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"Yes," said Clemency, with all her heart.
"There is some one out there," pointing to the door, "whom I must see, and speak with, to-night. Michael Warden, for G.o.d's sake retire! Not now!"
Clemency started with surprise and trouble as, following the direction of the speaker's eyes, she saw a dark figure standing in the doorway.
"In another moment you may be discovered," said Marion. "Not now! Wait, if you can, in some concealment. I will come, presently."
He waved his hand to her, and was gone.
"Don't go to bed. Wait here for me!" said Marion, hurriedly. "I have been seeking to speak to you for an hour past. Oh, be true to me!"
Eagerly seizing her bewildered hand, and pressing it with both her own to her breast--an action more expressive, in its pa.s.sion of entreaty, than the most eloquent appeal in words,--Marion withdrew; as the light of the returning lantern flashed into the room.
"All still and peaceable. n.o.body there. Fancy, I suppose," said Mr.
Britain, as he locked and barred the door. "One of the effects of having a lively imagination. Halloa! Why, what's the matter?"
Clemency, who could not conceal the effects of her surprise and concern, was sitting in a chair: pale, and trembling from head to foot.
"Matter!" she repeated, chafing her hands and elbows, nervously, and looking anywhere but at him. "That's good in you, Britain, that is!
After going and frightening one out of one's life with noises, and lanterns, and I don't know what all. Matter! Oh, yes."
"If you're frightened out of your life by a lantern, Clemmy," said Mr.
Britain, composedly blowing it out and hanging it up again, "that apparition's very soon got rid of. But you're as bold as bra.s.s in general," he said, stopping to observe her; "and were, after the noise and the lantern too. What have you taken into your head? Not an idea, eh?"
But as Clemency bade him good night very much after her usual fas.h.i.+on, and began to bustle about with a show of going to bed herself immediately, Little Britain, after giving utterance to the original remark that it was impossible to account for a woman's whims, bade her good night in return, and taking up his candle strolled drowsily away to bed.
When all was quiet, Marion returned.
"Open the door," she said; "and stand there close beside me, while I speak to him, outside."
Timid as her manner was, it still evinced a resolute and settled purpose, such as Clemency could not resist. She softly unbarred the door: but before turning the key, looked round on the young creature waiting to issue forth when she should open it.
The face was not averted or cast down, but looking full upon her, in its pride of youth and beauty. Some simple sense of the slightness of the barrier that interposed itself between the happy home and honoured love of the fair girl, and what might be the desolation of that home, and s.h.i.+pwreck of its dearest treasure, smote so keenly on the tender heart of Clemency, and so filled it to overflowing with sorrow and compa.s.sion, that, bursting into tears, she threw her arms round Marion's neck.
"It's little that I know, my dear," cried Clemency, "very little; but I know that this should not be. Think of what you do!"
"I have thought of it many times," said Marion, gently.
"Once more," urged Clemency. "Till to-morrow."
Marion shook her head.
"For Mr. Alfred's sake," said Clemency, with homely earnestness. "Him that you used to love so dearly, once!"
She hid her face, upon the instant, in her hands, repeating "Once!" as if it rent her heart.
"Let me go out," said Clemency, soothing her. "I'll tell him what you like. Don't cross the door-step to-night. I'm sure no good will come of it. Oh, it was an unhappy day when Mr. Warden was ever brought here!
Think of your good father, darling: of your sister."
"I have," said Marion, hastily raising her head. "You don't know what I do. You don't know what I do. I _must_ speak to him. You are the best and truest friend in all the world for what you have said to me, but I must take this step. Will you go with me, Clemency," she kissed her on her friendly face, "or shall I go alone?"
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Sorrowing and wondering, Clemency turned the key, and opened the door.
Into the dark and doubtful night that lay beyond the threshhold, Marion pa.s.sed quickly, holding by her hand.
In the dark night he joined her, and they spoke together earnestly and long: and the hand that held so fast by Clemency's, now trembled, now turned deadly cold, now clasped and closed on hers, in the strong feeling of the speech it emphasized unconsciously. When they returned, he followed to the door; and pausing there a moment, seized the other hand, and pressed it to his lips. Then stealthily withdrew.
The door was barred and locked again, and once again she stood beneath her father's roof. Not bowed down by the secret that she brought there, though so young; but with that same expression on her face, for which I had no name before, and s.h.i.+ning through her tears.
Again she thanked and thanked her humble friend, and trusted to her, as she said, with confidence, implicitly. Her chamber safely reached, she fell upon her knees; and with her secret weighing on her heart, could pray!
Could rise up from her prayers, so tranquil and serene, and bending over her fond sister in her slumber, look upon her face and smile: though sadly: murmuring as she kissed her forehead, how that Grace had been a mother to her, ever, and she loved her as a child!
Could draw the pa.s.sive arm about her neck when lying down to rest--it seemed to cling there, of its own will, protectingly and tenderly even in sleep--and breathe upon the parted lips, G.o.d bless her!
Could sink into a peaceful sleep, herself; but for one dream, in which she cried out, in her innocent and touching voice, that she was quite alone, and they had all forgotten her.
A month soon pa.s.ses, even at its tardiest pace. The month appointed to elapse between that night and the return, was quick of foot, and went by, like a vapour.
The day arrived. A raging winter day, that shook the old house, sometimes, as if it s.h.i.+vered in the blast. A day to make home doubly home. To give the chimney corner new delights. To shed a ruddier glow upon the faces gathered round the hearth; and draw each fireside group into a closer and more social league, against the roaring elements without. Such a wild winter day as best prepares the way for shut-out night; for curtained rooms, and cheerful looks; for music, laughter, dancing, light, and jovial entertainment!
All these the Doctor had in store to welcome Alfred back. They knew that he could not arrive till night; and they would make the night air ring, he said, as he approached. All his old friends should congregate about him. He should not miss a face that he had known and liked. No! They should every one be there!
So, guests were bidden, and musicians were engaged, and tables spread, and floors prepared for active feet, and bountiful provision made, of every hospitable kind. Because it was the Christmas season, and his eyes were all unused to English holly, and its st.u.r.dy green, the dancing room was garlanded and hung with it; and the red berries gleamed an English welcome to him, peeping from among the leaves.
It was a busy day for all of them: a busier day for none of them than Grace, who noiselessly presided everywhere, and was the cheerful mind of all the preparations. Many a time that day (as well as many a time within the fleeting month preceding it), did Clemency glance anxiously, and almost fearfully, at Marion. She saw her paler, perhaps, than usual; but there was a sweet composure on her face that made it lovelier than ever.
At night when she was dressed, and wore upon her head a wreath that Grace had proudly twined about it--its mimic flowers were Alfred's favorites, as Grace remembered when she chose them--that old expression, pensive, almost sorrowful, and yet so spiritual, high, and stirring, sat again upon her brow, enhanced a hundred fold.
"The next wreath I adjust on this fair head, will be a marriage wreath,"
said Grace; "or I am no true prophet, dear."
Her sister smiled, and held her in her arms.
"A moment, Grace. Don't leave me yet. Are you sure that I want nothing more?"
Her care was not for that. It was her sister's face she thought of, and her eyes were fixed upon it, tenderly.
"My art," said Grace, "can go no farther, dear girl; nor your beauty. I never saw you look so beautiful as now."
"I never was so happy," she returned.
"Aye, but there is greater happiness in store. In such another home, as cheerful and as bright as this looks now," said Grace, "Alfred and his young wife will soon be living."
She smiled again. "It is a happy home, Grace, in your fancy. I can see it in your eyes. I know it _will_ be happy, dear. How glad I am to know it."