Rising Darkness: A Game Of Shadows Novel Part 17

"When you healed, you changed everything." His chest moved as he took a deep breath. "We need to reunite with Astra before we fight him. We stand the strongest chance of winning if we're all together. But you're not traceable in the psychic realm any longer, and we've ditched your car. As long as n.o.body recognizes you, we can afford to pull off the main roads for a while."

"We'll both be better for it," she said.

"Agreed." Thoughts moved like shadows behind his eyes. "I know a place where we can stop. I go there as often as I can. It's secluded and it should be safe enough. We can rest and talk there."

"Are you still okay to drive? You look like you're in pain."

He covered her hand with his own larger one. "I'm fine. I just have a headache. No need to fuss."

Her whole body reacted to his touch. She felt the rasp of calluses across the back of her knuckles, and she focused on the weight of his hand on hers. A self-conscious heat tinged her cheeks. She coughed. "If you think this is fussing, you don't know fussing. This is self-preservation. I don't want you to drive off the road. If I start fussing, you won't be able to mistake it."

A glint of amus.e.m.e.nt entered his overbright pewter gaze. "So you're a talented fusser?"

"I have my moments," she said.

"When can I get the full treatment?" he asked.

Her breath caught. Maybe she wriggled a little. "When do you want it?"

A slight smile eased the haggard lines of his face. He said, "Anytime you feel like starting."

Slowly she turned her hand, underneath his, and the sensation of his skin sliding over her sensitive palm was so shockingly erotic, her heart started to pound. She whispered, "That's a dangerous thing to say to someone who might have compulsive fussing tendencies."

"A woman with a hint of danger." His voice had deepened and turned rough. Moving his hand over hers, he rubbed her forefinger with his thumb. "That's pretty hot."

She thought, I am flirting with a man who wears a gun and knows how to use it.

That was just about as alien to her as, well, discovering she was an alien.

She had the impulse to remove her hand. She didn't, but she did back away from the flirting. "Okay, maybe I am fussing a little," she confessed, her voice turning serious. "I have things I need to tell you, and I'm concerned."

"I know," he said quietly. "That's one of the reasons why I agreed to stop."

She nodded, biting her lip. "How far away is this place where we're going?"

"It's about an hour away. We've got to go through Big Rapids first."

They fell into silence. She watched the growing dawn. They were allies now. All it had taken was one long, strange night. She hadn't even known he existed two days ago. She hadn't known who she was. How can someone exist in such rampant ignorance? She had stepped out of the painting, and the painting shattered.

The early morning traffic thickened as they neared Big Rapids. They pa.s.sed through the city at a quick pace and into the quieter landscape beyond.

"Tell me what your life has been like," he said. "You said you worked an ER s.h.i.+ft."

She stirred. "I work-I worked at a community hospital. Cue back to the fussing. People got better out of self defense."

"You're good at your job."

He hadn't phrased it as a question. She gave him a quick glance and a wry, lopsided smile. "Actually, yes. I had my choice of residencies at more prestigious facilities, but I liked the idea of contributing something to an underprivileged area."

The rare pleasure that had lightened his expression vanished. He became the hard-edged soldier again. "You said your house burned down."

Her fingers jerked under his. "That's right."

He flicked a finger in the direction of the dashboard. "I heard about it on the news too. Missing doctor's house burned in the St. Joe/Benton Harbor area. In the news segment on the radio, the police had yet to-" His words cut off.

His abrupt silence had her twist in her seat to face him. She searched his profile. "Police had yet to, what? What happened?"

He gave her a quick glance under slanted brows, his mouth grim. He said, "The police have yet to issue a positive identification on a body they found in the house. All the newscast said was that it was a six-foot male between twenty-five and forty-five years of age."

"Oh s.h.i.+t," she said. Her eyesight blurred.

His long hard fingers curled around hers. "You know who that was?"

"It had to have been Justin, my ex-husband." She pinched the bridge of her nose as hot tears spilled over. After a moment, she could speak again. "He-we-it's a long, stupid story, but we figured out fast we never should have gotten married, and we ended up friends instead. I knew he was going over to my house yesterday afternoon, but I left anyway. I've been so worried about him."

After a blank pause, he said, "I'm sorry."

She bent her head to wipe her wet face on her s.h.i.+rtsleeve. "Why was he killed? What purpose did that serve?"

He tightened his hold on her hand, a sure steady grip. "We may not ever know the answer to that. But when we can, we'll try to find out."

Silence descended in the car. She looked out the window as she struggled with grief and rage. Finding comfort in the contact, she kept her hand on his thigh. He covered it with his own whenever traffic allowed.

Some distance north of Big Rapids, he signaled and exited the northbound highway, turning west. A large portion of Michigan was National Forest. With the turn, they entered old-growth woods then they turned north again onto a gravel road. Soon she saw a small cl.u.s.ter of cabins and buildings, and a sign that said Wolf Lake.

Michael pulled into the gravel lot of a small building with the words WOLF LAKE STORE painted on the side. He said, "Stay in the car. Your photo may have been released in the news. I'll be right back."

She nodded, sliding down in a self-conscious hunch in her seat as he strode into the building. Even though she kept a wary eye out, she didn't see anybody.

Less than ten minutes later, he stepped outside, carrying two full grocery bags in each hand. He set the bags in the backseat before climbing back into the car. They drove at a gentle pace in silence for a few more miles, until he turned onto a drive that was guarded by a weathered NO TRESPa.s.sING sign.

She had rolled down her window in the growing heat of the morning. The forest was alive with an old green presence that wrapped around them in welcome.

They pulled up to a rough-looking cabin. Michael turned off the engine, and even though the car ran at a soft, powerful purr, in that quiet place the change seemed loud.

She sighed at the peaceful sounds of birds singing, and the soughing wind as it braided fronds of leafy branches. The sunlit, green clearing emphasized a huge absence as the weight of stress lifted off her body.

"I'm never living in a city again," she said. "This place is wonderful. Is it yours?"

"Yes. I come here when I can. The lake is about a third of a mile down a path that ends behind the cabin. Sometimes I fish."

He got out of the car and she followed. He handed her the four grocery bags. As she took them, she saw that two of the bags were filled with food, and the two other bags were stuffed with simple, new clothes. She caught a glimpse of a gray sweats.h.i.+rt, and a packet of white women's socks.

Then he reached into the backseat again, and he pulled out two large black canvas bags. One of them seemed an ordinary bag one might pack for a weekend. The other was longer and he hefted it with more effort, so it had to be heavy. She looked at that bag for a thoughtful moment.

He turned and walked up the porch steps to the door, warning over his shoulder, "The cabin is pretty rustic."

"Is there any chance of hot water?" She followed him onto the porch.

He unlocked the door and shoved it open with a foot. "In about a half an hour."

"Then it sounds like heaven on earth to me," she said.

He stood back and let her walk into the cabin first. She stopped in the middle of a large room, pivoting to look around as he brought in his bags and tucked them out of the way.

He was not exaggerating when he called the cabin rustic. The walls were wooden with a few built-in bookshelves. A table and a few chairs sat in the middle of the floor. Two corners at one end of the room were filled with a wide bed and a dresser.

Against the far wall a counter, a small stove, sink and refrigerator comprised a kitchenette area. More bare shelves were under the counter, stacked with a variety of canned foods. A large fieldstone fireplace took up most of the third wall, with wood stacked in a nearby box. A package of long matches sat on the mantel.

A closed door was in the last corner. Michael walked over to the door and disappeared. He stepped back in the room moments later.

"This is the bathroom. I've turned the water heater on," he said. "We'll be able to wash in comfort soon."

"Thank G.o.d," she said. She felt like she had picked up twenty miles of road dirt. "I like your cabin. How long have you owned this place?"

"Eight years. It's only a day's travel from Astra's place, and it's private and independent. Sometimes I need to get away from everything, even her. Especially her." He walked over to the refrigerator, opened the door and looked in the freezer. "The fridge is working fine. Aside from what I picked up at the store, I have some frozen stuff, mostly steaks, ground beef and vegetables. I keep the coffee in the freezer, and there's the canned stuff under the counter."

"It all sounds terrific," she said.

She set the grocery bags on the table and unpacked the food he had bought. Most of the items were off-brand, just good, plain food, enough for several meals. There were containers of flavored yogurt, eggs, a small tub of b.u.t.ter, another small container of half-and-half, apples, cheese, a package of pasta noodles, a jar of spaghetti sauce, crackers, a loaf of bread and a few packets of fresh vegetables and fruit.

Asparagus, mushrooms and strawberries.

Her eyes moistened as she stared down at the fresh produce. He had bought ingredients to make her wish breakfast at a dream hotel: a mushroom and asparagus omelet, fresh fruit and coffee with cream.

She gathered up the perishables and tucked them into the otherwise empty fridge.

Then she rummaged through the other full bags. He had bought a pet.i.te-sized pair of jeans, two T-s.h.i.+rts, a hooded gray sweats.h.i.+rt, the white socks she had glimpsed earlier, a packet of pink underwear and a set of three sports bras. There was also a new toothbrush, antiperspirant and a travel-sized tube of toothpaste.

The sports bras looked a bit big, and the T-s.h.i.+rts and sweats.h.i.+rt would be baggy but useful enough, and hopefully the jeans might fit. The socks and underwear should be fine. They were all treasures.

"I already had soap and shampoo. Is it okay?" he asked. He had picked up the lighter of the two black bags and paused with it in his arms. He was watching her with an uncertain expression that looked odd on his normally confident, decisive face.

"It's more than okay. It's amazing. Thank you so much for thinking of it." She looked with longing at the bathroom door. "Do you think the water has warmed up enough by now?"

He shook his head. "I doubt it. If you want, you can s.h.i.+ft things in the dresser to make a s.p.a.ce for your clothes."

"Thanks."

She rifled through the dresser. It felt odd to handle his clothing, adding another layer of intimacy to their already convoluted and confusing relations.h.i.+p. She took one of the new T-s.h.i.+rts and a pair of underwear from the packet then tucked the rest of the clothes, still in their plastic packaging and labels, in the top drawer. The T-s.h.i.+rt looked like it was long enough to reach her upper thighs.

Clutching the clothes in her hands, she turned to him. "I can't wait any longer. Do you mind if I go ahead and use the bathroom?"

He raised his eyebrows. "Help yourself, but I'm sure the water isn't warm enough yet to bathe in comfortably."

"That's okay. I've got an agenda," she said. His well-cut mouth widened in a smile. His unshaven jaw lent his features a rough appearance, and his wide shoulder and chest muscles flexed under his black T-s.h.i.+rt as he moved around the cabin.

She was fascinated by all the evidence of his existence, by the sight of him, by the quiet sounds he made as he moved around, his warm fragrant male scent, by her own response to him. It took an effort to yank her gaze away and slip into the bathroom. Once inside, she leaned against the door and shook her head back and forth.

Too much, too much going on.

On the bright side, a lot of items on her fix-it to-do list had been wiped out. She didn't have a dirty house any longer that needed cleaning. She couldn't feel guilty about not finis.h.i.+ng any of her quilting projects, and going to work was out of the question.

On the dark side . . . She thought of Justin again, and her eyes filled.

Then she shuddered and scrubbed her face with one hand, closed the door on her grief for the time being, and looked around. The bathroom was utilitarian and somewhat outdated, with the water heater in one corner, and a bath and shower, and a white sink with a small mirror, but it was mercifully clean, which gave it a five-star rating in her travel book for this trip. A small cabinet hung over the toilet. When she opened it, she saw towels and washcloths on the two shelves inside.

Stripping naked, she scrubbed her panties, bra, socks and T-s.h.i.+rt in the sink. Then she tackled was.h.i.+ng her dirty jeans, wrung all of the wet clothes out as best she could, and hung everything along the top of the warming water heater so it would dry faster.

Cleaning her teeth with her new toothbrush was nothing short of heavenly. By then the water had heated enough to make bathing comfortable, so she ran a bath and stepped in as soon as she could. The various sc.r.a.pes she had acquired throughout the previous day and night stung as they came in contact with the water, and her bruises throbbed. Still, soaking in hot water eased some of the aches. When the water began to cool she soaped her hair and body.

The soap and shampoo in the bathroom were as utilitarian as the rest of the place. She knew she would pay for that later as her unruly hair dried, but she was so grateful to be clean that she didn't care. She would have to wrestle the tangles into submission while her hair was wet and then braid it back. With any luck-she paused in the middle of rinsing and her breathing halted-with any luck she would live to wash her hair again with a decent conditioner soon.

The small bathroom had warmed to a toasty temperature by the time she dried, slipped on the new T-s.h.i.+rt and panties and wrapped her hair in the towel. As she walked into the main room she discovered that Michael had built a fire that crackled as it banished the damp chill from the cabin.

He had made even more coffee with an old-fas.h.i.+oned percolator on the stove, and he sat at the table with a cup near his elbow. She had thought that the challenging years of her residency had turned her into a heavy coffee drinker, but he had her beat by a mile.

Any pretense he had to domesticity ended at that point. Her steps slowed as she took in the various weapons he had laid out on the table. The long black bag that had seemed so heavy was open at his feet. A large Kevlar vest draped the back of one chair. He was cleaning his handgun.

As she approached gingerly she caught a glimpse of something in the bag that looked remarkably like a sword.

Easing into a chair, she watched his deft, large long-fingered hands manipulate the gun, her body tense.

"What are you so upset about?" Michael said, his tone brusque. "The weapons? You've got to know by now it's what I do."

"What crawled up your a.s.s and died?" she said. She threw him a nasty glance, pushed to her feet and went to the kitchenette area to rummage for a gla.s.s. "I've had so much s.h.i.+t hit my fan in the last three days, you take your pick. Four people were gunned down in front of me, for no reason I can tell except that I b.u.mped into them and my attackers liked to kill things." She couldn't find a gla.s.s, so she took a coffee mug, filled it with cold water and drained the contents. As she filled it again, a betraying quiver ran through her voice. "A lot of people have died on me in the hospital, but I've never seen anything like that-not in real life, not right in front of me-so you go ahead and do what you need to do, and you have my blessing. But yes, it upsets me." Needing to leave the room, she turned toward the bathroom. "Do you want a bath? I'll run you a bath."

His hand circled her wrist as she tried to walk past. She tugged, trying to free herself, but he yanked her toward him, into his arms. Giving in to the simple, animal comfort he offered, her arms slipped around his neck, and she cried for the murdered family, for Justin and for the cruel, unapproachable look that had been on Michael's face and the life he must have lived that made him look like that.

"I'm sorry," he said. One large hand rubbed up and down her back.

"Me too. For the meltdown, I mean," she said, leaning against his long, muscular body. He had so much strength it was easy to believe that he had survived so many centuries. She laid her cheek on top of his head and fingered his short military-cut dark hair. "I'm okay. I just haven't had time to cry for them before now and I needed to."

"I'm sure you did," he said. He pulled her onto his lap, holding her tight. "It's going to get uglier."

"I know. It's not fair," she said. She put her head on his shoulder. "I feel like a whole person for the first time in my-in this life. I want to, I don't know, celebrate. Play. Put on a pretty dress, go out on the town, go dancing, maybe see Paris. Then I look at the terrible things he has done to other people, and I feel like such a whiner."

"Well, you are a whiner," he said. He gave her a light pinch, and in spite of herself, she chuckled. He said in a more serious voice, "You should be able to put on a pretty dress, go dancing and see Paris. But that's not what we have in front of us right now. I'd say you're ent.i.tled to some whining." He tilted his head and looked down the length of her body. "Your knees are all bruised and sc.r.a.ped."

She looked at her knees too. "It doesn't matter."

"It matters. Poor knees." To her utter shock, he bent and twisted, and pressed warm lips first to one knee then the other.

He lifted his head. They looked at each other. His eyes had dilated until they appeared black. s.e.xuality s.h.i.+mmered between them, a silvery, s.h.i.+ning heat. Then he carefully, firmly put her on her feet again.

"Sit over there," he said. "And tell me what you need to tell me."

Even though the room was comfortable and warm, she s.h.i.+vered away from his body heat. Rubbing her arms, she huddled into herself and tried to adjust. "It isn't pretty."