The Midnight Rake Part 9

"Speak to him about me. You promised."

Her cousin's words fell away on the first notes of the waltz. Neatly fitted within Phineas' hold, she swept into the dance. His fingers flexed around her hand and guided the small of her back, while her body tingled in exhilaration. For the s.p.a.ce of a heartbeat nothing else mattered.

"So, I have acquired another piece to the puzzle."

A brief spark of panic jolted her to awareness, but she discovered his expression was not at all serious.

"You find me a curiosity, then?" Her eyes dropped to his mouth and her tongue darted out to skim over her bottom lip.

"More an enticing little mystery."

They circled the dance floor in expert harmony, their bodies in tune as if waltzing were their favorite pastime.

"I didn't realize you had relations here in London. Does your cousin know of your predicament?"

His casual tone betrayed the sincerity of the question and she stared at the third b.u.t.ton of his waistcoat. Phineas was an intelligent man, worldly in ways she had no idea. Allowing him to draw quick conclusions after meeting Lizzie was the only option. What explanation could she ever offer to make sense of her past?

"You needn't answer if you do not wish. It is not my intention to cause you discomfort."

He leaned in to deliver the words and his grasp around her frame tightened as if to emphasize the sentiment. Emotion enveloped her as he drew closer, igniting the scant s.p.a.ce between them with an intangible pull that coaxed her further into his arms. Did she imagine the attraction?

She missed a step and Phineas maneuvered them with ease, away from another dancing couple, a gentleman possessing similar stature and coloring as Simon.

"Thank you." She straightened her spine and grappled with the incongruous emotions Simon's duplicity evoked. She would not allow the fragile connection, s.h.i.+mmering and swirling between her and Phineas, to disappear.

"I'm wondering if I should ask Maman to direct Aubry's dance instructor to spend a session with you. Do you not enjoy waltzing? I feel as though I'm escorting a broomstick across the dance floor." He arched a brow with the droll comment, his voice filled with indulgent affection and she giggled despite herself.

She dared another glance from beneath lowered lashes and her breath caught. Lord, but he was handsome. All around them candlelit chandeliers glistened, music strained and dancers whirled, yet nothing captivated her but his eyes. Long lush lashes framed the light hue of his irises with exquisite contrast. How would it feel to be the object of his affection, if only for one evening? To be cherished and adored by this wonderful man? A pang of longing sliced through her heart weakening her resolve.

"Now, that's better."

He trailed his hand along the side of her gown with smooth finesse before resting it again at her waist, his sudden caress, almost possessive, kicked her heart into an erratic rhythm. She glided through another turn, her glove securely nested within his, her eyes lost in the sensual promise of his glittering stare.

"If this is our waltz, my boon, I want it to be enjoyable or I'm remiss in my ability to charm a beautiful lady." Amus.e.m.e.nt flirted with his husky command.

She offered him a tremulous smile. "Please know I am thoroughly charmed. I apologize for my thoughtlessness. Never doubt your appeal." She did not wish their dance to pa.s.s with anything aside from joy. If this was her one opportunity to be held in his embrace she wanted to remember every nuance with desperate clarity.

And then no need for conversation existed beyond the natural fluidity of their bodies mingling with the waltz. Music hummed over her skin, sensitized to every detail, the friction of Phin's gloved hand clasping hers, the exquisite pleasure of his palm resting against the small of her back as he led with gentle pressure through each sweep and revolution. His skin, scented with expensive French cologne, hardly compared to the rich security of being held in his arms. Strong and graceful, their bodies in heavenly synchronicity, the flittering thought of perfection rose unbidden and rang true.

Every time she dared inch her eyes upward, he must have sensed her attention because he was always there, gazing into her eyes and deeper, touching her soul as if they danced alone in the ballroom except there were easily over one hundred people spinning in circles around them. Somehow within the unbearable crush, their waltz remained private and intimate, their bodies keenly aware in silent communication with every glide and twirl.

Her pulse hammered triple time echoing each pinnacle of sensation, and she swore were she given the smallest inclination Phineas experienced the same, she would slip from his hold into his embrace and offer her heart. It mattered not in the least she would break the same promise she avowed only moments before.

"I'm sorry, Penelope."

His voice sounded as sincere as she'd ever heard it, and she raised her eyes in question as they twirled through another turn. "You're sorry? Whatsoever for?"

She couldn't tell him she dreamed of this, when he would hold her in his arms and lead her through the dance as if they were one together, their bodies perfectly matched.

Instead, she gazed at his face, as handsome as any rogue or rake and as honest as the most revered hero.

"Because I know it's wrong."

The deep tenor of his confession caused her breath to catch. One lock of hair fell across his forehead as he leaned in to deliver the words, the husky whisper teasing dangerously close to her ear. He turned her near the corner and his hand swept over her ribcage as if he could not keep from the touch. Their bodies somehow moved much closer, the demanding heat of his nearness causing her to stifle a s.h.i.+ver of excitement. She needed to say something, anything, but words were difficult and emotion all too easy.

"Dancing? Asking me to dance is far from improper. We're attending a ball, are we not?" She tried to laugh, but it wouldn't come, her questions fraught with unidentifiable sentiment.

"It's not the dancing for which I am apologizing." He paused before leading her through an elegant series of steps. "Dancing with you is the best thing I've done in a very long while."

"Then what..." But she failed to finish her sentence as he swept her from the floor and into a curtained alcove at the far end of the room. It was there to conceal the pa.s.sage of servants entering and leaving the ballroom, but right now stood empty and dark.

Her heart thundered a chaotic beat.

His lips descended to hers with precise accuracy and the last coherent thought that skittered through her mind confirmed he tasted so male and burned so hot, she would melt into liquid under the pressure of his mouth.

But to melt would be to miss it and with the realization she regained her wits, and answered his sensual a.s.sault with her own expression of emotion.

In less than a breath, the kiss turned erotic. One minute he lowered his mouth to hers in a tender, reverent press of affection and the next, after she answered his pleasure promise, their bodies communicated on an elemental level of want and need.

He backed her to the wall with the subtle pressure of his thighs, his hands cupping her face as he eagerly explored her mouth, his tongue running the line of her lips, his hot breath an invigorating entreaty to fuel their fire. Strong fingers threaded beneath the hair at her nape, the pressure of his fingertips against her scalp sending tingles of antic.i.p.ation and curiosity throughout her body.

She moved her trembling palms up the front of his waistcoat, further to his broad shoulders, and then finally around his neck, her fingers interwoven in the hair at his collar, the brush of the silky strands an aphrodisiac to heighten their kiss.

Her clothes suddenly seemed too heavy, the air too hot and suffocating, and again she considered the possibility he would melt her into a pool of water at his feet if his mouth continued to offer her exquisite pleasure with nothing more than a kiss.

She drew a tremulous breath and as she did, he slipped his tongue between her lips into the hollow of her mouth. At first she froze at the intrusion of his hot, smooth parry, the friction causing sparks of excitement to shoot through her and settle much lower, until she answered each rub with a stroke of her own. Every sensation in her body heightened with the liquid caress of his tongue against hers. Desire mounted, indescribably in tune to the coiled strength of their bodies, his masculine scent, the smooth, hard planes of his chest, the rub of her silky underclothes against her own skin, the pebbling of her nipples inside the press of her corset.

He was so strong, so solid and hot against her, yet when he murmured something French in a deep tone of masculine appreciation, she was overwhelmed with exquisite sensation so delicate it reached the core of her soul.

His wicked tongue lingered, dragging along her mouth in slow delicious torture, his teeth tugging on her lower lip before he returned for one more a.s.sault, the effects causing her to waver, her eyes closed, the world spinning.

He released her face with care, his fingertips caressing a trail down each cheek and with a deep exhale leaned both palms against the wall behind her, the firm press of his biceps straining the sleeves of his waistcoat on the right and left.

Concealed in the shadows as if awakening from a pleasurable dream, she opened her eyes to view him in the dimly lit alcove, but could see little in the faint flicker of reflected light. His eyes were heavy-lidded and his breathing sounded uneven. Did he regret what happened or did he search for the right words to release her from their position?

She thought to speak and break the increasing silence but he caught her chin and with the pad of his thumb traced over her kiss-swollen lips caressing the spot where his tongue last tasted her.

"What is it?" Her anxious whisper persisted, uncertain if he felt pleasure or disappointment by their embrace. Everything depended on his answer, as if her next breath, the continuation of her heartbeat, balanced on the words he would voice. One touch of his lips and her world had changed forever.

"I'm sorry."

His ambiguous confession told her nothing. Then he pushed from the wall and left her standing alone.

Chapter Thirteen.

d.a.m.n it all, what was he thinking? He certainly hadn't used the organ in the top half of his body. Penelope was already promised to another. Perhaps affianced. Hadn't she told him she'd engaged her heart elsewhere? Men were called out for less. It was only Providence she had no older brother or angry father waiting in the wings. But would she abhor him? He did not know.

Nudging Abacus into a harder gallop, Phin attempted to extinguish the lingering thoughts of his impulsivity. If only she hadn't looked so beautiful. How could she belong to someone else when she fitted so perfectly within his embrace? d.a.m.n it to h.e.l.l. Tonight he needed to be functioning with pristine clarity. He couldn't spare his heart another thought; this confusion a prime example why he avoided emotion.

Twenty minutes later he arrived at White's and purused the wagering book. Around him disgruntled gentlemen who fled to the club as an excuse to escape their marriage navigated shrewd business negotiations. It wasn't so different from the distasteful conversations found within a ballroom of marriage-minded mothers. Both examples smacked of the aristocratic fickleness in tolerating dishonorable behavior. The same judgmental eye forcing debutantes to practice curtsies until their legs wobbled turned a deaf ear to whispered liaisons. He knew of several hypocritical gentlemen who lost interest in their mate after a short period, their life a test in endurance more than a blissful union. Infidelity often followed.

Not that he would ever entertain a tryst once devoted. Honor bound by a vow made before the church, he knew love as a solitary consuming emotion. But he need not learn that lesson twice. He witnessed firsthand the damage his sister suffered from her short courts.h.i.+p with Winton. Why would anyone invite such sorrow if it could be avoided?

His experience with long-term relations.h.i.+ps was limited, but the profound result left him scarred and bitter. Marriage was meant to be a union, an equal partners.h.i.+p, not a battle for power.

Phineas became smitten with Natalie Morgan the minute she'd accepted his request to dance. Their relations.h.i.+p progressed as most did, rich with the societal frivolities comprising a pleasant courts.h.i.+p. At first he hardly noticed the changes in her demeanor, but as their relations.h.i.+p advanced, Natalie's demands became insufferable. She insisted he stop boxing and fis.h.i.+ng, and abandon the stables, claiming his attention would be better spent elsewhere. Her vociferous ultimatums invited misery and controversy from his mother, friends and, most wrongly, his sense of self. No one wanted to be controlled, poked, prodded, and emasculated, yet Natalie enjoyed using her affection as a weapon, vying for every bit of his attention no matter the circ.u.mstance.

He practiced an exacting code of ethics as a gentleman, protected his mother and sister and a.s.sumed the complicated responsibilities of the t.i.tle while his father traveled abroad. He refused to volunteer for a life of perspicacious scrutiny.

Natalie ended their relations.h.i.+p in a humiliating public display when he refused to bow to her wishes. The embarra.s.sment lived in him still.

Phin shook his head to wipe away the memories and with determination revived his well-worn mantra. No wife, happy life.

This time the words felt hollow, and the sudden image of Penelope, disheveled and kiss-swollen, p.r.i.c.ked his unease. How deliciously irresistible she looked as he leaned above her in the alcove, desperately gathering every sc.r.a.p of control needed to force himself to walk away. He shook his head with self-disgust and reached for the wager book.

"What are you about, Fenhurst?" Douglas Franley, Viscount Cobham, removed the ledger from his grasp before Phin could object. "Making a wager this evening? Looking for fun? I thought you had your night's entertainment already arranged."

"What are you talking about? Give me the book, Cob. I have business to attend." Phineas flexed the fingers on his left hand, his right reaching to reclaim the volume but the viscount made no move to return it.

"I saw the pretty piece you took to the dance floor. The way the two of you moved I a.s.sumed you would be otherwise occupied this evening."

"Stated with your usual level of finesse." Phin dropped his hand and threw a sweeping glance across the room.

"I never fancied you'd turn up at the club tonight or I'd have remained to take the lady for a stroll." Cob waggled his brows in exaggerated communication.

Phin's body stiffened as a short fuse of anger ignited. He spanned one palm across his jaw wiping away the hard set of tension, his temper unwilling to check, and glanced to Cobham. A devious smirk twisted the man's lips.

Something unfurled within Phin, something powerful, ugly and bitter. "Measure your words." He pinned Cob with a hard glare. "And give me the wager book."

"I only thought to inquire about the lady's-"

"Keep your hands off her." His low snarl gave Cobham immediate pause. The man was no idiot drenched in cheerful ignorance. Phineas knew his type and the single fact fed his anger. With meticulous precision, his fist tightened around Cob's cravat, the man's face becoming mottled within an instant.

"What the h.e.l.l is wrong with you, Fenhurst? Since when can't you enjoy a harmless jest?"

Cob's choked attempt at humor did little to a.s.suage Phin's temper, but he loosened his hold, having made his point. "Stay away from her."

Cobham had the sense to remain silent and pushed the betting ledger in Phin's direction before backing away, while all the while a voice inside Phin's head reminded Penny was not his to guard. She was not his at all.

He blew out a cleansing breath and opened the volume. The book's contents would serve as a distraction. Nothing was sacred when wagering at White's. Countless pages listed witless bets placed upon animals, sport; even marital indiscretions. Despicable habit, to combat boredom by wagering on someone's misfortune. He noted Lord Tilbury won a tidy sum by guessing how many times Lord Standen hiccupped between six and seven o'clock last evening. He thumbed the pages in earnest, scanning the columns of names and dates, searching for any clue Winton had placed a recent wager. If so, he could confront the man on settling day and obtain the answers needed to put Julia's heart at rest. He missed his sister and wanted her to return. If he could deliver the answers she sought, she might be inclined to leave Brighton before the season's end.

And then he found it. Winton's name, scrawled in pencil beside a bet placed less than a week ago, wagering over one hundred pounds. And another listed beneath it. It would appear Winton fell in fairly deep if the notes in the margin read true. Several men at the club held his vowels.

What could Winton be thinking with such rash and indulgent wagering? The man would be on the rocks in no time if he continued in this vein. Could this recent activity be connected in some manner to the situation with Julia? Phin slid his finger across the column to note the date and time of the wager, but stalled when he noticed the bet's counter partic.i.p.ant.

Arlis Ridley.

Angered, he returned the leather-bound book to a waiting footman and meandered to the back of the club. Casting a glance into each pa.s.sing room, he flexed his fists to temper his mood. It would do no good to cause a problem tonight, but a conversation with Ridley remained in order, no matter how much he preferred not to address the man.

He found Ridley playing piquet in the backmost corner of the club and well on his way to low water. His surly disposition appeared as short as the stack of coins piled on the table before him. Hesitating at first, an interested observer, the fast set who occupied chairs at the table caught sight of him lingering near the doorway and summoned him forward. Intent on gaining any opportunity to understand Winton's disappearance, he took a fast seat at the table.

Phineas could never be labeled a gambler, but he knew enough of piquet to fare well.

Before long the other players folded, leaving Ridley and his nearly depleted pile of coins.

Undeterred by his lack of funds, Ridley shuffled the cards and dealt. Phin initiated conversation, reluctant to lose the opportunity to discover information.

"I understand you have a significant wager with Lord Winton." He pushed a few coins to the center of the table as a footman brought him a brandy.

Clearing his throat, Ridley studied his cards before answering, his reply as c.o.c.ksure as his att.i.tude. "I do. Now that I've won Trumpington's grey, I suppose I should pay for it. Winton is an easy mark. He anxiously accepted my proposition."

Unwilling to vent his anger about the underhanded method Ridley employed to win the auction, Phin discarded. "And here I thought you were flush in the funds, first with your behavior at Tatts and again this evening, but a few carefully placed questions reveal your parlous financial state. Still you wager freely and take advantage of someone in dun territory."

Ridley dismissed the comment with an adverse grunt and inimical glare. Cards flicked back and forth and the mood grew tense. Then, after he'd taken a long sip of brandy and all but cleared his coins, Ridley loosened his tongue.

"I'll acc.u.mulate my wealth one way or the other, of that I have no doubt. Winton is in the deep more than I am. His grandfather is making his life miserable, squeezing him between his thumbs and forcing him to choose between his heart and his inheritance. He sat here not a fortnight ago bemoaning his situation and drinking too much. Most of us accepted wagers in his half-witted scheme to win a fortune before his grandfather could send him away on a wedding trip, but I think it's a lost cause. The old man will win out, Winton will buckle, and we'll all reap the benefits of his misfortune. I've already cleaned him out on more than one occasion."

With a quick sc.r.a.pe of his chair, Ridley stood and shoved his right hand to the bottom of his trouser pocket. He produced a handful of miscellaneous items and Phineas wondered if he searched for the remaining blunt to continue play or if the game would end. He hoped not, the man proved a veritable font of information.

Ridley continued to sift through the collection in his palm until, satisfied, he reseated and tossed a pair of ruby earrings and a jeweled cameo into the ante at the center of the table.

"It's all I've got this evening, but a pretty price they'll fetch. Let's finish this hand and call it a night before I find myself as dished as Winton."

"As you wish." Phineas discarded and glimpsed his opponent. Ridley played with such foolish abandonment, it was a miracle the game progressed as long as it did. To the contrary, the duplicitous blackguard held such a talent for ingratiating people and betraying them, he remained extremely wary. "This ends things neatly."

Phin threw down his cards to reveal a perfect trick, the score of fifteen bringing the total to one hundred points and ending the game. Collecting his winnings from the center of the table, he took a quick sip of brandy and walked away ignoring Ridley's muttered curses.

It was quick work to use his piquet money to repay a portion of the debt Winton owed the club. He remained unsure what caused the man's rash behavior, but either way it appeared Winton had reached dire straits and was in need of a little help, despite the news he'd acquired tonight would disappoint Julia immensely.

Only the jewelry remained in hand, and the cameo gave Phin pause. He studied the delicate piece in the dim lantern of White's parlor. The fine workmans.h.i.+p and intricate detailing of the brooch identified it as valuable. Were he to examine it in daylight, he suspected an engraving would reveal a family name. Anyone would be heartbroken to have lost such a delicate piece. And the devil only knew where Ridley obtained it or by what means. He slipped the cameo into his inside pocket with the intention of investigating it further and exited White's without another thought.

He has somewhere else he needed to go.

Phineas replaced his pocket watch. Less than a minute would turn the evening into yesterday. He continued across the cobbles deeper into the cemetery, his mood a fitting companion to the low-lying fog, an unsettled creature, clinging to the tombstones, and lending the gra.s.s an ethereal gloom. He didn't believe in specters or ghoulish apparitions although the memories crammed in the dark recesses of his soul held the same power to haunt, at times, rebel, with bold a.s.sertion to arrow a s.h.i.+ver straight through his bones. Regret, like a defiant vine, wound tight around his ribs, holding frustration and doubt, at times misery and anger, caged behind his ribs, where hollow emotion caused his heart a perpetual ache.

He discarded the maudlin reflection as his eyes fell upon the marble, his feet accustomed to the path, his body drawn to the location without direction. A flick of his eyes provided a scan of the familiar surroundings; the shadows silent and desolate. Who visited a loved one in the dead of night? Who carried flowers, mourned a lost companion, paid homage to a friend while the midnight hour surrendered to the new day? What was a cemetery anyway but a graveyard full of buried hopes and lost opportunity?

Like always, Phineas stared at the pallid stone, his eyes keenly focused on the carved marble, articulating each letter as if to spell out forgiveness, relieve his regret, and absolve all guilt. Yet as usual he failed; success out of reach.

He fought the sharp jab of desolation that aimed to knock him flat and murmured his apology into the silence before he kindly took his leave.

It was well past midnight before Penelope surrendered to her restlessness and discarded the notion of sleep. With palpable reluctance she climbed from the sheets to light a single candle on the bedside table while her mind replayed Phineas' actions, his strong possessive embrace as they danced and the deliriously wonderful press of his lips during their stolen kiss. Pleasure and desire intertwined with feelings of disappointment and confusion at his direct dismissal. She no longer trusted her judgment to lead her emotions and her heart ached because of it.