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A cynical smile wreathed itself around the mouth of the old roue. In his debauched nature, the oil of sympathy had long ago been exhausted. This was a last despairing flicker. A wick cannot burn alone.
"Help you?" he said languidly. "Oh, yes, I will help you. There is no use trying to save you. You are only another moth! You want the fire, and you will have it! You will burn your wings off as millions have done before you and as millions will do after you. What then? Wings are made to be burned! I burned mine. Probably if I had another pair I would burn them also. It is as useless to moralize to a lover as to a tiger. I am a fool to waste my breath on you. Let us get down to business. You say that she loves you, and that she will be glad to learn that she is free?"
"I do! her heart is on our side. She will believe you, easily!"
"Yes, she will believe me easily! She will believe me too easily! For six thousand years desire has been a synonym for credulity. All men believe what they want to, except myself. I believe everything that I do not want to, and nothing that I do! But no matter. How much am I to get for this job?"
They haggled a while over the price, struck a bargain and shook hands--the same symbol being used among men to seal a compact of love or hate, virtue or vice.
"Be at the Spencer House at eleven o'clock," said David, rising. "You will find us on the balcony. The doctor is to spend the night in a revel with the captain of the Mary Ann, and we shall be uninterrupted. Be an actor. Be a great actor, Judge. You are to deal with a soul which possesses unusual powers of penetration."
"Do not fear! She will be no match for me, for she is innocent--and when was virtue ever a match for vice? She is predestined to her doom!
Farewell! Fare-ill, I mean," he muttered under his breath, as David pa.s.sed from the room.
He gazed after him with his basilisk eyes, drank another gla.s.s of whisky and relapsed into reveries.
The mind of the lover was full of tumultuous emotions. On the thin ice of his momentary joy, he hovered like an inexperienced skater over the great deeps of sin which were waiting to engulf him.
There was still an hour before the time when he would have to take his part in the business of the evening. He determined to walk off his excitement, and chose the way along the edge of the river.
It was now quite dark. The stars were s.h.i.+ning in the sky and lamps were twinkling in the windows. The streets were almost deserted; the citizens, wearied with the toils of the day, were eating their evening meal, or resting on the balconies and porches. Here and there on the surface of the swift-flowing river a huge steamer swept past, or little ferry-boats shot back and forth like shuttles. His thoughts composed a strangely blended web of good and evil. At the same moment in which he reiterated his resolve to prosecute this deed he consecrated himself to a life of tenderness and devotion to the woman whom he loved with all the energy of his nature! Of such inconsistencies is the soul capable!
It seemed an easy matter to him to control the august forces which he was letting loose! He was like a little child who wanders through a laboratory uncorking bottles and mixing explosives.
Having regained his calmness by a long walk, he hurried back and reached the open s.p.a.ce along the river front where peddlers, mountebanks and street venders plied their crafts, just in time to meet the doctor as he drove up with his horses.
CHAPTER XV.
THE SNARE OF THE FOWLER
"Thinks thou there are no serpents in the world But those who slide along the gra.s.sy sod And sting the luckless foot that presses them?
There are those who in the path of social life Do bask their skins in Fortune's sun And sting the soul." --Joanna Baillie.
That evening's business was one of unprecedented success. Never had the young orator been so brilliant. All the faculties of his mind seemed wrought up to their highest pitch and all its resources under perfect control. The boisterous crowd laughed itself hoa.r.s.e at his humor, wept itself silly at his pathos, and laid its shekels at his feet.
It is no wonder that such scenes and others like them have generated both satirists and saviors, and that while men like Savonarola have been ready to die for the redemption of such creatures other men, like Juvenal, have sneered.
The three companions returned to the hotel and counted their ill-gotten gains. Pepeeta was sober, David exultant and the doctor hilarious. He pulled out the ends of his long black mustache to their utmost limit, twisted them into ropes, rubbed his hands together, slapped his great thigh and laughed long and loud.
"David, my son," he exclaimed, "you have the touch of Midas; g-g-give us a few years more and we will outrank the fabled Croesus. We shall yet be masters of the world. We shall ride upon its neck as if it w-w-were an a.s.s! How about the old farm life now? Do you want to return to the p-p-plow-tail? Would you rather milk the b-b-brindle cow than the b-b-bedeviled people? This has been a g-g-great night, and I must go and finish it in the c-c-cabin of the Mary Ann with the captain, his mate and the judge. They will know how to appreciate it! Such a t-t-triumph must not be allowed to p-p-pa.s.s without a celebration."
He bustled about the room a few moments, kissed his wife, shook hands with David and hastened away.
After he had vanished, David and Pepeeta pa.s.sed down the long corridor and out upon the balcony of the old Spencer House, to the place appointed for the interview of the judge. The night was bright; a refres.h.i.+ng breeze was blowing up from the river and the frequent intermissions in the gusts of wind that swept over the sleeping city gave the impression that Nature was holding her breath to listen to the tales of love that were being told on city balconies and in country lanes. Under the mysterious influence of the full moon, and of the silence, for the noises of the city had died away, their imaginations were aroused, their emotions quickened, their sensibilities stirred. It seemed impossible that life could be seriously real. Their conceptions of duty and responsibility were sublimated into vague and misty dreams, and the enjoyment of the moment's fleeting pleasures seemed the only reality and end of life.
The two lovers placed their chairs close to the railing and leaning over it looked down into the deserted street or off toward the distant hills swimming like islands on a sea of light, or up to the infinite sky in the immensity of which their individual being seemed to be swallowed up, or down into each other's eyes, in the depths of which they discovered realities which they had never before perceived, and lost sight of those in which they had always believed. For a long time they sat in silence.
Afterwards, there came a few whispered interchanges of feeling, as the stillness of a grove is broken by gentle agitations among the leaves, and finally David said,
"Pepeeta, you have long promised to tell me all you knew of your early life; will you do it now?"
"Of what possible interest can it be to you?" she asked.
"It seems to me," he replied, "that I could linger forever over the slightest detail. It is not enough to know what you are. I wish to know how you came to be what you are."
"You must reconcile yourself to ignorance; the origin of my existence is lost in night."
"Did not the doctor discover anything at all from the people in whose possession he found you?"
"Nothing. They kept silence like the grave. He heard from a gypsy in another camp that my parents belonged to a n.o.ble family in Spain, and has often said that when he becomes very rich he will go with me to my native land and find them. But I believe, myself, that the veil will never be lifted from the past. I must be content!"
"But you can tell me something of that part of your childhood that you do remember?"
"It is too sad! I do not want to think of anything that happened before I met you. My life began from that moment. Before, I had only dreamed."
He was intoxicated with her beauty and her love; but he carried himself carefully, for he was playing a desperate game and must keep himself under control.
"And do you think," he said, "that having awakened from this dream you can ever fall asleep again?"
"Can the bird ever go back into the sh.e.l.l or the b.u.t.terfly into the chrysalis? No, no, it is impossible."
"But would you, if you could?"
"Perhaps I ought to want to; but I cannot."
"And do you think that we can drift on forever as we are going?"
"I do not know. I do not dare to think. I only live from day to day."
"And you still refuse to take your future into your own hands?"
"It is not mine. I must accept what has been appointed."
"And you still believe that some door will be opened through which we may escape?"
"With all my heart."
"I wish I could share your faith."
They ceased to speak, and sat silently gazing into each other's faces, the heart of the woman rent with a conflict between desire and duty, that of the man by a tempest of evil pa.s.sions. At that moment, a slow and heavy step was heard in the hallway. They looked toward the door, and in the shadows saw a man who contemplated them silently for a moment and then advanced.
David rose to meet him.
"I beg your pardon," he said, feigning embarra.s.sment, "I had an errand with the lady, and hoped I should find her alone."