North of Boston Part 6

After Apple-picking

MY long two-pointed ladder's sticking through a tree Toward heaven still, And there's a barrel that I didn't fill Beside it, and there may be two or three Apples I didn't pick upon some bough.

But I am done with apple-picking now.

Essence of winter sleep is on the night, The scent of apples: I am drowsing off.

I cannot rub the strangeness from my sight I got from looking through a pane of gla.s.s I skimmed this morning from the drinking trough And held against the world of h.o.a.ry gra.s.s.

It melted, and I let it fall and break.

But I was well Upon my way to sleep before it fell, And I could tell What form my dreaming was about to take.

Magnified apples appear and disappear, Stem end and blossom end, And every fleck of russet showing clear.

My instep arch not only keeps the ache, It keeps the pressure of a ladder-round.

I feel the ladder sway as the boughs bend.

And I keep hearing from the cellar bin The rumbling sound Of load on load of apples coming in.

For I have had too much Of apple-picking: I am overtired Of the great harvest I myself desired.

There were ten thousand thousand fruit to touch, Cherish in hand, lift down, and not let fall.

For all That struck the earth, No matter if not bruised or spiked with stubble, Went surely to the cider-apple heap As of no worth.

One can see what will trouble This sleep of mine, whatever sleep it is.

Were he not gone, The woodchuck could say whether it's like his Long sleep, as I describe its coming on, Or just some human sleep.

The Code

THERE were three in the meadow by the brook Gathering up windrows, piling c.o.c.ks of hay, With an eye always lifted toward the west Where an irregular sun-bordered cloud Darkly advanced with a perpetual dagger Flickering across its bosom. Suddenly One helper, thrusting pitchfork in the ground, Marched himself off the field and home. One stayed.

The town-bred farmer failed to understand.

"What is there wrong?"

"Something you just now said."

"What did I say?"

"About our taking pains."

"To c.o.c.k the hay?--because it's going to shower?

I said that more than half an hour ago.

I said it to myself as much as you."

"You didn't know. But James is one big fool.

He thought you meant to find fault with his work.

That's what the average farmer would have meant.

James would take time, of course, to chew it over Before he acted: he's just got round to act."

"He is a fool if that's the way he takes me."

"Don't let it bother you. You've found out something.

The hand that knows his business won't be told To do work better or faster--those two things.

I'm as particular as anyone: Most likely I'd have served you just the same.

But I know you don't understand our ways.

You were just talking what was in your mind, What was in all our minds, and you weren't hinting.

Tell you a story of what happened once: I was up here in Salem at a man's Named Sanders with a gang of four or five Doing the haying. No one liked the boss.

He was one of the kind sports call a spider, All wiry arms and legs that spread out wavy From a humped body nigh as big's a biscuit.

But work! that man could work, especially If by so doing he could get more work Out of his hired help. I'm not denying He was hard on himself. I couldn't find That he kept any hours--not for himself.

Daylight and lantern-light were one to him: I've heard him pounding in the barn all night.

But what he liked was someone to encourage.

Them that he couldn't lead he'd get behind And drive, the way you can, you know, in mowing-- Keep at their heels and threaten to mow their legs off.

I'd seen about enough of his bulling tricks (We call that bulling). I'd been watching him.

So when he paired off with me in the hayfield To load the load, thinks I, Look out for trouble.

I built the load and topped it off; old Sanders Combed it down with a rake and says, 'O. K.'

Everything went well till we reached the barn With a big catch to empty in a bay.

You understand that meant the easy job For the man up on top of throwing down The hay and rolling it off wholesale, Where on a mow it would have been slow lifting.

You wouldn't think a fellow'd need much urging Under these circ.u.mstances, would you now?

But the old fool seizes his fork in both hands, And looking up bewhiskered out of the pit, Shouts like an army captain, 'Let her come!'

Thinks I, D'ye mean it? 'What was that you said?'

I asked out loud, so's there'd be no mistake, 'Did you say, Let her come?' 'Yes, let her come.'

He said it over, but he said it softer.

Never you say a thing like that to a man, Not if he values what he is. G.o.d, I'd as soon Murdered him as left out his middle name.

I'd built the load and knew right where to find it.

Two or three forkfuls I picked lightly round for Like meditating, and then I just dug in And dumped the rackful on him in ten lots.

I looked over the side once in the dust And caught sight of him treading-water-like, Keeping his head above. 'd.a.m.n ye,' I says, 'That gets ye!' He squeaked like a squeezed rat.

That was the last I saw or heard of him.

I cleaned the rack and drove out to cool off.

As I sat mopping hayseed from my neck, And sort of waiting to be asked about it, One of the boys sings out, 'Where's the old man?'

'I left him in the barn under the hay.

If ye want him, ye can go and dig him out.'

They realized from the way I s...o...b..d my neck More than was needed something must be up.

They headed for the barn; I stayed where I was.

They told me afterward. First they forked hay, A lot of it, out into the barn floor.

Nothing! They listened for him. Not a rustle.

I guess they thought I'd spiked him in the temple Before I buried him, or I couldn't have managed.

They excavated more. 'Go keep his wife Out of the barn.' Someone looked in a window, And curse me if he wasn't in the kitchen Slumped way down in a chair, with both his feet Stuck in the oven, the hottest day that summer.

He looked so clean disgusted from behind There was no one that dared to stir him up, Or let him know that he was being looked at.

Apparently I hadn't buried him (I may have knocked him down); but my just trying To bury him had hurt his dignity.

He had gone to the house so's not to meet me.

He kept away from us all afternoon.

We tended to his hay. We saw him out After a while picking peas in his garden: He couldn't keep away from doing something."

"Weren't you relieved to find he wasn't dead?"

"No! and yet I don't know--it's hard to say.

I went about to kill him fair enough."

"You took an awkward way. Did he discharge you?"

"Discharge me? No! He knew I did just right."

The Generations of Men

A GOVERNOR it was proclaimed this time, When all who would come seeking in New Hamps.h.i.+re Ancestral memories might come together.

And those of the name Stark gathered in Bow, A rock-strewn town where farming has fallen off, And sprout-lands flourish where the axe has gone.

Someone had literally run to earth In an old cellar hole in a by-road The origin of all the family there.

Thence they were sprung, so numerous a tribe That now not all the houses left in town Made s.h.i.+ft to shelter them without the help Of here and there a tent in grove and orchard.

They were at Bow, but that was not enough: Nothing would do but they must fix a day To stand together on the crater's verge That turned them on the world, and try to fathom The past and get some strangeness out of it.

But rain spoiled all. The day began uncertain, With clouds low trailing and moments of rain that misted.

The young folk held some hope out to each other Till well toward noon when the storm settled down With a swish in the gra.s.s. "What if the others Are there," they said. "It isn't going to rain."

Only one from a farm not far away Strolled thither, not expecting he would find Anyone else, but out of idleness.