Translator’s Note:
This has an 18+ scene in it, so be aware!
Confined Life – Chapter 1 [Part 4]
As soon as Saya came back to my room, I noticed the problem. The window that was supposed to be closed, is now open. Kurasawa forgot to close it. It’s inevitable since she was in a hurry.
It’s a problem that she didn’t shut it, I can’t explain my way out of this.
「…..she was able to escape」
For a brief moment, Saya stared intently at the window. She then looked back at me with a questioning gaze.
She also seems somewhat sad. Probably because I did not tell her Kurasawa’s whereabouts.
She thinks I betrayed her.
「Onii-chan…..why did you let her go?」
「She….doesn’t matter」
「She matters because didn’t she enter onii-chan’s room? Since she knows where this house is now, she’ll surely come back, right? Then it’ll be capital punishment. Because she knows the state of onii-chan…..that woman would definitely get in the way」
I couldn’t deny it. The first part may have been Saya’s personal grudge, but I could not deny the latter part. Kurasawa herself said she’d come again.
The possibility of Kurasawa returning is high, I have no words to respond to Saya.
「Hey onii-chan….tell me where that woman lives? If you tell me now, I can catch up to her」
「….sorry」
「Why are you apologizing? Why do you protect that woman? Is that woman more important than me!?」
「What no! She is just a friend, but Saya is the most important person to me!」
「In that case…」
「Still……I can’t tell you! Because if you find out you’ll do something I never want you to ever do!」
「What is it…..」
If Saya finds out about Kurasawa, she will kill her. If it was the Saya from before I wouldn’t mind, but this Saya is dangerous. Even if I die I can’t give her name away.
Kurasawa is not involved in this matter. It is only me. Only I can be blamed. Even if I say that, Saya probably wouldn’t accept it.
If things had gone well, I could have been released from the chains and escaped. Although it ended in failure, Saya doesn’t think so.
I think I can somewhat understand Saya’s feelings. She’s afraid. Afraid I might be stolen. She wanted to avoid that possibility by confining me here.
I have no intention of abandoning Saya.
I have other reasons to not tell Saya about Kurasawa. I don’t want her to…..defile her hands. I’m worried Saya will become broken if she hurts other people.
I do not want her to hurt people. I want her to smile innocently like before. Even if it’s dimmed for now, I can make Saya’s smiling face return. However, I have to do something about my current situation first.
I can no longer tell lies anymore, but it’s impossible to persuade her.
What…could I do? I could meet with her and tell Kurasawa not to be involved with me anymore whilst Saya watches….no, it won’t work.
Saya would not believe what Kurasawa says. She would be hearing it from a complete stranger after all. Besides, I’m sure Saya would attack Kurasawa immediately.
So that idea is dismissed. But what can I do? I can’t formulate a good plan whilst troubled and worried. Saya suddenly opens her mouth.
「…..because onii-chan isn’t saying anything. Onii-chan is bad」
「Eh?」
Saya abandoned the kitchen knife and pushed me down.
「I knew it」
Saya puts her index finger on my chest. The finger strokes down my body, stopping at my lower abdomen. I get a cold sweat. No way…….
「Here」
「Wh, what…..!?」
「Onii-chan, you need the bathroom don’t you?」
Saya pushes her finger into my abdomen. Having my bladder stimulated causes the urge to urinate to grow even more. Saya looked at my suffering reaction and her lips raised slightly. She continues pus.h.i.+ng down without mercy.
「What!? Wa….wait!」
「Onii-chan does it hurt? I don’t really want to do this, I don’t want to see onii-chan in pain. That’s why…please. Won’t onii-chan tell me the truth?」
「Saya….this is cowardly….」
Saya does not loosen her hand and persistently stimulates my bladder. She seems to hate doing it. I feel a little guilty about letting Kurasawa go…..I’m awful….
I’m at my limit. I start to sweat. How long until I leak?
However, I can’t give up Kurasawa. If I say it, I will surely regret it. So I won’t open my mouth. Even if I have to……..leak.
「Uuuuu…..!!」
「Onii-chan, do you really not want to tell me that much?」
「N….no!」
「…」
Saya did not respond and strengthened her push. I twist my body in response. I tried to grab Saya like last time, but she resists me. How is she so strong?
Saya stopped her hand after about 3 minutes.
「….eh?」
「Onii-chan…..are you not going to tell me?」
「? No I won’t」
「…..I do not want to hurt onii-chan anymore」
「Then please stop this」
「…..」
「After all, it’s useless…..」
Saya was unresponsive. I don’t say anything. I give up and prepare. I cannot hold it anymore.
Let’s accept the shame. The shame of doing such a thing as a university student in front of family…..I almost felt like crying….but…..
「Onii-chan, I won’t ask about that girl anymore」
「Eh? Really!?」
I was glad.
「Yes…..but there are conditions」
「Conditions….?」
I repeat what Saya said. She really hated Kurasawa and wanted to hurt her. The conditions to stop her going after her……I have a bad feeling.
「You know. Let’s move house onii-chan」
「Eh…..」
「I was planning to move anyway. Then that woman can’t find us」
「Wait a minute, Saya? What do you mean move?….what about money?」
「We are okay for money. I have a part time job after all. There are also a lot of low priced houses available. One of the reasons for moving is that I’m worried the neighbors will hear you shouting, so I looked for a place to move to just in case」
「Part time job? When did Saya get a part time job?」
「I told onii-chan I was in a club, sorry but that was a lie. Please forgive me. I needed enough money to support two people」
「So when you were late back from club activities….」
「Yes…..thanks to that I couldn’t go home quickly to onii-chan」
「Did you tell okaa-san and otou-san?」
「Yes, I have already told them. They said they’d provide monetary a.s.sistance as well」
「Really. I’m the only one in the family who didn’t know」
I’m a little worried. I thought I was watching Saya a lot, but she does a lot of things I don’t know about.
She did all this for me. I need to know more about Saya. I also have to understand her better. Looking at Saya again, she really hasn’t changed.
I look into Saya’s eyes. I cannot waste Saya’s good will. But really, moving?
I was a little surprised at Saya, she was looking after her onii-chan. Before I knew it, she’s already grown up.
「So, when are we moving?」
「Tomorrow」
「Tomorrow!? Isn’t that too soon?」
「I kept it quiet to surprise onii-chan…..is that okay with you?」
「What?」
「Moving」
「It’s okay, haven’t you decided already?」
「Yes, but….」
Saya looks worried about something. I guess she dislikes forcing me to move. She’s doing something as bad as confining me and she’s worried about that?
No, Saya doesn’t like doing anything I dislike. She doesn’t want me to hate her. Although I hate being imprisoned, I don’t hate Saya.
That is also true of the previous Saya. Saya is still…..she has not changed. Only a part of Saya has changed.
My imouto is kind and caring. As I understood that, a smile floats to my fact. It strengthened my recognition that Saya could be dealt with.
「Saya, you don’t want to move without my opinion right? Then I have no complaints. To be able to live in a bigger house, thank you Saya」
「Onii-chan….thank you! I’ll prepare for moving!」
「Wait, just a while ago…」
「Hmm, what is it onii-chan?」
Saya tilted her head. It seems she’s completely forgotten the fact that I’m at my limit. I can feel the pain already.
The limit has clearly exceeded 10 by now.
「I want to….go to the toilet….」
「Ah I see!! I’m sorry!! I’ll remove it now!!」
「Oh thank you, huh?」
Finally, I was free. My wrist was itchy and I needed to urinate, but I didn’t care. Saya suddenly grabbed my hand.
「Isn’t it comfortable like this? Onii-chan♪」
「No even if you ask that…I can’t go to the toilet like this」
「It’s okay」
Like that, Saya pulled me into the toilet
「What, what’s okay Saya?」
「Stay still, ei!」
「Eh? What!? Saya!? Saya!?」
Saya crouched down with a red face. The only thing protecting my lower body is my pants. I panicked with embarra.s.sment. Ignoring me, she put her hands on my pants.
However, she suddenly stopped for some reason after touching my pants.
「Sa, Saya?」
「….Sunsun」
Suddenly, Saya began to sniff the crotch of my pants.
「…..I can’t smell another woman’s odor….onii-chan’s chast.i.ty must be protected!」
「Well I said it before, nothing happened. See? I wasn’t lying」
「I see, but um….when I thought that onii-chan’s chast.i.ty had been stolen my head turned pure white and even though I could hear onii-chan, I couldn’t understand him…」
「So you can check with just smell?」
「Yes, the smell is so good. I can tell if there’s another smell on onii-chan」
「Well, I see…….but Saya, why do you have your hands on my pants?」
「No reason, ei!!」
My last defensive wall, my pants, we’re pulled down. My crotch was exposed to Saya’s eyes. Her eyes widened as she quietly voiced sounds of admiration.
I was ashamed. I felt like there was a fire on my face. I somehow managed to endure my shyness by biting my bottom lip. I tried to get Saya to leave the bathroom.
「Ne, Saya. I’m ok now so you can leave the bathroom」
「That’s no good!!」
She rebuked me, staring at me with her red face.
「I will look after onii-chan completely!! So I’ll look after down there as well!!」
「Eeee!? It’s a lie right!?」
「It’s true! I will never let onii-chan go by himself. From now on I will watch!」
「…..seriously」
I forced a smile.
I thought I’d at least be able to do this without Saya. But since she’s standing at the door and watching…..it’s embarra.s.sing…..
At least in the meantime, I’m finally refreshed, so she returned me to my room. There is no Saya. She said she was preparing to move. I want to help, but I can’t do much when restrained like this.
It’s useless to ask Saya to release me right now, since she’s busy preparing to move. When I got to my bed, I buried my face into my pillow and closed my eyes.
Even though I didn’t do anything in particular today. I’m exhausted. I’m a.s.saulted by drowsiness, I haven’t even eaten dinner yet.
But I don’t really have an appet.i.te. I just want to sleep. That was it. By the way in the bathroom with Saya a little while ago…
I remembered Saya’s words.
I’ll look after down there as well!!
Take care of down there. No way, does that include a s.e.xual meaning?…..Saya is my family and blood related. It’s not that, right?
I would usually be able to say such a thing is impossible, but for some reason, I couldn’t wipe away the anxiety. Whilst these emotions swirled within me, before I noticed it, I was asleep.
~Saya’s Perspective~
I had finally finished the preparations to move, but it was pitch black outside. The time is around 2 o’clock in the morning. I returned to onii-san’s room.
「Suu……Suu…..」
I heard onii-chan’s sleeping voice. I suddenly thought of a bad idea.
I make sure the light is off and close the door quietly. My heart beats faster. Quietly…..I walk over to onii-chan.
Onii-chan was sleeping face down, so I couldn’t see his face well. I take out my key and remove the handcuffs, turning onii-chan on his back. I could see onii-chan’s happy face and it made me smile.
Next I take his hands and raise them upwards. Handcuffing him to the bed pillars. Now onii-chan cannot move again. I do not like to force onii-chan, but I can’t help it.
I was really excited. I mount onii-chan, the bed gently shakes and I remove my clothes.
I originally intended to do this with onii-chan, but I would have had to free him.
「Onii-chan….」
After taking off my top, I touch onii-chan’s cheeks. His brow creased slightly, but he immediately fell asleep again. I kiss him once on the lips.
Just kissing him makes me unbearably happy. My excitement further increases. I want to taste that feeling again, I kiss onii-chan once more. But something is missing.
I tried putting my tongue in onii-chan’s mouth. When mine and onii-chan’s tongue intertwined, I felt a pleasant feeling like a current spread through my body.
「Haa……Haa…..」
My breath became rough. I kiss onii-chan again, of course with tongue. I kiss, suck and lick as our tongues got entangled together.
But I guess because of that.
「Hmm….? Wha…? Saya?」
「Good morning, onii-chan」
Onii-chan raised his body. He still seemed sleepy, however he seemed to notice something unusual. When he saw my situation, his eyes widened and his drowsiness disappeared.
「Sa, Saya…this!」
I put my index finger on onii-chan’s lips in a hurry. Onii-chan closed his mouth quickly.
「Onii-chan….it’s past midnight now. Can you not let out such a loud voice?」
「Saya…..please explain what’s going on」
「Didn’t I already tell onii-chan? I would take care of down there」
「So it had that meaning after all!?」
「Un♪」
Onii-chan looked perplexed as I responded happily.
「Hey, this is wrong. Let’s stop, Saya」
「Sorry I can’t do that, this is necessary」
「Necessary? What do you mean?」
「You might not understand now…but you’ll understand someday」
「Someday…? Saya as expected, we can’t do this!」
Onii-chan’s mouth is noisy, so I kissed it to close it. When I released it, his face turned red and he became quiet.
「The night is long, give up onii-chan. You can’t escape anymore. It’s my first time, but I’ll try and make onii-chan feel good, ok?」
「Saya….」
Onii-chan immediately lost strength. It seems my sweet onii-chan realized he couldn’t resist me.
Then I got onii-chan naked as well. His face turned red at my nakedness. That reaction was kind of cute. Onii-chan’s thing got hard.
I was excited looking at his nakedness. I am very happy, but also embarra.s.sed.
I’ve heard that the first time hurts, but it really hurts. But as long as I can be one with onii-chan I don’t care. I felt like I was in a dream. I will etch this feeling into onii-chan.
With onii-chan. I spent a hot and long night.