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"Pat, I'm going to begin as soon as we've settled," she declared, and her wet eyes shone. "Aunt Dorrie is quite right."
The girls finally secured four pretty, sunny rooms overlooking the lake, and reverently selected the furniture for them.
"Let's get things artistic," Patricia wisely explained, "we'll make the place unique and then"--for Patricia always left, if possible, a way open for retreat--"if we should ever want to dispose of it, we'd have a good market."
But as the days pa.s.sed it looked as if the venture were turning out better than one could have hoped. Joan had never felt so important in her life, and, to her surprise, developed possibilities never suspected before. She prepared for Patricia's homecomings with the keenest delight. The cozy, charming little dinners, the evenings by the open fire--for they had selected the rooms largely on account of the fireplace--or the occasional theatre or concert grew in delight.
Patricia was the merriest of comrades, the most appreciative of partners. She also, to her own surprise, became deeply interested in her work and, while the hours and confinement sometimes irritated her, her field of invention was wide enough to employ her real talent, and her success was a.s.sured from the first.
And when things were running smoothly and there were hours too empty for comfort in the lonely day, Joan discovered a professor of music who gave her much encouragement and some good advice.
After this interview she wrote to Doris more frankly than she had done for a long time. She explained her financial situation and quite simply asked for help:
It's very expensive learning _not_ to be a fool, Aunt Doris. I have proved that. I am very serious now and Chicago, with Pat, is better for me than New York with Sylvia.
What I really want is to prove myself a bit before I come back to you. I'm sorry about this winter, dear, but a year more and I will be able to come to you not _on_ my s.h.i.+eld, I hope, but with it in fairly good condition.
"I think you ought to make her keep her promise about this winter,"
Nancy quivered; "she is always upsetting things."
"Why, my little Nan!" Doris drew the girl to her. Oddly enough, she felt as if Nancy was all that she was ever to have. Never before had Joan sounded so determined.
"Instead," Doris comforted, "I am going to help Joan prove herself and you and I, little girl, will go up to town and have a very happy, a very wonderful winter, and next summer, if Joan does not come to us, we will go to her. I think we all see things very clearly now."
Nancy was not so sure of this but she, like Joan and Patricia, had felt the lash upon her back and was chafing at delay.
Mary worked early and late to hasten the departure from The Gap. Always in Mary's consciousness was that threatening old woman on Thunder Peak.
With care and comfort old Becky was more alert; more suspicious. She was wondering _why_. And Mary felt that at any time she might defeat what daily was gaining a hold on Mary's suspicions. The woman tried hard to s.h.i.+eld the secret from her own curiosity, but under all else lay the conviction that it was Nancy's toys which were in peril. And gradually the love that the silent, morose woman felt for the girl absorbed all other emotions. It was like having banked everything on a desired hope she was prepared to defend it. If her suspicions were true, then all the more must the secret be hid.
And so in November Doris and Nancy went to New York and Mary, apparently unmoved, saw them depart while she counted anew her a.s.sumed duties.
There was The Peak--and with winter to complicate her duties, it loomed ominously.
"And I'll have to back letters for old Jed." Mary had promised to write for the old man and to read from the Bible to him, as Nancy had always done. "And keep the old man alive as well." Mary sighed wearily. "And when there's a minute to rest--keep my own place decent." The cabin was the one bright thought and, because of that which had made the cabin possible, Mary bowed her back to her burdens.
"A strange woman is Mary," Doris confided to Nancy; "nothing seems to make any impression upon her."
Nancy opened her lovely blue eyes wide at this.
"Why, Aunt Dorrie," she replied, "Mary would die for us--and never mention it. She's made that still, faithful way."
Doris smiled, but did not change her mind. The people of the hills were never to be to her what they had been to Sister Angela--her people.
CHAPTER XX
"_It Is Felicity on Her Wings._"
The old New York house was once more opened and the fountain set free.
Birds sang and flowers bloomed, but Joan was not there and for a blank but silent moment both Doris and Nancy wondered if the lack were to defeat them. The moment was appalling but it pa.s.sed.
Felicity brooded over them and her wings did not droop.
Martin, with his sound common sense, came to the fore among the first.
He was never more alert. His nephew, Clive Cameron, was entrenched in Martin's office and home--his name, alone, shone on the new sign.
"I've flung you in neck and crop, Bud, because I believe in you and have told my patients so. Sink or swim, but you've got clear water to do it in. I'll hang around--make my city headquarters with you; lend myself to you; but for the rest I'm going to do exactly what I want to do--for a time."
Cameron regarded his uncle as the young often do the older--yearningly, covetously, tenderly.
"I--I think I understand about Miss Fletcher, Uncle Dave," he said.
"I had hoped you did, boy. And remember this--it's only when a woman gets so into your system that she cannot be purged out, that you dare to be sure."
"But, Uncle Dave, the knowledge--what has it done for you?"
"You'll never be able to understand that, Bud, until you're past the age of asking the question."
And having settled that to his satisfaction, Martin turned resolutely to what threatened Doris and Nancy.
He meant to see fair play. Doris could be depended upon for a few strenuous months if her friends turned to and helped her as they should.
Nancy must no longer be sacrificed!
"If there is any sense in this tomfoolery about Joan," Martin mused, "it must apply to Nancy also."
Martin was extremely fond of Nancy. He often wished she would not lean so heavily, but then his spiritual ideal of a woman was after Nancy's design. Of Joan he disapproved, and Doris was a type apart.
"If we can marry Nancy off," plotted Martin--and he had his mind's eye on his nephew--"I'll bring Sister on from the West and get Doris to share Ridge House with us. Queer combination, but safe!"
And then he saw, as in a vision, the peaceful years on ahead. He would hold Doris's hand down the westering way. Hold it close and warm; never looking for more than the blessed companions.h.i.+p. And his sister, happy and content, would share the way with them and Nancy's children--would they be Clive's also?--would gladden all their hearts. And Joan?--well, Martin did not feel that Joan needed his architectural aid--she was chopping and hacking her own design.
At this point Martin sought Emily Tweksbury and bullied her into action.
Mrs. Tweksbury had not unpacked her trunks yet and was sorely depressed about Raymond.
"I wish I had stuck to Maine," she deplored, "and devoted myself to the boy. He looks like a fallen angel.
"Ken, what have you been doing to yourself?" she had asked.
"Just pegging away, Aunt Emily."
"Ken," Mrs. Tweksbury had an awful habit of felling the obvious by a blow of her common-sense hatchet; "Ken, you've got to be married. You're not the kind to float around town and enjoy it--and you are the kind that would enjoy the other."
"Oh! I'm having a bully time, Aunt Emily."