A Bride in the Bargain Part 20

He checked the back parlor. The book she'd been reading was exactly as she'd left it. The parlor and dining room were empty and still. He took barely a moment to register the smell of beeswax and notice the furniture shone from a recent polis.h.i.+ng. Taking the stairs two at a time, he knocked on her bedroom door.

"Anna? Are you in there?"

"Joe." Her voice was thin, weak.

He shoved open the door. She stood bent over the washbasin, foam spilling from her mouth.

"I don't know what's wrong." She looked up, her eyes widening. "Oh no! You too?"

He spit into the basin. "Must have been the mushrooms. I know the meat is good."

"But they were coral mushrooms." Grabbing a towel, she wiped the saliva from her mouth. "Aren't they edible here? They look exactly like the ones at home."

"I don't know. I'm not a big mushroom eater."

"You don't like mushrooms?" She looked stricken.

"I can eat them. I just don't seek them out or anything." He spit.

Her breath caught. "Are we going to die?"

He took a moment to catalog the rest of his body. "I don't think so. I mean, I don't even feel sick. Do you?"

She shook her head.

"Well, then. We'll probably be fine."

Her eyes filled. "I'm so sorry."

He shrugged. "It could have been worse. You could have served them to the whole crew."

"You don't understand." She crinkled the cloth in her fists. "If you die, I'll not be able to stand it."

He pulled the towel from her grip and blotted her mouth. "n.o.body's going to die, Anna."

Giving her a chance to regain her composure, he looked about her room. It offered no evidence of anyone even staying in it. No personal articles. No clothes lying about. No books being read.

As far as he could tell, other than the clothes on her back, the watch pin and seash.e.l.ls were the only possessions she owned.

He returned his attention to her. "Why don't you go on to bed. The boys will have had nothing but whiskey since hitting town. They'll come to the breakfast table tomorrow either weak as babes or ravenous as wolves. Either way, it's sure to be a trying morning."

Her pillow was saturated when dawn arrived, but her mouth had quit foaming. Joe didn't look any worse for the wear, either. Still, he could have just as easily been dead.

And if nothing else, her foolishness validated the concerns she held deep inside. She wasn't good enough, careful enough, or smart enough to be a man's wife or a child's mother, for everyone put into her care had come to a bad end. Her mother, her father, her brother.

After drying the last of the breakfast dishes, she returned to her room and pulled up short. On her bed lay three different lengths of cloth. A blue gingham. A yellow calico. And a maroon cotton with tiny white dots.

Confused, she fingered them, then noticed a brown package with a note scrawled across it.

The wool you wear is too hot for our summers. Please make some dresses out of this cotton. I provide my crew with the things they need. I would do no less for my cook.-JD She opened the package with trembling fingers. How long had it been since she'd had a new dress? She swallowed. A long, long time. Thread, b.u.t.tons, trim, and notions spilled from the stiff paper and onto the bed.

For many minutes she stood perfectly still, just looking. Absorbing. Digesting. When had he picked all this out? During his trip to town? And had he done it himself or had the merchant helped him?

With a tentative hand, she fingered a corner of the calico. She would not feel guilty about this. The war was over. There was nothing untoward or inappropriate about an employer seeing to the clothing of his servants. And though Anna was not a servant, exactly, she was working off a debt. And for all intents and purposes, that was close enough.

Still, she was on shaky ground as far as Joe was concerned. He'd made his interest in her very plain yesterday. She had no doubt he would cry off of any attachments he had with Mrs. Wrenne were Anna to encourage him at all.

And the more she came to know him, the more she was drawn to him. He had but to walk into a room for her senses to come alive.

She could not picture him married to Mrs. Wrenne. He needed a young woman. A vibrant woman. A woman he could grow old with. He needed her.

But even if she was willing to risk it-which she wasn't-she would not be disloyal to Mrs. Wrenne.

So she would accept Joe's note at face value and make herself some gowns. She would also do everything in her power to keep her relations.h.i.+p with him as impersonal as possible.

She knew he wouldn't be mentioning marriage to her if his land weren't in jeopardy. And after seeing his operation yesterday-including that chute-she had a much better appreciation of all he stood to lose.

Picking up the gingham, she held one end to her shoulder and the other in her extended hand. Were it Hoke in this predicament, he would court anything in skirts to save his land. A woman like Mrs. Wrenne. A woman like Anna. A half dozen women if need be.

She bit the insides of her cheeks. She didn't want to think that of Joe. He was as different from Hoke as the sun was from the moon.

Nevertheless, she didn't want Mrs. Wrenne to come to her new home and suspect that Joe had anything other than the most platonic feelings for his cook.

And the responsibility for that rested completely on Anna's shoulders. The female set the tone of these things. Always had. Always would.

Gathering the cloth and notions, she began a search for a pair of scissors.

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN.

Joe and Red spent the day arranging a long, soft bed of boughs to cus.h.i.+on the fall of a redwood they'd prepared. Though they displaced some playful squirrels and a few robins looking for worms, the work didn't require the power and endurance chopping did, thus allowing for quiet conversation.

"Town's all abuzz about Mrs. Wrenne's husband coming back to life," Red said.

Joe nodded. "I imagine it is."

Red tossed several branches into the middle of their layout. "Tillney's making some disparaging remarks about your relations.h.i.+p with her-not within my hearing, of course."

Dangling his ax at his side, Joe sighed. "You know, if he'd have put half the effort into logging as he has in trying to bring me down, I'd have never chopped his tail loose."

"You did the right thing. A lazy man is a careless one. There's no safe place in camp for a careless jack."

"Maybe so, but at some point you'd think he'd turn his attention elsewhere. It isn't as if the stigma of being let go is going to follow him all the way to the hereafter."

"He thinks it will, and there are a lot who'd agree with him."

Joe hefted his ax and searched out more rubble.

"What was Miss Ivey's reaction to the canceling of your nuptials?" Red asked.

"She doesn't know about it." Joe cut off a stub sticking out of a snag, bringing a network of limbs to the ground with a thud.

"You didn't tell her?"

"Nope. She doesn't know about Bertha's husband, nor that I am no longer betrothed."

Red glanced up the hill, noting the boys were stopping for lunch. "Well, isn't she going to think something's amiss when you don't get married at the end of the month?"

"Nope."

"Why not?"

"I told her things had been delayed." Squinting at their bed, Joe rearranged some of their debris. "We need to angle the layout a little more to the east."

"No we don't."

"Yes we do."

After a slight hesitation, Red did as he was told. "Well? What did she have to say about the delay?"

"Said she was sorry, since she knew how anxious I was about the whole affair."

Scratching his neck, Red shook his head. "You're not going to be able to hide it from her forever. The moment she sets foot in town, she'll learn of it."

"That's why I'm seeing to it that she doesn't go to town anytime soon." Joe pointed to the branches Red had just laid. "The tree's going to fall more to the east."

Red studied their tree. "I don't think so."

"I know so."

"Want to make a wager on it?"

"You bet I do." Whisking up a skinny log, Joe began shaving one end of it into a point.

"You can't keep her hidden forever."

"All I need is a few weeks. Once I convince her to marry me, I'll have the preacher come up here to do the ceremony. After we've said the words and signed the papers, then I'll tell her." He glanced at the tree, their bed, then back at the tree. Walking to the eastern side of the layout, he began hammering his newly fas.h.i.+oned stake into the ground.

"You really think Miss Ivey will marry you when you're supposedly betrothed to another?"

"It'll all work out. You'll see." Stepping back, Joe nodded toward the stake. "When our giant falls, she's going to knock this stake clear into the ground."

Red stuck out his hand. "You're on."

Joe clasped it.

A commotion at the top of the hill captured their attention. "What's got Thirsty all riled up, do you suppose?"

They tried to make out the words being shouted.

"I don't know. Something about Ronny's dessert." Joe buried his ax in a nearby tree. "We better get up there before Thirsty starts talking with his hands."

The boys dug into their meat pies, rain beating the top of the lean-to and sliding off its edges. The water formed a curtain of sorts, splattering mud just inside their haven. The chestnut tree beside the porch swayed, but no one seemed concerned.

"What is this stuff, Miss Ivey?" The question came from a leathery-faced man the others called Fish. She a.s.sumed it was because of his big eyes, bald head, and sunken cheeks, but she had, of course, refrained from asking.

"Toad-in-the-hole," she replied.

Fish paused, then poked his pie with his spoon. "Toad-in-the-hole? There's toads in this?"

She smiled. "No. I don't know why it's called that. It's just rump, kidney, and onion."

Fish continued with his meal, as did the others, emptying the platters of food more quickly than usual. The steady rain not only dampened the yard, it dampened the men's spirits, keeping their customary enthusiasm and teasing at bay.

After-dinner ch.o.r.es were executed with quick efficiency, bringing an early conclusion to Anna's evening. The men dropped their lunch buckets by the door, said their good-byes, and set out for the night. Anna bent to retrieve the buckets, then stopped in surprise. Every single one had been thoroughly washed and cleaned.

"Ronny's extra portion of dessert didn't go unnoticed," Joe said, ascending the porch steps and dropping his clean bucket beside the rest.

"So I see." She wiped her hands on her ap.r.o.n. "Looks like I'll be making an impromptu batch of fritters tonight."

"You don't have to do that."

"Oh, it won't take but a minute."

Returning to the kitchen, she threw another log in the oven and set some water to boil. While she gathered up flour, eggs, and lard, Joe sat by the fireplace sharpening his ax.

He wore a blue chambray s.h.i.+rt she'd laundered and ironed not two days before. His rolled-up sleeves revealed muscular arms sprinkled with sun-bleached hair. The brownish blond curls across his forehead swayed with his motions. She knew the ax was heavy, but he held it with ease as he sc.r.a.ped it along his grinding stone.

"Joe?"

"Hmm?"

"Would you mind chopping down that chestnut tree?"

"Yes."

She blinked. "But it's leaning right over my room. I'm afraid it's going to crash down."

"You can move rooms if you want."

Frowning, she watched the careful, even strokes he took. "You aren't going to chop it down?"