Beautiful Bitch Part 9

"Bubble bath," I said, and grinned at the sound of his groan on the other end of the line.

"No fair."

"What about you?"

"Just going over some paperwork."

"Did you find my note?

"Note?"

"I left you something."

"You did?"

"Mm-hmm. Check your laptop bag."

I heard the creak of leather as he stood, the sound of feet padding across a tile floor followed by laughter. "Chloe," he said, laughing harder now. "It looks like someone slipped a ransom note in here."

"Very funny."

"'Three observations about today: I didn't get everything done on my to-do list, the salad you made me for lunch was delicious, and, most importantly, I love you,'" he read, and then fell silent as he read the rest of the note to himself. When he finished, he grumbled, "I . . . f.u.c.k. It makes me insane that you aren't here."

I closed my eyes. "The universe is conspiring against us."

"You know, there's a part of me that wants to say none of this would have happened if you weren't so stubborn, and would have just come with me in the first place." I started to protest. "But," he said, continuing, "your determination is one of the things I love most about you. You never settle. You'd never expect someone to do a job you wouldn't do yourself. And you wouldn't be the woman I fell in love with if you changed that. It's exactly what I would have done. As usual. And also a little creepy to realize how alike we are."

I sat up in the cooling water, bringing my knees to my chest. "Thank you, Bennett. That means a lot to me."

"Well, I meant it. And you can show me your appreciation when you get that hot little a.s.s to France. Deal?"

I rolled my eyes. "Deal."

I didn't get to France the next day. Or the day after that. And by day three I was actually trying to remember why hitching a ride on a boat had seemed like such a bad idea in the first place.

It's possible I called Bennett more in those three days than in the entirety of our relations.h.i.+p, but it wasn't enough, and did nothing to ease the hollow ache that had taken up permanent residence inside my chest.

I kept myself busy, but there was no denying I was homesick. I wasn't sure exactly when it had happened, but at some point, Bennett had become it for me. As in it it. The One.

And it was f.u.c.king terrifying.

I'd come to this realization while out for a walk. My a.s.sistant had called, saying she'd been able to get me on an Air France flight later that night. My first thought had been of Bennett, and how I couldn't wait to tell him I was on my way. I'd nearly sprinted to my hotel room.

But then I'd stopped, heart racing and lungs on fire. When had this happened, when had he become my everything? And I wondered, was it possible he was trying to tell me he felt the same way? I packed in a daze, throwing clothes aimlessly into my bag and collecting my things around the room. I thought back on how much he'd changed in the last year. The quiet moments at night, the way he looked at me sometimes as if I were the only woman on the planet. I wanted to be with him-always. And not just in the same apartment or bed, but for good.

It was then that I was struck by an idea so crazy, so insane, that I literally burst out laughing. I'd never been the type of woman to sit back and wait for the things I wanted to appear, so why should this be any different? And that was it.

Bennett Ryan had no idea what was about to hit him.

EIGHT.

As impossible as it seemed, I was bored out of my f.u.c.king mind in this beautiful, enormous French villa. The place required no cleaning or handyman work, my VPN connection was so slow I couldn't get on the RMG server to conduct actual business, and-perhaps most strangely-I felt like there were certain things I shouldn't do until Chloe got here.

It felt wrong to dive into the infinity pool knowing she was stuck in New York. I didn't want to walk through the vineyards bordering the house, because it seemed like something we should discover at the same time. Max's housekeeper had put out some bottles of wine for us to enjoy, but surely only a giant a.s.shole would drink them alone. My claim to this house was hers, too. I'd still only opened one bedroom door, and slept there, not wanting to go through our options until she'd arrived. Together we would pick out where we would spend our nights.

Of course, if I said any of this to her she would laugh at me and tell me I was being dramatic. But that's why I wanted her here. Something monumental happened to me the other day when I used the bat signal, and that sense of urgency hadn't diminished, and probably wouldn't until she was here and had heard what I had to say.

I walked through the gardens, stared out at the ocean in the distance, and checked my phone again, reading Chloe's most recent text for the hundredth time: Looks like Air France might have an open seat.

She'd sent this one three hours ago. Although it seemed promising, her previous three texts had been similar, and ultimately she'd been b.u.mped from those flights. Even if she had left three hours ago, she wouldn't make it to Ma.r.s.eille until tomorrow morning, at best.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a small figure emerge from the back of the house and place a platter of food on the table closest to the pool. Another peek at the clock on my phone told me that I'd managed to kill a few hours, and it was finally time for lunch. The house had come with a cook, a fifty-something woman named Dominique, who baked bread every morning, and, so far, served some variety of fish, fresh garden greens, and figs at lunch. Dessert was handmade macarons or tiny cookies with jam thumbprints. If Chloe didn't get here soon, Dominique would have to roll me to the door to greet my lady friend.

Beside my plate was a large gla.s.s of wine, and when I looked over at Dominique, she'd stopped at the threshold of the back door, pointed to the wine, and said, "Le boire. Vous vous ennuyez, et solitaire."

Well, s.h.i.+t. I was bored, and I was lonely. One gla.s.s of wine couldn't hurt. I wasn't celebrating-I was surviving, right? I thanked Dominique for lunch, and sat down at the table, trying to ignore the perfect breeze, the perfect temperature, the sound of the ocean not even a half mile in the distance, the feel of the warm tile beneath my bare feet. I wouldn't enjoy a single second until Chloe was here.

Bennett, you are one pathetic navel-gazer.

As usual, the fish was incredible, and the salad with tiny tart onions and little cubes of a sharp, white cheese packed so much flavor that before I knew it, my winegla.s.s was empty and Dominique was at my side, quietly refilling it.

I began to stop her, telling her I needed no more wine. "Je vais bien, je n'ai pas besoin de plus."

She winked at me. "Puis l'ignorer."

Then ignore it.

One bottle of wine down and I began wondering why I hadn't bought a villa in France myself. I had lived in the country before, after all, and while the memories were bittersweet-time away from friends and family, a grueling work schedule-I'd lived here in a time of my life that felt so short in hindsight. I was still young. I was still starting out, really. Thank f.u.c.k Chloe and I had found each other when we still had our whole lives ahead of us.

h.e.l.l, if Max could find a gorgeous place like this, I could find one that was even more lush and beautiful.

The wine had left my limbs warm and heavy, my head full of rambling thoughts that seemed to have no reason. How insane would it have been to know Chloe in my early twenties? We would have torn this place up, and probably lasted only a weekend. Isn't it amazing how you meet the person you're meant to meet, when you're supposed to meet her?

I fumbled with my phone and texted Chloe: I'm so glad we met when we did. Even if you were an enormous pain in my a.s.s you're still the best thing that ever hapened to me.

I stared intently at my phone, looking for an indication that she was replying, but nothing. Had her phone died? Or was she asleep in the hotel? Could she text on the airline? I did the mental calculation, knowing she was six hours? Seven hours behind . . . ? No, too complicated. I smiled at Dominique as she poured me another gla.s.s of wine, and I texted Chloe again: Not drinking all of the winembut what I have is dellicious! I promis to save some for you.

I stood, tripping over . . . something. I frowned down at the lawn and wondered if I'd stepped on a small animal. Discarding the thought, I walked into the garden, stretching my arms and letting out a long, happy sigh. I felt relaxed for the first time since I'd last f.u.c.ked Chloe, which was about a zillion years ago. With a full stomach and a bit of wine in me, I realized I hadn't taken the time to plan for Chloe's arrival at all. We had some things to get out of the way first. We had some talking to do, some planning.

Would I lead her to the garden, pull her down onto the lawn with me, and make her listen? Or wait for a quiet moment over dinner and then go to her, guiding her out of the chair and close to me? I knew what I wanted to say-I'd gone over the words a million times in my head on the flights here-but I didn't know when I would say it.

Best to let her be here a few days before dropping the hammer.

I closed my eyes, leaned my head back, and tilted my head up to the sky. I let myself enjoy it for just a beat. The weather was spectacular. The last time I'd been outside in the sun with Chloe was at a barbecue at Henry's the previous weekend, and it had only been marginally warm. After a day in the sun and wind, we'd gone home and had some of the laziest, quietest s.e.x I could remember.

I opened my eyes and immediately clapped a hand over my face in the bright sun. "Ow. f.u.c.k."

Dominique appeared several yards away and pointed to the front gate. "Allez," she said, telling me to go. "Se promener. Vous etes ivre."

I laughed. h.e.l.l yes, I was tipsy. She'd poured the entire bottle of wine for me. "Je suis ivre parce que vous me versa une bouteille entiere de vin." I think that's what I said.

With a smile, she lifted her chin. "Allez chercher des fleurs dans la rue. Demandez Mathilde."

This was good. I had a task. Find some flowers. Ask for Mathilde. I bent to tie my shoe and headed out of the property, toward town. Dominique was a wily one, getting me drunk and then sending me off on errands so I wasn't moping around the house all day. She and Chloe would get along swimmingly.

Not a half mile down the road, there was a small storefront with flowers spilling out of every conceivable container: vases and baskets, boxes and urns. Over the door was a small sign written in looping script that said simply, MATHILDE.

Bingo.

A bell rang as I entered, and a young blond woman stepped from the back into the small main room of the store.

Greeting me in French, she quickly gave me a once-over and then asked, "You're the American?"

"Oui, mais je parle francais."

"But I also speak English," she said, her thick accent curling around each word. "And it is my store, so we'll practice for me."

She raised her brows flirtatiously, as if to challenge me. She was beautiful, no doubt, but her lingering eye contact and s.e.xy smile made me a touch uneasy.

And then it hit me: Dominique knew I was bored and lonely, but she probably had no idea that I was waiting for Chloe's arrival. She'd filled me with wine and then sent me to the hot young single woman down the street.

Oh dear G.o.d.

Mathilde moved a little closer, adjusting some flowers in a tall, slim vase. "Dominique said you were staying at Mr. Stella's."

"You know Max?"

Her laugh was husky and quiet. "Yes, I know Max."

"Oh," I said, eyes widening. Of course. "You mean you know Max."

"This doesn't make me unique," she said, laughing again. Looking away from her flowers, she asked, "Are you here for flowers? Or do you think perhaps Dominique sent you for something else?"

"My girlfriend is coming tomorrow she was stuck in New York and then they had a strike and now she's coming," I blurted out in one steady, awkward word-flood.

"So you're here for flowers, then." Mathilde paused, looking around the store. "What a lucky woman she is. You are very handsome." Her eyes slid back to me. "Perhaps you'll be sober by then?"

I frowned. Straightening, I muttered, "I'm not that tipsy."

"No?" Her eyebrows lifted and an amused smile spread across her face. She moved back through the store, collecting an a.s.sortment of flowers as she walked. "You are charming anyway, Friend of Max. The wine just makes you less inhibited. I bet normally you b.u.t.ton up your s.h.i.+rts and frown at people who will walk too slowly in front of you."

My frown deepened. That did sound a little like me. "I take my work seriously but I'm not like that . . . all the time."

She smiled, tying some twine around the flowers. Mathilde handed me the bouquet and winked. "You're not at work here. Keep your s.h.i.+rt unb.u.t.toned. And don't sober up for your lover. There are nine beds in that house."

The front door was open. Had Dominique left and not closed it behind her? Panic seized me. What if something had happened when I was in town? What if the house had been ransacked? Despite Mathilde's advice, I sobered instantly.

But it hadn't been ransacked. It was exactly as I left it, with just a bit more wind blowing through the open door. Yet . . . I hadn't come out this way; I'd walked from the backyard to the front gardens.

Down the hall, I heard water running, and I called out to Dominique, "Merci pour l'idee, Dominique, mais ma copine arrive demain." She should know as soon as possible that I was spoken for. Who knows if she would start inviting women over here? Is that what she did for Max? Dear G.o.d, the man hasn't changed one bit.

As I neared the closest bedroom off the hall, I realized that what I'd heard was a shower. And just inside the door were suitcases.

Chloe's suitcases.

I could have barreled in there and scared the ever-loving s.h.i.+t out of her. She had, after all, been stupid enough to leave the front door open enough for it to blow wide in the wind, and then climbed in the shower. I clenched my jaw and fists as I imagined what might have happened if someone else had decided to walk into the house instead of me.

f.u.c.k. I hadn't seen her in days and I already wanted to strangle and then kiss the h.e.l.l out of her. I felt a smile pull at my mouth. This was us. It was such a familiar battle of love and frustration, desire and exasperation. She would push every b.u.t.ton I had, and then uncover new ones I didn't even know I had, and push those.

Her quiet singing drifted from the bathroom into the bedroom I'd claimed the first night here. As I moved closer, peeking around the doorway to where she stood, I was greeted by the sight of her long wet hair slick and s.h.i.+ny down her naked back. And then she bent over so her perfect a.s.s was in the air as she shaved her legs, and kept singing to herself.

Part of me wanted to climb in, take the razor from her hand, and finish the job for her, kissing every smooth inch. Another part of me wanted to climb in and make good on the promise to take her from behind, slowly and carefully. But an even larger part of me relished playing the voyeur. She still didn't know I was there, and seeing her like this-thinking she was alone, singing quietly, maybe even thinking about me?-was like a cold gla.s.s of water on a scorching day. I would never get tired of watching her in any setting. And naked, wet, and in the shower wasn't too far from the top scenario on the list.

She rinsed her leg and stood, turning to clear the conditioner from her hair, and that's when she saw me. A smile exploded across her face, her nipples tightened, and in that moment I almost shattered the gla.s.s shower door to get to her.

"How long have you been standing there?"

I shrugged, looking down the length of her body.

"Such a creeper."

"Still a creeper, you mean." I moved a little closer, crossing my arms over my chest as I leaned against the wall. "When did you get here, you sneak?"

"About a half hour ago."

"I thought you just caught a plane in the States? Did you go by portkey after all?"

She laughed, tilting her head back under the showerhead for one final rinse, before turning off the water. "I caught the first one I told you about. I thought it would be fun to mislead and surprise you." Taking her long hair in both hands, she pulled it over her shoulder and squeezed the water from it, watching me with eyes that grew increasingly hungry. "I think I was hoping you'd come home to find me naked in the shower. May have been why I stepped into the shower."

"I'll admit it's pretty f.u.c.king convenient because I'm ready to be naked myself."

Chloe pushed open the door and came directly to me. "I wanted that pretty mouth on me as soon as I heard you were flirting with the flower girl."

I scowled. "Oh please." And then I paused. "How did you know about that?"

She smiled. "Dominique speaks very good English. Said she grew tired of your moping and sent you down there because you're so cute when you're annoyed. I agreed."

"She-what?"

"I'm glad you didn't decide to bring Mathilde back with you, though. That could have been awkward."