If You Don't Go To Hell, Who Will? Chapter 33

Chapter 33 The main characters in the film
“Hey, Xiaojie? Well, yeah, didn't you tell me…. you must know blockhead, it's Mu er, from your environmental protection club'… Don't worry, she looks so good. …… Right, I think she is a good fit… Yeah, the hair style is also very suitable, just right… What? Wrap her chest? No no, she doesn't have too much…”

I sat on the sidelines with black lines on my forehead . I resisted the urge to swear at her and continued listening to Xiao Er as she spoke to Xiaojie.

The two continued their discussion for a long time till Li'l Second finally hung up. After hanging up the phone, she looked at me excitedly: “Hey, Xiaojie said that she recently met a new student in the philosophy department. He is very handsome and has promised to act in this drama.He will be the lead. ”
I was not excited by the news at all, and replied lazily: “Is it?" I don't know how Xiaojie tricked the poor student.

Li'l Second grabbed my hand  and continued to talk excitedly. “Originally,  I wanted Zhong Yuan to play the role. Although his temperament is more placid than Lu Zijian, but he is still more than enough to dominate you. How do I do this, both actors will be the main protagonists ?”

I shook my head wearily . “Do not worry, Zhong Yuan will not play such a perverted character.”
Li'l Second grabbed my collar so hard I yelped with pain. “Block head, you are the one who is perverted, you are perverted! This is art, you just can't understand!”

I pried her fingers off my collar  and said calmly: “Well, actually, Zhong Yuan hates  people who try to take advantage of him. If you have the guts, you can go ask him.”

Li'l Second was silent.

I knew that Zhong Yuan had a strange ability. He had a good temper and I had seldom seen him get angry. In fact, he was quite cheerful and got along well with others. But there were some things that touched his bottom line and few people would dare to do those things. For example, Li'l Second had been acting arrogantly with me all throughout the day, but when she heard that Zhong Yuan hated the people who tried to take advantage of him, she would never dare mention her proposal to him. That was not true in the case of Lu Zijian. Even though he had the same temperament as Zhong Yuan , he was often bullied. In fact, lil second used to constantly call him 'pitcher'. When Lu Zijian realised what it meant and asked her to stop calling him that term. But she did not relent. It was only later when Miss Fourth taught Li'l Second a lesson that the bullying stop.

(Miumiu – the actual word is xiaogong in Chinese which means the dominant partner. Pitcher is a slang in English which means the same thing. Now my mom will worry why I'm googling gay relations.h.i.+ps..lol)

I have been thinking, how insidious did a person need to be to reach Zhong Yuans level!

……

In the evening, I realised Xiao Jie herself was the director. The two male protagonists of the film ( umm..actually I was the heroine, d.a.m.n it) were supposed to meet in the coffee shop and get to know each other while discussing the specifics of shooting the film. We also invited the producer and screenwriter, which was Li'l Second.

When I saw the legendary handsome young man from the Philosophy department, I was rooted to the spot.

I couldn't believe it! Of all the handsome guys in B University, how could Xiao Jie choose him?

Su Yan saw us and ran to me in surprise. He smiled and asked me, " Mu er, the woman who's playing the other hero is you ?"

I pulled Li'l Second in front of me. " Cla.s.smate, you have misunderstood. I am the screenwriter, here's your partner."

But Li'l Second spared not a minute's thought before she betrayed me. Su Yan wrapped an arm around my shoulder. He looked pretty pleased. " Mu er, don't be shy."

I was really annoyed. I pried his arm off my shoulder and turned to Xiaojie. " Director, can I ask to be replaced or can you get someone else in his place ?"

Xiao Jie glared at me, " No."

Due to Su Yan's extreme cooperation and my very visible dissatisfaction, the talks in the evening were neither a success nor a failure. In fact, I didn't deliberately set out to create trouble, but I was not at all comfortable acting as a couple with Su Yan. Irrespective of whether his feelings for me were true or false, he had been interested in me. In fact, even now, it seemed like he was still interested. With this kind of past and present relations.h.i.+p between us, it was inevitable that play acting as a couple would be extremely awkward.I was the kind of person for whom feelings were unambiguous. If I liked someone, it was fine, but if I didn't like someone, I didn't want to have anything to do with them.That person would be better off staying away from me as much as possible.

As we walked back from the coffee shop, both Xiao Jie and Lil Second sneaked off, leaving me and Su Yan alone.

Su Yan and I were side by side, walking slowly under the orange street lights.

" Mu er, do you hate me?" He suddenly stopped and looked straight at me, asking me this question in a low voice.

I shook my head,"No."

"Then why are you not accepting my proposal?"

I grabbed my hair in frustration. " Hey, I have a boyfriend. You are trying to be a third party in the relations.h.i.+p. That's very bad." Sorry Zhong Yuan, I needed to use you at this crucial moment.

Su Yan laughed out loud. He didn't sound like a young boy when he laughed like that.

" You don't have to lie.The truth is quite obvious to me. Zhong Yuan acted well, but you were a disaster."

I lowered my head in guilt, unable to figure out if what he said was real or not.

Su Yan continued, " So now Zhong Yuan and I are competing on an equal footing. I hope you will not unduly favour him over me."

I shook my head. " I'm not favouring anyone, I just don't like you. That's the reason I can't accept you. It's as simple as that. I don't hate you, but that doesn't mean that I like you. Try to understand."

Su Yan smiled at me. " You haven't even tried to like me yet. How do you know that you will never like me?"

Huh? What logic was that ??

Su Yan continued , " It's like a snack you haven't eaten yet. How do you know if it is delicious? Whether it suits your taste? At least, you will take a bite and then decide if you want to continue eating it, isn't it? This is the same. Give the snack and yourself a chance."

"You are really eloquent.”

Su Yan was nonchalant. " I haven't won anything yet, I just hope that you will give me a chance. Why don't you test us?Then you can refuse if it really doesn't work out."

I scratched my head and conceded to myself that what he was saying sounded right.

" But…"

" No", Su Yan interrupted. Suddenly, he reached out and put his hands on my shoulders. He looked seriously at me. " I hope that you will try to make this work. When you are absolutely sure that you don't like me you can push me away."

" Oh". I wanted to say no, but when I saw Su Yan looking so eagerly towards me, I thought what he said sounded right.

So I nodded. " Ok."

A warm smile lit up Su Yan's face." So you promise you will allow me to chase you?"

I looked at him a bit dumbfounded and said," Seems so."

" Why are you looking at me like this?"

" Nothing. I just felt that suddenly you are acting like a normal person. I'm just not used to it."

Su Yan's mouth gazed open in surprise.