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"Y--es," she thoughtfully a.s.sented, "and yet I think I should add pride, vanity and ostentation."
"And what is pride but self-esteem, self-conceit? What are vanity and ostentation but egotism and self-sufficiency?"
"You are right!" said Mollie, sitting suddenly erect, as if some new thought had taken possession of her. "Why! I never thought of it before, but the world--society so-called--is governed by selfishness!"
"I am afraid that is the fact, as a rule," a.s.sented the young man.
"How dreadful!" sighed his companion; "what veritable heathen idolaters we are, in spite of our boasted civilization and Christianity; and how little we know the meaning of the 'Golden Rule!'"
"That is true; self is the G.o.d of this world," said Clifford; "and when we attempt to a.n.a.lyze humanity we find it in every phase of life.
Royalty 'lifts its crested head' and declares, 'I am enthroned; come not near, except on bended knee.' The multimillionaire, with lofty air, says, 'Keep a respectful distance, unless you can match my purse with one as heavy.' The merchant and banker refuse to a.s.sociate with their butcher and grocer; the employer looks down upon his employee; the mistress upon her maid; and so it goes all along down the line even to newsboys and bootblacks; for----" and here Faxon laughed, "to ill.u.s.trate, I saw two boys on the street the other day; one had a bundle of papers under his arm; the other was stationed on a corner, with his kit for blacking boots. 'h.e.l.lo!' called out the newsboy familiarly and with an envious glance at the kit, 'how long yer ben at it?' 'Git out!'
cried the youthful proprietor loftily, 'I've gone inter biz for myself, I have; an' we don't take newsboys inter our 'sociation.' So from the crowned heads of royalty down to the bootblack, who lords it over the peddler of papers, because he makes his nickel where the other gets but a penny, we find the serpent self with its spirit of arrogance and malicious sting."
"That is true," said Mollie, with a sigh, "and, worse than all, we find it even in the churches, where the rich and intellectually proud hold aloof from the poor widow and orphan and the beggar at their doors, except, perhaps, to bestow, with lofty patronage a little of their surplus wealth, and hoping thus to cancel their obligations as Christians and believe that they have fulfilled the law of Love. Oh, I am beginning to see how little the meaning of that word is understood."
"And it never will be understood until the world learns how to 'deny self' and become 'poor in spirit,' as taught by the Great Teacher nineteen centuries ago," Clifford supplemented in a reverent tone.
Mollie bent a thoughtful look upon his face. She thought him the grandest character she had ever met. No young man of her acquaintance had ever discussed such subjects in her presence before--they had always been, for the most part, full of small talk, jest and compliment--and she knew that most of her girl friends would have regarded such a conversation as prosy and stupid.
But she liked it--it seemed to meet something that she had long hungered for. Faxon had struck a note in nature that vibrated in keenest sympathy and perfect harmony with his thought, and when they parted that evening both felt as if they must have known each other for years.
After that they saw each other frequently. Mollie had invited him to 'come again,' and feeling that she was perfectly sincere, he had not hesitated to avail himself of the privilege. Each time they met they were drawn nearer each other, for they liked the same books and authors.
Faxon was a good reader, Mollie an appreciative listener, while they had many an animated discussion over what they read.
They attended lectures, concerts and occasionally the theater and opera; though Mollie would not go often to the latter place because of the expense, which she doubted that Faxon could afford. But she told herself that she had never enjoyed a winter, even during her palmiest days, as she had enjoyed this one.
She well knew why; she had long known that she loved Clifford Faxon with all her heart, and she was sure that he returned her affection, although as yet no word of confession had escaped him. Nevertheless, she had abundant evidence of the fact in his every act, in every glance of his eyes and every tone of his voice. Yet she was not impatient--she was content to bide his time, well knowing that when he felt it right to speak he would do so.
Her new happiness added greatly to her loveliness. There was a brighter light in her deep blue eyes, a sweeter, sunnier smile--if that were possible--on her lips, a buoyancy, an elasticity in her every movement and step which plainly betrayed that she loved to live and lived to love.
Monsieur Lamonti was quick to observe these things, and wondered within himself what had caused this radiant change in her. He was not long left in doubt, for one afternoon he met the lovers, face to face, upon the street.
Mollie stopped short in his path and greeted him cordially; then, with beaming eyes and heightened color, introduced her companion. The three stood chatting for a few moments, then parted and went their different ways.
The next morning Monsieur Lamonti interrupted Mollie in her work, and, after discussing two or three questions relating to business, suddenly inquired:
"By the way, mademoiselle, allow me to ask who was the gentleman to whom you introduced me yesterday? His name, of course, I know--Monsieur Faxon--but is he an old or a new friend?"
Mollie blushed delightfully at the question.
"He is both, monsieur, if you can comprehend anything so paradoxical,"
she said with a musical little laugh of rippling happiness, and which called an answering smile to her listener's lips. Then she went on and frankly told him the whole of Cliff's history as far as she knew it, from the time of her first meeting with him in the station at New Haven to his coming to Was.h.i.+ngton, while Monsieur Lamonti appeared greatly interested, and reading in the girl's every look and tone the sweet love-story that was making her life so beautiful.
"Ah," he observed when she concluded, "Mr. Faxon is a self-made man; he is doubtless a n.o.ble young man. I am sure he will rise yet higher and do himself honor."
Mollie smiled with pleasure at his commendation of her lover.
"I also am sure he will," she said with s.h.i.+ning eyes.
"And what is he doing now, mademoiselle?" queried the gentleman.
"At present he is in the Patent Office, with the expectation of a promotion at the beginning of the year."
"Well, mademoiselle, it is evident he is a fine young fellow; he certainly looks it; I am truly glad you have such a friend," said Monsieur Lamonti, with a kindness and sincerity that touched Mollie deeply.
He resumed his writing, and nothing more was said upon the subject, but Mollie observed that, from time to time, he paused in his work and gazed abstractedly out of the window, as if his thoughts were busy elsewhere.
A few days later on reaching the office she found a note from Clifford, asking if she would go with him the following evening to hear Madam Melba in "Faust."
He mentioned the fact that he was well acquainted with a prominent member of the company, who had offered him complimentary tickets for a box or any seats which he might prefer elsewhere in the house, and would she please signify which she would like best.
Mollie smiled as she read the note. She knew it would be the "first night" of the opera, and she understood that Clifford feared that she either might not be able or wish to appear in evening dress, and so had given her a choice of seats, while, too, it would settle the question regarding what his own attire should be.
She responded cordially, saying she would be delighted to hear Melba, and would enjoy the box if it would be agreeable to him. Clifford wrote a clear, symmetrical hand, and before returning his missive to its envelope Mollie pa.s.sed it to Monsieur Lamonti, remarking that perhaps he would like to see Mr. Faxon's penmans.h.i.+p.
"People claim, you know," she said, smiling, "that there is a great deal of character expressed in a person's handwriting."
Monsieur Lamonti read the note, then pa.s.sed it back to her with the observation:
"It is certainly a fine hand, mademoiselle, and if it is an exponent of Mr. Faxon's character, I should judge him to be a frank, honest, high-minded young man."
Mollie was, of course, pleased with this tribute to her lover, for she saw that it was sincere, while she knew that Monsieur Lamonti was a keen observer, and she was sure that he regarded Clifford with approbation.
The next afternoon, while she was putting some finis.h.i.+ng touches to an evening dress which she had remodeled to wear to the opera, Monsieur Lamonti's coachman drove to the door, and a few moments later Eliza came to her, bringing a good-sized box.
On opening it, Mollie gave a cry of delight as her eyes fell upon a rare collection of hot-house flowers, whose perfume filled the room, and which she well knew, without glancing at the accompanying card, had been culled from the greenhouse of her good friend.
"How kind, how thoughtful he always is!" she murmured appreciatively as she buried her face in the ma.s.s of luxuriant bloom to inhale the delicious fragrance.
Later, when Clifford called for her she was radiantly lovely in her rich, l.u.s.trous silk of pale blue, another creation of Worth's, and a remnant of her old-time glory which had long been packed away as unsuitable to wear in her present circ.u.mstances. The dress, with a few alterations, seemed almost like new.
She wore diamonds upon her neck and in her ears; also a dazzling ornament in her golden hair, for her jewels--many of which had been her mother's--had also been carefully stowed away, her father having insisted that she should keep them, although she had cheerfully offered to relinquish every one if such sacrifice would lighten his burdens in any way. But he had told her, "No; every debt would be paid, and the gems were too sacred to be surrendered."
Her hands and arms were encased in long white gloves, chosen from the box with which Monsieur Lamonti had presented her, and as Faxon entered, she was just tying a long ribbon around a bouquet which she had arranged from Monsieur Lamonti's floral offering.
The young man's eyes glowed with tender admiration as Mollie went forward to meet him.
"Ah," he said ingenuously and with a thrill of fondness in his voice as he clasped her extended hand, "I am so glad you chose the box."
Mollie laughed musically, for his words told her that he had hoped to find her in evening dress, and was more than pleased with her appearance.
"It was very kind of you to give me the option," she replied with a glance which plainly told him that she had understood his motive and thoroughly appreciated it.
"Well," he observed, with a twinkle in his handsome eyes, "I thought we might as well make the most of our opportunity. What lovely flowers!"
"They are, indeed!" she returned. "Monsieur Lamonti sent them."
Then as she glanced at the lapel of his coat she continued: "And you must have a boutonniere; may I select something for you?"