The New Mistress Part 55

"I quite agree with Beatrice," cried Rebecca. "It is time we left you, Henry, to the devices and desires of your own heart."

The vicar was stern of aspect now, as he paced the library, and hot words of anger were upon his lips, but he stayed them there, and looked from face to face as if seeking sympathy where there was none.

He knew that his sisters were right, and that in following out the dictates of his own heart he would gladly ask Hazel Thorne to be his wife; but he was weak, and the more so that she had given him no hope.

His was not the nature that would have made him a martyr to his faith; neither could he be one for his unrequited love. He loved Hazel Thorne; but she did not care for him--he could see it plainly enough; and even had she loved him in return, he was not one who could have braved public opinion for her sake. For the trouble connected with that money was always in his mind. Then there was the society to which he belonged.

What would they say if he, the Reverend Henry Lambent, Master of Arts, and on visiting terms with the highest county families, were to enter into a matrimonial alliance with the daughter of a bankrupt stockbroker--one who was only the new mistress!

Then there were his sisters. If he married Hazel, always supposing she would accept him, he should have to break with them; and this he was too weak to do. In imagination he had been the stern ruler of Plumton All Saints' Vicarage for many years, and head of the parish. But it was a mistake: the real captain had been Beatrice, his younger sister; and Rebecca, though the elder, had been first lieutenant. The vicar had only been a private in the ranks.

"Now we are upon this theme," Beatrice went on, "it would be better, Henry, that the unpleasant feeling that has existed should come to an end."

"Surely there has been no unpleasant feeling between us," said the vicar.

"I quite agree with Beatrice--unpleasant feeling," said Rebecca.

"We are sisters and brother," continued Beatrice, "and we must remain so."

"Most a.s.suredly," said the vicar, smiling.

"I am speaking for Rebecca as well as for myself, then, Henry, when I tell you that we have concluded that the only way in which our old happy relations can be continued will be by separating."

"Parting?" said the vicar, in dismay.

"Yes, Henry; by parting. Rebecca and I have a sufficiency, by clubbing together our slender resources, to enable us to live a life of content.

A life of usefulness, we fear, will no longer be within our reach, for we shall have to leave our poor behind. But that we must be resigned to lose, for it is time, Henry, that we left you free and were--"

"No longer a tax upon you and an obstacle in the path of your inclinations," said Rebecca.

"But surely--you do not mean--you would not leave the Vicarage?"

"We have carefully weighed the matter over, Henry," said Rebecca, "and I do not see how, under the circ.u.mstances, you could wish us to do otherwise."

"No, no, it is impossible!" cried the vicar, who seemed deeply moved.

"Beatrice--Rebecca, of what are you thinking?"

"Of our duty and your happiness," said Beatrice firmly.

"At the expense of your own," exclaimed the vicar.

"We must do our duty," said Rebecca with a sigh, and the sisters rose and left the room, like clever diplomatists, content with the impression they had made, and feeling that by a bold stroke they had completely riveted their old mastery.

CHAPTER FORTY TWO.

BAD NEWS.

The news of Hazel Thorne's imprisonment, for it could be called little else, was not long in reaching Ardley, and Mrs Canninge watched her son's countenance to see what effect it had. There had been an increasing coolness between mother and son, and it seemed as if it were rapidly approaching estrangement. Their old affectionate intercourse had given place to a chilling politeness, and though, time after time, in the bitter annoyance she felt, Mrs Canninge had felt disposed to ask her son how soon it would be necessary for her to vacate her position of mistress of the old hall, she had never been guilty of the meanness, but waited her time.

"He shall never marry her," she said over and over again; and in spite of her better self, the news of the money trouble had been like balm to her wounded spirit. Now, then, the tidings of Hazel's visit to the sick child had come, and again, in spite of herself, she felt a sensation akin to satisfaction, for this seemed as if it might act as a safeguard to her son.

It was a flimsy one, she knew--a broken reed upon which to lean; but it was something, and every trifle that appeared likely to keep George Canninge and Hazel apart, if it were only for a few days longer, was like a reprieve, and might result in something better to her mind.

The matter was not discussed, but Mrs Canninge noted that her son rode over to the town every morning, and found afterwards that he called at the Burges' day after day, where he incidentally learned that Hazel was still nursing the fever-stricken child.

It was pleasant to him at this juncture to talk to little Miss Burge, and to listen to her simple prattle about Hazel, and what trouble she and her brother took in sending down everything that was necessary for the invalid and her nurse, so that Hazel might be comfortable.

"It is very kind of you and Mr Burge," said Canninge one day.

"Oh, I don't know, Mr Canninge," she replied; "we want to do all the good we can, and one can't help loving Miss Thorne."

"No," said George Canninge quietly; and as he rode home he repeated little Miss Burge's words to himself over and over again--"One can't help loving Miss Thorne."

But he made no further advances--he did not go to the schoolhouse to make inquiries, nor yet ask at the cottage where Hazel was a prisoner; he contented himself with visiting the Burges day by day, to start back almost in alarm one morning as he saw a look of trouble in little Miss Burge's face, and before he could ask what was wrong the little woman burst out with--

"Oh, Mr Canninge, that poor, dear girl!"

"What?" he said excitedly. "She has not--"

"Yes, sir, and badly. My brother has been down there this morning, and she is delirious. And oh, poor girl! poor girl! I cannot let her lie there alone. I'm dreadfully afraid of the fever, Mr Canninge; but I shall have to go."

"You? What! to nurse her?" said George Canninge, with a face now ghastly.

"Yes, sir; I must go. My brother has been down every day, and I've never been once!" she cried, bursting into a fit of sobbing. "It's dreadful cowardly, I know; but I could not help it then."

"And she may die!" said George Canninge as he rode slowly home; "and I have never told her I loved her. Dare I go to see her now?"

He asked himself that question many times, and again many times on the succeeding days; but he did not go near the place where Hazel Thorne lay now, in the shabby room, upon the bed roughly made up for her by Mrs Potts; while Feelier, the very shadow of herself, lay watching "teacher," and the tears stole down her wasted cheeks as she listened to Hazel Thorne's excited talking, for the most part incoherent; but here and there a word came to Feelier's ears, and she wept again, because she was too weak to get up and wait upon "teacher," whose attack was rapidly a.s.suming a serious form.

By special arrangement with the doctor, the news as to Hazel's state was sent to the Burges' after every visit. Not that this was held to suffice, for little Miss Burge was constantly calling at the doctor's house, and asking for fresh information when there was none to give.

"I can't bear this no longer, Bill dear," said Miss Burge one morning.

"There's that poor girl lying there in that wretched place, and no one but strangers to tend her; and it seems as if all her friends had left her now she is in distress."

"Not all," said Burge, raising his drooping head. "I'm down there every day; only I can't be admitted to her room, poor dear! I wish I might be."

"And I've been holding back," sobbed little Miss Burge, "because I felt afraid of catching the complaint, and the doctor said it would be madness for me to go; but I'm going down this morning, Bill dear, and if I die for it I won't mind--at least not very much--for I'm sure I shouldn't be any good to live if I couldn't help at a time like this.

Hasn't her poor ma been to her yet?"

"No; she isn't fit to go," said Burge. "She is ill, and weak, and foolish, and the doctor told her that if she went she would only take the disease home to the little girls. She would only have worried her poor child and been in the way."

"I'm glad I've never been a mother, Bill, to turn out no more use than that in trouble," sobbed the little woman. "Now, do drink your tea, dear; it will do you good."

"Nothing won't do me no good, Betsey," said the poor fellow dejectedly.

"But it looks so bad, dear, to see you like this. I declare you haven't washed and shaved this mornings and your hair ain't been brushed."

"No," he said drearily; "I forgot Betsey--I forgot."