a rapt face. The reader's face was concealed from Liath because his back was turned, but she saw how his robe fell in elegant drapery from his shoulders. His hair gleamed golden in the lamplight as he continued to read.

" 'So she went back and lay down again. But G.o.d called a second time, "Savamial!" Savamial got up and ran to the holy woman and said, "Here I am. You called me.' "

"Hugh," Liath breathed, lips moving although she hadn't meant to make a sound. A sick, horrible pain clutched in her guts, and she could not move.

He turned to see who had come in." Who is there?" he asked softly. She knew she should run, but her legs moved her forward into the soft glow of the lamplight. Seeing her, he looked surprised and even a little shy. Was he actually blus.h.i.+ng as a youth might faced with the lady for whom he has conceived a sweetly guileless pa.s.sion? It was hard to tell because the light was behind him.

He carefully closed the book and handed it to his companion, who took it without demur as Hugh rose and came to stand before her. Already the knot in her gut and the aching in her head subsided, subsumed under a flood of new thoughts.

She had actually forgotten how beautiful he was-not a shallow beauty that bloomed quickly and withered with the next season, but something bone-deep, unfathomable because golden hair and a certain arrangement of features cannot by itself create a pleasing face. Why had G.o.d seen fit to shower him with that combination of lineaments and expressiveness, charm and intensity, whose sum is beauty?

"Liath! I-" He broke off, confused and fl.u.s.tered." Where have you come from? Why are you here?" He glanced back at the el derly presbyter, who stood serenely by the bedside of the aged woman, watching the lamplight twist over her pallid face." Nay, come, let's go outside to talk. I can't understand how it is you've come here."

But they had barely crossed the threshold into the anteroom, and her lips parted to speak, she not even knowing what she meant to say, when a middle-aged presbyter with the stout girth of a person who's eaten well since childhood hurried into view.

"Thank G.o.d, Your Honor. I hoped to find you here. How is the Holy Mother?"

"She has not changed, alas, Brother Petrus. May G.o.d have mercy. I've been reading to her."

"Yes, yes." The stout presbyter was clearly in a mounting frenzy, hands twitching, s.h.i.+fting his weight from one foot to the other like a child who has to pee." You must come at once. The king- "Of course I'll come." Hugh looked at Liath, opening his hands as if to say, "what can I do?" "Will you wait?" he asked her in a low voice." Or perhaps, I don't know, I can't believe- Nay, perhaps you'll not wish to wait."

Perhaps it was curiosity that goaded her, even as it occurred to her that there was nothing about him now at all threatening." I'll come with you, if I may," her voice said.

His face lit. He smiled sweetly, then looked away as if embarra.s.sed at his own reaction.

"I pray you, Your Honor, I fear there'll be violence if you don't come quickly- "Don't fear. Brother Petrus. Let us go."

One lavishly decorated corridor led to the next. She was lost in a maze of staircases and archways, colonnades and courtyards. At last they crossed out of one palace compound and into a second. Here, where the great hall ab.u.t.ted a long wing of princely chambers, they stepped outside into a small courtyard ringed by fig and citron trees. In the center, on a dusty oval of ground, soldiers took arms training. Yet under the rosy light of a cloudy day, so strangely bright that she realized she had no idea what season or hour it was, something in the ring wasn't going right.

One man, wearing a grim iron helm and a heavily padded coat, was in the process of pounding some poor youth into the dirt.

Brother Petrus was so out of breath that he could barely wheeze out an explanation." You know how it is ... a woman down at prayers in the cathedral... he saw her ...conceived a l.u.s.t... had her brought to him...but then he was called out of his chambers ... and returned to find her gone. He's in a fury. You know how he hates to be crossed."

Hugh's mouth tightened. He lifted a hand to his face, laying the back of that hand to his cheek as though at a memory unlocked for and unwanted. The iron-helmed man had a blunted sword carved from wood, but by now he was simply laying into his victim as though he'd forgotten everything except that reflexive snap, over and over, of his sword arm. The young man was crying out loud, begging for mercy. Soldiers stood back, uneasily, but no one moved to stop them.

Hugh unbuckled his belt and stripped out of his presbyter's robe to reveal a simple linen tunic and leggings beneath, the kind of thing worn by a n.o.ble lady's younger son when he rides off in the retinue of his elder cousin. He was tall, lean, and strong. He gestured. A servant, running, brought him a padded sword.

"Nay, my lord king," he said in a clear, carrying voice as he stepped out onto the oval, "this poor lad's not much of a contest, is he? I'll test you."

The king hesitated between one blow and the next, lifting his head. Liath caught a glimpse of a cruel gaze behind the visor. He spoke with the voice of a man plagued by a surfeit of spleen.

"No doubt it was your doing the woman was taken out of the palace, my precious counselor."

"She was a married woman praying for G.o.d to heal her sick child. She has both a father and a husband in the mason's guild, my lord king. How does it benefit you to insult the men who build and repair the city walls?"

"I'd have given her back unharmed!"

Seeing that Hugh had no helmet, the king pulled off his before leaping forward. Hugh was ready for him. He hadn't the breadth of shoulder of a man always in armor, but clearly he had trained for war. And why not? Abbots and churchmen often led contingents to war. Such a man must be ready, even in the midst of prayer, to answer when the regnant called.

The king had far less grace than a bull. He had strength, exas peration, and experience as he thrashed and struck, but there came no physical pleasure in watching him at work. As elegant as an ax, his wh.o.r.e had said of his lovemaking, all pumping and grunting. Watching him fight, Liath could well believe it.

Watching Hugh fight, she saw how Hugh measured his opponent and worked him patiently, saw the grace of his movements, never too subtle or too bold. Sweat broke first at the back of his neck. Somehow, she remembered that: how he would get a sheen of sweat there and down- between his shoulder blades. How his hands would get moist. A bead of sweat trickled down his forehead. His gaze never left his opponent; like a lover, he had eyes for no one else.

Not even for her.

She found her hands at her own throat, and she was trembling hard, choking, shaking all over. The dance of swordplay went on regardless, bruises traded, a cut lip, hair gone damp with sweat. The king had a scar on one cheek that flared vividly the more he sweated. He had a look about him that suggested he didn't fight so much for love of fighting but rather because he wanted to win. Hugh was overmatched, both in size and in prowess, but since Hugh didn't care about winning, he could focus all his efforts on defense.

Her hands fell to her side. Strange that she had reacted like that. She had nothing to fear. Eventually the king stepped back and, panting, tossed his padded sword aside. He wiped sweat from his brow as he chuckled.

"Well fought, Counselor. I'll make you a fighting man yet."

"Alas, it cannot be, my lord king, for G.o.d has chosen me for other work. I must go back to attend the Holy Mother."

"And I must go to the barracks to inspect the new troops. You'll attend me at the feast tonight."

"As you wish, my lord king."

The king called his captains together and they strode off the field.

Hugh lingered to speak to a steward, making sure that provision had been made for the injured man's care.

The courtyard cleared, leaving Hugh alone with Liath. Two servants loitered under the colonnade, ready to hurry forward at his command. He mopped his face with a cloth and joined her in the shadow of a fig tree.

"You've come to get the book. I'm surprised you came alone. You have no reason to trust me."

No, I don't, she thought fleetingly, but her voice said, "The book."

He gestured, inviting her to walk with him." I've found an old scholar here who is familiar with the writing in the central portion."