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However, Doyle did not need me. He was able to overcome his sorrow and difficulties by himself. I was happy at that fact . . . but I was also quite frustrated somewhere in my heart. Another worry has arisen as of late.
Recently, Doyle's reputation has been increasing since the time at the entrance ceremony. I should be happy as his fiancée at the success he has had at changing everyone's att.i.tudes towards him to see him in a better light. However, all I could feel in my heart was frustration and jealousy at Doyle's success. Elegant and kind.
Calm and gentle.
Serious in cla.s.s and will teach you anything you don't understand.
Polite to everyone.
He obtained the right to negotiate with a senior that would not even give the time of day to a high n.o.ble.
Jin got beaten down in an instant.
Handsome and wonderful. These are the various rumors I have heard . . . Okay, the last one is my opinion. All these rumors are favorable towards him. It is a very delightful thing, but my heart is in turmoil over this. Lately, I have been hearing women talk about him again. I have no right or power to bind Doyle's heart, as I was not able to do anything for him during his most difficult time. However, I absolutely loathe the idea of someone other than me being beside Doyle. Even if I cannot help him, even if she is the most perfect woman in the world, I will never hand over the position of being beside him to anyone else. The only ones who should be beside him are me and my brother!
If he is going to be stolen by some other woman, then I will-! I wonder what is the name of this emotion, this sort of pa.s.sion? I do not know what the name is yet. I feel this is too dark to call love, and it is much greater the just mere jealousy. EDnote: Is yandere the word you're looking for, princess?
I hope my wish to be by his side comes true, and I hope that he may never have to see these emotions of mine for the rest of my life. I will keep it secret in my heart.
I truly am a very sinful person, aren't I Doyle? At least I have some hope right now.
I also heard that you promised my brother you would return to him.
These eternally blooming flowers are the first words of your love.
This is proof that Doyle wants to be beside me and my brother. Thus I will not bring out this emotion. I will wait.
He told that he would come for me and pick me up.
It will not be easy, but my nanny, Milia, has told me that a good woman can believe and wait. Thus, to become a woman suitable for you, I, Claire, will endure this trial of love! —————— Present While recalling what happened during the day and becoming determined once more to continue waiting for Doyle, I hear a knock on the door.
I give a reply and let my nurse's sister, Cerejeira, come into my room. Cerejeira has long, straight, and smooth black hair. She is also the daughter of my nanny, Milia. We are close as sisters, as we have been together since childhood. Cerejeira, seeing me look at the flowers all evening, shows a very tired expression. "Princess, the bath is ready . . . are you looking at the rose again?"(Cerejeira) "Of course I am! Doyle made this especially for me. Do you see how the gradation from the outside is slowly thinning into white? How beautiful!"(Claire) "Well, do you think you will be able to obtain a hair ornament of similar design? Besides, Master Doyle defeated Master Jin in a battle the other day. I have only seen Master Doyle at the entrance ceremony. Thus, my image of him is only from that, but it is nice to see that he is able to understand a woman's mind a little."(Cerejeira) " . . . Cerejeira . . . That is disrespectful to Doyle, Doyle is-"(Claire) "Yes, yes. Coolest, strongest, kindest, and most wonderful prince in this world, right?"(Cerejeira) "Yes! He is the most wonderful person in this world! He now also does something like this! He did not only give me a gift but also a beautiful message! I am the happiest person in the world right now to have a fiancée like him."(Claire) "I heard you refused another proposal from another country's prince without even sparing any time to hear his words."(Cerejeira) "Of course! I do not need to pay any mind to anyone other than Doyle. I will love only him and only him in this world forever."(Claire) To me who said this so bodly, Cerejeira laughs with a slight opened eye. She is also making a lonely expression too. "Really, Princess Claire must love Master Doyle very much . . . I am quite envious."(Cerejeira) "Oh? But I thought you already had a person you like. He is also the same age-"(Claire) "Princess! Please, the bath will get cold, please hurry!"(Cerejeira) As she this said with a lonely expression, I use the person she met last year to make a jab at her. Every time I do this, she turns red from her face to her ears. I believe it was last fall. I had accidently come across her taking the hand of a person while making a face that was clearly the face of someone in love. It is still fresh in my memory. That was the first time I had seen her make such a face.
Whenever I try get more information or mention it, she quickly changes subjects.
I know the person, and I know there are big obstacles that will not allow them to be together. However, I believe that person is her destined person, and that they will overcome that challenge. I believe this because of one reason. The G.o.ddess of Love does not tear apart lovers of destiny. Of course, it is the same for me and Doyle.
Why else would the G.o.ddess of Love have whispered to me on that day that Doyle was the person I was destined to be with. I will not allow anyone else to have him either. It is my destiny to be beside him. I will fight anyone who dares to say otherwise! That is why, Doyle. I will wait for you. I will keep waiting for as long as these flowers are in bloom That is why I ask you to please come soon and pick me up, okay?